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Portland ME #3
Through Fire
Violence corroded her…
Obedience defiled her…
Fear kept her chained…
Freedom is hard to embrace when she’s never learned to trust. Yet in the span of a second, she grabs a single opportunity and runs toward it. Straight into the sanctuary of a pub at the end of a wharf.
She doesn’t understand the concept of friendship. She’s never felt the connection of a relationship. She’s as innocent as the driven snow and yet tainted with corruption. Still, she finds herself surrounded by people who accept her, without even knowing the first thing about her. But one of them is determined to dig deeper.
He treasures his friends, yet he’s steered clear of committed relationships. He likes his life comfortably predictable and entirely controlled. Until it isn’t. For months he’s avoided interacting with The Skipper’s newest addition. Perhaps realizing that once he looked deeply into those liquid brown eyes, he wouldn’t be able to turn away.
When his present and her past puts them both on the brink of change, they are forged through fire as one.
Obedience defiled her…
Fear kept her chained…
Freedom is hard to embrace when she’s never learned to trust. Yet in the span of a second, she grabs a single opportunity and runs toward it. Straight into the sanctuary of a pub at the end of a wharf.
She doesn’t understand the concept of friendship. She’s never felt the connection of a relationship. She’s as innocent as the driven snow and yet tainted with corruption. Still, she finds herself surrounded by people who accept her, without even knowing the first thing about her. But one of them is determined to dig deeper.
He treasures his friends, yet he’s steered clear of committed relationships. He likes his life comfortably predictable and entirely controlled. Until it isn’t. For months he’s avoided interacting with The Skipper’s newest addition. Perhaps realizing that once he looked deeply into those liquid brown eyes, he wouldn’t be able to turn away.
When his present and her past puts them both on the brink of change, they are forged through fire as one.
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First published July 19, 2016
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About the author
Freya Barker
77 books1,898 followersUSA Today bestselling author Freya Barker loves writing about ordinary people with extraordinary stories.
Driven to make her books about 'real' people; she creates characters who are perhaps less than perfect, each struggling to find their own slice of happy, but just as deserving of romance, thrills and chills in their lives.
Recipient of the ReadFREE.ly 2019 Best Book We've Read All Year Award for "Covering Ollie, the 2015 RomCon “Reader’s Choice” Award for Best First Book, “Slim To None”, and Finalist for the 2017 Kindle Book Award with “From Dust”, Freya continues to add to her rapidly growing collection of published novels as she spins story after story with an endless supply of bruised and dented characters, vying for attention!
Driven to make her books about 'real' people; she creates characters who are perhaps less than perfect, each struggling to find their own slice of happy, but just as deserving of romance, thrills and chills in their lives.
Recipient of the ReadFREE.ly 2019 Best Book We've Read All Year Award for "Covering Ollie, the 2015 RomCon “Reader’s Choice” Award for Best First Book, “Slim To None”, and Finalist for the 2017 Kindle Book Award with “From Dust”, Freya continues to add to her rapidly growing collection of published novels as she spins story after story with an endless supply of bruised and dented characters, vying for attention!
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August 26, 2016
Diving back into this series always makes me feel like I'm visiting friends. The characters are vibrant and full of life. Tim was a character that bugged me a little in the previous story because he was a day late and a dollar short and found himself trying to cause drama with Viv and Ike. So that all worked out and it's his turn for a HEA. It took me probably 30% to warm up to Tim since I don't really care for comparisons to my heroines to other women. I had to sort of shake off my own personal pet peeves and try to see Tim through Ruby's eyes instead of my own biased memories of him before. Once he stopped referencing the past I really started warming up to him. I think it needs to be addressed that this has a dark element with triggers of abuse and it had me feeling very emotional throughout. I really adore how these people are so supportive and non judgemental. The love they all share for each other whether family or deep friendship is felt on every page. I really loved the sweet way Tim helped give Ruby a family and the epilogue made my heart smile. Now.. My Dino.. Please let his story be healing and I hope that he can find real love and not have to feel like he failed. I love that big guy always have.
4 solid soulful stars.
4 solid soulful stars.
July 19, 2016
Beautiful. That's the one word that immediately comes to mind everytime I finish a Freya Barker novel. I have never read an author who writes about the abuse woman suffer in such a real and raw way and still be so beautifully written. I usually steer clear of tragic stories. I much prefer the fun and happy love stories. There are few authors that I change that rule for and Freya Barker is on the top of that list. I dive head first at any opportunity to read her stories knowing she will make me cry and want to fight for the injustice of the evil these women endure in their lives. I don't know how she does it, but I feel so much lighter after reading one of her books. She takes these tragic lives and has them fight their way to the top and gives them the Hero they deserve that replaces all the pain they had to endure. I honestly can't say enough about her books.
ARC provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
ARC provided by NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
January 24, 2018
Throughout the entire Portland, ME series, I’ve found myself completely captivated by the stories that Freya Barker has shared with all of us. Through Fire is an exceptional tale of overcoming the worst circumstances and believing that you are truly worthy of having something beautiful, even if all you’ve ever known is ugly.
We’ve gotten to know Tim now fairly well over the last few books – I sort of already knew he’d be this perfect, protective alpha man who would fall fast and love hard.
Ruby has escaped her past and found herself in Portland, ME – after finding Pam and getting a job at the Skipper, she still hasn’t fully settled. With a past like hers, she knows that part of her will never be truly free and although she has found herself surrounded by new friends, trusting them with her story isn’t easy.
Freya Barker has done it again. This story was not pretty to read at times, but it made my heart soar. Although I tend to love my rich CEOs more than the average working man romances – there is just something about a story like this that makes you feel better about the world you live in, even if it is brief escape from reality. And although Ruby’s story is not easy to read at times, boy was it powerful.
Through Fire was an emotionally gripping tale of hope, love and overcoming the worst of circumstances. It was about finding beauty in what life gives you even when fear of the past is enough to leave you paralyzed. Bravo, Ms. Barker for another exceptional story of life, love, hurt and healing.
We’ve gotten to know Tim now fairly well over the last few books – I sort of already knew he’d be this perfect, protective alpha man who would fall fast and love hard.
Ruby has escaped her past and found herself in Portland, ME – after finding Pam and getting a job at the Skipper, she still hasn’t fully settled. With a past like hers, she knows that part of her will never be truly free and although she has found herself surrounded by new friends, trusting them with her story isn’t easy.
Freya Barker has done it again. This story was not pretty to read at times, but it made my heart soar. Although I tend to love my rich CEOs more than the average working man romances – there is just something about a story like this that makes you feel better about the world you live in, even if it is brief escape from reality. And although Ruby’s story is not easy to read at times, boy was it powerful.
Through Fire was an emotionally gripping tale of hope, love and overcoming the worst of circumstances. It was about finding beauty in what life gives you even when fear of the past is enough to leave you paralyzed. Bravo, Ms. Barker for another exceptional story of life, love, hurt and healing.
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March 8, 2021Spoilers ahead
A couple things are really affecting my ability to finish this book
1) I already wasn't a fan of Tim's because he apparently wanted the h of the previous book and attempted to cause some drama with her and her H.
2)He's known the h for months but isn't interested in her until while out on a date that's gone bad he suddenly is
3)His reaction to her past while realistic isn't BBF type of reaction, MY alpha hero would've let that slide right off his back
4)His constant back and forth, always taking any excuse to back off. It's like he has to be convinced to want the h. He just seems so frickin wishy washy
5) The h and her running! How could she look like Betty Boop when she's forever running out the damn door in every situation. Like girl seriously stay , ask a question first why don't you?
6) This author's books are especially enjoyable if one ignores the age of the mcs, these people are all older than me yet react like they're in their 20s
I can't find my reviews of the previous2 books but I rated them highly so I was hoping this book would end my current reading slump but whooooo it's doing my head in!
#currentlyreading
A couple things are really affecting my ability to finish this book
1) I already wasn't a fan of Tim's because he apparently wanted the h of the previous book and attempted to cause some drama with her and her H.
2)He's known the h for months but isn't interested in her until while out on a date that's gone bad he suddenly is
3)His reaction to her past while realistic isn't BBF type of reaction, MY alpha hero would've let that slide right off his back
4)His constant back and forth, always taking any excuse to back off. It's like he has to be convinced to want the h. He just seems so frickin wishy washy
5) The h and her running! How could she look like Betty Boop when she's forever running out the damn door in every situation. Like girl seriously stay , ask a question first why don't you?
6) This author's books are especially enjoyable if one ignores the age of the mcs, these people are all older than me yet react like they're in their 20s
I can't find my reviews of the previous2 books but I rated them highly so I was hoping this book would end my current reading slump but whooooo it's doing my head in!
#currentlyreading
July 18, 2016
Favorite Quotes:
Whatever shape or size you come in doesn't change all the beauty that's you.
Sometimes I don't like Pam, particularly when her arguments start to make sense. But most of the time I appreciate her brutal honesty - I just prefer it directed at someone else.
I will spend the rest of my life erasing every single mark, every single touch, every single gaze any other man has ever left on you, until all you can remember is me.
...the strongest bonds are forged by fire. You have my heart, Ruby, and I'd gladly walk through the fires of hell, if it meant I could walk with you.
