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Seeds of Tyrone #1
Leaving Flowers
Shy and awkward since childhood, Aidan Degas is now a man lost. His twin—Aidan’s other half, Nadia—died tragically young, leaving him with nothing to get him through his days but his job at the prestigious Grand Heights Luxury Apartments and the flowers he lays upon her grave. When Aidan is assaulted on the job by a tenant, it’s the graveyard he turns to for strength and solace.
Patrick loves being assistant groundskeeper at the sprawling cemetery where he tends graves and offers a bit of comfort to mourners. When he sees a sad young man lingering over an old grave, his curiosity is strangely piqued for reasons he doesn’t understand. He’s never done this—struck up a friendship with a mourner. But soon that friendship blossoms into a romance.
It’s not going to be easy for the pair. Aidan is so damaged, like petals crushed in an angry fist, and even with Patrick’s warm heart and Irish charm, it might not be enough to bring him back from the edge.
Patrick loves being assistant groundskeeper at the sprawling cemetery where he tends graves and offers a bit of comfort to mourners. When he sees a sad young man lingering over an old grave, his curiosity is strangely piqued for reasons he doesn’t understand. He’s never done this—struck up a friendship with a mourner. But soon that friendship blossoms into a romance.
It’s not going to be easy for the pair. Aidan is so damaged, like petals crushed in an angry fist, and even with Patrick’s warm heart and Irish charm, it might not be enough to bring him back from the edge.
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First published May 1, 2015
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May 23, 2015
I'm stuck somewhere between 3.5-4 Full-O-Feelz-Hearts on this one. Overall, an enjoyable read as well as a good maiden voyage on two new to me author's ships.
I'm not a crier. I don't like it. It makes me all splotchy and... it's just not pretty, so I avoid it at all costs. Leaving Flowers can be depressing at times with how grief stricken Aidan is. It was palpable, but I didn't cry. Then again, I'm kind of a hard ass so take that how you will.
Aidan and Paddy tell their story together with alternating POVs. If you aren't touched by Aidan in some way there is something bad wrong and you *may* need to have it checked out. He's devastated by the loss of his twin sister, Nadia. It's been 3 yrs since she died in childbirth and he can't seem to move forward. He spends countless hours at her grave and the GDP of a small country on flowers. He's working as a maintenance man at a high end apartment complex living in the equivalent of Harry Potter's room under the stairs and to add insult to injury, he's been taken advantage of by an aging, married, bored and wealthy cougar. Who took is virginity to boot! Did I find it odd that a, by all accounts, intelligent and attractive 27 yr old was still a virgin? Yes. Yes, I did. But he comes across very sheltered and maybe immature in certain ways so... maybe? I certainly empathized with him and his plight but I didn't love him as a character.
Paddy is an Irish ginger! He also works at the cemetery and did I mention he was an Irish ginger? With the accent and Guinness and freckles and blushing and he even plays the flute and sings! He also falls head over heels for Aidan in a blink. I'm sort of on the instalove fence, but at least Paddy owns it. I can respect that. He's good for Aidan, helps him face some hard truths and supports him when Aidan goes off half cocked which he does on a semi regular basis.
The story arch is engaging, a little predictable, but there's a reason clichéd storylines are clichéd because they work, they appeal. This appealed and I liked the secondary characters. The secondary storyline involving the aforementioned wealthy cougar got left open which I'm not sure what to make of other than it being anti-climatic.
Recommend to fans of feelz.
An ARC was provided in exchange for an honest review.
I'm not a crier. I don't like it. It makes me all splotchy and... it's just not pretty, so I avoid it at all costs. Leaving Flowers can be depressing at times with how grief stricken Aidan is. It was palpable, but I didn't cry. Then again, I'm kind of a hard ass so take that how you will.
Aidan and Paddy tell their story together with alternating POVs. If you aren't touched by Aidan in some way there is something bad wrong and you *may* need to have it checked out. He's devastated by the loss of his twin sister, Nadia. It's been 3 yrs since she died in childbirth and he can't seem to move forward. He spends countless hours at her grave and the GDP of a small country on flowers. He's working as a maintenance man at a high end apartment complex living in the equivalent of Harry Potter's room under the stairs and to add insult to injury, he's been taken advantage of by an aging, married, bored and wealthy cougar. Who took is virginity to boot! Did I find it odd that a, by all accounts, intelligent and attractive 27 yr old was still a virgin? Yes. Yes, I did. But he comes across very sheltered and maybe immature in certain ways so... maybe? I certainly empathized with him and his plight but I didn't love him as a character.
Paddy is an Irish ginger! He also works at the cemetery and did I mention he was an Irish ginger? With the accent and Guinness and freckles and blushing and he even plays the flute and sings! He also falls head over heels for Aidan in a blink. I'm sort of on the instalove fence, but at least Paddy owns it. I can respect that. He's good for Aidan, helps him face some hard truths and supports him when Aidan goes off half cocked which he does on a semi regular basis.
The story arch is engaging, a little predictable, but there's a reason clichéd storylines are clichéd because they work, they appeal. This appealed and I liked the secondary characters. The secondary storyline involving the aforementioned wealthy cougar got left open which I'm not sure what to make of other than it being anti-climatic.
Recommend to fans of feelz.
An ARC was provided in exchange for an honest review.
May 4, 2015
I married Raine O'Tierney when we were both one week out of high school, because I loved her passion, I loved her stories, and of course, for that promise of those sweet, sweet writing monies. While she's not yet got me set up well enough to quit my job, those other two bits are alive and well, and very present in this story.
I don't know Debbie McGowan much at all, and I've only read a couple of her stories, but from what I do know and what I have read, I can see why these lovely ladies write so well together.
