Rowan I’ve imagined kissing Violet Larkin more times than I’ll ever admit. Back when we were eighteen and too scared to risk what we had. Back when she’d fall asleep on my shoulder and I’d stare at her mouth, wondering if she wanted me too.
Loving Violet was easy. Believing I was worthy of her was the hard part. So I enlisted and left Lily Ridge before I could ask her to wait for me.
Now I’m back, but one look at the woman in front of me, at the hurt in her eyes, and I know—leaving was the biggest mistake of my life.
I just don’t know if I deserve the chance to make it right.
Violet Rowan Wolfe left without a word. We were never together. He never promised me anything.
It still broke me.
We were a thousand almosts but never brave enough to make it real.
Six years later, Rowan's back in Lily Ridge with calloused hands and guarded eyes. And when he looks at me, everything we left unfinished comes rushing back.
The boy I loved in silence now stands in front of me as a man, and my heart never learned how to let him go.
But what if loving him now only means losing him again?
This is Book 1 in the Lily Ridge Series. Every couple gets their own standalone story with a HEA!
Alexandra Ayres writes emotional, unfiltered romance centered on complex characters and atmospheric small town worlds. Her stories deliver longing, heat, and heartfelt connections that linger long after the final page. She lives in the Bluegrass State with her husband and two kids, fueled by a steady lineup of iced coffee that keeps the words flowing.
"Almost Yours" by Alexandra Ayres is not my favorite romance novel. It's not bad, and I am sure many readers will like this one, but I have quite a bit to say about it, stuff that rubbed me the wrong way and impacted my reading experience. The beginning of the book starts well enough, but I think the main characters, Violet (FMC) and Rowan (MMC), get together way, *way* too soon in the story, within the first 25-ish% of the book. This leads to a lot of repeated conversations and situations between them for the rest of the story. There were several times when I wanted to skim through multiple chapters because it was obvious that not much would change if I did, but I didn't skip (I never skip, but maybe I should have DNF'ed?). This, I think, makes the book feel much longer than it really is. It also means the tension and yearning between Rowan and Violet is, well, *not* non-existent, but much more muted than it could/should have been. I also absolutely hated Rowan's rationale for leaving again. After over six years apart, Rowan returns to Lily Ridge and wants to win Violet's heart again, to prove he's worthy of her now, that he always loved her. He promises her that he won't ever leave her again, and once they finally say "I love you" and sort everything out about being together for real, HE LEAVES HER AGAIN FOR A NEW JOB!!!!! His excuse is that he wants to prove he can provide for her by leaving and coming back and not running away, that he will put down roots and come back to them. I was sitting here like........................... pardon????? You're making decisions for yourself, sure, but you're also part of a VERY NEW COUPLE with a woman who clearly has trust/confidence issues when it comes to you! What a dumb reason to leave!! Also, Violet can't ever ask for anything on her own and never expresses anything to Rowan! She's quite meek, honestly. Rowan also constantly keeps things from Violet after promising transparency. This all made me so angry, and it honestly made me hate him a little. You're not being a good partner if you're making decisions for both of you without consulting your other half. You're not being a partner if you're lying by omission. All of this made for a "meh" reading experience. As I mentioned, the book starts out great! I liked the back and forth explaining how Rowan left the first time, how she felt in the interim, etc. There are a few very sweet moments between the two of them, and even with my anger towards Rowan, I admit, I did still swoon here and there. There is A LOT of spice in this book. If you read my reviews, you'll know I am all spice, all the way, but Violet goes from being a v1rg1n to being absolutely fine with the stuff Rowan is into very, VERY quickly. It just felt a little unnatural. I cannot wait to get a book about Whitley; she was the much more intriguing female character in my opinion!
Thank you to Alexandra Ayres and House of Hearts Lit. for the complimentary ARC of this book. All opinions are my own. I was not compensated for this review.
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This is a sweet small town romance with some tender moments and sweet declarations. My favorite part of this book is the communication and knowing your own mind. Stand up for what you want and voice your needs. Also never underestimate a well-timed gift lol. Annnnd Peach Rings are an elite comfort snack 😂 I am really looking forward to Whitley’s story too!
However, there were a couple parts of this book that didn’t quite work for me. They were obsessed with each other as teens but we don’t get much of their back story and jump into them being all into each other too fast in the present. We get too much repetition that doesn’t move them forward as a couple. I wanted more tension, angst, and building up to loving each other as they are now. I love spice in books, and I loved Rowan’s dirty talk, but Violet is a virgin and her almost immediately being into all the things he is into didn’t make sense to me. I wanted them to explore their sexuality together, try different kinks out, and figure out what she really wants.
With that said, this is a spicy sweet story with some great animal additions. Shout out to Echo and Bramble! There are some decisions that the characters make that annoyed me, but there is a focus on communication and standing up for yourself that I really enjoyed.
Thank you to House of Hearts and Alexandra Ayres for the arc. All opinions are voluntary and my own.
I live for finding fictional boyfriends and Rowan Wolfe is just that man. Remembering her love for peach rings? I mean come on. Sign me up.
I lovedddd this one. I took my sweet ass time reading it too.
The yearning did it for me. The second chance? Beautifully done. The angst and tension? I FELT IT ALLLLLL.
I really liked Rowan throughout the book; he did show some tremendous growth and I supported all of his flaws and mistakes getting to that said growth.
Violet, such a sweet girl. She was tender and caring and I was totally 100 percent rooting her from start to finish.
Whitley stole the show though, I can’t wait to read her book!
The emotion was so well done. I could really feel it through the pages.
You’ve got a huge fan from me now, and I can’t say thank you & House of hearts enough for the arc!
There are some romances that begin with two strangers meeting for the first time.
Then there are stories like Almost Yours, where two people have loved each other for years but never found the courage—or the right time—to turn "almost" into forever.
This book completely stole my heart.
From the very first chapter, Alexandra Ayres pulled me into Lily Ridge and introduced me to characters that felt so genuine, flawed, and incredibly easy to care about. Before I knew it, I wasn't just reading about Rowan and Violet—I was emotionally invested in every awkward conversation, every lingering glance, every painful memory, and every tiny step they took toward finding each other again.
