I am only 47 pages into this book and I just had to stop. That's only 17% of the book that I read before coming to my opinion. I have never stopped reading a book midway like this. It was just so... emotionless and filled with paper thin characters that I just can't continue. I was really looking forward to this book and ended up disappointed.
In the first two chapters we meet Mattie, the main protagonist, her mother, Garrett, Derek, Hank, Ryder, Millie, Zack, Tony and a handful of Mattie's friends in a sort of flash back: Jos, Chloe and Chloe's boyfriend Tab.
The most personality and sense of a character I only got from Chloe, the others were lost in a complete bland watery soup. I kept mixing up Ryder, Derek and Garrett's names because they all about had the same personality; it felt very Mary-Sue. These boy characters are all so cute, gorgeous, charismatic and a small air of mystery about their pasts. Could you get any more simplistic?
What absolutely murdered me and made me put down the book in complete disappointment was the handling of Chloe's death.
Small notice: I did not put a spoiler around this information as the most important part, Chloe's death, is in the description for the book and this does not spoil anything.
Mattie is with Garrett, who's trying to help her with her broken down car, and she gets a phone call from Chloe's mother. Mattie was supposed to meet with Chloe but was stood up, and Chloe's mom had called Mattie a few days ago, wondering if she knew where Chloe was. Well now Mattie answers the phone and Chloe's mom tells her that Chloe died, that she had committed suicide.
There is no emotion. At all. One of her friends just committed suicide, both her and Chloe's mother don't believe that it was suicide, and yet Mattie has no emotional response. The most we get is Mattie saying she's sorry and then saying that Garret could help because he worked at the funeral home. She gets embarrassed about saying that she lives above a funeral home. While on the phone with her friend's mother who called to say that Chloe was dead.
"When I got upstairs and locked the door, mom greeted me with chocolate chip cookies and milk. The warm vanilla and gooey chocolate welcomed me to sit and unload my worries."
Worries? Is your best friend dying just a worry? That's it?