I picked this book up thanks to the setting being in my husband’s hometown. As I read, there were all too many names that I knew and sadly, even without a name, I knew the who and where, when I read the situation. You have to love small town America, right?
Oy. This was a read that left me questioning everything and everyone. I’m sure this was the author’s strategy and it 💯 worked. So here’s my thoughts on what I read:
1. Did Scott murder his family, then commit suicide by shooting himself twice in the head? To that my answer is 💯 NO. I do not believe he committed this massacre. And my opinion is not only based on what I’ve read in this book but the countless other articles/podcasts/documentaries that I’ve read/listened/watched since I started this book. I honestly believe that Scott didn’t do it. I actually believe that he couldn’t have done it. Alright, humor me here with this; I’ve been a hunter since I was 7. I’ve hunted and killed deer, rabbits, squirrels - you name it - I killed it. With that said, I would’ve never known the correct way to kill a person with a 22. Who uses a 22? I’d have grabbed a 20 gauge rifle, a 22 wouldn’t have even hit my radar as a gun to use. But really, think about it. I’ve hunted all my life pretty much. Yet, I had no clue where a kill shot was with a 22 and I’m sure Scott wouldn’t have known either. Who in the world would know that, unless you’re a hired killer or a “fixer” as the book dubs. And my list goes on! Why does Scott have clean socks in the picture after he supposedly walked a mile to his grandparents to murder them before slaughtering all who sleep in his own house (how does one manage clean socks? I can’t manage clean socks and I work in an office!) Next, why does it appear his body has been dragged down the bed to a seated position? Lastly, how does one shoot themselves twice in the head - mind you the gun stays positioned perfectly in position (yes, albeit not impossible but improbable as the book states.) My list for this goes on, but you need to read it yourself then we’ll discuss and hash out our differences in opinion if we have any.
2. Is Jon Stout guilty of all the crimes and statements of crimes? To that question I actually waver on my opinion. This is to my many friends/and family members dismay. Yes, I know what your thinking, “really? It was black and white. Why can’t you just cross all the T’s and dot the I’s?.” But I’ve learned in life nothing is ever that cut and dry. I think there’s some truth and some fiction thrown in to this story. I will say without a doubt, I know that Jon Stout is absolutely guilty of many of the things he was accused of but what the guilty list actually entails, well friends, only the good lord above knows that answer.
3. Is Logan County Sheriff Department corrupt? My answer: good gravy, holy baby Jesus - I hope not! Yet this read makes you wonder and question just who the good and bad guys are. It makes you question the fact that if you can’t trust the guy behind the badge, who can you trust? Now, know I say that jokingly. I’m a supporter of law enforcement, I have many friends who wear the uniform so don’t twist my words. I guess I just think in every bushel of eggs you’re gonna have one rotten one, right? Yet, you don’t throw out the whole bushel of eggs because of one bad egg, am I right? The answer is, absolutely not. Each person is an individual to which possess free will. Always remember my egg statement and always remember that no one in life should be defined by a title, a uniform, a race, a sex, nor one’s sexual preference (my list goes on.) Ok, no need to worry, I’m jumping off my soapbox now; however, those are words we all should live by. We’re all the same on the inside when we’re cut open, yes we’ve all been created a bit differently and look a bit different, act a bit different, but on the inside- were all the same. The thing to remember is we’re all human, we’re all given free will to make good choices or bad choices. We can thank the man upstairs for that gift.
And yes friends, I’m stopping at 3 points. And yes, I know I’m not giving you the full story, nor should I! That’s why it’s a book, you must read it for yourself. You must develop your own opinion. However, in my opinion, I’m dubbing this a must read for all my true crime reading friends and friends who live in this rural area. It’s 💯 5stars and I can say for a fact - the majority of the book is 💯factual. The remaining tid bits, I leave up to you, the reader to determine what you think is fact and what, if anything in this read is fiction.