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309 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 21, 2017
"Sometimes the things that make no sense can lead us to our greatest discoveries."
"Are you done boring me with you annoying voice and your existence in general? Because I've got things to do,honey."
"Thanks … for not being a serial killer."
"Now kindly get lost, please and thanks."
"Did you want diabetes or a coffee?"
"Making women wait ten minutes each time you need to start her up?"
If I'm so rotten, why doesn't it feel that way to me? Except that I must be, I think to myself as I study my blue eyes in the mirror. Because if I wasn't, then maybe she'd still be here. Maybe my father would play with me. And maybe Gloria would only have nice things to say about me after caring for me for all these years.😭😭😭 ^^ These are the layers I'm talking about. It's so easy for people to just see the bitchy front, but they often forget that, most of the time, other people are responsible for making her that way. But Vera wants love, even if she can't consciously admit or pursue it.
I watch them, observing the casual joy that radiates from them as they do something so simple. And in doing so, I can't help but wonder where I went so wrong.
Just because a heart may appear to be made from stone doesn't mean it can't break.I love how Ella pulled no punches in truly making Vera "bitchy." When she's presented with small talk, her thoughts are frank... to put it mildly, I don't really care. And when she packs up her desk after leaving her job...
Another calculator, glue stick, gum, tissues. Okay, so I don't need any of this crap. I just wanted to do this in person. I'm a little vindictive like that.Maybe I shouldn't admit this, but I could easily see myself doing both those things. It's an unattractive trait, but I can be petty, and small talk has never been my thing. Maybe that's why I can relate to these heroines so much. But I also know that the reason I can be so aloof is because when I do feel, I feel a lot. I feel deeply, and honestly to give that much of yourself away to everybody would kill me. And I loved how Jared noticed that about her...
"The way you care so much that you feel the need to act like you don't care at all."Vera's journey was one of the best I've read in a long time. She didn't magically become nice, but she came to important realizations about herself and I was SO happy with her character.
I may not be the nicest person in the world, and I can accept that. I can own up to my mistakes and take responsibility for them. But I've come to realize I'm not a bad person either.And even though she may not be the most likely character, I have no shame in saying I LOVE HER.
Reading always seems to calm me as only getting lost in a good book can do. And what's better than going back to a guaranteed favorite? It's trustworthy. Dependable. A promise that can't be broken. Something you know will leave you satisfied once you turn that last page. Over and over again.How could I not love Vera?!
"You're out of this world hot, and I've got a big cock I know how to use. And I'd really like to use it on you, in you, all over you."And the other times, I just found it very 😍😍😍
"My number's in your phone, in case you ever feel like letting that hair down for me to wrap around my fist."
"You're killing me, Frost," he rasps. "But I'm pretty sure dying shouldn't feel this damn good."
"You can't change me."
He tilts his head. "And why would I wanna do a damn thing like that?" His lips press to my nose, and I melt into him, the simple touch sending tingles up my spine. "No one's perfect, Frost. But you? You're perfect for me. Just the way you are."
"Jesus, Frost. I've been yours since I saw you strutting down that highway like it was a damn catwalk."GAHHH 😍😍 I love how he reassures her, even though she doesn't ask for it. He just knows she needs it. Ella did a GREAT job of showing how meant for each other these two are.
"We're always so quick to judge someone from the mistakes they've made. When really, we should be judging what they do after they make them instead."I did love Jared's grovel.
"Like any story that involves two people who fall in love, you're my happy ending, and I'm yours."
"I've got no choice but to wait, so I will, for as long as it takes."
Love. What a word. You can fixate on it, study it, try to capture it, but ultimately, that tiny, woefully inadequate four-letter word is not enough. It's merely a word, trying to capture something too powerful within a group of simply structured letters. It's wrong. Love isn't a word, and it's not anything you can describe. It's simply a trap. And once it's caught you, good luck ever trying to get out. I know I probably never will.❤️❤️❤️
Examples
#1 ⤑ "If you're really mine, then I want to take you bare, with nothing between us."
#2 ⤑ "I'm going to fuck the hate out of you."
↪ He got a bj from a chick as a way to cope with Vera ending things. So, he thinks sex together will repair that crack in the relationship. Guess it seemed promising because he constantly told her how much he loved her while they had sex and Vera started to show her love and vulnerability. SILVER LINING, once the sex was done Vera turned back to being cold and made him grovel for a bit which was a HUGE highlight to this situation.
"Sometimes the things that make no sense can lead us to our greatest discoveries."
"Are you done boring me with you annoying voice and your existence in general? Because I've got things to do,honey."