Henry Davis is a recent college grad with a degree in English and writing, and no desire to work for peanuts in the cube-world. He aspires to be a screen-writer, if only he can find his muse. In the meantime, being an escort paid all his college debts, and he's supporting himself and a family member in need with his earnings. That is a really awesome part of his story, but I don't want to spoil it--so trust me! Henry's pretty much as selfless as they come. And boy, do they come!
Okay, Henry has two personas he adopts for his sex worker roles: Hamilton Dillon is a cultured and stunning man in thousand-dollar suits he rents from a pal who works in the fashion pages of GC magazine. The other, "Dillinger" is a "straight" Queens bro who jacks his junk to make bank in solo porn shoots. It's quite the interesting juxtaposition. Henry tends to lose himself in his roles, and is baffled when his interactions with his newest client, Colin O'Neill, blur the lines between his professional persona as Hamilton, and Henry's own need for intimacy and connection.
Colin is a newly divorced voice actor who doesn't have a lot of disposable income. He gets an allowance from his ex-wife, with whom he had an amiable, mutually-beneficial arrangement. She wanted a husband because it helped her image at work, and he accepted her proposal, mostly because they got along. He's never had a passionate relationship and they barely shared more than a few sexual encounters over their six years of marriage. He took acting classes and bonded with a classmate, however, and it was the beginning of Colin recognizing that he is likely gay--something his wife had long suspected, and wasn't the least bit upset over. Thing is, Colin has crippling stage fright, and he's a timid man by nature. He missed out on telling his pal how he'd felt, but he's not going to waste too much more time in the "figure out Colin" phase of life.
Buoyed by a big payday for a voice-over spot, Colin FINALLY dials the number for Hamilton Dillon's escort services. He's stalked Hamilton's web advertisement for several months and has definite fantasies that the cultured, attractive man he sees online will be the best tutor for Colin's fledgling bedroom skills. He's only tried to date a couple guys since his divorce and both were abject failures. So, Colin's willing to pony up the fee for expert Hamilton's tutelage.
And, naturally, Henry is ready to be his very best Hamilton for Colin. It's a heady experience for both men, even when it isn't physical. Colin is more than a little gone for Hamilton, and the lines are increasingly blurred the more "dates" they arrange. Henry is captivated by Colin's vulnerability and the intimacy they continue to develop. It's really so very sweet, and so very inspiring--Henry has found his muse, in the combination of Hamilton and Colin's developing relationship. Meanwhile, Colin's sessions with Hamilton leave him feeling elated and confident enough to try live auditions for the first time in years.
What comes next is something they hadn't planned for, and it brings moments of heartbreak and rejection, but that's just reality. The fun part of reality, as opposed to the fantasy they had been experiencing, is that Colin and Henry can find a common ground that actually exists and build something true and real. Which, I was happy to discover, they do. I'm used to the grand, twisting plots of Brad Vance, and I wasn't disappointed here. Henry is a complex man, with his debts and his desires and his personas. Colin isn't complicated. He wants a true partner, even if it isn't convenient. They each grow a lot in the time they spend together, and that was awesome to experience as a reader. They also have some yummy hawt sexytimes, and some incredibly tender moments, times that have both men confused about the roles they are supposed to be playing. That said, the HEA exists, and it felt genuine. Highly recommend.