One of the things I loved most about this story was Violet.
She is such a sweetheart, and I absolutely adored her. Working as a veterinary assistant suited her personality perfectly because she has such a gentle, caring soul. The way Rowan describes her, with her long wavy blonde hair and green eyes, immediately painted this beautiful, almost fairy-tale image in my mind. She genuinely gave me princess vibes—not because she needed rescuing, but because she carried herself with kindness, compassion, and quiet strength.
One scene that stayed with me was when Rowan brought an injured dog to the clinic. The way he looked at Violet, almost believing she could magically heal anything, completely melted my heart. It wasn't just about the dog. It was the way he saw her. Even after six years apart, he still looked at her with so much admiration that it was impossible not to swoon.
Now... let's talk about Rowan.
Because this man frustrated me.
A lot.
I was genuinely angry with him for leaving Violet the way he did. Watching her spend years trying to convince herself she'd moved on, only for every buried emotion to come rushing back the second she saw him again, completely broke my heart. As a reader, I wanted to shake him and ask, "Do you have any idea what you put this poor girl through?"
But as the story unfolded, my feelings toward him slowly changed.
Learning about his childhood and the environment he grew up in helped me understand why he made the choices he did. It didn't excuse the hurt he caused, but it explained the deep-rooted belief that he wasn't good enough for Violet. Rowan wasn't running away because he stopped loving her—he ran because he convinced himself she deserved a better life than the one he believed he could offer.
Honestly, that's what made this story so emotional for me.
It wasn't a lack of love that separated them.
It was fear.
Fear of not being enough.
Fear of losing each other.
Fear of making the wrong choice.
Those emotions felt incredibly real throughout the entire novel.
I loved seeing Rowan slowly realize that loving someone also means trusting them to choose you. Watching him fight—not just for Violet's forgiveness, but to become the man he believed she deserved—made his character growth so rewarding.
One of my favorite parts of the book was all the little moments between them.
The stolen glances.
The quiet smiles.
The gentle touches.
The way Rowan looked at Violet like she was the only person in the room.
And then came the arcade date.
I don't think I'll ever stop smiling when I think about that chapter.
The fact that Rowan wanted a complete do-over because he wanted every first with Violet again was honestly one of the sweetest things I've ever read. He didn't want to pretend the past hadn't happened—he wanted to create new memories, new firsts, and a future they could both look back on without regret.
It was incredibly romantic.
I also appreciated that this book wasn't afraid to explore complicated family relationships.
Reading the scenes with Violet's father made me so frustrated. Seeing someone constantly make Rowan question whether he was worthy of Violet, while barely giving his own daughter the love and support she deserved, was heartbreaking. Thankfully, Violet's siblings helped balance those moments, and I loved seeing them quietly stand beside her when she needed it most.
The friendships in this book were another highlight.
Whitley absolutely stole every scene she was in. The banter between her and Violet felt effortless and genuine, reminding me of the kind of friendships everyone deserves. I especially loved the little moments between Whitley and Beau. Watching Beau become completely flustered every time she teased him had me smiling, and I already know I'm going to be first in line to read their story.
The chemistry between Rowan and Violet was beautiful from beginning to end.
Their emotional connection was always the strongest part of the story, but when the spice arrived... wow. 🔥 I'd personally rate it around 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️ (7/10)—passionate, well-written, and fitting naturally into the relationship they had spent years rebuilding.
What I loved most, though, was watching Rowan finally stop planning a future that kept taking him away from Violet. There was a moment where he considered another long contract because he still believed it was the best thing for them financially, but even then, he couldn't ignore how much he hated the idea of leaving her again. Watching him realize that the future he truly wanted wasn't somewhere else—it was right there in Lily Ridge with Violet—was one of the most satisfying parts of the entire book.
By the time I reached the happily ever after, I was smiling from ear to ear.
It felt earned.
It felt hopeful.
Most importantly, it felt like two people who had finally stopped letting fear write their story.
If you love: 🤍 Friends-to-lovers 🌼 Second-chance romance 🐶 Vet assistant heroine 🏡 Small-town romance 🥹 Mutual yearning ❤️ Emotional healing 🎮 Adorable first dates ✨ "I'd choose you all over again" energy 🌶️ A romance with plenty of chemistry
...then Almost Yours absolutely deserves a place on your TBR.
Alexandra Ayres has given us a beautiful start to the Lily Ridge series, and after meeting Whitley, Beau, and the rest of this wonderful cast, I already know I'll be coming back.
Some love stories are about finding the right person.
Rowan and Violet's story is about finally finding the courage to hold on to the person who was always meant to be yours. 🤍🌼
ARC Review 📚✨ Thank you to Alexandra Ayres and House of Hearts for the ARC. As always, this review reflects my honest opinion.
I have a lot of thoughts about this one, so buckle up. 😂
Almost Yours is a sweet, emotional, second-chance-ish romance about two people who've loved each other for years but have to figure out if love alone is enough.
Violet has loved Rowan since she was a little girl. She's the sweet, small-town girl from the "right" side of town, while Rowan grew up in a trailer park, always feeling like he wasn't good enough for her. The heartbreaking part? Rowan loved her just as much.
He just never believed he deserved her.
Instead of admitting his feelings, he kept Violet close enough to remain his best friend while simultaneously pushing her away. He kept her close, and they confided in one another, but he flirted with other girls in front of her. It was his way of protecting her, or so he thought. Then joins the Marines, and leaves town without so much as a goodbye, and was gone for six years, and during that time they do not have contact.
Ouch.
When Rowan returns home, Violet has done her best to move on. She's working as a vet tech, trying to build a life without him...until he walks into her clinic carrying a dog he rescued.
Cue all the unresolved feelings.
One thing I really appreciated was that Rowan wasn't pushy. Persistent? Absolutely. But he respected Violet's boundaries and understood that earning her trust wasn't going to happen overnight. He put in the work, and I loved that their relationship developed emotionally before becoming physical. They actually dated. They talked. They built something before jumping into bed, which is something I wish we saw more often.
