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She survived evil.
...Until a worse one decided she was his.


Melissa Hart clawed her way back to Westbeach with a bakery full of dark humour and a strict no-bikers rule, determined to prove she could rebuild what was stolen from her. Melissa thrives on control. But when Hella Ward rolls into town as VP of the Woodsmen MC's mother charter, her carefully constructed boundaries collapse in the most humiliating way possible—literally crashing into him, and straight onto his lap.

Hella doesn't do soft, and he sure as hell doesn't do commitment. After escaping a corrupt society that plucks kids off the street, he learned at a young age not to trust easily. But when violence spills over in the Westbeach chapter, he takes one less thing they need to worry about, Melissa.
She doesn't go down without a fight, but Hella? Fighting is what he does best. He doesn't know it yet, but this might be the one battle he doesn't win...

My Sweet Cyanide is book one in The Dark Outlaw Series by Amo Jones. A dark enemies to lovers MC romance that will test your limits, destroy the lines between love and hate, and prove that sometimes, the ones who feel nothing are the ones worth saving.

378 pages, Kindle Edition

Published December 2, 2025

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Amo Jones

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Amo Jones is a USA Today & Wall Street Journal Bestselling Author whose books have been translated in multiple countries.

She resides in the tropics of Australia with her family, though she's a born and bred Kiwi who more often than not, misses New Zealand.

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158 reviews3 followers
December 4, 2025
In true Amo Jones fashion it was IMPOSSIBLE to put this down once I started it- a total chokehold! The main characters, Melissa and Hella, have explosive chemistry and a story that has so much intensity and depth that I can’t wait for everyone to experience it. Amo explores dark themes and mind blowing twists of tragic events that will make you cry, gasp and swoon at any given moment. The development of the characters and the fantastic storytelling is everything we love about a well written dark romance.

Tropes that I devoured in this book any why-
🏍️ MC Romance- a brotherhood of “found family” and protectiveness that comes off the page like an action movie 🔥
🤭 Enemies to Lovers- HOT and Toxic 🥵 These two made each other absolutely crazy for each other!
🖤 Strong heroine- the strength of Melissa was a pivotal part of this story. She has been through a lot but she remains a no-nonsense character who isn’t afraid to speak her mind and protect her own.
🫠 Touch her and ☠️ MMC- Hella is unapologetic and scary AF throughout every chapter of this book but only Amo has the ability to make you fall in love with this kind of crazy 😉.

Check out her page for more information on this story and how she has rewritten it to absolute perfection!

Ps- check trigger warnings and take them seriously!
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1,255 reviews264 followers
December 6, 2025
“𝓔𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓶𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓼, 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓴𝓼. 𝓜𝓪𝔂𝓫𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽’𝓼 𝔀𝓱𝔂 𝓘 𝓭𝓸𝓷’𝓽 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓼𝓸 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝓹𝓵𝓪𝓬𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮.“

Melissa and Hella.

Hella doesn’t do soft or commitment.
So when he meets Melissa for the first time, he decides to hit it once and walk away.
But something about her sass and fire attracts him. He respects it.
And when her life is being threatened, he decides to take her back to his MC compound and keep her under his protection.
What he doesn’t know is this woman has survived the worse and came back stronger than ever.

This is your typical Amo Jones book. The twist and turns and surprises. I could not stop reading this book. I become fully engulfed in her stories.
We have the strong female heroine with the asshole, alpha male who falls in love hard for her.
It’s dark. Full of smut and action. It has everything that us baddies love in a Amo story.

*This is a rewritten/re-edited story of Hellraiser by Amo Jones which was released in 2016.


This leaves off on a HFN with an opening for Melissa’s sister’s story!
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1,955 reviews106 followers
December 2, 2025
Hella + Melissa

-dark mc romance
-hate to love
-one night stand
-toxic couple
-touch her & die
-cheating

as per usual...amo came in & completely mindfucked me yall!! this was an AMAZING dark romance! the animosity between the two mcs & the banter that ensued was so great & the jealousy!! 🤌🤌🤌 just chefs kiss!! & that plot twist literally had me like 😲😲😲🤯😳
Profile Image for Karen Mc .
1,106 reviews769 followers
December 12, 2025
“Men like me? We break girls like you.”
“Break me? You couldn’t even handle me in pieces.”