My Review:
Freya Barker excels at writing compelling, relevant, and life-affirming stories that give me pause while also summoning a desire to hold my loved ones close, give thanks for what I have, and to let go of the nominal complaints of my daily life. Her emotive and thoughtful stories have never failed to squeeze my cold heart or remind me that there are far worse things occurring in this world than my petty nonsense. Through Fire, like all her other works, was expertly crafted, well plotted and detailed, deeply moving, highly intriguing, and totally consuming. Ms. Barker has a special gift for providing endearingly flawed characters that feel inadequate and weak in themselves, yet are undeniably strong in that they were capable of coming out of the worst types of devastation and tragedy that would have ruined even the best of us. In addition to that awe-inspiring ability, she also magically conjures the perfect swoon-worthy partner to support, heal, and complete their recovery and transformation from fractured to whole. And along the way - she tosses in lots of sensual sizzle, a tender romance, and a bickering pair or two for periodic comedic relief. Impressive and highly addicting - to say the least!
Whatever shape or size you come in doesn't change all the beauty that's you.
Sometimes I don't like Pam, particularly when her arguments start to make sense. But most of the time I appreciate her brutal honesty - I just prefer it directed at someone else.
I will spend the rest of my life erasing every single mark, every single touch, every single gaze any other man has ever left on you, until all you can remember is me.
...the strongest bonds are forged by fire. You have my heart, Ruby, and I'd gladly walk through the fires of hell, if it meant I could walk with you.
My Review:
Freya Barker excels at writing compelling, relevant, and life-affirming stories that give me pause while also summoning a desire to hold my loved ones close, give thanks for what I have, and to let go of the nominal complaints of my daily life. Her emotive and thoughtful stories have never failed to squeeze my cold heart or remind me that there are far worse things occurring in this world than my petty nonsense. Through Fire, like all her other works, was expertly crafted, well plotted and detailed, deeply moving, highly intriguing, and totally consuming. Ms. Barker has a special gift for providing endearingly flawed characters that feel inadequate and weak in themselves, yet are undeniably strong in that they were capable of coming out of the worst types of devastation and tragedy that would have ruined even the best of us. In addition to that awe-inspiring ability, she also magically conjures the perfect swoon-worthy partner to support, heal, and complete their recovery and transformation from fractured to whole. And along the way - she tosses in lots of sensual sizzle, a tender romance, and a bickering pair or two for periodic comedic relief. Impressive and highly addicting - to say the least!
September 16, 2019
Bravo, Freya Barker, bravo!! I can't believe this book. I've read every book you've written and I can honestly say no other heroine and hero has touched my heart like Ruby and Tim. With all Ruby has been through, she is a brave and resilient woman who is afraid to open her heart and trust but does it anyway. She realizes she can't become mired in the past but she needs to move forward and not paint everyone with the same brush. Ruby has become my favorite heroine from your Portland ME series and I hope we see more of her in coming books.
Tim, well, what can we say about Tim. He's a typical guy. He sees Ruby several times a week but he never SEES her until that fateful evening when he finds her on the floor and his attention is caught by her booty. And then as he gets to know her, he finds himself falling under the spell, the spell that we all fell under, too, and realizes that she is his ONE. And he is willing to go through whatever he has to to make her his. And we all know, he went through it all and in the end, well, we all know how it ends.
Freya, just when I think you can't top your previous book, you prove me wrong. You make us sympathize with all your characters and identify with each one. You help us feel and understand what the characters are feeling and why. Your writing talent is truly a gift and I look forward to reading many more of your books.
Tim, well, what can we say about Tim. He's a typical guy. He sees Ruby several times a week but he never SEES her until that fateful evening when he finds her on the floor and his attention is caught by her booty. And then as he gets to know her, he finds himself falling under the spell, the spell that we all fell under, too, and realizes that she is his ONE. And he is willing to go through whatever he has to to make her his. And we all know, he went through it all and in the end, well, we all know how it ends.
Freya, just when I think you can't top your previous book, you prove me wrong. You make us sympathize with all your characters and identify with each one. You help us feel and understand what the characters are feeling and why. Your writing talent is truly a gift and I look forward to reading many more of your books.
July 19, 2016
I officially have a new author to stalk. The blurb of this book had my inner reader perked right from the get go and the book did not disappoint.
I found my heart breaking and soaring for Ruby. And I really loved the group of friends who stick it out with each other through thick and thin.
I’m headed off now to grab the other books in this series and read them. While this is a series I didn’t have a problem reading it as a stand alone at all.
I found my heart breaking and soaring for Ruby. And I really loved the group of friends who stick it out with each other through thick and thin.
I’m headed off now to grab the other books in this series and read them. While this is a series I didn’t have a problem reading it as a stand alone at all.
July 19, 2016
I have to say that this is definitely one of my favorite series. I was wondering who might be next to be written about and Tim and Ruby did not disappoint. While I wasn't sure that Tim would be the right person to see Ruby through what she was going through, that feeling didn't last very long, as I learned how caring and compassionate Tim really was.
What do I love most about this book and series? Well for me, it always feel like I get a story, with real people, who react like most people would in the situations that they are in. I love that most of the characters are older - and all are truly caring, good people - who might have a hard life, or going through their own stuff - but are still available for their friends and family. I'm seriously thinking about a road trip to Portland, ME in the near future!
Freya Barker's books will always be an automatic read for me!
What do I love most about this book and series? Well for me, it always feel like I get a story, with real people, who react like most people would in the situations that they are in. I love that most of the characters are older - and all are truly caring, good people - who might have a hard life, or going through their own stuff - but are still available for their friends and family. I'm seriously thinking about a road trip to Portland, ME in the near future!
Freya Barker's books will always be an automatic read for me!
March 8, 2018
I am not sure how Freya Barker is developing her plot ideas but they seem to get more and more intense ( if that is even possible).
The “Portland ME” series is now launching its third book with “Through Fire” and it seems that it will only be getting “worse”
And with worse I do not mean the “bad kind” of worse – I know I am not making much sense #believe me I know. But its really difficult to explain the concept of this series.
Even though they are all standalones and could be read alone – I can only advise to read them in the right order to grasp the way they are developing from intense to more intense to bordering dark (which is where we are now) and I am kind of afraid what the next step will be.
How difficult can life really get … how much hurt can one person carry … you really do not want to know what Ruby went through … and Freya Barker really drains everything out of her story there is no escaping the hurt .
Tim felt shallow in the beginning where the other male leads from the first two books were strong and solid he was a blank page to me – but during the story that changed.
Still I kind of question myself and the author how far she will continue this series. I see potential in some of the secondary characters we already met in the past stories. But I honestly can not come up with any idea that could keep up with the plotlines that have already been told around the skipper.
And this is what also intrigues me. It should feel too much – because no pub can really be such a pool for those almost horror stories, yet it works the way this author brings to the readers.
Please let me recommend this intense romance series to readers that like to challenge themselves by reading the “Not-so-fluffy-love-stories”
July 19, 2016
Well I’m here again Mrs Late as Usual, middle name procrastination.
So late that many reviews have been written for the books in the Portland ME series, some beautifully eloquent and many emotional and descriptive. There is very little I can add, nothing I will say better but here’s the thing, when it’s an author who has given me the hours of pleasure that Freya Barker has, then I kind of have to get the fuck over myself and make an effort (eventually!) whether eloquent or not because reviews help the authors to get better seen on Amazon, and as a reader help sometimes if on the fence whether to one click or not, they are a personal opinion and whether rambling and nonsensical, eloquent with beauty or somewhere in between with a colourful vocabulary (just the odd fuck or two!) worth writing.
Freya Barker has fast become a favourite of mine and her first book Slim to None in the Cedar Tree series is one of my go to books to reread when I have a book hangover or I’m in a funk and nothing new is grabbing my attention, both the other two on that go to list are by Kristen Ashley (Lady Luck and Motorcycle Man). Both authors, for me, write the best Alpha male book boyfriends, strong and sexy with a side of protective and yet a vulnerability that draws you, the warmth and affection between couple, friends and family shines through and the cast of secondary characters is always outstanding. What I also love is that different series have different feels yet the core ingredients are the same, so I know chances are I will like anything new either one writes and the quality is consistent and high.
If you have read any of the Cedar Tree series then you already know that Ms Barker is happy to go where many authors fear to tread, real, disabilities, warts, issues and all the ugly of life, she does it incredibly well and you get the Happy Ever After but it doesn’t feel Disney unattainable, it’s real and in your grasp. Seamless, effortless, flawless writing. I wrote in a review for one of Ms Barker’s books and end up repeating it now every time because it’s just so true;
She dares to go where few authors will risk, writing older characters with health issues, disabilities, the reality and the fantasy seamlessly intertwined and breathtakingly beautiful.
With the Portland Me series Freya Barker has stepped up the ‘Real’, the issues dealt with are horrific, the type many people skirt around, don’t talk about, read about, or watch any media about, the shit in the world that people know happens but avoid because it makes them uncomfortable. The subtle sensitivity of Freya Barker's writing means the emotional response hits with a visceral impact however never feels too much, too real. She tackles these subjects many will not and wraps them up in a romance that satisfies the sweet and the hot we love while bringing an awareness of horrors that happen. She has given us an absolutely beautiful raw series that celebrates the strength of the human spirit and our ability to overcome.