Aidan spent his early years in the shadow of his twin sister, and even though she's died now, he can't quite seem to find his way to the light. Patrick is a quiet man who cares for the cemetery where Aidan's sister is buried.
He confused me at first, because it seemed like all that was in his head was Aidan and the cemetery. But then I understood. Patrick is a simple man, who enjoys simple pleasures.
Patrick's infatuation, and eventual love, for Aidan doesn't rise from the complications Aidan brings to his life (which are many), but in spite of them.
I don't like what I call 'pure' romances, so it's fortunate for me that this is not one of those. This is a story first, then a romance. This is a window into real life, not a fire escape out of it.
The decision by the authors to broach female-on-male rape was a brave one, and it fits the story and Aidan's character perfectly. His grief, his decision to accept Ashmore's invitation (seeking comfort and companionship), and the shame he feels after the fact--convinced by the voice of society speaking in his mind that *he* was the one in the wrong, that *he* should have done more than just say no... heartbreaking and true.
I don't know Debbie McGowan much at all, and I've only read a couple of her stories, but from what I do know and what I have read, I can see why these lovely ladies write so well together.
Aidan spent his early years in the shadow of his twin sister, and even though she's died now, he can't quite seem to find his way to the light. Patrick is a quiet man who cares for the cemetery where Aidan's sister is buried.
He confused me at first, because it seemed like all that was in his head was Aidan and the cemetery. But then I understood. Patrick is a simple man, who enjoys simple pleasures.
Patrick's infatuation, and eventual love, for Aidan doesn't rise from the complications Aidan brings to his life (which are many), but in spite of them.
I don't like what I call 'pure' romances, so it's fortunate for me that this is not one of those. This is a story first, then a romance. This is a window into real life, not a fire escape out of it.
The decision by the authors to broach female-on-male rape was a brave one, and it fits the story and Aidan's character perfectly. His grief, his decision to accept Ashmore's invitation (seeking comfort and companionship), and the shame he feels after the fact--convinced by the voice of society speaking in his mind that *he* was the one in the wrong, that *he* should have done more than just say no... heartbreaking and true.
July 20, 2015
This story tackles a heavy, but rarely thought of issue of female on male rape. It happens, more often than anyone would care to admit, and the shame that the victim feels is clearly reflected in our MC Aiden.
Aiden is cast adrift after the death of his twin sister. She was his protector, his other half, the outgoing one, and incidentally the one who pushed Aiden into a lot of his decisions. She was more than just his rock, and the loss of her in his life has Aiden struggling to get through his day. The only thing that defines his life is the absence of his sister, and his main source of strength is bringing flowers to her grave while tries to sort out his feeling by talking to her there.
Enter Patrick, who works at the graveyard as a groundskeeper. He sees the sadness rolling off Aiden in waves, and can't help but want to give the man some relief from his grieving. Patrick, the gentle ginger, is by no means simple. He's endearing, genuine, and utterly charming. He becomes a pillar of strength for Aiden that allows him to realize a way of life independent of his sister's shadow.
This romance was sweet. Very sweet. But then, I think Paddy is a very sweet man. Coupled with Aiden's naivety and immaturity, and it's full steam ahead for these two at times. But it's all a part of their growth together and in all honestly, Aiden was making up for lost time in some ways. He has an over eager, teen-like enthusiasm. Aiden may have been a 27 year old virgin, but once you get to know him, you see that he's never really had the chance to look for anyone, as his sister was so all encompassing. She was everything to him, and as a result of being so sheltered, it very believable that our Aiden is just that innocent.
The Authors have managed to balance Aiden's latching onto his sexuality and adulthood, and the slow gentle growing romantic relationship between Paddy and Aiden, very well. There is no race to the end, and no one big fix for Aiden's life; just the support and trust from those around him to help him finally take the reins of his own life.
I struggled writing this next part and I'm going to spoiler it as it's a plot point.
This is a beautiful and moving story about strength, family, and our characters ability to grow and find their own way with the help of others. (Because no one person can do it all on their own.) I completely adored Paddy and I think the general consensus is that you'll find it hard not to love him as well. With a perfect epilogue and excellent character development, this is a very unique and highly recommended read.
Aiden is cast adrift after the death of his twin sister. She was his protector, his other half, the outgoing one, and incidentally the one who pushed Aiden into a lot of his decisions. She was more than just his rock, and the loss of her in his life has Aiden struggling to get through his day. The only thing that defines his life is the absence of his sister, and his main source of strength is bringing flowers to her grave while tries to sort out his feeling by talking to her there.
Enter Patrick, who works at the graveyard as a groundskeeper. He sees the sadness rolling off Aiden in waves, and can't help but want to give the man some relief from his grieving. Patrick, the gentle ginger, is by no means simple. He's endearing, genuine, and utterly charming. He becomes a pillar of strength for Aiden that allows him to realize a way of life independent of his sister's shadow.
This romance was sweet. Very sweet. But then, I think Paddy is a very sweet man. Coupled with Aiden's naivety and immaturity, and it's full steam ahead for these two at times. But it's all a part of their growth together and in all honestly, Aiden was making up for lost time in some ways. He has an over eager, teen-like enthusiasm. Aiden may have been a 27 year old virgin, but once you get to know him, you see that he's never really had the chance to look for anyone, as his sister was so all encompassing. She was everything to him, and as a result of being so sheltered, it very believable that our Aiden is just that innocent.
The Authors have managed to balance Aiden's latching onto his sexuality and adulthood, and the slow gentle growing romantic relationship between Paddy and Aiden, very well. There is no race to the end, and no one big fix for Aiden's life; just the support and trust from those around him to help him finally take the reins of his own life.