Let’s face it: I will always be in my motorcycle club era. Because brotherhood, bad boys, and bikes, amirite?!? So I must bow to Author Amo Jones for returning to her MC roots and concocting my obsession. My Sweet Cyanide had me in the biggest chokehold! I reveled in the darkness and depravity. Pure heart-pounding addiction!

Jones has revamped her OG Devils Own series into the Dark Outlaw series, the same world with even more powerful and penetrating writing. My Sweet Cyanide stars bakery owner, Melissa, and MC VP Hella, soulmates tethered by broken pasts and a palpable pull. These characters fight hard, play hard, and LOVE hard.

I couldn’t love and admire Hella and Melissa enough—both trauma survivors who define resilience and strength in spades. Though I must pause to confess my cover-to-cover Hella crush. Give me the hot, unhinged hero with the hidden heart every darn day. A thousand times YES!!!

Hella and Melissa continue to live their best lives … rent-free in my head and heart. My Sweet Cyanide was everything I wanted and needed in an MC romance. Raw, gritty, dark, bold, and oh so heartbreakingly beautiful. Well done, Ms. Jones. Hella amazing! 👏

💋💋💋💋💋 hell raising kisses

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Reviewed on behalf of Bookalicious Babes Blog
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1,430 reviews266 followers
December 3, 2025
(3.8 Stars)
Melissa Hart just wants to try to forget the past and make her bakery the best. Her friend Yana is with the president of a local MC and that’s how she meets Braxton “Hella” Ward, the VP at a party. He isn’t a gentle man and exactly what Melissa should stay clear of but they can’t seem to stay away from one another or fight either. Can these two stubborn people find a way to work? Originally book one in the Hellraiser MC series, now updated with new material and a different reading order. Please check any TW’s as there is a on page NC scene but not with the MC. This is also a very gritty MC romance and has OW/OM but they really aren’t together until after 50% plus there is one whooper of a twist. I enjoyed this a little more towards the twist being revealed. Get ready for a look inside what you think happens in a real MC not just a romance book one. Told in first person and dual POV.
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894 reviews29 followers
December 4, 2025
WHAT TO EXPECT:
✔️ Motorcycle Club
✔️ Enemies to Lovers
✔️ Toxic Love
✔️ Cheating
✔️ Touch Her and 💀
✔️ Set in New Zealand
✔️ Tragic Past

⚠️ Check trigger warnings; this dark content is for +18 readers

One of the things I love about reading Amo Jones's books is the angst and twists in the story, and My Sweet Cyanide did not let me down. My Sweet Cyanide is a re-edited version of the book Hellraiser from the Devil’s Own series. I will admit that the series had been on my radar for some time, but when I heard the rewrite was coming, I held off reading, deciding to wait for the refreshed version. And I am so glad I did!

Melissa and Hella’s story held me captivated by the back-and-forth between them. Admittedly, I was hooked as soon as I read the gut-wrenching prologue. My Sweet Cyanide is a dark romance, and anyone with triggers would do well to check the trigger list before reading. Both Melissa and Hella had their past demons to work through and sky-high walls, but you could not deny the chemistry between them.