From Dust
Sydney is lost, after a tragic event which would change and define anyone’s life she is homeless, jobless and adrift with no support system to help.
Gunnar is doing his best to be a single parent, run a business and deal with life’s day to day battles.
Their story is not an easy read, their path is difficult, full of drama and issues, the tragedy in Syd’s past has broken her and forgiveness is not easy but when I finished this story it was with respect for the human spirit, a belief in the power of second chances and I’m not even going to apologise for lowering the tone but a total lady boner for Gunnar. That man is magnificent!
Cruel Water
Cruel Water is not an easy read, has some sensitive triggers and drew an extremely emotional response from me which is not easy, I can name on one hand the books I have shed a tear over in the last five years. There was one point in this story where I had to put it down, refused to press for the next page, lump in my throat and tears threatening, I knew what was waiting for me, knew the horror about to be confirmed and was so invested that I just couldn’t, for characters to be this alive, the story to have grabbed me so completely I am gutted, is special. Whether in book, song or film form the written word when wielded well is powerful, in content, in message, it can be thought provoking, raw, sometimes brutal, but also emotional, beautiful and in the same way that certain songs resonant with us, haunting, played time after time because something, be it the melody, lyrics, the voice, something hits us deep inside and demands a response Cruel Water is such a book. In much the same way that Hello by Adele, Clown by Emeli Sande, Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran, Desperado by the Eagles, Somewhere Over The Rainbow by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole feed my soul and when in a funk I return to them on a frequent basis because they have the power to change my mood and perspective, Cruel Water does the same. Ike and Viv’s story is powerful, harsh, uplifting and emotional, it’s raw, unapologetic but subtly and sensitively handled. If only every Viv in this world could find her Ike and if only those who should protect, nurture and love us unconditionally always did.
Through Fire
Ruby is one of the strongest females it’s been my pleasure to read, her story will break your heart, to even contemplate the horror of what happens to her and the age at which her life becomes unravelled is shocking and traumatic. Flawed, real, ugly at times yet compelling and riveting Ruby’s story had me rooting for her HEA, for her to see the strength and beauty of her soul not the broken and battered person circumstances made her. Tim redeemed himself completely with his handling and support for her, after Cruel Water I had him down as a bit of a selfish douche, how wrong was I and I’m happy for that!
I have been very deliberately vague with specifics because all three of these books have such impact I don’t want to give spoilers, you can see the blurb, you can see the reviews and you will make a decision on whether to one click and buy, all I’ve tried to do - no doubt ineloquently and rambling as usual - is express my feelings and emotional response to them. As I’ve said already we all ignore the uncomfortable shit sometimes, things that happen in this fucked up world that we feel if we can’t influence or are not personally affected by, move along, nothing to see here, as you were but that solves nothing and is insulting to those going through these horrors, so Bravo to Ms Barker for taking on these stories, for handling them the way she does and for raising awareness, to say “yes shit happens but how we handle it is important”, for those who inflict it, for those supporting and loving the victims and for those it happens to with the courage to overcome, stand strong and be a victim no longer. Every story is this series is inspirational, shows just how strong the human spirit can be, how, if you are truly lucky and find your “PERSON”, then the sky is the limit for new starts and a life full of love, hope, possibilities and happiness. Isn’t that what we all search and hope for? That’s a life worth living.
So late that many reviews have been written for the books in the Portland ME series, some beautifully eloquent and many emotional and descriptive. There is very little I can add, nothing I will say better but here’s the thing, when it’s an author who has given me the hours of pleasure that Freya Barker has, then I kind of have to get the fuck over myself and make an effort (eventually!) whether eloquent or not because reviews help the authors to get better seen on Amazon, and as a reader help sometimes if on the fence whether to one click or not, they are a personal opinion and whether rambling and nonsensical, eloquent with beauty or somewhere in between with a colourful vocabulary (just the odd fuck or two!) worth writing.
Freya Barker has fast become a favourite of mine and her first book Slim to None in the Cedar Tree series is one of my go to books to reread when I have a book hangover or I’m in a funk and nothing new is grabbing my attention, both the other two on that go to list are by Kristen Ashley (Lady Luck and Motorcycle Man). Both authors, for me, write the best Alpha male book boyfriends, strong and sexy with a side of protective and yet a vulnerability that draws you, the warmth and affection between couple, friends and family shines through and the cast of secondary characters is always outstanding. What I also love is that different series have different feels yet the core ingredients are the same, so I know chances are I will like anything new either one writes and the quality is consistent and high.
If you have read any of the Cedar Tree series then you already know that Ms Barker is happy to go where many authors fear to tread, real, disabilities, warts, issues and all the ugly of life, she does it incredibly well and you get the Happy Ever After but it doesn’t feel Disney unattainable, it’s real and in your grasp. Seamless, effortless, flawless writing. I wrote in a review for one of Ms Barker’s books and end up repeating it now every time because it’s just so true;
She dares to go where few authors will risk, writing older characters with health issues, disabilities, the reality and the fantasy seamlessly intertwined and breathtakingly beautiful.
With the Portland Me series Freya Barker has stepped up the ‘Real’, the issues dealt with are horrific, the type many people skirt around, don’t talk about, read about, or watch any media about, the shit in the world that people know happens but avoid because it makes them uncomfortable. The subtle sensitivity of Freya Barker's writing means the emotional response hits with a visceral impact however never feels too much, too real. She tackles these subjects many will not and wraps them up in a romance that satisfies the sweet and the hot we love while bringing an awareness of horrors that happen. She has given us an absolutely beautiful raw series that celebrates the strength of the human spirit and our ability to overcome.
From Dust
Sydney is lost, after a tragic event which would change and define anyone’s life she is homeless, jobless and adrift with no support system to help.
Gunnar is doing his best to be a single parent, run a business and deal with life’s day to day battles.
Their story is not an easy read, their path is difficult, full of drama and issues, the tragedy in Syd’s past has broken her and forgiveness is not easy but when I finished this story it was with respect for the human spirit, a belief in the power of second chances and I’m not even going to apologise for lowering the tone but a total lady boner for Gunnar. That man is magnificent!
Cruel Water
Cruel Water is not an easy read, has some sensitive triggers and drew an extremely emotional response from me which is not easy, I can name on one hand the books I have shed a tear over in the last five years. There was one point in this story where I had to put it down, refused to press for the next page, lump in my throat and tears threatening, I knew what was waiting for me, knew the horror about to be confirmed and was so invested that I just couldn’t, for characters to be this alive, the story to have grabbed me so completely I am gutted, is special. Whether in book, song or film form the written word when wielded well is powerful, in content, in message, it can be thought provoking, raw, sometimes brutal, but also emotional, beautiful and in the same way that certain songs resonant with us, haunting, played time after time because something, be it the melody, lyrics, the voice, something hits us deep inside and demands a response Cruel Water is such a book. In much the same way that Hello by Adele, Clown by Emeli Sande, Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran, Desperado by the Eagles, Somewhere Over The Rainbow by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole feed my soul and when in a funk I return to them on a frequent basis because they have the power to change my mood and perspective, Cruel Water does the same. Ike and Viv’s story is powerful, harsh, uplifting and emotional, it’s raw, unapologetic but subtly and sensitively handled. If only every Viv in this world could find her Ike and if only those who should protect, nurture and love us unconditionally always did.
Through Fire
Ruby is one of the strongest females it’s been my pleasure to read, her story will break your heart, to even contemplate the horror of what happens to her and the age at which her life becomes unravelled is shocking and traumatic. Flawed, real, ugly at times yet compelling and riveting Ruby’s story had me rooting for her HEA, for her to see the strength and beauty of her soul not the broken and battered person circumstances made her. Tim redeemed himself completely with his handling and support for her, after Cruel Water I had him down as a bit of a selfish douche, how wrong was I and I’m happy for that!
I have been very deliberately vague with specifics because all three of these books have such impact I don’t want to give spoilers, you can see the blurb, you can see the reviews and you will make a decision on whether to one click and buy, all I’ve tried to do - no doubt ineloquently and rambling as usual - is express my feelings and emotional response to them. As I’ve said already we all ignore the uncomfortable shit sometimes, things that happen in this fucked up world that we feel if we can’t influence or are not personally affected by, move along, nothing to see here, as you were but that solves nothing and is insulting to those going through these horrors, so Bravo to Ms Barker for taking on these stories, for handling them the way she does and for raising awareness, to say “yes shit happens but how we handle it is important”, for those who inflict it, for those supporting and loving the victims and for those it happens to with the courage to overcome, stand strong and be a victim no longer. Every story is this series is inspirational, shows just how strong the human spirit can be, how, if you are truly lucky and find your “PERSON”, then the sky is the limit for new starts and a life full of love, hope, possibilities and happiness. Isn’t that what we all search and hope for? That’s a life worth living.
June 13, 2019
Really hard
This story of Ruby and Tim is so hard. They have to go through so much. I really enjoy this author and am still working on her back fill. Freya writes great words with all encompassing story telling.
