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Ain't No Messiah

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“God has chosen Joshua to bring forth his new kingdom on Earth.”

From the day he was born, Joshua has found himself the recipient of death-defying miracles. His earliest memories include his own father proclaiming him the second coming of Christ. However, Joshua has wrestled with serious doubts about the validity of this claim all his life. How could he not, having survived a childhood filled with physical and emotional abuse at the hands of his earthly father.
Now, one way or another, Joshua is going to show the world who he really is.

355 pages, Kindle Edition

First published February 5, 2019

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Mark Tullius

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3,709 reviews449 followers
November 19, 2018
When the Messiah arrives perhaps it will not be on a chariot pulled by fiery steeds, but in the backwoods of South Carolina. And perhaps the true believers might only consist of his father and a handful of faithful. Joshua is a most unusual lead character in a most unusual story that harnesses religion, Mixed Martial Arts, pornography, and coming of age. He is a reluctant Messiah though he was anointed by his father at an early age well before his religion became a worldwide phenomenon. There are parallels to Heinlein’s Michael Valentine particularly in the carnival scenes and the harnessing of religious fervor. The story ultimately is about control and independence and destiny and free will. At its best are the stories of Joshua’s bumbling adventures as he finds his way through the world.
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314 reviews16 followers
November 19, 2018
Joshua was born dead. His father, Charles, begged God to let his child live and if he did he would make sure that Joshua would dedicate his life to God. So begins a life of obedience and violence.

Charles was so single minded that his son was the second coming of Christ he made Joshua's life a living misery. Charles ruled the roost and controlled his family to the point of fear. He created a church dedicated to spreading the word that the Messiah has come and even created The Lost Gospels, a series of stories he created about Jesus and Joshua. He brainwashed Joshua into thinking he is the Messiah. As time goes on he escapes his life at home and begins a journey of trying to outrun his father and his 'legacy' of being the Messiah.

I have to say that there is a lot of time spent on Joshua's childhood. How his father bullied his family into the church he created, the series accidents that befall Joshua that by rights, in some cases, should have killed him but don't. It was a bit slow going to get through that section.

As the book progresses it does get easier to fall into the story. What I got from this is that it's a journey of self discovery, as well as a father who is not only greedy for fame but also for money. Is Joshua the Messiah? Well that is the crux of it... I will leave that bit up to you to decide.

A slow start with an explosive ending. This won't be everyones cup of tea, that's for sure, but it is a good story that leaves you wanting more.

ARC provided by author in exchange for a fair and honest review.
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357 reviews32 followers
January 13, 2026
Ain’t No Messiah is a coming-of-age story with psychological depth and supernatural suspense that explores the damage caused when a child’s identity is built around someone else’s delusion and manipulation. In this story, a father’s indoctrination of his son to believe he’s the “Messiah” powerfully showcases how parental belief, emotional manipulation, and unmet expectations can distort a young person’s understanding of self-worth, masculinity, and purpose. It's important to know that this book doesn’t focus on faith or prophecy but instead is character-driven and is a fascinating journey of self-discovery and peeling back the layers of programming and trauma.

The story follows Joshua Campbell, whose father, Charles, preaches that Joshua is the Messiah after he survived a near-death experience at birth. His father reinforces the idea through public church services, manipulating others, and controlling Joshua’s mother, all while keeping Joshua and his brother Paul extremely sheltered and disconnected from the real world—until it becomes all too much and Josh and Paul run away to seek family in Georgia. From there, Joshua’s life takes on many unexpected turns, leading him from carnival worker to unconventional jobs to Las Vegas and having multiple terrifying near-death experiences (and body mutilations) that ultimately make him and readers wonder if he is indeed superhuman!

Joshua’s journey of self-discovery is the real heart of the story—he’s a compelling, flawed, impulsive, and powerful protagonist. Much of the first half delves into Joshua’s childhood, giving readers a clear picture of the abuse he endured. His relationships with his father, mother, and brother are all different and add texture to the story. As he enters adolescence, he begins to internalize his father’s beliefs in different ways—sometimes feeling a sense of entitlement from the admiration they bring & other times feeling shame for failing to live up to the image his father has conveyed of him.

Despite all of his father’s control tactics, Joshua’s innate curiosity and determination push him to break rules and develop secret friendships. Unfortunately, his warped belief system and naivety lead him to be dismissive, defensive, and emotionally reckless in friendships and romantic situations—until he's gone through a reckoning and is an adult and a father himself. Readers will quickly become emotionally invested in his journey of self-discovery and personal growth!