If you are looking for a dark, twisted MC romance, I highly recommend My Sweet Cyanide, which I rate 4.5 / 5 stars. I am looking forward to the next book in the series.
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1,786 reviews171 followers
December 30, 2025
My favorite biker couple is back and they did not come to play. I don’t care what anyone says, Amo Jones absolutely ate with this MC romance. Dark, gritty, addictive, and dripping in tension, this story had me hooked from start to finish. Some things has changed, but it’s so much more everything feels turned up ,more intensity, more emotion, more edge and Melissa and Hella relationship is toxic as ever ! I devoured every page and was left completely feral by the end. A flawless five-star read and easily one of my all-time favorites. 🔥🏍️💣
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50 reviews1 follower
December 11, 2025
ARC Review!!!!
Bravo, Amo. BRAVO.
I’ve read 22 of Amo Jones’ books, and My Sweet Cyanide might be one of the best ones she’s ever written. I finished it in a single day because it swallowed me whole. I couldn’t look away. I didn’t want to look away. I had to follow this story to whatever twisted depths it was headed—and it went far darker than I expected.
Every time you think you’ve found your footing, Amo detonates another bomb. And then another. And then another. Reality fractures, theories shatter, and you’re left clinging to the pages like they’re the only stable thing in the room.
The storyline with her sister owned me. Completely. And without crossing into spoilers… when everything unraveled near the end, I wasn’t just shocked—I was feral. I was whispering, screaming, pacing, asking the universe what the hell I’d just witnessed. And then that phone call? That final hit? It was lethal. I need more. I need answers. I need the next descent.
Amo Jones doesn’t just write dark. She writes destruction—and My Sweet Cyanide is one of my favorites.
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476 reviews27 followers
December 7, 2025
I’m absolutely in love with this one!


Hella - is the guy who will put you through the ringer and you’re still coming back for more.

He takes no prisoners, doesn’t double dip, and yet the inexplicable pull he feels is both exciting and terrifying all at once.

Just when you think you have him figured out; he will pull the rug from underneath you. Leaving you a panting mess.


Melissa on the other hand, has secrets of her own, and a past perhaps rivalling his own.

Their story is toxic, dark and unpredictable, but totally worth the whirlwind of emotions!
I couldn’t put this down, it easily became my new Amo Jones favorite.
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370 reviews105 followers
December 13, 2025
4.25 STARS

I love Amo’s writing so much and her brand of you will be so confused for most of the book but then things will start clicking as you keep reading. ITS THE BEST READING EXPERIENCE IF YOU ASK ME!!

It was actually really cool because years ago I read the first version of this story but this version OMG ITS EVEN BETTER!! So if you are like me and read Hellraiser then you NEED to read this one!!

Also I can’t wait for Millie’s story!!
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120 reviews
December 7, 2025
New author but won’t be bothered to read anything else they publish

Not totally awful but not great either. Unlikeable characters, storylines all over the place, writing childish and boring. No idea why the great reviews.
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565 reviews4 followers
December 10, 2025
One of my favorite ‘go-to’ authors is Amo Jones, so when I heard that she was taking Hella and Melissa from their original book, ‘Hellraiser’, into a more fleshed out storyline in My Sweet Cyanide, I said ‘Hello, yes please’! Best decision ever, Amo Jones!!

Huxley ‘Hella’ Ward is the VP of the Woodsmen Motorcycle Club. His best friend is the Pres, Beast. Hella and Beast have been friends for a long time since they were fourteen years old and causing all sorts of havoc. There is nothing sweet, innocent, or loving about him. He is the guy that will wear at you like a thorn in the side. He is 100% unapologetically an a-hole who doesn’t double dip where he’s been and couldn’t give a flying puck about rubbing someone the wrong way. Hella is Hella, take it or leave it.

Melissa Hart is currently a bakery owner and is living her life trying to make it a success. Melissa also has a past that she is trying to put in her rearview mirror yet is coming back to biting her full force. Amo had me 100% invested after reading the prologue. Whoa!

My Sweet Cyanide is not your average ‘dark’ romance. It is an Amo Jones dark romance, which means you are in for a wild ride, shocking twist and turns, trigger warnings not to be ignored, and a new location involving Māori/New Zealand.

WHAT TO EXPECT:
✔️ Motorcycle Club
✔️ Enemies to Lovers
✔️ Toxic Love
✔️ Cheating
✔️ Touch Her and 💀
✔️ Set in New Zealand
✔️ Tragic Past
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393 reviews10 followers
December 14, 2025
Let me start by saying it’s Amo so of course I ate this up!! I read the original series and I didn’t realize I could love these two even more!! The angst between them at the beginning 😮‍💨😮‍💨🫠. Ohhhh and the spice with Hella and Melissa is HOT!! 🥵 Amo has a way with words and she has a way of making you feel every emotion while reading her books. The way I kicked my feet and giggled one moment and was wanting to throw my kindle the next. Hella was 1000% percent certain he didn’t want an old lady, until he met Melissa. The way these two fought the inevitable 👊🏼👊🏼 I’m as much obsessed with the other characters in the book. I’m so ready for the rest of this series. Buckle the fuck up!! This series starts with a bang and knowing Amo, it is only going to get better…..and darker.


⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
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140 reviews3 followers
December 13, 2025
My first book by Amo Jones and definitely not my last. I have waited what feels like an eternity for an MC book that scratches my SoA itch and My Sweet Cyanide has done that in spades. Perfectly blending complex characters and their individual traumas into what is one of my favourite stories of the year. Words cannot express how much I love Hella, the latest in a long line of book boyfriends, he ticks all my morally grey boxes in the most delicious way. His and Melissa's story is one that will be carried within me since it touched that deep.
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795 reviews4 followers
December 15, 2025
Amo. I truly don’t think there will be a time when I will be prepared or over your insane plot twists. I feel like no matter how much I think I know what’s coming I am completely side swiped and proven so so wrong. Hella and Melissa were an immediate grab for me. I was instantly invested in both characters, their histories and where their story was going to take us. I was so impatient with them I needed to know everything…IMMEDIATELY. Their chemistry and tension FLEW off the page and even though both of their pasts are riddled with tragedy, their constant pull to each other was undeniable. I am always the most welcomed mess after reading an Amo Jones book and I would GLADY let the dark mommy ruin me any day. 5/5 stars. I need more.



::What to expect::
•Dark MC romance
•Enemies to lovers
•One night stand
•Cheating
•Found family
•Touch her and …
•Toxic and RED FLAG CODED couple
575 reviews8 followers
December 21, 2025
What!

Okay this was so all over the place. It definitely wasnt what I thought it was going to be. That's usually how these books are...but I strangely couldn't stop reading it. There has to be more to this...right?
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468 reviews
December 21, 2025
This started with such an unexpected opening that I actually put it down a few times. Once I finally picked it back up and pushed through… I loved it. I always expect depraved and twisted from Amo Jones, and this fell perfectly in line with that chaos. And Hella…yes, that’s the MMC’s name, while it’s random for me, the character himself is so damn good.
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2,706 reviews967 followers
December 10, 2025
My Sweet Cyanide plunges readers into the wicked, chaotic realm that Amo Jones is known for. This story is a storm of danger, brutality, longing, and emotional wreckage, and it never once pulls back. The romance between Melissa and Hella is hella (see what I did there?) toxic, magnetic, and painfully raw, and it hits you hard in the gut in the best possible way.

Melissa enters the world of the Woodsman MC through her friendship with the president’s partner. She has survived horrors that could have destroyed her, and she carries her scars with pride. Yet standing in Hella’s orbit threatens to break open wounds she thought she had stitched shut. Hella has been shaped by violence from boyhood. Every ounce of rage, loyalty, and ruthlessness he possesses has been forged through survival. Becoming part of the MC saved him from one nightmare, but it did not erase the darkness inside him. He is fierce, cold, and feared by nearly everyone. The question that lingers is whether he is truly a villain or simply a man shaped by pain.

Melissa’s attempt to build a simple life through her bakery is a bittersweet contrast to the chaos she becomes tangled in. A chance meeting at an MC party puts her directly in Hella’s path. He plans to take her once and walk away. Instead, her fire and resilience hold his attention. When her life is threatened, he pulls her into the compound, telling himself it is only protection, not attachment. Melissa proves that she is far from fragile. She has already survived the worst, and her strength becomes the one quality Hella cannot ignore.

Amo excels in creating characters with bite and sharp edges, but here she reveals flashes of softness beneath Hella’s brutality. His loyalty runs deep. His devotion is unwavering once he gives it. He protects his brothers with deadly resolve. And slowly, against his own intentions, he opens his heart to Melissa. She is strong in a way that comes from endurance rather than bravado. Her past weighs heavily on her, and her desire to heal herself before surrendering emotionally gives her story a quiet strength that balances Hella’s chaos. I really appreciated a more nuanced darkness to the characters here. It felt intentional and authentic.