This story of Ruby and Tim is so hard. They have to go through so much. I really enjoy this author and am still working on her back fill. Freya writes great words with all encompassing story telling.
March 1, 2025
If you are sensitive to human trafficking beware. Story has heart otherwise.
April 8, 2019
Once again a beautifully told story by Freya Barker which will tear you up inside as we meet another amazingly strong woman with a cruel and painful past.
This story is yet another difficult but rewarding read as we witness the pain and suffering Ruby has experienced over 30 years at the hands of traffickers. After witnessing the death of her parents at the age of 14, Ruby is taken to be “trained” and prepared for the prostitution rings run by gangs. From there her life ends as she knows it. No longer protected by her parents and her quietly lived life on a farm in Mexico long lost, she services men and in doing so becomes indoctrinated to the lifestyle. That is until she witnesses a murder and flees to the relating safety of Florence House and into Pam’s protection.
Now working at The Skipper, Ruby is still on the run and keen to avoid being found. With corruption within law enforcement, Ruby can't trust anyone with her secrets that is until she catches Tim’s eye. A friend of Ike’s, Tim initially doesn't notice Ruby and only sees her as a quiet and unsociable waitress. That soon changes though when Ruby is thrust into Dino’s kitchen and without any cooking skills flounders. In steps Tim to save the day and offers to teach her to cook and to “safely” cover for Dino.
Ruby soon warms to Tim’s easygoing personality. Despite his initial cool manner, she soon finds him comfortable to be around but with her past she I doesn't know how to act around him. This was really poignant and emotive to witness as a reader, and for Tim, as Ruby’s only life references to date are to pleasure men and as a result, she doesn't expect kindness in return. After a few misunderstandings, Ruby starts to slowly trust Tim and in doing so opens up to her friends at The Skipper. Pam knows some of her story and has worked with her to escape the torments of her past but it's not long before Ruby is recognised and her past raises its ugly head once again. This time, however, Ruby has strong support network around her and is able to face her demons in order to be once and for all free of her past.
In helping Ruby, her friends are also drawn in to save another child who is living the life Ruby was once tethered to. Knowing that she may be able to reach the child, in her fearful state, Ruby forms a bond with her and sets about ensuring her future is a positive one. I loved the connection Nina formed with Ruby and in the end with Tim as well. Despite the sadness, the story was a rewarding one and one with a powerful message.
All of the characters in the book were loveable and aside from the usual crowd at The Skipper, we get to spend time with Tim’s family as well who are perfectly written into this story. The sporting references, I'm ashamed to say, were lost on me and even now I'm still not sure what sport Tim and Mark were referring to but that aside, I really loved this book. I needed to translate some of the foreign terminology but that was minor and didn't detract from the story, it just added to the overall feel of the book. Dino is my favourite character in the series so far, which is unusual for someone with a relatively small part but I really would love to see him find his HEA. He has stood tall and supported all of the women so far and in opening up his heart has revealed a truly special person within.
Freya Barker is an exceptional writer and one that I would highly recommend if you haven't reached out to her books to date.
This story is yet another difficult but rewarding read as we witness the pain and suffering Ruby has experienced over 30 years at the hands of traffickers. After witnessing the death of her parents at the age of 14, Ruby is taken to be “trained” and prepared for the prostitution rings run by gangs. From there her life ends as she knows it. No longer protected by her parents and her quietly lived life on a farm in Mexico long lost, she services men and in doing so becomes indoctrinated to the lifestyle. That is until she witnesses a murder and flees to the relating safety of Florence House and into Pam’s protection.
Now working at The Skipper, Ruby is still on the run and keen to avoid being found. With corruption within law enforcement, Ruby can't trust anyone with her secrets that is until she catches Tim’s eye. A friend of Ike’s, Tim initially doesn't notice Ruby and only sees her as a quiet and unsociable waitress. That soon changes though when Ruby is thrust into Dino’s kitchen and without any cooking skills flounders. In steps Tim to save the day and offers to teach her to cook and to “safely” cover for Dino.
Ruby soon warms to Tim’s easygoing personality. Despite his initial cool manner, she soon finds him comfortable to be around but with her past she I doesn't know how to act around him. This was really poignant and emotive to witness as a reader, and for Tim, as Ruby’s only life references to date are to pleasure men and as a result, she doesn't expect kindness in return. After a few misunderstandings, Ruby starts to slowly trust Tim and in doing so opens up to her friends at The Skipper. Pam knows some of her story and has worked with her to escape the torments of her past but it's not long before Ruby is recognised and her past raises its ugly head once again. This time, however, Ruby has strong support network around her and is able to face her demons in order to be once and for all free of her past.
In helping Ruby, her friends are also drawn in to save another child who is living the life Ruby was once tethered to. Knowing that she may be able to reach the child, in her fearful state, Ruby forms a bond with her and sets about ensuring her future is a positive one. I loved the connection Nina formed with Ruby and in the end with Tim as well. Despite the sadness, the story was a rewarding one and one with a powerful message.
All of the characters in the book were loveable and aside from the usual crowd at The Skipper, we get to spend time with Tim’s family as well who are perfectly written into this story. The sporting references, I'm ashamed to say, were lost on me and even now I'm still not sure what sport Tim and Mark were referring to but that aside, I really loved this book. I needed to translate some of the foreign terminology but that was minor and didn't detract from the story, it just added to the overall feel of the book. Dino is my favourite character in the series so far, which is unusual for someone with a relatively small part but I really would love to see him find his HEA. He has stood tall and supported all of the women so far and in opening up his heart has revealed a truly special person within.
Freya Barker is an exceptional writer and one that I would highly recommend if you haven't reached out to her books to date.
July 19, 2016
"Sometimes you have to struggle through the bad before you can truly enjoy the good stuff."
Through Fire is the 3rd book in the Portland, ME series which I have come to associate with a few specific characteristics: fierce women who have a core of pure steel to survive some pretty ferocious trials in life, alpha males with hearts of gold providing their safe port in the storm, and a group of friends who leave judgment at the door and provide cheerleading support, a shoulder to cry on, a quiet partner to share a drink, or a combination of the above.
She may not realize it yet, but Ruby Soto needs a little bit of everything I just mentioned. After witnessing her parents' murder, she was forcibly taken from her home at the age of 14, relocated to a training brothel and imprisoned in a sex trafficking ring for almost 30 years. Her escape eventually brought her to the doorstep of the amazingly supportive counselor Pam at Florence House in Portland which in turn leads her to the crew at The Skipper.
Tim Veldman has spent his 43 years happily flowing through life as a bachelor but one curvy Latina suddenly has him sitting up and taking notice, a fact that has not escaped the notice of his friends. He knows endless patience is needed to show Ruby that he is different from the men she has been exposed to, and he has a feeling gaining her trust will be the best gift he has ever received. Then his own life is turned upside down and they find themselves unexpectedly leaning on each other.
Despite the undeniable 7th circle of hell Ruby has lived through, she still has a beautiful heart with fire and passion hidden behind the protective walls she has built. With each new painful layer of her history that is peeled back and revealed, she braces for the censure and judgment only to find it distinctly non-existent. Just when it feels like she is ready to embrace the good and move forward, a major speed bump throws her off balance and derails her hope for the future, but she once again digs deep and finds the strength to persevere.
There is no shortage of soul searching and emotional upheaval in this story. Ruby has to learn how to trust and accept that friendship and love do exist for her despite her past. Tim has to face his fears after losing some of the stability in his life too. Together they build a loving relationship surrounded by a diverse and somewhat kooky family comprised of blood relations and supportive friends alike.
Through Fire was well written, displaying the depth and quality I have come to expect from this author. Yet for some reason, Tim and Ruby just didn't resonate with me as strongly as the first two couples in this series. It could have been that Tim didn't appeal to me quite as strongly as Gunnar and Ike did. Or it could have been that Tim's mother and brother reminded me a little too much of people in the real world that grate on my nerves more often than not. Occasionally life gets in the way of my enjoyment of a story, and this was one of those times when the external noise drowned out portions of the words on paper. Don't let that deter you from experiencing an emotional and enjoyable read though- get your 1-click on for Through Fire today!
Through Fire is the 3rd book in the Portland, ME series which I have come to associate with a few specific characteristics: fierce women who have a core of pure steel to survive some pretty ferocious trials in life, alpha males with hearts of gold providing their safe port in the storm, and a group of friends who leave judgment at the door and provide cheerleading support, a shoulder to cry on, a quiet partner to share a drink, or a combination of the above.
She may not realize it yet, but Ruby Soto needs a little bit of everything I just mentioned. After witnessing her parents' murder, she was forcibly taken from her home at the age of 14, relocated to a training brothel and imprisoned in a sex trafficking ring for almost 30 years. Her escape eventually brought her to the doorstep of the amazingly supportive counselor Pam at Florence House in Portland which in turn leads her to the crew at The Skipper.
Tim Veldman has spent his 43 years happily flowing through life as a bachelor but one curvy Latina suddenly has him sitting up and taking notice, a fact that has not escaped the notice of his friends. He knows endless patience is needed to show Ruby that he is different from the men she has been exposed to, and he has a feeling gaining her trust will be the best gift he has ever received. Then his own life is turned upside down and they find themselves unexpectedly leaning on each other.
