I received an advance copy of this book prior to publication from the author. This review reflects my honest opinion.
This book was intense — and definitely not a fluffy Hallmark-style hockey romance. It dives into emotionally heavy topics that will hit differently for every reader. I strongly recommend reading the trigger warnings beforehand. This story is an emotional rollercoaster — I laughed, I cried, and at times I just sat there processing.
If you’re expecting a cute, light college hockey romance with a slightly obsessed boy-next-door vibe, this isn’t that. This is slow burn, layered, and full of tension and unanswered questions that slowly unravel. The story keeps you wondering: Why do they react the way they do? What really happened in the past? And when the answers come, they matter.
Denali as a teenager is, frankly, a walking red flag. His intensity and actions carry serious consequences. There’s no romanticizing who he was at fifteen. What makes the story compelling, though, is growth. As an adult, he’s still intense — that part of him doesn’t disappear — but he’s self-aware, trying to control his impulses, trying to be better. For many readers, he will still feel like a red flag. For me, what stood out was that he tries. He’s devoted, he is trying to be honest and it can be painful to admit once short cummings and mistakes, and he never stopped loving her.
His evolution is messy but intentional.
Zariah carries an enormous burden from a young age — far more than any fifteen-year-old should. When she reconnects with Denali, her caution makes complete sense. Trust isn’t something she hands out lightly. What I appreciated most about her is her communication and boundaries. She voices her feelings, calls him out when needed, and refuses to ignore red flags. She doesn’t shame him for who he is; instead, she engages, questions, and challenges him. That balance adds depth to their dynamic.
While the book itself doesn’t explicitly explore different philosophies of love, it sparked a lot of reflection in me as a reader. It made me think about the many forms love can take — safe and steady love, consuming and chaotic love, love that challenges you, love that reshapes you. It left me wondering whether we can truly judge someone else’s relationship simply because it doesn’t look like our own.
There is plenty of spice, and the dynamic leans toward power exchange in the bedroom, while outside of it Zariah maintains strong emotional footing. The contrast adds another layer to their relationship.
Overall, this was an emotionally charged, complex second-chance romance that doesn’t shy away from uncomfortable themes. It’s not soft or simple — but it is compelling, intense, and ultimately rewarding.
4,75 stars from me.
I am intrigued about the author and curious about her other books.