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118 pages, Paperback
First published September 12, 2015

“Sometimes I feel so smothered that I don't want anyone to touch me,” Rudie confessed into the hush that had fallen. “As if I will shatter like glass.” I turned to look at him, and saw that his eyes were closed. “Then there are times when I think that I will simply stop existing, if I am not touched. And then being touched is all I can think about.”
I reached for him—grabbing him roughly by the shoulder, fingers digging into his arm, I forced him onto his stomach, and he let out a soft moan. Teeth bared, I nearly shook with panic and anger and desire as I pushed his legs apart. He didn't resist. I threw myself down on him, my weight sinking him into the mattress as I grasped my cock and guided it, thrusting into him hard.

"See, I like pleasing you. I like knowing that my body, my mouth, my hands... my ass can make you feel so good. I like feeling used. I liked it when you came into my room and held me down and fucked me. Like I was just a thing to be used to make you cum. Like your fuck toy."
"You are pitying yourself for something that isn't so serious. It's not like you and I are getting married. I'm only trying to help you see yourself in a different way. But if you don't want my help, I won't give it. Just realize that I'm going to lock my door at night so that you don't accidently find your cock in my ass again."
"I felt like I had just noticed that I'd been driving with the parking brake on these years."