I struggled writing this next part and I'm going to spoiler it as it's a plot point.
This is a beautiful and moving story about strength, family, and our characters ability to grow and find their own way with the help of others. (Because no one person can do it all on their own.) I completely adored Paddy and I think the general consensus is that you'll find it hard not to love him as well. With a perfect epilogue and excellent character development, this is a very unique and highly recommended read.
January 18, 2016
4.5 rounded up
I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review
Leaving flowers, written by Raine O'Tierney and Debbie McGowan, is a beautiful, drama filled book about two people who meet in a cemetery-- one is a man who's still grieving his twin sister, and the other man in the groundskeeper.
This book is full of feelz. Waves upon waves of feels. OCEANS of feelz.
Aidan Degas is still reeling, unable to cope and heal even after years have passed after his sister died in childbirth. On top of that, he's dealing with sleeping with a woman he didn't really want to sleep with. She took advantage of him and then paid him for it, and he feels absolutely wretched. His life is empty except for his job as the maintenance and odd jobs guy at a big apartment complex, and...
...he's just really sad.
Patrick (Paddy) Williams is leading a quiet, simple life. He's the caretaker of the cemetery, and he's content, taking care of the grounds, keeping them beautiful for the mourners who visit. He sees Aidan when he's visiting his sister's grave one day, and he's drawn to the desolate man who seems like he could use some cheering up.
What follows is a gentle (and very angsty) story about how Paddy and Aidan get together, and how Aidan comes to terms with all that's happened to him with Paddy's affection and his sister in law's support.
I'll admit it really got me in the feels though. Somewhere around page seventy, when Aidan started bawling, I kinda started bawling with him.
Except Aidan was in the arms of his wonderful (soon to be) boyfriend and I was in the toilet, getting snot everywhere and hoping no one heard me crying like my dog died. It was ugly.
But after that little sob-fest, things got lighter, and better. It might be slow paced for some, but it's wonderfully written, and completely engrossing. I loved Paddy-- he's got such a nice, comforting kinda vibe about him, and he's just perfect for Aidan.
And it's so bloody mushy (or mooshy, like Paddy says it :P)
I felt the lead up to the ending was somewhat ehh-eh but it wrapped up well!
The supporting characters are all amazing and I loved everyone, especially Aidan's sister in law, and his boss Jill. If there was one thing I hated, it was how easily the villain gets away because she is rich.
I think this book took some really heavy topics, like death, grief, and male sexual abuse perpetrated by women (which is just as bad as that perpetrated by men against women, but sadly doesn't have any sort of awareness supporting it, which is awful), and wove them together into a tale that was a moving, emotional, heavy and hopeful to read.
Definitely will read again.
I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review
Leaving flowers, written by Raine O'Tierney and Debbie McGowan, is a beautiful, drama filled book about two people who meet in a cemetery-- one is a man who's still grieving his twin sister, and the other man in the groundskeeper.
This book is full of feelz. Waves upon waves of feels. OCEANS of feelz.
Aidan Degas is still reeling, unable to cope and heal even after years have passed after his sister died in childbirth. On top of that, he's dealing with sleeping with a woman he didn't really want to sleep with. She took advantage of him and then paid him for it, and he feels absolutely wretched. His life is empty except for his job as the maintenance and odd jobs guy at a big apartment complex, and...
...he's just really sad.
Patrick (Paddy) Williams is leading a quiet, simple life. He's the caretaker of the cemetery, and he's content, taking care of the grounds, keeping them beautiful for the mourners who visit. He sees Aidan when he's visiting his sister's grave one day, and he's drawn to the desolate man who seems like he could use some cheering up.
What follows is a gentle (and very angsty) story about how Paddy and Aidan get together, and how Aidan comes to terms with all that's happened to him with Paddy's affection and his sister in law's support.
I'll admit it really got me in the feels though. Somewhere around page seventy, when Aidan started bawling, I kinda started bawling with him.
Except Aidan was in the arms of his wonderful (soon to be) boyfriend and I was in the toilet, getting snot everywhere and hoping no one heard me crying like my dog died. It was ugly.
But after that little sob-fest, things got lighter, and better. It might be slow paced for some, but it's wonderfully written, and completely engrossing. I loved Paddy-- he's got such a nice, comforting kinda vibe about him, and he's just perfect for Aidan.
And it's so bloody mushy (or mooshy, like Paddy says it :P)
I felt the lead up to the ending was somewhat ehh-eh but it wrapped up well!
The supporting characters are all amazing and I loved everyone, especially Aidan's sister in law, and his boss Jill. If there was one thing I hated, it was how easily the villain gets away because she is rich.
I think this book took some really heavy topics, like death, grief, and male sexual abuse perpetrated by women (which is just as bad as that perpetrated by men against women, but sadly doesn't have any sort of awareness supporting it, which is awful), and wove them together into a tale that was a moving, emotional, heavy and hopeful to read.
Definitely will read again.
February 16, 2017
Others have already described the book better than I ever could, so I won't go there.
What I would like to share however, is the effect this book has had on me. I have suffered from PTSD for years, and as a result I had become extremely emotionally detached, in a futile effort to protect myself.
Debbie McGowan's book 'Checking Him Out' caused the first big cracks to appear in my armour, but 'Leaving Flowers' blew it to smithereens and finally put me well on track of becoming human again, for which I can't thank the writers enough!
I loved it so much I read it three times in a row, which I have never done before...
What I would like to share however, is the effect this book has had on me. I have suffered from PTSD for years, and as a result I had become extremely emotionally detached, in a futile effort to protect myself.