Now for the part that made this a mixed read for me...
If you've read my reviews before, you know the "reformed playboy" trope is probably my biggest romance struggles. 😂
This isn't a criticism of the author—it's simply a trope I struggle with.
I have a hard time reconciling a hero who insists he's always loved one woman while also sleeping with countless others over the years. I know the common explanation is that those relationships meant nothing, but emotionally, that reasoning has never worked for me.
Instead of making the romance feel bigger, it often cheapens the intimacy for me. That's entirely a personal preference, and if this trope doesn't bother you, it likely won't affect your enjoyment of the book at all. For me, though, it was difficult.
I wanted to fully believe Rowan when he said Violet had always been the one, but I kept getting hung up on the fact that while he was supposedly thinking about her, he was also sleeping with other women. That's simply not something I can separate as a reader. Why do authors try to convince us that men who claim to love a woman but sleep around are a prize because they have FINALLY emotionally matured to settle down? I don't understand the continuous retelling of the same BS: He has slept with a ton of women, but has always loved you. Or he's been with everyone, flings, countless ONS, but suddenly you're different. It excuses their behavior while also trying to lead women to believe they are somehow the lucky one because they tamed the man. Ugh. Gross.
Another struggle came later in the story.
Rowan knows Violet's deepest fear is that he'll leave again...and then he accepts another security job that takes him away for weeks. I understood why he did it. He wanted to prove he could provide for her and build the life he thought she deserved.
The problem? Violet never wanted or needed him to prove himself. She just wanted him. He was already good enough for her.
That realization becomes the heart of Rowan's character growth, and I actually thought it was one of the strongest parts of the book. Once he realizes he's so focused on becoming "worthy" that he's recreating the very abandonment Violet fears most, everything finally clicks.
I just wish it had happened a little sooner.
Things I loved: ❤️ Rowan's patience with Violet. He let her set the pace. ❤️ The slow emotional build before intimacy. ❤️ The adorable dog. ❤️ Rowan willingly earns back the trust of Violet and her father. ❤️ The many little moments that had me bookmarking pages because they were just...sweet.
One small thing that didn't quite work for me involved their intimate scenes.
Overall, I thought they were incredibly well written. Rowan was patient, attentive, and made Violet feel safe.
My only hiccup was when he quickly introduced some of his rougher preferences. There's absolutely nothing wrong with that. For me, though, because Violet was a virgin and Rowan had significantly more experience, those comments unintentionally reminded me of all the women who came before her—which pulled me out of the moment instead of drawing me in.
Again, that's a personal preference more than a criticism of the writing.
Overall, I really did enjoy this book.
Even with my issues, I found myself highlighting conversations, smiling at the banter, and rooting for Rowan and Violet to figure things out. Alexandra Ayres created two characters who genuinely loved each other, even when they made frustrating choices, and I believed in their happily ever after by the end.
If you enjoy: 💛 Small-town romance 💛 Childhood best friends 💛 Second-chance-ish love 💛 A protective hero trying to earn redemption 💛 Slow emotional burn before physical intimacy
...then I absolutely think this is worth picking up.
My preferences kept this from being a perfect read, but I know they'll be complete non-issues for many readers. There was far more to love here than there was to criticize, and I'm glad I had the opportunity to read it.
Thanks to Alexandra Ayres and House of Hearts for the gifted copy — all opinions are my own.
✔️dual pov 1st person ✔️spice ✔️second chance ✔️it was always you ✔️24 year old mcs ✔️angst
Omfg this started off 4 stars but ended lower bc of all the unnecessary drama and angst especially after almost a decade of waiting!!! First half was 4 stars second half 2 stars...
I wasn't a fan of the full spice he was like dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. Also hated how he still kept leaving, kept things from her, and was still making decisions for her/them without her input. The whole Melisa of all too wtffff. Them never talking??
Some of my fave quotes from arc:
"I loved her. God I loved her."
"If i'm ever gonna be anything- it's going to be hers"
"She's heartbreak and hope tangled into one, cutting me open with the ache of how much I've wanted her all this time. She's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."
"I want to tell her that I'd give her everything. I want to give her the moon, the stars, my heart on a fucking player if that's what she needs."
"You're a fucking temptation Violet. You always have been. You could look at me a certain way and I'd forget my own name. Hell, I'd beg if you asked me to."
"Did you know Violet... that you taste like everything I've ever wanted?" It's true. I swear to god something inside me split wife open when our mouths brushed. She tastes like home. Like a memory. Like the hope I finally believe I'm allowed to want. This woman has always been mine. Long before I had any right to claim her. I want her more than I've ever wanted anything."
"I want my fingers lost in her hair, my mouth teaching her that I'm not something she has to brace for. I want to kiss her until every doubt loosens it's grip, until she understands how certain I am. I want to map my promise into her skin, linger long enough that she knows I'm not leaving, that there's nowhere else I want to be. God hope me, if she asks-if she even breathes the question-I'll hive her everything I have, without hesitation. She's the choice I'm making. Every time."
"I do t want halfway either. I want all of you...I've spent years trying to become someone who could give you what you deserve" My chest splinters wide open. "I never needed you go be worthy...I just needed you to stay."
"He's asking got permission to step into a space I've already held open, just for him. Always him."
"He already has me. He always did."
"The tattooed menace with the softest eyes I've ever seen watches me like I'm the only calm in a room full of chaos."
"You're staring." "I've waited a long time to." He grins
"I've always wanted something like this. A house thats tucked away from everything. Room to breath. Space for animals." "If I'm being honest with my myself I bought this place. Not in some grand, premeditated way. During those long nights when the silence echoed too loud and the ache set in, I built a life I didn't think I'd ever get to share with her but made space for her in it anyway. Now she's standing in my kitchen, smiling like she can see it too."
"Is this...a violet?" "Yeah. That one's yours." "You got this? For me?" "I did. Before I left. You were always the only soft thing in my world Violet. I wanted to keep you close."