Despite the undeniable 7th circle of hell Ruby has lived through, she still has a beautiful heart with fire and passion hidden behind the protective walls she has built. With each new painful layer of her history that is peeled back and revealed, she braces for the censure and judgment only to find it distinctly non-existent. Just when it feels like she is ready to embrace the good and move forward, a major speed bump throws her off balance and derails her hope for the future, but she once again digs deep and finds the strength to persevere.
There is no shortage of soul searching and emotional upheaval in this story. Ruby has to learn how to trust and accept that friendship and love do exist for her despite her past. Tim has to face his fears after losing some of the stability in his life too. Together they build a loving relationship surrounded by a diverse and somewhat kooky family comprised of blood relations and supportive friends alike.
Through Fire was well written, displaying the depth and quality I have come to expect from this author. Yet for some reason, Tim and Ruby just didn't resonate with me as strongly as the first two couples in this series. It could have been that Tim didn't appeal to me quite as strongly as Gunnar and Ike did. Or it could have been that Tim's mother and brother reminded me a little too much of people in the real world that grate on my nerves more often than not. Occasionally life gets in the way of my enjoyment of a story, and this was one of those times when the external noise drowned out portions of the words on paper. Don't let that deter you from experiencing an emotional and enjoyable read though- get your 1-click on for Through Fire today!
July 19, 2016
Wow! Intense, emotional and at times heartbreaking this is a book you will not be able to put down once you pick it up. I should also add that it is heartwarming and provides some smiles in spite of dealing with a disturbing issue the world needs to address – seeing it through Ruby’s eyes is difficult but definitely worth doing.
The Skipper is a pub that has seen at least three women in need come through the doors – and – it has managed to provide support, friendship and love while seeing these women through difficult times. In this book Ruby Soto, an employee that came to her job through a women’s shelter, finds herself trying to handle the kitchen without the skill set to do so. Tim Veldman steps in to help out and as he does so sees Ruby in a new light. With an offer to teach her to cook, something she mentions she has always wanted to learn how to do, the basis for a friendship is laid.
Ruby’s past must be dealt with before she can be truly free. And, with 30 of her 44 years on earth horrific and out of her control that is not an easy task to accomplish. It requires the support of Tim, his brother, the FBI, Pam from the shelter and those she works with at the pub.
I loved the Veldman family dynamics – the parents of Tim and Mark were oh so special! Tim and his brother, Mark, were keepers and had their own set of difficulties to contend with. Ruby was a survivor with so much to give in spite of all she has endured. The Skipper team is one that I want to hear more about and hope that Dino and Matt will get stories, too. The plot at times was a bit predictable and I have doubts that the Nina subplot is realistic but otherwise this was brilliant.
Thank you to NetGalley and the author for the copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
4.5 Stars
The Skipper is a pub that has seen at least three women in need come through the doors – and – it has managed to provide support, friendship and love while seeing these women through difficult times. In this book Ruby Soto, an employee that came to her job through a women’s shelter, finds herself trying to handle the kitchen without the skill set to do so. Tim Veldman steps in to help out and as he does so sees Ruby in a new light. With an offer to teach her to cook, something she mentions she has always wanted to learn how to do, the basis for a friendship is laid.
Ruby’s past must be dealt with before she can be truly free. And, with 30 of her 44 years on earth horrific and out of her control that is not an easy task to accomplish. It requires the support of Tim, his brother, the FBI, Pam from the shelter and those she works with at the pub.
I loved the Veldman family dynamics – the parents of Tim and Mark were oh so special! Tim and his brother, Mark, were keepers and had their own set of difficulties to contend with. Ruby was a survivor with so much to give in spite of all she has endured. The Skipper team is one that I want to hear more about and hope that Dino and Matt will get stories, too. The plot at times was a bit predictable and I have doubts that the Nina subplot is realistic but otherwise this was brilliant.
Thank you to NetGalley and the author for the copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
4.5 Stars
July 19, 2016
This is the first book I have read by Ms. Barker, and it was such a beautiful and compelling introduction to her work. TF is completely enthralling and held me in its grip from start to finish. It's a story of hope, of redemption, of survival...it's a story of love, of overcoming your circumstances, and building a life you deserve.
Although Through Fire is the 3rd book in Freya Barker's Portland ME series, it can be read as a standalone. I have not read the first 2, From Dust and Cruel Water, but didn't feel like I was really missing out anything. I definitely want to go back and read them now, though- I want to get to know the rest of this cast of characters.
"The black paint is me, and the last thing I wanted to do was turn your white world grey."
Ruby is such a strong character. She's gone through so many unspeakable things in her life, things that a weaker person could never have survived. She's understandably leery, and very cautious, about letting anyone get too close. But she has an amazing group of people surrounding her, and one incredible man willing to put it all out there for her, if only she'd take a chance. Tim is protective and caring, he's fiercly loyal, and with Ruby so patient and kind.
There was so much depth to this story, so much emotion and heart, I was truly captivated by it. I love a book that makes me think, one that makes me appreciate the life I live.
***Arc received and reviewed for The Book Enthusiast.
July 16, 2016
Holy mother of God! Seriously, there is no way to sum up this story otherwise. Freya Barker has done it once again – I am completely blown away! I seriously bow down to her superior storytelling and writing skills.
Ruby, our heroine, is broken. There is no other way to describe her, or what she’s endured for nearly thirty years. After months of seeing her at the Skipper, Tim finally opens his eyes and takes notice of the short curvy bartender. He sees through that broken shell to discover a real pearl inside.
I absolutely adored Tim. I loved his patience, and his morals. His struggles are real. But the way he taught Ruby to love both emotionally and physically, makes him even more endearing. And Ruby, though she is damaged, she has easily become one of the strongest heroines I think I’ve ever read. Watching her evolve throughout this story was breathtaking. There were times where I could sense her pain as she stumbled back, but a huge smile would quickly return to my face as she worked through those speed bumps.
Diving into this third installment of the Portland ME series brought back many of my favorite couples from the previous books, like Gunnar and Syd, Viv and Ike. But it also peaked my interest when it came to other secondary characters that I’ve previously met. Freya throws the reader a few bones, making me want to know more about them – Pam and Dino especially – I need their stories. I need to see their very own HEA!
And then there’s Tim’s family – I just want them to adopt me. Freya’s secondary characters create a perfect balance, a synergy if you will, that offsets the dour yet realistic subject matter that is brought to light in her book.
Freya, you astound me. Every. Single. Book.
Ruby, our heroine, is broken. There is no other way to describe her, or what she’s endured for nearly thirty years. After months of seeing her at the Skipper, Tim finally opens his eyes and takes notice of the short curvy bartender. He sees through that broken shell to discover a real pearl inside.
I absolutely adored Tim. I loved his patience, and his morals. His struggles are real. But the way he taught Ruby to love both emotionally and physically, makes him even more endearing. And Ruby, though she is damaged, she has easily become one of the strongest heroines I think I’ve ever read. Watching her evolve throughout this story was breathtaking. There were times where I could sense her pain as she stumbled back, but a huge smile would quickly return to my face as she worked through those speed bumps.
Diving into this third installment of the Portland ME series brought back many of my favorite couples from the previous books, like Gunnar and Syd, Viv and Ike. But it also peaked my interest when it came to other secondary characters that I’ve previously met. Freya throws the reader a few bones, making me want to know more about them – Pam and Dino especially – I need their stories. I need to see their very own HEA!
And then there’s Tim’s family – I just want them to adopt me. Freya’s secondary characters create a perfect balance, a synergy if you will, that offsets the dour yet realistic subject matter that is brought to light in her book.
Freya, you astound me. Every. Single. Book.
July 12, 2016
Where do you start when Through Fire, a Portland, ME, novel, blows you away on so many levels. I became a fan of Freya Barker with her Cedar Tree series. I was hooked and sucked into the lives of the people in From Dust and Cruel Water. Through Fire took me on an unexpected journey of emotional discovery. I needed tissues from page one. The ability to bring a world of cruelty and hopelessness to life. Then to show us that there is a better tomorrow if you just embrace the possibility. Freya Barker has this unique gift.
Her characters will grab you keep you begging for more. Tim and Ruby are amazing . Tim is not your typical alpha male. He is loyal and compassionate. He wants Ruby to see him in a different light. He also wants her to see herself differently.
Ruby is one of the strongest characters I have ever read. She held one to a small piece of herself while going Through Fire. I admire her bravery. You will love her.
Their journey is a beautiful expression of so many emotions, I'm not sure of the right word. Thank you Freya for another inspiration story.
Her characters will grab you keep you begging for more. Tim and Ruby are amazing . Tim is not your typical alpha male. He is loyal and compassionate. He wants Ruby to see him in a different light. He also wants her to see herself differently.
Ruby is one of the strongest characters I have ever read. She held one to a small piece of herself while going Through Fire. I admire her bravery. You will love her.
Their journey is a beautiful expression of so many emotions, I'm not sure of the right word. Thank you Freya for another inspiration story.
October 31, 2018
4.5 star
I was pulled right into this story. The story has laughs, twists & turns, secrets, betrayal, abuse, and heartbreak.