Debbie McGowan's book 'Checking Him Out' caused the first big cracks to appear in my armour, but 'Leaving Flowers' blew it to smithereens and finally put me well on track of becoming human again, for which I can't thank the writers enough!
I loved it so much I read it three times in a row, which I have never done before...
September 18, 2017
4.5 stars for me!
Aiden Degas is a 27 year old who is barely living through his grief. He lost his twin sister 3 years earlier while she was delivering his niece, who also died. Formerly in medical school, he now works as a handyman in an exclusive apartment building, and lives in a tiny apartment below the stairs. It seems the only thing he does outside of work is visit his sister's grave.
Patrick Williams works as a grounds keeper at the small cemetery, and finds himself drawn to Aiden every time he sees him. Aiden finds himself drawn to Patrick as well, but doesnt know what to do about it. He finally asks Patrick out, but on a "friendship date", since he isnt sure how Patrick feels about him.
The love story between Patrick and Aiden is very sweet, Patrick is patient with Aiden who has not had experience with anyone. This story tackles some pretty heady stuff, including a male raped by a female, and lots of grief and guilt. I loved it. The only thing keeping it from a 5 for me was some of the setting in whatever city they lived in on the east coast. Parts of it felt inauthentic, more like it was a village in the UK than in the US. Those parts actually disconnected me from the story, unfortunately, but it's still a great read. Just be sure to have tissues handy.
Aiden Degas is a 27 year old who is barely living through his grief. He lost his twin sister 3 years earlier while she was delivering his niece, who also died. Formerly in medical school, he now works as a handyman in an exclusive apartment building, and lives in a tiny apartment below the stairs. It seems the only thing he does outside of work is visit his sister's grave.
Patrick Williams works as a grounds keeper at the small cemetery, and finds himself drawn to Aiden every time he sees him. Aiden finds himself drawn to Patrick as well, but doesnt know what to do about it. He finally asks Patrick out, but on a "friendship date", since he isnt sure how Patrick feels about him.
The love story between Patrick and Aiden is very sweet, Patrick is patient with Aiden who has not had experience with anyone. This story tackles some pretty heady stuff, including a male raped by a female, and lots of grief and guilt. I loved it. The only thing keeping it from a 5 for me was some of the setting in whatever city they lived in on the east coast. Parts of it felt inauthentic, more like it was a village in the UK than in the US. Those parts actually disconnected me from the story, unfortunately, but it's still a great read. Just be sure to have tissues handy.
August 10, 2016
As a fan of both authors from the moment I picked up each of their books, I was thrilled to see this collaboration. It delivered on every promise I've come to expect from these two fantastic writers.
When we meet Aidan, he's so lost in grief over his sister's death that he seems to be barely managing his life. Over the course of the story, it becomes obvious that this isn't strictly true. I appreciated the way Aidan isn't really painted as someone needing rescue so much as someone in need of trusting the people around him to draw out his real self.
Patrick, too, has a lot of growth through the story. He comes across at first as steady and sure of himself, but his friendship and then romance with Aidan reveals a lot hidden under the surface. He says it best when he realizes it's Aidan's own strength, and not Patrick's influence, that saves them both.
Readers should be aware that there are non-graphic discussions throughout regarding a sexual assault, and that carries over in a subplot for the entire novel. It's not descriptive in any sense, but it is something to be aware of.
I have to say, I wondered where the story was going when it seemed like some of the issues were resolved by the midpoint. However, the rest of the story made sense and was an excellent continuation of what was built in the first half. There are some wonderful surprises, including finding out unexpected things about the side characters.
My favorite part of this is how the characters all have things to cope with and discover about themselves and each other, but it never feels heavy or overdone. The whole thing has a beautiful, sweet gentleness with careful attention to the sensitive emotions of the characters.
September 29, 2015
Leaving Flowers sees us meet Aiden and Patrick, two unlikely to meet but lovely men, who cross paths in a cemetery. While Patrick works there, Aiden is lost in his years-long grief for his dead twin, and an unlikely attraction between the two sees the start of an incredible journey.
The character growth in this book is quite astounding. When we first meet Aiden, I couldn't help but dislike him. He seemed to be one of those kinds of people who just lets life beat them down and does nothing to try and get back up again. As the story progresses we learn that events of his past--and present--have more influence on him that you could at first realise, and that having Patrick's ever-loving presence and support (not to say that he panders to Aiden's every whim, though, which is nice. I like to see a character with a bit of backbone, and Patrick certainly has that) helps him come out of himself and learn that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
This novel is written with such warmth and grace that it's hard to believe it is a collaboration. The authors' voices mesh and meld in an absolutely seamless way that helps the novel to flow from beginning to end. This was one I certainly didn't want to end, and I certainly hope to hear more about this pair and their journey forward. I will be equally as excited to see what this pair of authors come up with together next!
The character growth in this book is quite astounding. When we first meet Aiden, I couldn't help but dislike him. He seemed to be one of those kinds of people who just lets life beat them down and does nothing to try and get back up again. As the story progresses we learn that events of his past--and present--have more influence on him that you could at first realise, and that having Patrick's ever-loving presence and support (not to say that he panders to Aiden's every whim, though, which is nice. I like to see a character with a bit of backbone, and Patrick certainly has that) helps him come out of himself and learn that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
This novel is written with such warmth and grace that it's hard to believe it is a collaboration. The authors' voices mesh and meld in an absolutely seamless way that helps the novel to flow from beginning to end. This was one I certainly didn't want to end, and I certainly hope to hear more about this pair and their journey forward. I will be equally as excited to see what this pair of authors come up with together next!
May 4, 2015
This was a book full of feels - heart-aching mourning, loss, in-decision, healing, discovery, acceptance and peace.
