Ethan Everest walks into a house party and is instantly taken by the beauty across the room. After some eye flirting and asking people about her, he finds out her name is Singer. When he sees her alone on a fire escape, he makes his move and is hoping for something more than just a night. But when he’s pulled away by another woman, a year passes before Singer and Ethan speak again, and he finally takes the plunge… well, sort of.
I liked so much about this book: it’s beautifully written, there’s enough steam without over doing it, and it really brings out every emotion possible. But there was something about it that kept me from connecting with the characters.
Here’s my problem with this story: “You’re the most gorgeous woman I’ve ever seen, but it was deeper with you from the minute I saw you. I felt a connection, something real.”
So, Ethan’s obsessed with Singer the moment he sees her, yet when he’s two seconds away from kissing her, another woman pulls him away and back to the party. Instead of trying to find Singer after that, or asking for her number before returning to the oh so important task of talking to his best friend, he instead decides to date the woman, Dariya, that had pulled him away. For several months. After all of his determination to have Singer, his obvious desire to claim her, the romantic words he spoke freely… to just turn away from that and hook up with some other hot chick, I just couldn’t invest in Ethan as an honest guy or a worthy hero. So all of his charm, his poetic words to woo Singer whilst still pushing her away… it didn’t match his actions and I just couldn’t feel he was genuine.
The first half of the story moved slowly and I wasn’t sure where the plot was going, but it did eventually pick up and the tears did flow. There were some inconsistencies with the timeline that didn't match up, (he met Singer a year ago but tells her he just moved to the city 8 months ago) which kinda bugged me. I really wanted to like this story, and to an extent, I did. I just couldn’t get past the fact that Ethan makes a stupendously stupid and questionable decision, and Singer never once questioned it. No, he didn’t owe any loyalty to her, he barely knew her. But the entire book I kept wondering and waiting to see if he was strong enough to fight for Singer if necessary, or if he was just going to give up and settle for someone else. I doubted him every step of the way.
If I’m at a dessert buffet and I'm only allowed ONE choice, and the cheesecake has just run out but will soon be replenished, I’m not going to turn around and scarf down some second-rate dessert and waste my chance. I’m waiting for that cheesecake, and if there’s a line, I’m certainly fighting for it.
I just really wished Ethan had waited for his cheesecake.
I received an ARC in exchange for an honest review.