If you have not read the below I would recommend reading those books(s) first
From Dust (Portland ME #1)
Cruel Water (Portland ME #2)
This is Ruby and Tim’s story. Ruby has a horrible past and is keeping secrets as she is ashamed. Now her secrets might save another. Can she let the secret out? Will she trust the person reaching out for her? Or will the past make her even more leery? When all the secrets come out will she have support? Or will she wish for a way out? When a girl needs help will Ruby be able to help her out? Or will she be taken away from them before they can reach out? Tim is trying to get Ruby to open up. His work is crazy and he might need to change what he wants out of his job. Will he get the support from his family or will they not understand?
I felt I was able to connect with the characters and the story was a great read.
I highly recommend this book.
I was pulled right into this story. The story has laughs, twists & turns, secrets, betrayal, abuse, and heartbreak.
If you have not read the below I would recommend reading those books(s) first
From Dust (Portland ME #1)
Cruel Water (Portland ME #2)
This is Ruby and Tim’s story. Ruby has a horrible past and is keeping secrets as she is ashamed. Now her secrets might save another. Can she let the secret out? Will she trust the person reaching out for her? Or will the past make her even more leery? When all the secrets come out will she have support? Or will she wish for a way out? When a girl needs help will Ruby be able to help her out? Or will she be taken away from them before they can reach out? Tim is trying to get Ruby to open up. His work is crazy and he might need to change what he wants out of his job. Will he get the support from his family or will they not understand?
I felt I was able to connect with the characters and the story was a great read.
I highly recommend this book.
July 17, 2016
Freya Barker does it again with this heart wrenching tale from her "Portland, Maine" series. Be sure to have a box of tissues on hand when reading because you'll need them. Full of heart, hope, pain, anguish, and redemption. This book will grab your heart and throw it in a blender. But, despite the emotional turmoil this book will subject the reader to, you will come out of it feeling restored and hopeful. Some things had to be forged THROUGH FIRE to reveal their true form. Definitely recommend.
*ARC received from Net Galley in exchange for a honest review
*ARC received from Net Galley in exchange for a honest review
July 19, 2016
Freya Barker's Portland series is phenomenal. The main character in this volume, Ruby, is a survivor. She has escaped the unimaginable in this unlikely sanctuary...a pub called the Skipper. Ruby is not his type, but he finds increasingly drawn to this quiet mysterious woman. As always the characters are gritty and genuine, the suspense elements are well conceived and the writing is fantastic. A must read!!
July 19, 2016
3.5 stars
REVIEW
BY
Up to the moment I ran, my life had been decided on by others; when to eat, when to sleep, what to wear, how to behave. by Ruby
Ruby is on a path to discovery. She is searching for freedom. She is seeking her inner warrior and is getting ready to fight her own demons. But she isn't looking for love. In fact, man is not on the top of her priorities. How could she love someone, if she doesn't even know how to accept herself? Is she strong enough to win the battle for love and happiness?
How ironic to finally fall deeply, irrevocably in love, and have it not be enough. by Tim
Tim has always wanted family, love, the whole white-picket-fence package deal. Nevertheless, he has always avoid relationships. His past love affairs have always been shallow and trivial. So, when love hits him on the face, at the most unexpected, unusual place, he tries to run away. But his needs to protect and conquer are stronger than his survival mechanisms. His biggest problem right now is that maybe love is not enough. What if he found love at the wrong time, in the wrong place? Would fate be so cruel to have him finding love and taking it away?
Through Fire is the third book of a series, but it can be read as a stand-alone. I don't usually read books out-of-order, but when I accepted the ARC for this one, I didn't pay attention it was not the first book. My "book OCD" feels the need to know everything, but I've throughly understood the setting and the plot of this one. Yes, I will go back and read book one and two. However I will do so, because I've really enjoyed the author's writing and I fell in love with this group of amazing characters. I feel compelled to know them all.
Ms. Barker's characters are fantastic! They were all so complex and multi-dimensional that I can't remember one secondary character that I wouldn't be interested in reading their own story. I understood, related and fell in love with all of them. They seem very real for me. I've cried and suffered along with them. I would be honored to be friends with this wonderful group of women.
Through Fire is a very emotional read. I felt the pace, a bit slow sometimes, but the plot was very creative and well written. Really, Ruby is not your usual heroine. She is neither young, nor mentally strong; something that I usually find on my "perfect" heroine. But what makes her special is her fragility. She may not ever become emotionally strong, but her ability to not give up, to keep on trying and to fight for herself is as breathtaking as any kick-ass heroine out there.
Only one woman has ever had the power to destroy me. To drag me through fire. Only one who can crush my heart as easily as she fills it. by Tim
P.S: I love book covers and buy many books without even reading a blurb, only because I fall in love with the cover. Yeah, I'm insane! This is a pretty cover and with the catching title, I would probably buy it, but only after reading the blurb. Therefore I have to say it doesn't really look like Ruby and it doesn't tell me the story that I've just read.
You MAY buy this book because you have been following the series; you SHOULD read this book if you like your romance with a bit of angst; but you MUST get this book if you are ready and willing for a deep soul-searching emotional read!
This review was originally posted on More Books Than Livros
July 21, 2016
At 40%, I realized I could finish this book, but was no longer sure I wanted to. This author’s writing flowed, even though I’m not a fan of constantly switching back and forth between main characters POV, and I even liked the great supporting cast of characters. I simply felt the heroine’s past of being forced into prostitution at the age of 14, and having been involved in that world, basically treated like a slave, until almost her mid-40’s was more than I wanted to wrap my mind around, especially in a romantic read. It was pretty much impossible to forget since it was brought up constantly. When one of her sleazy johns confronts her at work making vulgar comments, it only confirmed my discomfort in reading about her character. Even the good guy hero hesitated once he found out, but somehow being told it was against her will made it acceptable. Three decades seemed just way too long, folks.
Somehow I kept reading…just to find it started to seem overly drawn out. I knew there was ultimately going to be a showdown with the bad guys. I just wanted it over so maybe, finally it could be put behind her. The author seemed to be dragging her feet though. Instead of the main plot, I found my interest/attention drifting to Dino, Mark, and Pat (the football player who only appeared on a TV screen) wanting to know more about them. That’s never a good sign, my fellow romance book-loving friends.
So I’m declaring, “Maybe it’s just me.” I’m an avid mafia romance reader who is used to dark material as long as they involve likable characters. This one had them both, folks. I just wasn’t enjoying this overly done theme with the surprisingly older than I expected main couple. I threw in the towel at 64%. I’ll likely check out the other books in the series, especially if they involve the sub-characters I just mentioned, but I’m officially through with this one.
Title: Through Fire, Series: Portland, ME (Book 3), Author: Freya Barker, Pages: 286, stand-alone but part of a series, heroine fled from abuse/forced prostitution after witnessing a murder, older than I expected heroine: age 44, good guy hero: age 43, suicide attempt involving a razor, VERY steamy scenes, dual POV, did not finish.
Book 1 – From Dust (Gunnar & Sydney), Pages: 385
Book 2 – Cruel Water, (Viv & Ike), Pages: 311
Book 3 – Through Fire, (Tim & Ruby), Pages: 286
(This review is based on NetGalley ARC issued in exchange for an honest, unbiased opinion. No compensation was made to the reviewer, nor is there any affiliation between the reviewer and/or author/publisher.)
Somehow I kept reading…just to find it started to seem overly drawn out. I knew there was ultimately going to be a showdown with the bad guys. I just wanted it over so maybe, finally it could be put behind her. The author seemed to be dragging her feet though. Instead of the main plot, I found my interest/attention drifting to Dino, Mark, and Pat (the football player who only appeared on a TV screen) wanting to know more about them. That’s never a good sign, my fellow romance book-loving friends.
So I’m declaring, “Maybe it’s just me.” I’m an avid mafia romance reader who is used to dark material as long as they involve likable characters. This one had them both, folks. I just wasn’t enjoying this overly done theme with the surprisingly older than I expected main couple. I threw in the towel at 64%. I’ll likely check out the other books in the series, especially if they involve the sub-characters I just mentioned, but I’m officially through with this one.
Title: Through Fire, Series: Portland, ME (Book 3), Author: Freya Barker, Pages: 286, stand-alone but part of a series, heroine fled from abuse/forced prostitution after witnessing a murder, older than I expected heroine: age 44, good guy hero: age 43, suicide attempt involving a razor, VERY steamy scenes, dual POV, did not finish.
Book 1 – From Dust (Gunnar & Sydney), Pages: 385
Book 2 – Cruel Water, (Viv & Ike), Pages: 311
Book 3 – Through Fire, (Tim & Ruby), Pages: 286
(This review is based on NetGalley ARC issued in exchange for an honest, unbiased opinion. No compensation was made to the reviewer, nor is there any affiliation between the reviewer and/or author/publisher.)