"I feel for you today the same way I did then. I know your heart Violet. Even after all this time. I know I've got some catching up to do but I'm going to get it right this time."
"I missed you so much Rowan. I missed you every day."
"I want to memorize every inch of her, every freckle and scar... I want to erase every second I spent pretending this wasn't what I'd been staving for my whole damn life."
"She deserves me showing her with every touch that this isn't just want-it's her. Always has been."
"No one ever got close to what you were to me. What you are. I never let them."
"I still can't get over the fact that Violet Larkin kisses me whenever she feels like it."
"Everything I do, every choice I make...it's for you. For us. Not just for now but later too. For a life where you don't have to worry about anything, where we're steady. Secure. I'm thinking about it all Violet. The future, the finances...making sure we're good. Really good."
"Violet." My name comes out a breath, reverent and wrecked all at once. "I've loved you since before I even knew how to name it."
"I never forgot a single thing about you and I still love. Now more than ever." Say it again I whisper. He gives me one of his devastating smiles. "I love you." "I love you. It's always been you, Rowan." His eyes shine in the dim light and he lowers his forehead to mine. "Say it again" "I love you. I loved you when you were gone. I loved you when I thought I'd never see you again."
"I don't know what I did to deserve you." "You don't have to deserve me. I'm just...yours." "Mine." he says the single word resonating with possessiveness.
"I have been and always will be, his."
"You're the only thing I could never regret." God. She means it. Every word.
"You're too perfect" He murmurs a hint of wonder in his voice. "You've ruined me for anyone else. Not that there was ever going to be anyone else."
"It's you Violet. It's always been you. Your laugh, your stubbornness, the way you make me feel like I'm home just by being near you. I don't want a life where I have everything except you. You're the center of my life Violet. You're the part that makes me want to be better, the part I'd give up brushing else for in a heartbeat. I'm not letting the world, my mistakes, or my stupid pride take you away from me."
There are some books you enjoy, and then there are books that leave you smiling long after you’ve turned the last page. Almost Yours was one of those books for me.
This story is so much more than a second-chance romance. It’s about rebuilding trust after heartbreak, learning to let go of the past, and choosing each other every single day. Alexandra Ayres took a familiar trope and made it feel emotional, comforting, and completely heartfelt.
Rowan and Violet completely stole my heart. Their history together added so much depth to their relationship, and I loved that the story never rushed forgiveness. Every conversation, every difficult moment, and every step they took toward each other felt earned. Watching them rebuild what they once had made me root for them from beginning to end.
Rowan quickly became one of my favorite book boyfriends. He didn’t expect forgiveness just because he came back. Instead, he showed up every single day and proved that he was willing to fight for the future they deserved. One moment that especially stayed with me was when Violet asked him to slow down because she wanted to trust him completely first. The way Rowan respected her feelings instead of rushing her made me love his character even more. That patience and consistency meant so much to me.
I also loved how Rowan remembered the little things about Violet, like her love for horses. Moments like that reminded me that love isn’t always about grand gestures—it’s about paying attention to the small things that matter to the person you love.
The scene where Rowan spoke with Violet’s father was another favorite. It wasn’t about convincing him with words but showing that he had grown into someone worthy of Violet’s love and trust. By the time her grandmother’s ring was placed in Rowan’s hands, it felt like he had truly earned that moment.
The small-town setting made Lily Ridge feel warm and welcoming, and the supporting characters added so much heart to the story. Whitley was easily one of my favorite side characters. Every girl deserves a best friend like her—supportive, protective, and always ready to stand by the people she loves.
The chemistry between Rowan and Violet was everything I hoped for. Their emotional connection was just as strong as their physical one, and the open-door scenes felt natural, intimate, and beautifully written. They added to the relationship instead of taking away from the emotional journey, which I really appreciated.
One of my favorite quotes from the book perfectly captures why this story meant so much to me:
“Love is a thousand little choices, and some people, no matter how far they drift, are always meant to find their way back home.”
That quote stayed with me because it reflects Rowan and Violet’s journey so beautifully.
If you enjoy: 🤍 Second-Chance Romance 🏡 Small-Town Romance 💕 Friends to Lovers 🌿 Slow Burn ✨ It’s Always Been You 🩷 Protective Hero 🔥 Open-Door Romance
Thank you so much to Alexandra Ayres and House of Heart for trusting me with an ARC in exchange for an honest review. Reading Rowan and Violet’s story was an absolute joy, and I already can’t wait to return to Lily Ridge.
This was an easy read for me, and I can’t wait to see what Alexandra Ayres has in store for this series next. 💜📚
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Almost yours, a second chance, small town romance that shows that love is worth every ache and takes all you have to just be. Not the traditional "light and bright" kind of romcom, but a true romance with all its aspects.
Rowan grew up in less than ideal circumstances, with a dad that did not deserve that title that was always drunk, a mom that left and never returned, a sister that was troubled.. and a reputation that wrote itself based on assumptions and his surroundings. Determined to make something of himself, proving everyone wrong, he left town and made something of himself. Now that he is financially stable and has a roof over his head, it is time to come back home.
Home, not a set of bricks or some construction, no: home to her, the girl he has been pining about since he first layed eyes on her. The girl that he convinced himself he is not worthy of. The girl he was unable to forget all these years apart. The one he wants close to him, show her what she means to him, even if it means laying his heart bare for her.
Violet has her life together. Rooming with her best friend from college, doing a job she loves and dating a guy that shows good on paper, a stable and decent guy. Not that that makes her heart whole though. Even after 6 years since he left without a word, of forcing herself to move on, Violet can not seem to shake Rowan from her heart. Keeping her current guy at armslength, not giving him more than some warm smiles and excuses.
When Violet sees him again, she is a mess. All the feelings are enhanced, showing her how much she kept bottled up for him waiting to return. It is always been him. He is the only one she wants and that never really changed. But she did. From a shy, hidden girl, she turned into a women, a women with needs and old wounds that hurt still. Now he is back, saying that she is the one he always wanted. Even though he still believes he is not wrothy for her, he can not keep it in anymore. Everything she dreamt of. But how can she be sure he is not leaving again. Knowing she won't recover her heart breaking again ?