Aiden, struggling with the death of his twin sister during childbirth, is stuck in a downward spiral, locked in a time-warp of grief. Nadia was the extrovert, his advocate and protector and he was lost. Patrick is the groundsman at the cemetery where Nadia is buried and thus begins Aiden's journey to discovery, acceptance and finally, peace.
This story was like a gentle stroll through a meadow, there was no rush, not so much a slow-burn, but a pace that was easy and just flowed. It was a little melancholy in places, but overall, bright with hope and you couldn't help but smile at each of Aiden's accomplishments and next step on his journey. Some may find his behaviour a little annoying, after all, he was a man in his late 20's, but being the mother of twins, I so see his loss of his "other half" , especially as she was the dominant twin. Patrick, full of old Irish charm, banter and passion for this man...... did not take Nadia's role on, but was more like the rudder to his boat, steering him in the right direction and being the anchor when Aiden just needed to hold steady.
Overall, a sweet, warm and moving story. It finished on a HEA with an epilogue and left me with a contented sigh.
Aiden, struggling with the death of his twin sister during childbirth, is stuck in a downward spiral, locked in a time-warp of grief. Nadia was the extrovert, his advocate and protector and he was lost. Patrick is the groundsman at the cemetery where Nadia is buried and thus begins Aiden's journey to discovery, acceptance and finally, peace.
This story was like a gentle stroll through a meadow, there was no rush, not so much a slow-burn, but a pace that was easy and just flowed. It was a little melancholy in places, but overall, bright with hope and you couldn't help but smile at each of Aiden's accomplishments and next step on his journey. Some may find his behaviour a little annoying, after all, he was a man in his late 20's, but being the mother of twins, I so see his loss of his "other half" , especially as she was the dominant twin. Patrick, full of old Irish charm, banter and passion for this man...... did not take Nadia's role on, but was more like the rudder to his boat, steering him in the right direction and being the anchor when Aiden just needed to hold steady.
Overall, a sweet, warm and moving story. It finished on a HEA with an epilogue and left me with a contented sigh.
dnf
June 1, 2015Didn't work for me. DNF at 30%, no rating.
May 22, 2015
What a beautiful, heartbreaking, amazing love story. I cried though most of it. Enjoyed it!
May 11, 2015
Beautiful story about love and forgiveness. Understanding that sometimes life is hard but you can keep moving forward.
Love it !!
Love it !!
October 25, 2015
I really enjoyed this book, but have to admit that there were times I had tears in my eyes. The distress, grief and severe anxiety that Aidan suffered were brilliantly written, if painful to read and Paddy was excellent.i could imagine his green eyes twinkling so vividly, especially when he spoke in his native accent.
Aidan is grieving, has been grieving the loss of his twin sister for 3 years when he meets Patrick (Paddy) in the graveyard. Paddy is one of the men who work in the graveyard, tending the plants, digging and refilling graves, and in their way keeping a gentle eye on the mourners as they come and go through the gates of the cemetery. The men are immediately attracted to one another, but Aidan is inexperienced and Patrick knows the damaged young man should be handled carefully. The book tells not only of the growing relationship but of Aidan's battle to find himself through the grief that has dominated the past years and the rebuilding of other relationships with the people in his life. A beautiful story with a lovely HEA.
Aidan is grieving, has been grieving the loss of his twin sister for 3 years when he meets Patrick (Paddy) in the graveyard. Paddy is one of the men who work in the graveyard, tending the plants, digging and refilling graves, and in their way keeping a gentle eye on the mourners as they come and go through the gates of the cemetery. The men are immediately attracted to one another, but Aidan is inexperienced and Patrick knows the damaged young man should be handled carefully. The book tells not only of the growing relationship but of Aidan's battle to find himself through the grief that has dominated the past years and the rebuilding of other relationships with the people in his life. A beautiful story with a lovely HEA.
May 4, 2015
It had good parts but it was mostly too boring for me. The mourning was sad and honestly the best part of he book. The relationship between our MCs was a bit lacking and too sweet. Too much "my love".......
June 18, 2015
This is such a beautiful story of heart wrenching loss, growth, forgiveness and letting go. Patrick was such a sweet gut and exactly who and what Aidan needs in his life. The love story is slow to build but worth every page! Beautiful!
June 8, 2015
A beautiful bitter sweet romance.
May 10, 2015
FiveStars
As a fan of both authors from the moment I picked up each of their books, I was thrilled to see this collaboration. It delivered on every promise I've come to expect from these two fantastic writers.
When we meet Aidan, he's so lost in grief over his sister's death that he seems to be barely managing his life. Over the course of the story, it becomes obvious that this isn't strictly true. I appreciated the way Aidan isn't really painted as someone needing rescue so much as someone in need of trusting the people around him to draw out his real self.
Patrick, too, has a lot of growth through the story. He comes across at first as steady and sure of himself, but his friendship and then romance with Aidan reveals a lot hidden under the surface. He says it best when he realizes it's Aidan's own strength, and not Patrick's influence, that saves them both.
Readers should be aware that there are non-graphic discussions throughout regarding a sexual assault, and that carries over in a subplot for the entire novel. It's not descriptive in any sense, but it is something to be aware of.
I have to say, I wondered where the story was going when it seemed like some of the issues were resolved by the midpoint. However, the rest of the story made sense and was an excellent continuation of what was built in the first half. There are some wonderful surprises, including finding out unexpected things about the side characters.
My favorite part of this is how the characters all have things to cope with and discover about themselves and each other, but it never feels heavy or overdone. The whole thing has a beautiful, sweet gentleness with careful attention to the sensitive emotions of the characters.
I was given this in return for an honest review by Inked Rainbow Reads.