The pacing of the story is a bit uneven, but it perfectly mirrors the ups and downs of Joshua’s life. After leaving home, Joshua faces several near-death experiences—some unexpected, others stemming from poor choices shaped by his sheltered and abusive upbringing. The middle section includes a lot of Joshua’s internal monologue and repeated social failures, each helping him grow and evolve. In the second half, there are a few surprises, including reappearances of characters from Joshua’s past that cause him more turmoil and add tension to the story. The last 30 percent has quicker pacing, as Joshua begins to pull away from repeated mistakes and takes better charge of his life and stands up to those who’ve been manipulating him, which is satisfying and makes his character arc quite pronounced! The story reaches its climax with a dramatic confrontation and some of its most exhilarating scenes, finishing with a cliffhanger that will keep readers wanting more. This book is marketed as the first book of "The Blessed and Broken" series, so hopefully a sequel will be forthcoming!

Overall, Ain’t No Messiah is a fascinating, character-driven coming-of-age novel that stands out for its larger-than-life characters and psychological depth. Its important themes about parental indoctrination, fractured masculinity, and the long-term effects of indoctrination make it a perfect book club pick—there’s so much to unpack while reading and after the dramatic conclusion. Readers who appreciate flawed protagonists, complex family dynamics, and compelling stories of self-discovery and healing from childhood abuse will find a lot to love with this book!
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96 reviews11 followers
January 28, 2019
This novel has a very interesting concept of a religious cult, where the leader is someone’s child. Instead of Joshua’s father claiming to be the Messiah and using Joshua’s unusual birth as proof. He claimed that Joshua is the Messiah.

Watching Joshua grow up in this cult, where he was expected to be perfect, and god-like. To “give judgment” and to forgive those who followed their beliefs was intriguing. It would’ve been one thing to have him grow up in a cult solely focused on his father. However, having their cult beliefs based on him, whether he wanted it or not made Joshua more relatable as a character.

One thing I found interesting was how this novel takes place in modern times, and yet Joshua never went to a school of any kind until their father added a schoolhouse onto the church. It wasn’t until he adventured into the world outside of the cult and slowly learned how things worked in the real world.

Although Joshua has vehemently denied his father’s “gospel” that he is the Messiah. When he is defending himself, or reacting to negative outside forces. He says that he’s “casting judgment” or “the fist of God” has judged those who had wronged Joshua or those he cared about.

Before Joshua ran away from home, his father brainwashed him to believe there are millions of bad people in the world who wanted Joshua dead. He also made Joshua believe that all the tragedies in the world, like 9/11, the war in Iraq, and mass shootings were his fault.

Although, you want to believe that there’s at least one person in the world who is kind without taking advantage of Joshua’s “slowness” or “gullibility”. However, this novel takes that and makes sure Joshua doesn’t get a sense of kindness or just in this world.

I felt the ending was justified and fulfilling. The ending provokes emotions of all kinds, from sadness to anger, and even peacefulness. Things end in a way that finishes everything but leaves just enough open to have a sequel. This novel is apart of a series called “The Blessed and Broken”. Of course, I am interested in reading more from this series and Mark Tullius’ other works as well.

I would recommend this novel for those who want a dark and thought-provoking “coming of age” story. Also, if you enjoy novels about cults, this is the novel for you.
681 reviews29 followers
February 23, 2019
A great book. This story will have you stopping and thinking over and over before you reach the dynamic end. An ending I did not see coming. As you read you will think and feel like you are right beside Joshua as he experiences all life throws at him.
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August 2, 2019
I am not normally into religious type books but once I started, I stayed up all night to read this. Well written and detailed, it shows insight into the mind of man and his belief system.

