Drug and Disease Free, or DDF, a common posted request in online listing services for hook ups, is this books title, bringing directly into the forefront the stigma attached to having the HIV virus. Michael Broder is working hard to expand consciousness with his HIV Here & Now project, his recent introduction of Indolent Books, his blogging on Facebook and through The Body. This is his second book, published by his new press and it includes a forward by Jameson Fitzpatrick that calls out how this book is outside the realm of much writing about AIDS, in that it is not a book of elegies. Fitzpatrick writes, "The examples of Broder's poetry proves that even in the face of inconceivable loss, we are free to conceive of a world in which we can keep loving, writing, and remembering."
There are many common themes from his first book, but no overlapping poems, and this book brings in more of his current personality where he explores daily details in his relationship and how blame plays out in his life as a Jewish man, he also has a poem that explores gender. This book, like his last, is divided into three sections with each section progressively longer:
Section I, Mad About a Boy: Here are relationship poems; a poem about the day he got his diagnosis, boldly titled with the date—October 18, 1990, that has an epigraph "God loves an expiration date." from his partner Jason Schneiderman, also a published poet. This poem interweaves the story of Eurydice, with his partner being the one looking back and losing him to the underworld. Brilliant.
Section 2, More Plague Years: A poem addressing the first day he got his diagnosis titled "Dealing" that asks in the opening line, "How did I accomplish so much on the very first day?" Along with the classic line from a doctor so many have heard, "I have three years to live if I don't start taking AZT." And in his poem, "Standing Before the Ark" he uses the phrase "tagged blood", questions the virus and what it means, and finds his "God of Sodomites." The proud ending, "Hear, Oh Israel, I suck dick, I get fucked!" (in italics). In another poem, he casually thinks out his schedule while a phlebotomist takes his blood from "polluted veins." The title poem is in this section, "Drug and Disease Free Seeks Same for Safe, Sane Sex," it is a prose poem about a sero-discordant couple who have his sperm cells washed so she can have his baby, she had their first child after his death, and has enough sperm to try again. An educational poem about a subject that is not widely understood, one of the many issues that straight sero-discordant couples have had to grapple with.
Section 3, Other Boys: The poem heading this section, "Body Language," is a gender bending poem about unsuccessful sex with a woman, "...and you wanted me to be/more of a man, the kind of man//only a woman could be." Other poems include a sonnet about going into the Rambles, tip into a touch of S&M, men who've been hurt by their father, the age of the brain with MRIs where he takes a gander at how things might have been different if he had been attracted to women. And always the beach a constant thread in his work. The final ending poem, Fall 1981, brings us back in time to one of the early other boys that echoed through his last book, a quirky long narrative poem about a random phone booth call he picks up that leads to sex under the boardwalk. Memories that won't go away.
How our quirks and kinks are formed are a big part of us that drive the imagination and our sex life. This book is an intriguing look at someone who has synthesized this information and found his way to a place of self knowing. It is a good book for many to read.