~Amy
fourstars
This is well written and an easy read. Its the book you can put down, but cant wait to pick back up!
Leaving flowers took me from tears to laughing a number of times. I love how well described the feelings and emotions are. Its easy to feel them through the book.
I feel that Adians connection to his twin was so strong he had all but given up on life so consumed in his grief. Patrick has a heart of gold and jumps in to help even thou he knows nothing about the situation and when they fall in love its absolutely beautiful. I love that its not perfect they are a real couple with real problems.
I like however it focuses on just how serious depression is without coming out and saying it.
I was given this in return for an honest review by Inked Rainbow Reads.
Amber
As a fan of both authors from the moment I picked up each of their books, I was thrilled to see this collaboration. It delivered on every promise I've come to expect from these two fantastic writers.
When we meet Aidan, he's so lost in grief over his sister's death that he seems to be barely managing his life. Over the course of the story, it becomes obvious that this isn't strictly true. I appreciated the way Aidan isn't really painted as someone needing rescue so much as someone in need of trusting the people around him to draw out his real self.
Patrick, too, has a lot of growth through the story. He comes across at first as steady and sure of himself, but his friendship and then romance with Aidan reveals a lot hidden under the surface. He says it best when he realizes it's Aidan's own strength, and not Patrick's influence, that saves them both.
Readers should be aware that there are non-graphic discussions throughout regarding a sexual assault, and that carries over in a subplot for the entire novel. It's not descriptive in any sense, but it is something to be aware of.
I have to say, I wondered where the story was going when it seemed like some of the issues were resolved by the midpoint. However, the rest of the story made sense and was an excellent continuation of what was built in the first half. There are some wonderful surprises, including finding out unexpected things about the side characters.
My favorite part of this is how the characters all have things to cope with and discover about themselves and each other, but it never feels heavy or overdone. The whole thing has a beautiful, sweet gentleness with careful attention to the sensitive emotions of the characters.
I was given this in return for an honest review by Inked Rainbow Reads.
~Amy
fourstars
This is well written and an easy read. Its the book you can put down, but cant wait to pick back up!
Leaving flowers took me from tears to laughing a number of times. I love how well described the feelings and emotions are. Its easy to feel them through the book.
I feel that Adians connection to his twin was so strong he had all but given up on life so consumed in his grief. Patrick has a heart of gold and jumps in to help even thou he knows nothing about the situation and when they fall in love its absolutely beautiful. I love that its not perfect they are a real couple with real problems.
I like however it focuses on just how serious depression is without coming out and saying it.
I was given this in return for an honest review by Inked Rainbow Reads.
Amber
May 5, 2015
“Leaving Flowers” is a bittersweet and moving story, a snapshot of life. With Patrick and Aiden, while I do see some of the traits I’ve seen in other MCs of these two authors, this is neither the sweet romance I’m used to from Raine O’Tierney nor the quirky/funny love story I associate with Debbie McGowan.
This is the tale of a broken young man and the steps he takes to put himself back together, and the courage and love he finds in the unlikeliest of places. Aiden for me was walking sadness. My heart broke for him, every word he spoke, and his every thought. Patrick succeeded where others failed. He brought a very welcome shining light into that darkness, that light at the end of the very long tunnel, a much needed balance to Aiden’s despair, loneliness and anger.
Slow paced and thorough, this is not your normal m/m romance. This is no racy affair, no wild and crazy sex. This is just a story of loss and love, in that order. There are very difficult and courageous subjects tackled here, and realistic portrayals of such. Be warned, this is no easy read. It is however, strong, with multifaceted characters that have a lot of healing to do and a lot of love to give. While I did enjoy the book, for me this was a little bit too sad and a little bit too sweet, and while my heart hurt for Aiden, I found myself needing a little more lightness.
Well written and different from just about any story I’ve read thus far, “Leaving Flowers” brings forth the emotion with two characters that will tug at your heartstrings, and yes, a happy ending for Aiden and Patrick, much to the joy of this reader.
** I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review through www.mmgoodbookreviews.wordpress.com **
This is the tale of a broken young man and the steps he takes to put himself back together, and the courage and love he finds in the unlikeliest of places. Aiden for me was walking sadness. My heart broke for him, every word he spoke, and his every thought. Patrick succeeded where others failed. He brought a very welcome shining light into that darkness, that light at the end of the very long tunnel, a much needed balance to Aiden’s despair, loneliness and anger.
Slow paced and thorough, this is not your normal m/m romance. This is no racy affair, no wild and crazy sex. This is just a story of loss and love, in that order. There are very difficult and courageous subjects tackled here, and realistic portrayals of such. Be warned, this is no easy read. It is however, strong, with multifaceted characters that have a lot of healing to do and a lot of love to give. While I did enjoy the book, for me this was a little bit too sad and a little bit too sweet, and while my heart hurt for Aiden, I found myself needing a little more lightness.
Well written and different from just about any story I’ve read thus far, “Leaving Flowers” brings forth the emotion with two characters that will tug at your heartstrings, and yes, a happy ending for Aiden and Patrick, much to the joy of this reader.
** I received a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review through www.mmgoodbookreviews.wordpress.com **
May 4, 2015
This was a lovely, gentle, unassuming m/m romance that left me feeling content at the end.
Aiden is still struggling to cope after the death of his twin, Nadia three years ago. Nadia was the outgoing and sassy of the twins whereas Aiden was the more demure and insecure. Her death has left him feeling lost and with no one to guide him anymore. He visits her grave nearly every day, taking her fresh flowers and talking his troubles over with her at the graveside. He is having a difficult time at work and doesn’t know where to turn to for help. Then he meets the groundskeeper, Patrick who he instantly finds an affinity with.