July 21, 2016
This was my first time reading anything by Freya Barker ,but I must say that I thoroughly enjoyed this touching story. Freya Barker has given us a story that will draw us in and keep us there from start to finish, and then will leave us wanting more from this author. This author has such a way of weaving a story, that deals with people and making them feel so real to us. They have histories that just seems to haunt them ,and seems to come back and rears it ugly head from time to time. I love the parts that told about how these people fight through their trauma, the neglect, and the abuse, ,but it was sweet to find people who is willing to stand up and have their backs ,all while they learn to how to find the strength and power to stand up for themselves. Rudy has experienced trauma that most of us can't even fathom. She is just so very grateful and glad to have a job and a place to live. She is also starting to accept friends own a few ,seeing that she won't be able to settle for to long because she knows that is won't be safe.,because she must always be one step ahead 'The horrible terror that this poor girl has gone through makes her a little gun shy, Because the people who she believes that she can trust the most,will let her down or worse ,that's why she only accepts a few. But then one night she notices a guy who just happens to come to the pub every Wednesday night . But he barely notices her, but she's okay with that .But one night Rudy finds herself in trouble ,and who comes to her rescue no only then Tim. Tim really hasn't even noticed her because she's not his type . Because she's blond, tall, and has bronze skin and she has curves. But then why is he so flustered with her. He's 43 years old, a bachelor ,single and is a loner ,and this works okay for him. But one night he heard a noise in the kitchen and he jumps to the rescue for the beautiful Rudy, but for some reason his world begins to spiral .His protector side comes out which he didn't know he had. Will Tim realize he cares for Rudy ? And Rudy be able to trust Tim? This story has twists and turns that runs throughout this story .The emotions in this story will make you feel like your on a roller coaster ride. I could go on and tell you more about this touching story ,but that would spoil the story for you .I highly recommend that you read this touching story, you won't be disappointed.
July 13, 2016
A little over a year ago, I read my first book by Freya Barker. As soon as I read the first Cedar Tree book I couldn't read the rest of the series fast enough. Her writing style and realism has made her one of my very favorite writers. Ms. Barker tackles the hard stuff in a manner that reflects not only grace but respect for the topic and her characters. Her characters are beautifully imperfect and real, like people in our real lives. The beauty of her writing is in the care she uses peeling back the layers of her characters' imperfections and revealing the beautiful souls within.
Through Fire is the third book in her Portland ME series, and this series is compelling. Ruby and Tim's story hits all of the emotions; I found myself laughing at times and near tears at others. Ruby's backstory is truly heartbreaking. Victimized by a man she thought had feelings for her, she lost not only her family, but also her freedom and the right to control her own body. Violence has long been a part of Ruby's life and ironically an act of violence provides her means of escape. Lucky for her she landed at The Skipper, safe in the arms of some of my favorite book friends. Dino, Viv, Ike, Syd and Gunnar provide a caring family that has been sorely lacking in Ruby's life.
Then there's Tim, sigh. Having grown up with parents that were into the free love movement, he has a warped ideal of commitment and relationships. He's successfully avoided them by dating mindless women, until he meets Ruby. On multiple levels the poor man's life is turned upside down, which is a treat for the reader. The couple's journey is one of discovery, not only of their feelings for one another but also of what lies within themselves.
In true Freya Barker form, there is suspense, intrigue, humor, and most importantly love. I adore that Ms. Barker's characters are not twenty-somethings: they are older, they are real, and they have loving relationships and sex. She is also the master of keeping the reader up to date on the lives of other characters in the series as well as showing the reader there are still stories to tell in this family of the heart. Here is my best advice. Read the Portland ME series, read this book, fall in love with this author's words, you will not be disappointed.
Through Fire is the third book in her Portland ME series, and this series is compelling. Ruby and Tim's story hits all of the emotions; I found myself laughing at times and near tears at others. Ruby's backstory is truly heartbreaking. Victimized by a man she thought had feelings for her, she lost not only her family, but also her freedom and the right to control her own body. Violence has long been a part of Ruby's life and ironically an act of violence provides her means of escape. Lucky for her she landed at The Skipper, safe in the arms of some of my favorite book friends. Dino, Viv, Ike, Syd and Gunnar provide a caring family that has been sorely lacking in Ruby's life.
Then there's Tim, sigh. Having grown up with parents that were into the free love movement, he has a warped ideal of commitment and relationships. He's successfully avoided them by dating mindless women, until he meets Ruby. On multiple levels the poor man's life is turned upside down, which is a treat for the reader. The couple's journey is one of discovery, not only of their feelings for one another but also of what lies within themselves.
In true Freya Barker form, there is suspense, intrigue, humor, and most importantly love. I adore that Ms. Barker's characters are not twenty-somethings: they are older, they are real, and they have loving relationships and sex. She is also the master of keeping the reader up to date on the lives of other characters in the series as well as showing the reader there are still stories to tell in this family of the heart. Here is my best advice. Read the Portland ME series, read this book, fall in love with this author's words, you will not be disappointed.
August 13, 2016
3.5 stars for me and all are for the story.
Since I discovered Freya Barker's story I am a fan. I like the fact that the plots have a real life situation behind them. I was glad to hear that some people get their HEA in life and maybe in their love life.
This story is as emotional as the others or even more because it involves human trafficking. I am horrified to imagine what some humans can do to little girls and how people in general, women in particular, are exploited, sexually and otherwise.
These are realities of life and they are hard to imagine, real.
Being former social worker, to me, Ruby's story is as emotional and real as some of the cases I've had. Nina's in particular has melted my heart.
I am glad they got their HEA together.
Tim as been a great character. I love him for giving a chance to having a beautiful life to an abused women and an abused teenager. He was as sweet as Freya's men can be.
But, of course there is a but looking at my rating, I didn't feel the romance. Ruby didn't speak to me as her story did.
Her suicide attempt after so many year of abuse felt forced. Her relationship with Tim was not enough developed especially when he spent good months not even being aware of her physically and lusted after Viv.
Somehow I was not pulled by their romance. I couldn't see Tim falling for Ruby and just like that realizing that he likes curves and jiggling asses.
And in defense of all women, I am not a fan of stereotypes and Ruby was one. A full figured woman as most if not all Freya's female characters are, and an implied judgement on slimmer women (Tim realizing there's no meat on slimmer women).
I would love to read once a story without this comparison/ judgement. Women are women, no matter the size and shape and fueling this type of comparison and creating characters that are at the other spectrum but get the hunky well built guy is plain wrong, to me, when we are more than our bodies.
At the end of the book I was glad Ruby, Nina and Tim got their HEA, I was just not excited as I wanted to be.
A good feel book that I am recommending and I am looking forward to more books from Freya Barker.
Since I discovered Freya Barker's story I am a fan. I like the fact that the plots have a real life situation behind them. I was glad to hear that some people get their HEA in life and maybe in their love life.
This story is as emotional as the others or even more because it involves human trafficking. I am horrified to imagine what some humans can do to little girls and how people in general, women in particular, are exploited, sexually and otherwise.
These are realities of life and they are hard to imagine, real.
Being former social worker, to me, Ruby's story is as emotional and real as some of the cases I've had. Nina's in particular has melted my heart.
I am glad they got their HEA together.
Tim as been a great character. I love him for giving a chance to having a beautiful life to an abused women and an abused teenager. He was as sweet as Freya's men can be.
But, of course there is a but looking at my rating, I didn't feel the romance. Ruby didn't speak to me as her story did.
Her suicide attempt after so many year of abuse felt forced. Her relationship with Tim was not enough developed especially when he spent good months not even being aware of her physically and lusted after Viv.
Somehow I was not pulled by their romance. I couldn't see Tim falling for Ruby and just like that realizing that he likes curves and jiggling asses.
And in defense of all women, I am not a fan of stereotypes and Ruby was one. A full figured woman as most if not all Freya's female characters are, and an implied judgement on slimmer women (Tim realizing there's no meat on slimmer women).
I would love to read once a story without this comparison/ judgement. Women are women, no matter the size and shape and fueling this type of comparison and creating characters that are at the other spectrum but get the hunky well built guy is plain wrong, to me, when we are more than our bodies.
At the end of the book I was glad Ruby, Nina and Tim got their HEA, I was just not excited as I wanted to be.
A good feel book that I am recommending and I am looking forward to more books from Freya Barker.
August 20, 2016
This was my first book by Freya Barker and I have to say it is a hidden gem. I really loved the storyline, the message in the story, the subsidiary characters and the main characters. This earns a solid 4 Stars from me!
I had no idea what I was going into when I started this book, I hadn’t read the synopsis or the previous books in the series but I was almost instantly drawn in from the first page and found myself invested in Ruby’s story. There is a message of survival, second chances, friendship and healing love in this story. It also contains some triggers that you should know about ahead of time such as; forced prostitution, abuse and a suicide attempt.
What I liked about this book:
1. Ruby & Tim are actually a little older than most characters in romance books. It was refreshing to see some “real” characters that weren’t model quality or ABSolutely gorgeous. I found them both very attractive nevertheless.
2. The supportive characters were amazing! I found myself wanting to go back and read the first two books so I could learn their stories. I found the guys to be very alpha, protective and brotherly. I wanted to be their best friend.
3. The message in this book is outstanding. I can’t say that enough. The story itself may not be YOUR story but it is the ability to rise from ashes, to be more beautiful and confident than ever before. It is about loving yourself and not letting your past dictate your future. Anyone can find themselves in this story.