Ayres wrote a raw, heart-wreaking slowburn between 2 such beautiful, yet so different but perfectly fitting people. The tension and longing is palpable through the pages. A tribute to love that is messy and hard and wrecking but also fullfilling and warm and right. A story that is truely about a second chance, about almosts and missed time. About not being able to stay away even though your inner voice screams to be careful. I felt so close to Violet, resonated with her feelings in a way I did not see coming. It shows true love, not some shiny shell off it. This story feels true, genuine and is worth every minute of your time. One person can contain all the types of love - first, heartbreaking and stable. Love is a verb that ripples and envolved with time.
First, I want to say thank you to Alexandra Ayres and House of Hearts for the gifted copy — all opinions are my own.
Almost Yours is a very sweet story that has second chance and it's always been you tropes, which I love! Those were done beautifully and I think one of my favorite things I enjoyed was that the MMC is portrayed as "rough around the edges" because of where he came from but he was totally not that way at all and was so sweet with our FMC.
A couple things that worked for me: - FMC's spicy BFF: Whitley had me hollering any time she showed up in this book (LOL)! She was fabulous and truly, every female deserves a best friend who is ready to go to bat for them over anyone and anything. - FMC's confidence: I love that the beginning of this book started out with the FMC's battle of confidence and how she puts herself out there. When she first sees Rowan at work, she is so nervous and as the book goes on, she doesn't have that same nervous energy anymore. - Setting: I absolutely LOVED the town that was built in this book! It has that small town feel and honestly reminds me a lot of my own hometown. The familiarity was so nice.
There were a couple things that didn't work for me in this book: - Pacing: The FMC & MMC were together and "in love" by 20% through this book. Though they'd been in love all their lives so they already knew, seeing the FMC have more of that internal battle with herself on "Should I trust him?" before they got together would have been so nice. Instead it was like she instantly forgave him and went with it. - Backstory: There was a bit of a backstory at the beginning, but I wanted more. I'll be honest - I was a bit confused on if they were a couple before or if there was just yearning all those years ago. More time travel to the past to see them back them would have worked well for this story, I think. There were a couple of these, but I needed more history!! - Repetitive: I feel because the FMC & MMC got together so fast, there were a lot of conversations that happened multiple times to the point that I *almost* DNF this book, but didn't because it was a cute story. Violet had to defend that Rowan was from the trailer park numerous times and that got quite boring.
Tropes: - Return to hometown - Second chance - It's always been you - Secret tattoo - Mutual pining - Friends to lovers
Overall, if you like fast paced, cute romance stories, I think you'll absolutely love this one, but if you're more of a slow burn reader, I think you'll feel the same as I did.
Almost Yours was my first Alexandra Ayres book, and while it didn't completely win me over, I still enjoyed the overall reading experience.
One thing I can't fault is the pacing. The story flowed so naturally that I never hit a point where I felt bored or tempted to put it down. I finished it in less than 24 hours. The writing kept me invested from beginning to end, which is always a huge plus.
The FMC completely stole my heart. Violet was kind, gentle, and so easy to root for. Watching her slowly find her voice and learn to stand up for herself was one of my favourite parts of the story. And the side characters? Absolutely loved them! Her best friend was an instant favourite and definitely my spirit animal.
The MMC (Rowan) on the other hand... that's where this book lost a few stars for me.
At first, I was completely here for his relentless pursuit of Violet. His possessive "mine" energy was written so well, and I loved watching him go all in. But once they finally decided to give their relationship a real chance, things started to frustrate me. After working so hard to convince her he was all in, he repeatedly left for weeks at a time "to secure their future." Considering his financial situation, those choices felt unnecessary, and each time he left, it chipped away at the trust they were trying to build. He disappointed her more than once, and eventually I felt like they were stuck on an emotional merry-go-round that I just couldn't get behind.
I also found myself wishing Violet had pushed back a little more. There were moments where she gave in so easily that I wanted her to demand more for herself sooner.
This is one of those books where I can absolutely appreciate the strong pacing, engaging storyline, and enjoyable cast of characters, but the romance itself just didn't fully work for me. Sometimes a character makes one too many choices that are hard to move past, and unfortunately, that's exactly what happened here.
Overall, this was still a good read, and I'm glad I gave Alexandra Ayres a try and if you enjoy an obsessed, possessive hero, a heroine finding her strength, and a romance that keeps you turning the pages, this one may be exactly what you're looking for.
👫 Violet and Rowan have been friends since high school. Both secretly pining after the other. She’s the good girl with a future. He’s the bad boy with a past.
😢 Feeling like he could never be good enough for her and wanting to try to make something of himself, Rowan enlists after graduation and leaves without even saying goodbye. He’s gone for more than 6 years and Violet is left broken.
💓 After all this time neither has forgotten the other and Rowan can stay away no longer. Their reunion is rocky and fragile, but oh so sweet and tender.
👩❤️👨 Watching them grow as individuals and grow together was as nerve-racking as it was heartwarming. ❤️🔥 The tension was thicker than my thighs.
💔 And listening to them recount all the lost time and all the moments that could have been made me want to scream. At both of them! They were young and stubborn and foolish and ignorant……and I personally felt it all.
🅸🆃'🆂 🅰🅻🆆🅰🆈🆂 🅱🅴🅴🅽 🆈🅾🆄
🤩 Oh man, I really enjoyed this story! Sweet, innocent, virgin Violet. And hot, tatted, dirty-talking, aftercare-giving Rowan! 🔥 (he buys her a horse!)
