5 “In love with a criminal” stars
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I destroy. That’s what I do. I know I’ll destroy this too. Her. It makes my heart ache. I should walk away, but I already know I won’t.
WHY didn’t I find this gem of an author sooner....this book is definitely going to my top mafia romance reads. The Russo saga has only just begun and what a dark ride it’s going to be. Every single men in this family is intense and alpha to the core and all I want to do is read all their stories at once. You know it’s going to be epic when you start craving the characters just as I am.
This story was filled with Thrill. Suspense. Darkness. Smut. Romance. It started with a calmness you feel before the coming storm. Like you’re just dipping your toes in the ocean just before the waves crash into you and leaves you a trembling mess. That’s exactly how I felt while reading the first few chapters.
Sydney yearns to be free and adventurous and daring. She wants to stand on her own two feet and live her life to the fullest exactly the opposite of what her parents wants even if it’s coming from their loving instincts. To make it happen she plans a trip to Dominican Republic unaware that she’s going to meet the love of her life pretty soon.
But there was something in his eyes, in his voice, a longing that mirrored my own.
A night before the vacation she ends up at a nightclub with her friend where she ends up meeting a very handsome stranger who screams danger and makes her both hot and mad with just few words. They part ways but fate has other plans.
He looks up, and I’m met by a pair of glittering blue eyes. The shockwave hits me like a blunt force to my midsection and I gasp. Nathan, the bane of my existence last night, and then again, a little while ago, frowns as his mouth falls open, then his face cracks into a wide smile.
“You’re kidding!”
My heart stutters. I don’t know if I should celebrate or run. I inhale shakily. “Nope. That’s definitely my seat.”
His eyes don’t leave mine as he stands. “Girl, you have the worst luck.”
Guess who ends up crashing into her at the airport and also happens to be in the seat next to her making it very hard to resist his looks and charm even if there’s something about him that screams at her to run far away.
My hand hovers over her head and my cock stirs. There is so much I want to explore with this girl. She has awoken a curiosity in me, a lust for life that I haven’t felt in a long time.
Nathan Russo doesn’t believe in love at least not when it comes to him but the way he’s feeling towards Sydney makes him want to make her his. Now that he’s stuck with her he plans to make the most it starting with making a second good impression. It’s just her looks that calls to him but her innocence and how the darkness seems to go away when he’s talking to her.
I want her under me, fucking her senseless, hearing her scream with abandon as she comes, again and again. I want to see her face twist in fear, in pain, and in that final rapture. I’m high on violence, blood, and adrenaline. I want to transfer every fucking bit of that to her. My cock is hard as rock and her eyes dart between my crotch and my face. She looks wonderfully insecure. I’ll destroy every last bit of that innocence. I’ll make her mine.
I have never felt the chemistry so strong and visceral in two characters ever. The banter on the plane ride was filled with flirtation, innuendos, laughter and sexual tension so strong you could feel it through the pages. It started so sweet as if they were on a date and soon the heat and the tension between them took over making it the hottest encounter I have read in my life and it only kept getting better making me crave the enigma that was Nathan in a whole new way.
Just as they land and go their separate ways despite the connection between them, the action and drama takes hold. Sydney tries to forget him but fails miserably, she never knew the sex could be this hot turning her into a naughty vixen even though she’s knows it’s for the better.
”God, you’re sexy when you lose control, Sydney. You were made for this, made to submit.” “No,” I pant, still not in control of my body. Shudders run through me as he keeps moving in me.
“Oh yes.”
Nathan is unable to resist her and wants to explore whatever they have so he ends up seeking her out basically kidnapping her. He likes just how obedient she is, he wants to push her limits and own her mind, body and soul. The question is whether she’ll be able to accept him and the monster he truly is.
And I’ve never felt so vulnerable, so rattled. I don’t know what to make of it. His strong arms feel safe around me now, but the power he wielded over me, how he made me bend to his will—it frightens me. I’m not sure I can handle this. Him. He’s too much.
Their journey to being together wasn’t an easy road. When an ugly situation gets out of control and she sees firsthand the killer he is and runs far away from him even if it hurts too much and leaves them with broken hearts.
He takes my hand in both of his and holds it over his heart. “I do. I’ve never felt it before. Nothing like this. Ever. Your existence haunts me every moment, whether I’m asleep or awake. I’ve tried so fucking hard to get you out of my mind. I tried to fuck you to forget you. I tried to be cruel. But it didn’t work.” He sighs. “I have no other words. I love you. I need you.”
Nathan aka Nate captured my heart with his possessiveness, dominance and protectiveness towards Syd despite him being a cruel human being. My heart broke after listening to his childhood memories and how he’s always felt lonely and that’s exactly why he deserved her. He never once pushed her too hard, always giving her space and waking away but never giving up and fighting for her always.
He looks so forlorn that I do. I do believe him. I’ve never seen a person so close to the edge, hanging on by a mere thread. That thread is me. Us. The responsibility should choke me, but instead I’m awed by the connection I feel.
Syd was a very strong heroine. She never once backed down no matter what life threw at her and it only solidified the fact that she was his match. I loved seeing them together and happy and in love. When he poured his heart out to her, it made me tear up. He was hers just as much as she was his.
I slap her other cheek. Twice. Her body rocks from the impact. She cries out and recoils, but then she comes back, arching, trembling, as I caress her clit, flicking the swollen nub.
“I haven’t even started on mean yet, sweetheart.” I slap her again, enjoying her gasps. “Do you feel your skin getting hotter? How it burns right into your cunt?”
She presses her face into the mattress, her fists clenching. “I don’t know,” she whimpers.
I slap her again. A tremor runs through her and she bucks, moving away from me, but still she doesn’t flee and keeps rocking her hips in pace with my thrusting. I lean over her, my mouth to her ear. “Then why are you still on all fours before me?”
“It’s… It’s good too,” she whimpers.
Also, for the smut alone in this book I would give it a full five stars. They were the most intense, filthiest, dirtiest and erotic scenes I have read so far this year. Especially the ones on the plane, they were scorching. Nathan Russo WILL melt your panties and your ovaries explode. No matter how many times I hear a man calling the woman MINE, it still gets to me Every. Single. Time.
I’m telling you if you are a junkie for an amazing dark mafia romance like me, this one is IT. I’m going obsessed with these Russo men. The author’s writing is brilliant. She doesn’t pulls back when it comes to all the gory details. I wholeheartedly recommend this to all my friends. ♥️