What I didn’t like:
1. The only thing I can think of is I went in thinking it could be read as a standalone, and it can, but I think you would greatly benefit from reading the first two books first. I came to a few parts, when they were discussing the secondary characters, where I felt lost. I went back in the book because I thought I missed something only then to realize it was part of a series.
Overall, the book was a great read that will emotionally drain you at some points, fulfill you at others and have you one-clicking the other two books in the series so you can get more of the awesome characters.
Relentlessbookchic Approved & Recommended
I had no idea what I was going into when I started this book, I hadn’t read the synopsis or the previous books in the series but I was almost instantly drawn in from the first page and found myself invested in Ruby’s story. There is a message of survival, second chances, friendship and healing love in this story. It also contains some triggers that you should know about ahead of time such as; forced prostitution, abuse and a suicide attempt.
What I liked about this book:
1. Ruby & Tim are actually a little older than most characters in romance books. It was refreshing to see some “real” characters that weren’t model quality or ABSolutely gorgeous. I found them both very attractive nevertheless.
2. The supportive characters were amazing! I found myself wanting to go back and read the first two books so I could learn their stories. I found the guys to be very alpha, protective and brotherly. I wanted to be their best friend.
3. The message in this book is outstanding. I can’t say that enough. The story itself may not be YOUR story but it is the ability to rise from ashes, to be more beautiful and confident than ever before. It is about loving yourself and not letting your past dictate your future. Anyone can find themselves in this story.
What I didn’t like:
1. The only thing I can think of is I went in thinking it could be read as a standalone, and it can, but I think you would greatly benefit from reading the first two books first. I came to a few parts, when they were discussing the secondary characters, where I felt lost. I went back in the book because I thought I missed something only then to realize it was part of a series.
Overall, the book was a great read that will emotionally drain you at some points, fulfill you at others and have you one-clicking the other two books in the series so you can get more of the awesome characters.
Relentlessbookchic Approved & Recommended
October 15, 2022
Free copy for an honest review.
This is a great book, the first I have read by this author and I will definitely be reading more by her. Ruby is in her Forties and has spent her life being used and abused since the age of 14, having finally got away she is trying to start her life the way she wants. Reading this story broke my heart, these poor children forced into a life they have no choice over. Human sex trafficking is something that seems to be escalating in real life, authorities have a hard time not only getting information but evidence to be able to charge and shut down those perpetrating these crimes. Although this story is not a true life, the original idea came from a real story the author saw in the news. I feel she did an amazing job of creating how the victims would feel and react to all of life's normal challenges, even the simple things like knowing how to cook or grocery shop. Reading it felt very raw and powerful emotions brought to the surface, empathising with Ruby and other victims. Even just how they react to men in general because of the conditioning of their training and captivity, what little interaction they had. The not understanding that not every man immediately goes straight for sex before the getting to know you period, let alone a proper relationship. Trusting in new friendships, again is something they haven't known. A very hard and difficult subject matter covered in in a down to earth and honest, respectful and knowledgeable way that makes you understand and want to help those that go through this in real life. The relationship Ruby and Tim is a slow start but as his understanding and knowledge of her past builds so does his patience and caring nature, teaching her for the first time since before she was taken what love really is about.
Have since bought a copy of this and the rest of the series, each book equally dealing with extremely tough and heartbreaking subject matter in a very sensitive but no holds barred way.
This is a great book, the first I have read by this author and I will definitely be reading more by her. Ruby is in her Forties and has spent her life being used and abused since the age of 14, having finally got away she is trying to start her life the way she wants. Reading this story broke my heart, these poor children forced into a life they have no choice over. Human sex trafficking is something that seems to be escalating in real life, authorities have a hard time not only getting information but evidence to be able to charge and shut down those perpetrating these crimes. Although this story is not a true life, the original idea came from a real story the author saw in the news. I feel she did an amazing job of creating how the victims would feel and react to all of life's normal challenges, even the simple things like knowing how to cook or grocery shop. Reading it felt very raw and powerful emotions brought to the surface, empathising with Ruby and other victims. Even just how they react to men in general because of the conditioning of their training and captivity, what little interaction they had. The not understanding that not every man immediately goes straight for sex before the getting to know you period, let alone a proper relationship. Trusting in new friendships, again is something they haven't known. A very hard and difficult subject matter covered in in a down to earth and honest, respectful and knowledgeable way that makes you understand and want to help those that go through this in real life. The relationship Ruby and Tim is a slow start but as his understanding and knowledge of her past builds so does his patience and caring nature, teaching her for the first time since before she was taken what love really is about.
Have since bought a copy of this and the rest of the series, each book equally dealing with extremely tough and heartbreaking subject matter in a very sensitive but no holds barred way.
August 16, 2016
Sadly this one just didn't pull me in like the previous books in this series. I liked Ruby, I felt for all Ruby survived, and she was a rational strong heroine. I liked Tim, I was slightly concerned after some of his behavior in Ike and Viv's book but I ended up adoring him. But I just didn't feel the intensity of them as a couple like I did the other couples. I think that may be due to so many other factors taking away from them. It seemed like every time you "turned" the page they were apart for some reason or other and I never got the magnitude of the feels for them like I did previous couples. Also there was a whole lot of the story spent on or including previous couples, then Tim's family, and then Nina's story.
It just all added up to take away from the most important part of the story for me, Tim and Ruby. Especially Tim's mother oh how I loathed her at about the 60% mark. She is one of those people I have had to refrain from slapping the shit out of for making those asinine statements about having kids. I chose not to so if it pisses me off enough to want to slap someone for making such ASSumptions like that.....I cannot imagine not being able to have them with some twat making that kind of ASSumption, It was way out of line since she just met Ruby, for the love you twit. I was totally done with her at that point.
I really liked Mark and of course Dino, well and always Pam. Honestly the rest of the side characters or previous characters were just a distraction for me, because I was wanting to read more about Tim and Ruby, alone.
The story and writing was superb as usual. There were just so many small factors that left me wanting more fleshing out of Ruby and Tim that I didn't get the overwhelming love for this one that I had for the previous books in the series.
It just all added up to take away from the most important part of the story for me, Tim and Ruby. Especially Tim's mother oh how I loathed her at about the 60% mark. She is one of those people I have had to refrain from slapping the shit out of for making those asinine statements about having kids. I chose not to so if it pisses me off enough to want to slap someone for making such ASSumptions like that.....I cannot imagine not being able to have them with some twat making that kind of ASSumption, It was way out of line since she just met Ruby, for the love you twit. I was totally done with her at that point.
I really liked Mark and of course Dino, well and always Pam. Honestly the rest of the side characters or previous characters were just a distraction for me, because I was wanting to read more about Tim and Ruby, alone.
The story and writing was superb as usual. There were just so many small factors that left me wanting more fleshing out of Ruby and Tim that I didn't get the overwhelming love for this one that I had for the previous books in the series.
July 20, 2016
Through Fire is the 3rd book in the Portland series written by Freya Barker. Freya has another series, Cedar Tree, which is also excellent. But the Portland series is beyond expectations for any books.
This book deals with a very difficult subject. I'm not going to get into it, as you need to just read the book and be immersed in Freya's world. But, I will say the subject matter is treated with appropriate respect for it's gravity and not lightly brushed aside. As always for me, the star of Freya's books are the heroine. Freya writes about immensely strong women who have faced some of the worst the world has to offer and they still get up fighting. They drop to the pit and claw their way back, of their own strength and volition. These aren't women who need someone else to save them, they will save themselves. But the hero's inspire that and encourage that. The men of Freya's books are strong, capable, loving, smart and alpha ish. They screw up, they make up, they love hard. And I love that they aren't expected to just save the day.
There are several twists in this book, and some very difficult pages to read. But it's what makes the book so worthwhile, the true way the pain is dealt with. And how you can come out the other side of the absolute worst situations and be whole and loved on the other side with a life you never dreamed possible.
From Dust, the first Portland book, was my favorite read of 2015. Cruel Water, the second Portland book, was my favorite read of 2016 until now. Through Fire is one of the best books I have ever read. The intensity, the strength, the power of this book.... just read it!
This book deals with a very difficult subject. I'm not going to get into it, as you need to just read the book and be immersed in Freya's world. But, I will say the subject matter is treated with appropriate respect for it's gravity and not lightly brushed aside. As always for me, the star of Freya's books are the heroine. Freya writes about immensely strong women who have faced some of the worst the world has to offer and they still get up fighting. They drop to the pit and claw their way back, of their own strength and volition. These aren't women who need someone else to save them, they will save themselves. But the hero's inspire that and encourage that. The men of Freya's books are strong, capable, loving, smart and alpha ish. They screw up, they make up, they love hard. And I love that they aren't expected to just save the day.
There are several twists in this book, and some very difficult pages to read. But it's what makes the book so worthwhile, the true way the pain is dealt with. And how you can come out the other side of the absolute worst situations and be whole and loved on the other side with a life you never dreamed possible.
From Dust, the first Portland book, was my favorite read of 2015. Cruel Water, the second Portland book, was my favorite read of 2016 until now. Through Fire is one of the best books I have ever read. The intensity, the strength, the power of this book.... just read it!
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