Well worth the time spent. I will be on the lookout for more from this author.
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Author 21 books35 followers
February 28, 2021
Okay. Reading this novel you have to prepare yourself for a pushing of the boundaries. It is an interesting take on the Second Coming. The story is definitely an intriguing take on faith and zealots and mega-churches. The novel revolves around the idea of a man who is proclaimed to be the Second Son by a faith healer, Charles Campbell, and the belief Joshua Campbell, his son, is the Second Coming of Christ. There are a number of miracles in Joshua's early life and the story deals mainly with Joshua's life at thirty. Charles Campbell has other sons and unlike Joshua they are not considered anointed or special or more importantly divine. Joshua, now an adult, is expected to fulfill a prophecy set up long ago by his father and the religion Charles Campbell is creating is based on Messianic promises. The subplot of Ain't No Messiah deals mainly with Charles Campbell and his desire to be religiously relevant. Campbell, AKA Father, has written and cashed in on the second most read book in the world The Lost Gospels. To say the least, the novel plays like a twisted Christian porno melodrama. Father, thanks to the The Lost Gospels finds himself building one of the largest religious following and churches in the nation as plagues strike the world. Father has proclaimed his son, Joshua, is the answer to the plagues and Joshua must die. It is a convoluted story, but so is the Bible. Father has these goals with the hopes of most of his religious followers hoping the death of Joshua will end all of the pain of the people of the world. Thus, there are a number of attempts on Joshua's life. Throw in the sick and twisted manipulation of Jeremy and his secretly taping Joshua and his pornstar wife, the leaking of a sex tape and the despearation of Joshua to make money and the story suddenly flips on its head. Be prepared. Ain't No Messiah is a hard kicking of the faith based beliefs and ideas of what prophecy and promise imply. The characters are believable in an unbelievable situation. There's a Messiah. There's the Father of the Messiah. There's the brothers of the Messiah. The plague. As well there's all the people trying to kill the Messiah to end the plague. Oh, yeah, there's Joshua, the Messiah, his wife and daughter trying to have a normal life. There is just so much happening in the novel. Completely enjoyed the reading as it continued to poke fun at the religious and the evangelicals. I wish there was more tension as the novel concluded. The trust in the Second Son seemed a bit too easy for some and harder for others. I would have liked to see the development of that fervor a little more drawn out and delineated in the reading, if there is any real criticism. Have to say the conclusion is pretty funny. Well done Mark Tullius. Well done.
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Author 3 books4 followers
September 29, 2020
Review for audiobook ‘Ain’t No Messiah’ by Mark Tullius, narrated by Ric Chetter
This is the first book in the Tales of the Blessed and Broken series.

Another good audiobook I picked up from Chirp. I’ll say up front that I’m not affiliated with Chirp – I get no special deals or compensation. I’ve bought seven audiobooks though them so far. I’d never heard of the titles, authors or narrators before I bought the audiobooks. The descriptions sounded good, they were all on ‘special pricing’ for a limited period, and for a few bucks I took the chance and haven’t been disappointed.
This audiobook is well produced, the voice acting by Ric Chetter is superb.

Readers or listeners beware: there is profanity, violence, some sexual situations and abuse in many flavors. It’s disturbing – and that’s what makes this story so enticing.

Ain’t No Messiah is written and narrated in first person by the main character Joshua Campbell. This is another ‘dark’ and thought-provoking tale, a suspenseful, religious thriller. It is not a joyful, inspiring account of this man’s life. The story jumps between the present (the story’s end) and recollections or flashbacks throughout Joshua’s life. Starting at his birth, which he almost didn’t survive, Charles, his father, declares Joshua the new messiah. Close calls with death is a theme repeated throughout the story.

The biggest influence in Joshua’s life is his tyrannical father, a man who becomes a stereotypical, fanatical, hypocritical, Bible-thumping preacher. It quickly becomes clear that his father sees the dollar signs as he gathers, sometimes coerces, larger and larger congregations to his new church; The Church of the Second Son. Charles writes his own version of a new testament of the Christian bible, with Joshua as the new messiah who is going to kick ass on this wicked world. Now preacher Charles can thump his own bible as he builds his cult. Nonetheless, Joshua is physically, verbally and mentally abused by his parents throughout his childhood.
About his mother, I’ll simply say that she’s also broken under the power of her husband. His younger brother Paul: equally screwed up but/and very powerful.

From an early age, Joshua doesn’t now what to think about this messiah business. He doesn’t have any super-powers, any ‘special’ communication with God, or proof of his mantel. He’s kept under a strict thumb at home and isn’t allow to go to school or mingle with the kids around his rural home. When he finally makes some friends in his mid-teen years, Joshua is years behind in social skills and his knowledge of the world.