Their teasing, the yearning, the tension….Gahhhh! 🫠 Yes, this was SPICY! 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
And Whitley!! Whitley is Violet’s BFF and she is Main Character Energy all day long! 🤘🖤
🐶 Oh, and there’s a dog ☺️
I LOVED All the characters (except Travis😡) and I cannot wait for more 𝙇𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙍𝙞𝙙𝙜𝙚 💞
I have mixed feelings with this one so bare with me for a second…
First impressions, it’s a angsty love story about two best friends founding their way back together, the yearning, the pining these two have going on is so strong and it makes me feel for both of them so much… I’m sure so many people will enjoy and even love this story, it’s entertaining and enjoyable for sure!
With that being said, getting into the story, there’s several factors that rubbed me wrong, for starters, the fact that Rowan decide to kept Violet so close to him, being even closer than best friends, where it’s evident that there’s very deep feelings between them, but because he decided (by himself) that he wasn’t enough for her, do things to push her away like leaving her waiting meanwhile he was with another girl… thats so wrong! And i get it, they weren’t together but thats something you wouldn’t do to a friend and least to a girl you said you love.
It seemed to me a little selfish, he kept her close but pushed her away being with a lot of women to distract himself… like keeping her with him but with a massive wall between them and in a way that it’s just going to hurt her…
Then, I’m a little tired of the trope when they love each other so much but have to be years apart and because she love him so much, she remains a virgins but him? No… he loves her so much that sleep around with a lot of woman to "try to forget her" mmm double standard much?
And to finish this rambling, he finally came back to fight for her and gain a place and her life and when she decides to give him a chance… he goes for weeks at a time to work in a very dangerous field even in countries, and don’t get me wrong of course work is important but the Reasoning he has about this is nonsense, he doesn’t even try to find a job closer and he doesn’t even hurting for money so why leave so soon of being back? It felt so freaking unnecessary!
Usually I would try to brush this things off but they made it impossible to enjoy the story, I don’t buy plot and unfortunately that’s very hard to get past.
“Thanks to Alexandra Ayres and House of Hearts for the gifted copy — all opinions are my own.”
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4.5 stars because the MMC frustrated the hell out of me
Lily Ridge: Rowan and Violet
“I’m still not good enough for her, but leaving her behind didn’t fix that the first time.”
Right person, wrong time.
“Her eyes meet mine, and I’m expecting to see anger there…but no. It’s so much worse. What I find looking back at me is pain. The hurt sits there, exposed, and for a second I see myself reflected in it.”
I felt so much for Violet throughout this. Alexandra Ayres… what did you do to this girl!!?
“Every girl I flirted with, every stupid hookup—it was because I was trying to convince myself I didn’t want you. That I could want someone else. Anyone else.”
So it was like that. This trope is the absolute worst. An MMC who wants her, but not enough to actually do anything about it when it matters…
“You really think disappearing hurt less than staying would have? You think I wanted to spend years wondering what I did wrong? Thinking I wasn’t enough for you to stay?”
And there it is…
“You never gave me the chance to decide what I wanted.”
“I was so afraid of being the one to break her that I did it anyway.”
I wanted to rage. Partly because of what he did to Violet. But also because I couldn’t dislike him. It was clear he had regrets, just made stupid and immature decisions. It didn’t stop him from making stupid decision in the present though… I did love the entire friend group. Some tough love, some hard discussions, a lot of support, and a wonderful teaser to the next.
“Love is a thousand little choices, and some people, no matter how far they drift, are always meant to find their way back home.”
I was really thankful to get an ARC of Almost Yours by Alexandra Ayres. Honestly, on paper, this book has literally every single trope I look for in a romance story. I love second-chance romance, childhood friends-to-lovers, and small-town settings, so I was really excited to dive into Rowan and Violet's story.
What I liked: 🤍 The setup: The idea of two people who were a "thousand almosts" when they were eighteen meeting again six years later is so sweet. 🤍 The writing style: The writing itself is very gentle, and the author clearly knows how to write sweet, emotional moments.
Why it didn't completely work for me: 🖤 The pacing was too fast: While I loved the concept, the execution felt a bit too cliché and rushed for my taste. By just 20% into the book, they already meet again, she breaks up with her partner, they go out on their first date, and he tells her how much he loves her. 🖤 Needed more development: Because everything happened so quickly right at the beginning, it lost a lot of the romantic tension. I would have preferred the story to be way slower and more elaborated. I wanted to really feel the ache of those six years apart and watch them slowly rebuild their connection, rather than having it all happen at once.
Final thoughts: Even though the pacing wasn't quite right for me, it's still a very sweet story with great tropes. If you prefer romances where the couple gets together quickly without a ton of angst or waiting, you will probably really enjoy this one! Thank you to the author and publisher for providing me with an advanced reader copy in exchange for an honest review.
Thank you to house of hearts and Alexandra ayres all opions are my own.
What happens when your best friend all of a sudden turns up after 6 years of leaving without a word and you have always secretly fancied him. Well I will tell you what happens is it becomes a second chance romance.
Rowan was best friends with Violet for years he also did have to best bring up a alcoholic/abusive father he also just up amd left 6 years ago without a word to Violet.
Violet is the quiet good girl who is also a vet tech shes been in love with her best friend for 6 years but he left she tried to move on date other men that was ment to be safe but just never felt anything for them.
When rowan turns up to where Violet works with a dog he found injured in the street shes shocked to see him because its been so long she helps treat the dog.
You get to see these two work through there hurt from leaving and get to see them slowly build a relationship Violet stands strong on not rushing things because shes scared.
Rowan has so much trauma for his father and also from the jobs hes done as well he also feels like he needs to prove himself to Violet and her family because of everything her dad was saying to him which also puts a strain of there relationship as well.
When things are going good with these 2 they are the cutest couple in my opinion. I love the side characters as such a Whitley whos Violets best friend and will do anything for her.
Id rate the spice in this book 🌶🌶🌶 out of 5 definitely a slow burn but the spicy scene oh my godness when they hit they was soo good.