This was a slow but flowing read that was a pleasant and nice romance. Aiden was a bit of a surprise by how he acted, being that he is a man in his late twenties. He seemed very immature and I would have liked to have known more about his background how he had been in his youth. It appeared, reading between the lines that he had lived in his twins’ shadow though.
Patrick was a lovely Irish fellow, with plenty of charm and warmth. He was the stronger of the pairing even though he was younger than Aiden. In a way he had become the one to take over from Nadia in being Aiden’s now support.
In some parts this was a little too gentle for my own personal taste as I prefer my m/m romance to be a little more dramatic. But none the less it was an engaging and sweet story about bonds of love and trust and finding new strengths from loss. Three and a half stars.
Aiden is still struggling to cope after the death of his twin, Nadia three years ago. Nadia was the outgoing and sassy of the twins whereas Aiden was the more demure and insecure. Her death has left him feeling lost and with no one to guide him anymore. He visits her grave nearly every day, taking her fresh flowers and talking his troubles over with her at the graveside. He is having a difficult time at work and doesn’t know where to turn to for help. Then he meets the groundskeeper, Patrick who he instantly finds an affinity with.
This was a slow but flowing read that was a pleasant and nice romance. Aiden was a bit of a surprise by how he acted, being that he is a man in his late twenties. He seemed very immature and I would have liked to have known more about his background how he had been in his youth. It appeared, reading between the lines that he had lived in his twins’ shadow though.
Patrick was a lovely Irish fellow, with plenty of charm and warmth. He was the stronger of the pairing even though he was younger than Aiden. In a way he had become the one to take over from Nadia in being Aiden’s now support.
In some parts this was a little too gentle for my own personal taste as I prefer my m/m romance to be a little more dramatic. But none the less it was an engaging and sweet story about bonds of love and trust and finding new strengths from loss. Three and a half stars.
September 14, 2015
This book was so hard to read with what happened to Aiden and everything he went through.
There is something that happened to Aiden that honestly does not get brought up a lot and it should. Because it does not only happen to woman, it happens to men too and you rarely ever hear about it.
So here is a warning, some parts of this book may be hard for some to read I know it was hard for me to read..
This is a story about Aiden's pain from losing someone he loved his twin sister and the pain of him being assaulted by a woman at his job.
Patrick I really liked his character and how much he was there for Aiden through everything he was working through.
I thought they made such a good couple and you could really feel the love between the two of them.
Yes there were very hard parts for me to read in this book and I did cry on these parts but they way everything worked out for Aiden was really beautiful and it left me with the feeling of being very happy for him.
All together I really liked this book!
I would recommend this book!
I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Inked Rainbow Reads.
There is something that happened to Aiden that honestly does not get brought up a lot and it should. Because it does not only happen to woman, it happens to men too and you rarely ever hear about it.
So here is a warning, some parts of this book may be hard for some to read I know it was hard for me to read..
This is a story about Aiden's pain from losing someone he loved his twin sister and the pain of him being assaulted by a woman at his job.
Patrick I really liked his character and how much he was there for Aiden through everything he was working through.
I thought they made such a good couple and you could really feel the love between the two of them.
Yes there were very hard parts for me to read in this book and I did cry on these parts but they way everything worked out for Aiden was really beautiful and it left me with the feeling of being very happy for him.
All together I really liked this book!
I would recommend this book!
I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Inked Rainbow Reads.
May 20, 2015
Original review on Molly Lolly
Five stars!
This book! Oh my gosh this book is amazing. Aidan is such a beautiful man, but he’s broken and needs help being put back together. Patrick is an amazing man and shows Aidan he doesn’t need someone to make him strong. He’s strong all on his own. I cried so hard through some parts of the book. Laughed out loud at others. There is so much emption in this story. I loved how the side characters all fit together into a wonderful family. The ending is so beautiful as well. I want to see more of these characters. They touched me deeply and I don’t want to let them go.
Five stars!
This book! Oh my gosh this book is amazing. Aidan is such a beautiful man, but he’s broken and needs help being put back together. Patrick is an amazing man and shows Aidan he doesn’t need someone to make him strong. He’s strong all on his own. I cried so hard through some parts of the book. Laughed out loud at others. There is so much emption in this story. I loved how the side characters all fit together into a wonderful family. The ending is so beautiful as well. I want to see more of these characters. They touched me deeply and I don’t want to let them go.
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May 5, 2015DNF at 40%, had problems connecting with the characters.
December 15, 2015
Leaving Flowers by Debbie McGowan & Raine O’Tierney: http://reviews-and-ramblings.dreamwid... 2015 Rainbow Awards Honorable Mention (5* from at least 1 judge)
February 4, 2020
Sweet read. 3.5 stars
July 4, 2021
Attention to detail was wondrous.
January 18, 2016
I don’t know why I didn’t like this story more. The main characters – Patrick & Aidan – were likeable, the story is full of angst – which is something I love – at the same time there were parts that were really sweet, a perfect combination. The story flows and the plot is a good one. So what went wrong?
I was never able to completely connect to Aidan or Patrick even though their characters are likeable. The little I knew of Aidan’s life is sad and depressing and it should have ripped my heart out but it didn’t nor did reading about it ever make me cry and I’m a big crier. Patrick is the perfect boyfriend, something I don’t often see in m/m stories, usually both men have something they have to deal with but Patrick didn’t have anything, I did like that a lot I thought it was refreshing.
Patrick and Aidan’s relationship felt a bit rushed and I wish it was more of a slow burn especially because the relationship and everything it entails is a first for Aidan. Aidan also has some heavy issues he needed to deal with I don’t know if jumping into a serious relationship with Patrick so quickly would have been something he would do. In my opinion it’s out of character for someone with so many personal issues.