After denouncing the church, his parents and running away from home, Joshua still somewhat innocent, falls into the world of sex, drugs and even deeper crimes. He tracks down some of his estranged relatives and learns more about his unusual heritage. He also learns to workout, building his muscle until he is an imposing, tattooed figure you wouldn’t want to cross.


Joshua is still recognized now and then as that famous kid supposed to be the new messiah. One of his few childhood friends has obtained a video camera and insists of chronicling the events of Joshua’s life; the good, the bad and the porno.

The middle of the book brings to mind the song: A Boy Named Sue. ‘I grew up quick and I grew up mean. My fists got hard and my wits got clean.’ Joshua learns some hard lessons as he tries to prove he’s anything but the son of God. Charles still proclaims him to be the messiah, even though they haven’t had contact for years.

But Charles has a few aces up his sleeve, still believing in his own preaching that Joshua is the chosen one. Forcing himself back into Joshua’s life and Joshua’s back against the wall with threats so powerful, Joshua has no choice but to acquiesce to his father’s will. The tension is definitely building to the final showdown and ending payoff. Will the desperate masses once again be willing to sacrifice the anointed man for their own salvation?

Joshua will finally show the world who he really is. To say more, would be to spoil the ending. I will say it satisfied me! I’m looking forward to the next books in the Tales of the Blessed and Broken series.
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109 reviews15 followers
August 19, 2019
[English review + Reseña en español]

Ain’t No Messiah (Tales of the Blessed and Broken Book 1), por Mark Tullius. Publicada por Vincere Press. 2019. 355 páginas. Género: Realismo mágico / Thriller psicológico / Viaje de crecimiento

El Reverendo Charles Campbell y millones de seguidores de la Iglesia del Segundo Hijo juran que su hijo Joshua, declarado muerto al nacer y sobreviviente de múltiples encuentros con la muerte, es el Mesías que ha venido a juzgar a vivos y muertos, a redimirlos con su muerte y a enviar al infierno a todos los infieles. Joshua insiste inamovible en que no lo es y trata de apartarse tanto como puede del fanatismo de su padre y de su hermano Paul, aunque las circunstancias han de reunir sus vidas en más de una ocasión. Su vecino de infancia y amigo de toda la vida, el cineasta Jeremy, será el encargado de mostrarle el mundo, de documentar la mayor parte de su vida y de abrir sus ojos a verdades que parecían increíbles.

El inicio del libro, que nos acerca a minutos del final para luego volver atrás e hilvanar las secciones que dan forma a la trama, es por demás intrigante y muy prometedor. Y durante 24 capítulos dedicados “a aquellos con el valor para cuestionar todo lo que creen", con un ritmo narrativo bastante bueno y un protagonista a prueba de balas, esta historia (que promete segunda parte) ofrece una trama emocionante, llena de eventos violentos, rupturas familiares y secretos sucios que implicarán a toda una nación, y que cumplen perfectamente la promesa contraída al inicio.

El protagonista (Josh, para los amigos), trata de sacudirse la culpa inoculada por un padre fanático y castrante que lo obliga a rezarle a otro padre con quien tampoco cuenta para nada positivo, a la vez que insiste en que, debido a su falta de fe y de acción, Joshua es el culpable de todas y cada una de las desgracias y males de este mundo. La premisa es de por sí interesante, y el personaje principal crece de manera reaccionaria —pero muy lógica— ante tales imposiciones, en un viaje accidentado a través del cual trata de sacudirse la enorme carga de la fama en un mundo lleno de cámaras, dedos acusatorios y redes sociales, que al igual que su padre, no perdonan ni olvidan. Esta es una excelente novela que pone el dedo en los estigmas y propone un posible futuro no tan distante en el que las masas desencantadas, ávidas de respuestas divinas, están más que dispuestas a sacrificar de nuevo a un hombre señalado en aras de su propia salvación.

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Ain’t No Messiah (Tales of the Blessed and Broken Book 1), by Mark Tullius. Published by Vincere Press. 2019. 355 pages. Genre: Magic Realism / Psychological Thriller / Coming-of-age

Reverend Charles Campbell and millions of followers of the Church of the Second Son swear that his son Joshua, declared dead at birth and survivor of multiple encounters with death, is the Messiah who has come to judge the living and the dead, to redeem them with his death and to send all the infidels to hell. Joshua insists immovably that he is not so, and tries to depart as much as he can from the fanaticism of his father and his brother Paul, although the circumstances shall reunite their lives on more than one occasion. His childhood neighbor and lifelong friend, filmmaker Jeremy, will be in charge of showing him the world, documenting most of his life and opening his eyes to truths that seemed incredible.

