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102 pages, Paperback
Published April 2, 2018
Perhaps creation was stirred by inspiration
to instruct the clear bright moon
in gently rendering the earth's translucence.
So let us sip green-ants wine in cups of gold,
and let us not delay intoxication
with a flower whose beauty is far beyond compare.
Yellow dusk covers the yard.
Disconsolate, I sleep off the wine,
my spirt choked with sorrow.
Enduring the deep night alone,
moonbeam on our empty bed,
I listen to the rhythmic washing
of clothes on a laundry stone,
the little sounds of crickets,
and endless dripping water.
...Alone at the table before cups of wine,
I brood over endless sorrows
flowing from sea to sky, the horizon.
How can I live without you?
The summer rose has withered,
so I rely on pear blossoms for solace.
We loved one another through the years:
Fresh perfume drenched my sleeves:
we drank the tea of fiery passion,
witnessed pageants of horses, festivals
where lightweight riverboats raced.
Fearless in the face of violent storms,
we raised our wine to crushed petals.
Now I wonder
why those days have fled.
I await your return.
perhaps creation was stirred by inspiration
to instruct the clear bright moon
in gently rendering the earth's translucence
whether in moonlight, fresh wind, or dark rain and fog,
the skies cause flowers to wilt
and their perfumed silhouettes vanish.
even love cannot know
how long they're loaned to us.
perhaps if we had the best intentions,
we wouldn't need to remember the flowers
by the riverside and east chrysanthemum hedge.
searching and searching,
chilled, empty, and saddened -
quick warmth shifts once more to winter
when peace eludes my resting place.
two or three small cups of diluted wine
cannot dispel the chill evening wind.
migrant geese, messenger birds in flight
grieve my broken heart,
feathered friends passing from another time.
now the earth is heaped with yellow petals
disarrayed, ruined. who'll pick them up?
sitting at the window,
how do i alone prevail against darkness?
when a fine rain falls on the parasol tree,
dripping quietly through a yellow dusk,
when i consider all things in this very moment,
one word, sorrow, utterly fails.
yearning for my former home,
i rise in the morning, pick up clothes,
and cover my ears against the din.
though i may never return,
i find solace, with a sigh, in a dream.