This is a good story and I did like it, it’s far from being something I wouldn’t recommend but sadly it didn’t blow me away. I am looking forward to reading the next book in this series.
I was never able to completely connect to Aidan or Patrick even though their characters are likeable. The little I knew of Aidan’s life is sad and depressing and it should have ripped my heart out but it didn’t nor did reading about it ever make me cry and I’m a big crier. Patrick is the perfect boyfriend, something I don’t often see in m/m stories, usually both men have something they have to deal with but Patrick didn’t have anything, I did like that a lot I thought it was refreshing.
Patrick and Aidan’s relationship felt a bit rushed and I wish it was more of a slow burn especially because the relationship and everything it entails is a first for Aidan. Aidan also has some heavy issues he needed to deal with I don’t know if jumping into a serious relationship with Patrick so quickly would have been something he would do. In my opinion it’s out of character for someone with so many personal issues.
This is a good story and I did like it, it’s far from being something I wouldn’t recommend but sadly it didn’t blow me away. I am looking forward to reading the next book in this series.
November 22, 2015
Glad I didn't DNF it.
This ended up being quite a lovely story. It was about loss and sorrow, and realizing you don't forget, even when you decide to move forward. It also tackled the rarely acknowledged subject of female on male rape. It was handled very well in this story and showed the way that men have been programmed to think by our culture. Patrick and Aiden's love story was quite nice and Patrick was shown as very supportive and wise.
The things I didn't like included the rapid progression of Patrick and Aiden's relationship from first meeting to the I love you's. I had a very hard time imagining Aiden as a 27 year old virgin, with no understanding of his sexuality, accepting the realization so easily. He had 4 years of college and at least some time in med school as well as holding a job for 3 years. Okay, I'll buy the 3 years years of mourning, since she was his twin and the last of his family. But the characterization made him seem closer to 21 maybe, not 27. The story also moved very slowly for me. It was depressing and often maudlin, with a large helping of angst. I may read Patrick's brother Seamus story, which is the next book. I hope it's not this bleak.
This ended up being quite a lovely story. It was about loss and sorrow, and realizing you don't forget, even when you decide to move forward. It also tackled the rarely acknowledged subject of female on male rape. It was handled very well in this story and showed the way that men have been programmed to think by our culture. Patrick and Aiden's love story was quite nice and Patrick was shown as very supportive and wise.
The things I didn't like included the rapid progression of Patrick and Aiden's relationship from first meeting to the I love you's. I had a very hard time imagining Aiden as a 27 year old virgin, with no understanding of his sexuality, accepting the realization so easily. He had 4 years of college and at least some time in med school as well as holding a job for 3 years. Okay, I'll buy the 3 years years of mourning, since she was his twin and the last of his family. But the characterization made him seem closer to 21 maybe, not 27. The story also moved very slowly for me. It was depressing and often maudlin, with a large helping of angst. I may read Patrick's brother Seamus story, which is the next book. I hope it's not this bleak.
May 11, 2015
**copy provided by author/publisher via Pride Promotions in exchange for an honest review*
I LOVED Patrick, but if I'm honest I didn't connect with Aidan. He kind of got on my nerves and I found him annoying. I loved Patrick's parts of the story so much more.
The relationship moved WAY too fast. It practically moved at warp speed. I would have loved the main characters to get to know one another better. I would have loved things to move a little slower, and more naturally.
It was too sugary sweet at times and because it moved so fast, practically love at first sight, it wasn't as believable. I'll be honest and say I found myself wanting to skim in places, the story just didn't hold my attention.
The characters had a good chemistry and I felt the love that Patrick felt for Aidan, but to me Aidan's love wasn't always as clear.
**Spoiler Alert**
I felt there were unresolved issues, one in particular. WHY didn't they throw out Mrs. Ashworthe? Evict her!!!! WTF?!?!?!
March 31, 2017
3.5*
I liked it, I could understand some of Aiden's relectance to let go of Nadia but I did want to shout at him to grow up too!
I enjoyed Paddy's exuberance and his need to help Aiden. Mostly he got it right but didn't give up when it went wrong. I think his endearments were OK as probably cultural.
I found the writing pacy and engaging and kept me invested in the story when at times I found the plot to be a bit loose.
I liked Lily and Arthur as secondary characters, and wanted to know more about Ms A being prosecuted.
I liked it, I could understand some of Aiden's relectance to let go of Nadia but I did want to shout at him to grow up too!
I enjoyed Paddy's exuberance and his need to help Aiden. Mostly he got it right but didn't give up when it went wrong. I think his endearments were OK as probably cultural.
I found the writing pacy and engaging and kept me invested in the story when at times I found the plot to be a bit loose.
I liked Lily and Arthur as secondary characters, and wanted to know more about Ms A being prosecuted.
September 28, 2015
~I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Inked Rainbow Reads Review Team~
3 stars for this M/M
This book touched on two sensitive subjects. I am not sure why but this book just didn’t do anything for me. I was bored at times and would end up skimming some pages. Then other times I was into the book and right there in the moment. It seemed to me that when it was Patrick talking I was there, but when it was Aidan’s POV I checked out. I am not sure if each writer took over a character or what but it just didn’t work for me. I did enjoy Seamus and Lilly’s characters though.
3 stars for this M/M
This book touched on two sensitive subjects. I am not sure why but this book just didn’t do anything for me. I was bored at times and would end up skimming some pages. Then other times I was into the book and right there in the moment. It seemed to me that when it was Patrick talking I was there, but when it was Aidan’s POV I checked out. I am not sure if each writer took over a character or what but it just didn’t work for me. I did enjoy Seamus and Lilly’s characters though.
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