The beginning of the book, which brings us close to the final minutes to then go back and tack the sections that shape the plot, is intriguing and very promising. And for 24 chapters dedicated "to those with the courage to question everything they believe", with a pretty good narrative rhythm and a bulletproof protagonist, this story (which promises part two) offers an exciting plot, full of violent events, family ruptures and dirty secrets that will involve an entire nation, and that perfectly fulfill the promise made at the beginning.

The protagonist (Josh, for the friends), tries to shake off the guilt inoculated by a fanatical and castrating father who forces him to pray to another father with whom he also does not count for anything positive, while insisting that, due to his lack of faith and action, Joshua is to blame for each and every one of the misfortunes and evils of this world. The premise is interesting in itself, and the main character grows in a reactionary —but very logical— way, in the face of such impositions, on a rough journey through which he tries to shake off the enormous burden of his fame in a world full of cameras, accusatory fingers and social networks, which, like his father, do not forgive or forget. This is an excellent novel that puts its finger right on the stigmata and proposes a possible not-so-distant future in which the disenchanted masses, eager for divine answers, are more than willing to sacrifice again an appointed man for the sake of their own salvation.
501 reviews20 followers
June 19, 2019
While I have read a lot of novels, this one certainly stands out. Not only is the basic premise something I've never encountered (a young boy raised from birth as the messianic figure of a religious cult), but it's exceptionally well-handled in its coverage of a lot of material.

Joshua/Josh is isolated physically and socially and raised by an abusive father and timid mother as the Messiah. Joshua just wants (like most children) to understand the world around him and to have the chance to be accepted by his peers. Also, like most children, his naivete and impulsiveness tend to get him into a lot of trouble. The novel follows Josh through his first thirty years.

The plot is well laid out. I think that there could have been some adjustments made to smooth the pacing out as that is an uneven element. (That may well be by design as life is unevenly paced for most of us). In the edition I have, there were some formatting concerns that made some transitions confusing. For example, a jump in time or change in setting isn't consistently accompanied by a gap (blank line, etc) between paragraphs.

Joshua narrates the story, so he's the most well-developed character. The author did a very good job of conveying his fundamental confusion about, well, pretty much everything. While he is ostensibly unsure of whether he is, in fact, the Messiah, he is also brainwashed by his father, so there are definitely times when this conditioning shows through. This conflict between what he's been raised to believe and his own experience is very well handled. I did wish that Josh had been more introspective at times. Between the time jumps and the large number of minor characters, I think a bit more rumination would have helped me stay with the story.

One of the challenges of a first-person narrator is that the reader only experiences the other characters through the narrator's eyes. This makes it very difficult to fully develop other characters. The sheer quantity of outside characters who play a small role in big events and then reappear years later in Josh's life made it virtually impossible for the me to recognise them in later scenes, let alone care about them. I think the interchangeability of these characters did negatively impact my enjoyment of the story. I also found that even more prominent characters tended to come off a bit flat. This is, in equal parts, due to the wide period, the large cast of characters, and Joshua's personality (not so introspective).

I am particularly drawn to Josh's own opinion of his role as Messiah. This was adeptly handled and made the conclusion of the novel extremely satisfying.

By far and large, I did enjoy reading this novel. I think it was very ambitious to cover such a large swath of someone's life and that some of the uneven elements would have been smoothed out had the scope of the novel been reduced - it's just a huge mouthful, no matter which way I look at it. Still, the novel is compelling and thought-provoking and I'm very happy to have had the chance to read it. I would definitely be interested in reading more from this author!