STEM FMC: vet tech This is the first book I've read by this author, and I really enjoyed her writing style. It was easy to read and digest, and the emotional moments were excellent. She also wrote about his security contract work and the FMC's feelings about being left at home with little to no information or ability to really contact him and talk to him in a way that makes me feel like she knows first hand what it's like to be a milspo, because that was so real. I had some issues with the MCs though. The FMC was a literal doormat. She wouldn't ever stick up for herself or verbalize what she needed for fear of anything... unless her badass bestie talked some sense into her. Even then though, the FMC was so reluctant to have any needs at all. It was a bit infuriating. Then you have the MMC, who left her for 6.5 years and came back and swore that he would never leave her again, and then he turns around and promptly continues to leave her for work and for other people for the rest of the book until she essentially gives him an ultimatum. His reasons were so immature and shortsighted. We never really get to know what he ends up doing in the end for a career, just that he's not doing work that will constantly take him away from her anymore, which thank the lord that he finally saw the light. The spice was good, and he has a filthy mouth, so if you're into that, you'll have a good time. I just needed him to be more self aware, and I needed her to have more of a backbone when it came to him.
Thank you for the ARC, House of Hearts and Alexandra!
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Some love stories are loud and dramatic. Violet and Rowan's is quiet, aching, and impossible to look away from.
This book completely captured the feeling of loving someone for years while life keeps pulling you in different directions. Violet and Rowan never stopped carrying each other in their hearts, even after Rowan left town without a goodbye. By the time he returns, they're no longer the teenagers they once were, but the feelings between them are just as powerful.
What stood out most to me was how emotionally honest this story felt. Rowan spends so much of the book believing he's not enough, while Violet refuses to let him define himself by his past. She sees the good in him long before he ever can, and watching him slowly begin to believe he deserves happiness was one of the most rewarding parts of the story.
The chemistry between them isn't built on instant attraction. It's years of history, shared memories, and everything that was left unsaid. Every conversation had me hoping they would finally stop holding back and tell each other what they'd been feeling all along.
Alex has a way of creating characters that feel like real people. Their flaws, fears, and growth made me emotionally invested from beginning to end. The romance is tender, the yearning is relentless, and the payoff is worth every moment of waiting.
If you're looking for a heartfelt second chance romance filled with childhood friends, unresolved feelings, emotional healing, and a love that never truly disappeared, this one absolutely deserves a spot on your TBR.
🌟 3.5 💗 Second chance 🤍She works at vet clinic 🖤 He is a veteran 🐎 He buys her a horse 🐶 He saves a dog and keeps it 😩 Angst 🥴 Inexperienced FMC/ Very experienced MMC 😏 It's always been you
I so wanted to love this story but the characters ended up really making this difficult. The tropes are something I generally love though.
I found that the MMC was very difficult to love. He leaves to join military out of highschool and abandons his best friend and woman he loved. He was insecure but the truth is he saw her and made sure to "try" to get over her because he "couldn't have her". So throughout teens he messes around with everyone. Then when he runs off to prove himself and be able to "be better" for her in the future. He also spends that time still messing around with people and never reaches out to her.
The FMC is one of those characters who is walked on alot. Even when he shows up she essentially breaks up with cheating ex and forgives the MMC. There is like no Groveling... 6 years of abandonment and years of his obvious playboy self... She barely voiced her opinion and sometimes when she did it just got ignored. The best friend was the best part of this book and honestly depending on the tropes i will try that story.
Some people may not have as much of a problem with the characters. I think this could have been better story wise if he wouldn't have been with people even after leaving. It would have actually showed he did indeed love and want to be what she needed. The other fix would have been big time groveling.
-Small Town -Slow Burn -It’s always been you -Secret Tattoos -Second Chance -Friends to Lovers
Man oh man, when she says slow burn, she means it. You could feel the build up from over here! The tension was top tier! This book was sad and sweet, I was kicking my feet and fully locked in! But also can I just say that I love Violet’s best friend. She straight up tells it how it is !
Violet is such a sweet down to earth girl ! She is following her dreams and loves her job. She is content in her life until Rowan comes back into town and now her whole world is turned upside down. Is him coming back to town enough for them to rekindle their past ? It sure was a fun ride watching her blossum into the person she was at the end of the book! She stands up for what she wants and I’m so proud of her !
Man do I feel bad for Rowan. He has a rough childhood and that leads him to believe that he has nothing to offer Violet. So he bolts and leaves town. He trying to make a life that she would be proud of but he never stops loving her. It’s the kind of love that everyone wishes they could have. No matter the distance it finds its way back. Rowan changes so much in this book and it’s amazing to watch him get what he deserves in life!
Everyone deserves love and soulmates, this book proves just that! Thank you to the author and agency for allowing me to read this Advanced Readers copy !!
I am not new to reading books by Alexandra Ayres, and was happy to see that she has continued to write books that I genuinely enjoy reading.
Almost Yours is a beautifully emotional friends-to-lovers, second chance romance that completely pulled me in.
I absolutely loved watching Rowan and Violet’s relationship grow. Their story is built on years of friendship, longing, missed chances, and all the feelings they never found the courage to say out loud. The chemistry between them has always been there, but it’s the emotional connection that really kept me reading.
My heart broke for Rowan at times, but he also frustrated the hell out of me! He spends so much of the book feeling like he has to keep proving he’s worthy of Violet, when the reality is that she has never needed him to prove anything. At the same time, both Rowan and Violet have convinced themselves over the years that the other person didn’t really need them, when in reality they’ve loved and needed each other the whole time.
If you’re a fan of angst, mutual pining, years of unresolved feelings, and spice, then I would definitely recommend adding this book to your TBR. This is book one in the Lily Ridge series, and I look forward to seeing who will be the main characters in Almost Enough when it gets released in November 2026 x
Thanks to both Alexandra Ayres and House of Hearts for sending me this ARC. This review is my own personal opinion x
✨ Small Town 🐾 Second Chance ✨ Friends to Lovers 🐾 It’s Always Been You ✨ Slow Burn 🐾 Secret Tattoo
This book had me kicking my feet and smiling from ear to ear!
You all know I have a soft spot for a good second chance romance, and Almost Yours delivered everything I wanted. The connection between Violet and Rowan never felt forced, you could feel the history, the lingering feelings, and all of the “what ifs” between them. Every interaction had me hoping they’d finally find their way back to each other.