I received a copy of this novel through Voracious Readers Only.
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278 reviews23 followers
September 24, 2019
The plot of the book Ain't No Messiah by Mark Tullius is very good and unusual but the story is very convoluted and in a long narrative and unnecessary twists comes a rather very explosive ending. The last chapter redeems and lifta the entire story.
The story is about the consequences when religion and politics mix and leave no stone unturned or rather no sin not committed to achieve their own ends and do the same crimes they warn the others to not do and not talk of a peaceful, loving and all forgiving God but vengeful judging messiah and putting the fear of Hellfire to make the innocent toe their path. His son doesn't believe himself to be one but wants to live a normal young life and repeatedly escapes his father's clutches but the father goes beyond humane measures to get his son to come back to him and be the Messiah.
This is the story of a Father uses his infant son's return from beyond to create his own church and followers and makes everyone believe that his son is a Messiah and he's the messenger of the second coming of Christ. the father makes his family go through hell and makes his son's life miserable and goes to notorious ends and means to make this believable and in cahoots with a politician unleashes a horror so that the non believers flock to them and as well harms his son's family to make him come to his belief.
How the son accepts his destiny and judges and punishes all the wrong doers forms the explosive climax. A powerful story with a equally powerful message
the shortcomings only being the plotline too lengthy with too many not needed chapters of lust otherwise a must read for all
I got this book from the author through @Booktasters
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48 reviews12 followers
August 21, 2019
I don’t recall reading anything else quite like this before. It drew me in, more so than I expected after reading the synopsis. It’s an intriguing coming of age story; dark and sometimes sad.

Born into a life he didn’t deserve, Joshua is abused and deprived of any love or affection. He’s strictly a pawn to his family as the focal point of their twisted religious cult. The father constantly torments Joshua, placing the blame for all that’s bad in the world on his young shoulders, and causing turmoil through Joshua’s life. I see Joshua as a sweet and gullible boy, just trying to find his way and where he fits in. He makes bad decisions, but really just wants to do what is right.

Several characters come and go within the book, perhaps showing Joshua’s innocence and need for acceptance throughout his life. He seems continually wanting of just one true and stable relationship, something or someone to believe in, but continuously puts faith in the wrong people.

This is a thought provoking story touching on several sensitive topics with which people may be uncomfortable (abuse, violence and sexuality), but ultimately made me stop and think at each turn and left me wanting to know more when it ended. Very well written.

I've received a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for a review.
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6 reviews8 followers
January 26, 2019
A Review of Ain't No Messiah by Mark Tullius
By Terrie Leigh Relf
As usual, Mark Tullius weaves a dark and disturbing psychological tale. Ironies abound, too, which you will discover upon meeting and following Joshua on his journey of self-exploration and discovery. No spoilers—that said, just imagine being born into a "religious" family where your father, the minister, has decreed that you are the Messiah. Not only that, but he's built up an entire church and written scripture to promote this!
Where will Joshua's trials and tribulations take him? Is he the Messiah? Or, is Joshua just a man with a megalomaniac for a father who sees him as a ticket, if not to heaven, then worldwide dominance and wealth?

This action-packed novel compels you to enter—and remain in—the inner sanctum to bear witness to the depravity of those involved with this church. Some material may not be for the squeamish . . .

Author sent me ARC to read for review.

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336 reviews5 followers
August 28, 2019
I'm not even sure what I thought I was getting into when I started this book. It's a pretty intense read. Readers do need to be aware that there are sexual situations, violence, and profanity. Abuse is abuse. Whether it's physical, mental, or emotional, it's all nasty. It's long-lasting and leaves an imprint that colours everything a victim thinks, feels and does all the rest of their life. The life this young man leads is the product of what his parents did to him. What might his life been like if he'd been raised as a normal child? This is a deeply disturbing story but strangely enticing. Once you start it, it's very difficult to set it aside.
I received a complimentary copy of the book from the author via Voracious Readers Only
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Author 4 books25 followers
September 29, 2019
Eh.

I got this book from a Goodreads giveaway. Ultimately, a pretty decent coming of age story of a kid with crazy cult parents that throw him in the middle of their weird. Definitely earned an extra star for the ending, which hinted at a second book.

The real question: would I buy book 2? I'm not so sure. Not a lot actually happened in book one, and there are better things to read than one near death experience after another. I'd have to see a preview to see if there's any plot involved in the sequel.
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43 reviews1 follower
November 17, 2019
Thanks Mark Tullius for sending me this book I was really a suspenseful read.

I found this book really enjoyable to read. It was a slow build up, but I still enjoyed it.

I don't want to say too much cause I don't want to put any spoilers out there. But I felt like a horror vibe to it as well as supernatural.

I would say though that it was wonderful to read. I see Joshua's struggle, like I see every picture and scene of how he was growing up until the big scene...

It was dark and disturbing but still good to read.

Congrats.
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440 reviews30 followers
July 29, 2020
When I first got the kindle version of this from Goodreads I had a hard time getting into the book but since I agreed to give a review for my free copy I finished the book. I am so glad I did pick the book up and finish reading the novel. The ending had me laugh out load...but in between the pages after I got over the emotional and physical abuse of Joshua by his father, the story took on another life. One in which Joshua moves away from his abusive family and makes a new one only to be enticed back into the Church his father built upon Joshua being the New Messiah.
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5,663 reviews331 followers
December 17, 2019
A childhood of terrific abuse--physical, psychological, emotional, religious; and a lifetime of near-fatal/should have been fatal "accidents": is it coincidence or divine miracle? Is Joshua just "lucky" or is he indestructible?


A roiling exposure of religious mania and peeling off layers of psychopathological child abuse spirals into an explosive heartstopping conclusion.
6 reviews4 followers
August 18, 2019
It was a good read but a little slow paced! Joshua was an amazing and strong character and his relationship with his parents was very compelling! As was his ultimate fate!
17 reviews29 followers
December 14, 2019
Loved this book,it kept me interested,well written and highly recomend!
579 reviews28 followers
November 22, 2020
What if your family labeled you as The Messiah from your birth? How would it make you feel? How would it impact your life? Would it turn out differently?

Unfortunately, the author never directly confronts these interesting issues. Instead he uses the book as an excuse to write about the shadowy underbelly of society, and the expansion of evil in the world. The plot that is set up is secondary to what the author wants to communicate, so I was thoroughly perplexed as to why the author chose the premise he did. There are enough problems in the world; reading a book should flow, structurally and by prose. This book contains many characters, ideas and issues that drop in and out of the book with no foresight or planning. It sets a high bar but never comes close to delivering.

84 reviews1 follower
January 23, 2022
When the second Messiah comes will he know he is the Messiah, or will he be just an ordinary man with his many sins and so doubts who he is. This is an interesting book that leaves much room for thought. We struggle right along with Joshua as his life pulls him in many directions. But his father, he remains steadfast in believing that Joshua is the Messiah. He preaches to anyone who will listen to him. He goes from a small church crafted in a small house in the middle of nowhere to a multi million dollar skyscraper in Las Vegas, Nevada. His message always the same, his son is the Messiah. No matter what his son might say, he continues on.
1,612 reviews32 followers
May 22, 2022
I was hooked from the first page. The descriptions of the land and the paranormal background added so much to the intrigue of the story line. This is a brilliant read! It pulled me in from beginning and held my attention. The world building is detailed and imaginative. This novel has strong, well developed characters and an intriguing story line that kept you turning the pages. Ain't No Messiah is a disturbing paranormal suspense novella that expertly brings all the undead horrors to life. Drawing on chilling history with a supernatural twist, once you dive into the novel, you won’t be able to put it down. I recommend this novel and would read more novels by this author. An excellent read.
13 reviews
October 13, 2019
Not really sure about this book

First of all, I'd like to thank the author and Good reads for providing me with a free download in exchange for a honest review. Did I like it? I'm somewhat in the middle with that. It kept my interest most of the time. It is part of a series with a cliffhanger at the end, I usually read stand alone. Also it reads as a dystopian novel with dire consequences for the world. That was ( is?) Scary. So if you're into this, go ahead and read it. Also thanks to Kindle.
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38 reviews2 followers
November 22, 2021
This is a book that a lot of people will find controversial. I am not saying I agree or disagree 100% with the subject matter. I don't believe he was trying to make a statement. I think he is just giving us a wake call. A reminder that words have power. People need to be careful with what they do with the power of words. Choose wisely.
I loved this book. It really made me think and I can't wait to read the next one.
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439 reviews24 followers
July 22, 2024
This is a well-written psychological thriller with some horror aspects. It is a tale of a boy who is born dead and comes back. He is told his whole life he is the messiah and his father puts him through hell to prepare him to be just that. But, is he really? You will have to read it to find out. This book checks many boxes and will stir up anger, sadness, and more.
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198 reviews2 followers
January 20, 2022
This delightfully dark novel puts the fun in dysfunctional and the mental in fundamental. Imaginative and colorful characters abound, plenty of action, and a lot of dark humor. I am hoping for a continuation of The Blessed and Broken.
1,263 reviews60 followers
February 10, 2022
Intense

Great characters. Intense read. A boy raised to be something he does not wish to be. Battles with inner doubts.
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