Violet was impossible not to love. She was kind, patient, and quietly strong. I loved that she could be independent while still having such a soft heart. And Rowan? He absolutely stole my heart. Watching him come back after getting his life together and intentionally pursue the woman he’d never stopped loving was everything. He wasn’t just saying the right things, he was showing up, and I ate it up.
Can we also talk about Whitley? Because she was an absolute icon. Every book needs a best friend like her. She’s the definition of a ride-or-die friend, and I honestly loved her almost as much as the romance.
This was one of those books that just leaves you feeling happy. Sweet, heartfelt, full of chemistry, and packed with all the longing and slow-burn tension that makes finally getting the happily ever after so satisfying.
*Thanks to Alexandra Ayres and House of Hearts for the gifted copy! All opinions are own.*
💞Dual POV 💛Second chance 🪻Childhood friends-to-lovers 🌾Small-town romance ❤️🔥It's always been you
Almost Yours is the ultimate second-chance romance. This was a good romance read but the pacing felt a little rushed for me at times. I'm all for self-reflection and self-discovery but Rowan left Violet hanging for SIX years and then just waltzed back into town like he didn't ghost her with no explanation. Violet let him back in way too quickly, there was not enough groveling from Rowan in my opinion.
While we see a lot of character development and growth from Rowan, I wish we could've saw more from Violet. I was hoping to see adult-Violet as more independent and fiery but she came off as always agreeable and always going for whatever would make Rowan happy.
Almost Yours is the perfect read if you love small-town romances and overall I did enjoy it! Alexandra Ayres' writing style really captures the gentleness, charm, and coziness of a small town. Rowan and Violet were made for each other and they deserved their happy ending. 🩷
Thank you to the author for this ARC of this book!
This book started out strong for me. The major theme of best friends in high school losing contact for years, and then rekindling their relationship, is one of my favorites. Unfortunately, that is where the intrigued ended for me. I liked Rowan and Violet individually, but I struggled with their relationship. Rowan was always down on himself and needed to prove himself, even though Violet stated over and over that he was enough. His way of proving himself was to leave for work for months, make lots of money, and then come back and buy Violet lots of gifts to make up for it.
Then there is Violet. Who has all of these valid feelings, which she shares with her best friend (who is the best character in this book, by far, and I am VERY interested in her book next!) but then Violet NEVER shares her feelings with Rowan, which didnt make sense to me. Talk to your man about your problems! She would just vent and then get over it and the story would move on.
Overall, I did like some of this book and if you like the major trope of the book of best friends to lovers, then you should absolutely give this book a chance.
Almost Yours is finallllly out in the wild!! Ever since I beta read this back in April, I have been impatiently awaiting the release so I can finally yap about this book!!
I’ve been with Alex since the beginning with her debut novel and I can honestly say that Almost Yours is by far Alex’s best work yet. It’s such an emotional book — I was laughing, crying, yelling, smiling. I’d like to say I finished the book but in all honesty, it finished me. It hit so close to home and brought up a lot of buried feelings. This is one of those stories that sits with you long after finishing it and it will forever be one of my favorites.
The plot, the flow, the character arcs — it was all perfect. I devoured this book, completely captivated from beginning to end and was rooting for Rowan and Violet from the very first page.
You can expect a second chance romance, friends to lovers, small town, slow burn, “it’s always been you”, and return to hometown tropes.
Congratulations on release day, Alex! Thank you for such an amazing story!
Okay, I really wanted to like this book more. I could have really liked it in fact. If the main characters learnt more from the past. If Violet learnt how to say how she feels and how to fight for herself. And if Rowan learnt how to discuss future and not just make decisions for both of them. Also, I kept getting confused at times when Rowan mentioned their time away - sometimes it was that he got away to become the man Violet deserves and to become a better man, but sometimes it was mentioned that he wanted to forget about her. Those two don't go hand in hand. And with the bit of OW drama (not really necessary one at that) it just felt off.
That being said, I would have loved it , if it was more focused on the growing and character development parts - those ones were really well-written. I liked how the author tackled feelings and emotions. I loved the friends group they had and the setting was also lovely.
I hope I'll enjoy next book more, as I came to really like the next main characters a lot - especially the FMC!
I voluntarily read and reviewed an Advanced Reader Copy of this book.
I really enjoyed this second-chance romance. It was such a beautiful, wholesome story, and watching these two find their way back to each other felt so rewarding.
One thing that was a little difficult for me was seeing the MMC constantly put himself down and believe he wasn’t deserving of love. My heart broke for him, and I found myself wishing he had discovered his own self-worth a little sooner instead of carrying so much self-doubt throughout the story. That said, I loved seeing his growth by the end and how he finally realized he was enough. The life they built together was so worth the journey.
The beginning was definitely a slower burn with a lot of pining, and I kept waiting for the moment they would finally give in to their feelings. When they did, it was absolutely worth the wait. The chemistry between them was incredible, and the spicy scenes had me kicking my feet and completely obsessed.
Overall, this was a heartfelt, emotional romance with plenty of longing, healing, and satisfying payoff. If you love second-chance romances with lots of tension, emotional growth, and swoon-worthy spice, this one is definitely worth picking up.
I really loved the plot of this book! The author really made it special with the tension and angst between the characters. I love how much Rowan yearned for Violet and the secret tattoo he has sent me! The way that Violet immediately felt everything for this man upon seeing him for the first time in six years. These two are destined to be together.
The struggles they go through before and after they get together felt real and I was able to relate a lot as a milspouse. Alexandra did a great job showing how it can be for a loved one of a service member or even a first responder. I did get frustrated with Rowen because I felt like he was making progress with his character development but then he made some dumb choices again without communicating with Violet. And Violet didn’t use her voice as well. So it was hard to see that they have changed for the better and became better together because I just didn’t sense that from them.
But overall it’s a cute book, filled with emotions. I am totally here for Whitley’s character, I LOVE her so much and the humor she brought to the story. I really want to see her and Beau because they are the epitome of grumpy/sunshine!