Their chemistry is volatile. Melissa bristles at Hella’s abrasive, controlling nature. He wants something casual, but his possessiveness undermines that goal almost immediately. What follows is a fierce collision of two stubborn hearts. Melissa refuses to accept cruelty or disrespect, not after what she has survived. Hella becomes the last man she should trust, yet he is also the one who makes her feel protected in a strange and unsettling way. Their connection is messy but passionate, ...and so it's pretty addictive.

The book’s twists are pure Amo Jones. The plot shifts with shocking intensity, and the final reveal sends the story into an even wilder direction. The dark themes, the tragic turns, and the emotional punches are all delivered with the dramatic flair that fans have come to expect from Amo. Readers who crave gritty MC romance will find everything they want here. Violence, betrayal, obsession, and scorching tension fill the pages. But also family and brotherhood. History.

I've not read the prior version of this book so I can't speak concretely on the improvements, but from what I understand there is a new plot order as well as new and enhanced content. If you've read Amo you should know to check the warnings...this one has her usual brand of darkness.

Overall, I enjoyed this. Felt like a good mixture of what I associate with OG Amo writing and her current point of view. It is wild and crazy. It is seductively dark. It is full of twists that stun and characters who bleed on the page...literally and emotionally. Melissa and Hella burn and clash violently, but they also find moments of unexpected tenderness amid the chaos. Chaos that feels classically Amo Jones, so fans will no doubt eat this up.
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2,814 reviews401 followers
December 6, 2025
Welcome to delicious darkness of Amo Jones' world! My Sweet Cyanide was as crazy and twisted and sinful you can expect her books to be. This dark MC romance didn't come to play. Hella and Melissa's toxic and messy and raw love story meant to slay me and it did!

🖤dark romance
🖤 enemies to lovers
🖤 set in New Zealand.
🖤 Romantic suspense
🖤 MC romance
🖤 antihero
🖤 Check the trigger list. I am serious.

Melissa was thrown into the orbit of Woodsman MC''s VP through her friendship with the President's old lady. She has been through hell and she is proud of coming out stronger. But Hella threatens to break her once again. He has his own baggage and he burries them under his destruction and violence. Will they fit together or ruin each other more?

In classic Amo Jones style, this book is epic level of mindfckery. Hella doesn't really play for redeeming his antihero side. He has been built into in this ruthless fearless killing machine from the time he was merely a boy. The MC has been his escape from that nightmare but he cannot change who he is inside. Only now, he channels the energy to protecting his brothers. He is so cold hearted and so callous but is he really that kind of villain? We do get to see his softer underbelly. The way he fiercely protects the people he care about. The way he operates with his own moral compass and delivers justice. The way he opened his heart for a fierce damaged heart like Melissa. She is so resilient but she carries some heavy burden from her past. The MC is going through many challenges and the danger extends to everyone remotely related to it. Their chemistry is explosive but Melissa didn't appreciate Hella's crudeness and over bossing and overall abrasive personality. He wanted to keep it casual but he couldn't help but claim her. It was a battle of hearts. She won't let any man hurt her again but Hella makes her feel safe in a twisted way. It was insane. It was crazy. It was Amo Jones who always show beauty in her crooked characters.

I reviewed an early copy voluntarily
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293 reviews13 followers
December 5, 2025
“ᴏᴛčᴇ ɴáš, ᴊᴇɴž ᴊsɪ ɴᴀ ɴᴇʙᴇsíᴄʜ...”
𝘖𝘶𝘳 𝘍𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯.

OMGGGG!!
I mean, the way that I love this book— this couple!! They are freakin FIREEE!! 🔥
If you didn't know, Amo has been re working 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐷𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑙𝑠 𝑂𝑤𝑛 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 and My Sweet Cyanide is book one in the newly named 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐷𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑂𝑢𝑡𝑙𝑎𝑤 𝐶𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛.
I admire that Melissa wants to heal herself before fully giving in. Collectively, they've had so much growth, both individually and together as a couple— especially given how much they've been through.
Hella reminds me of Brantley a bit, in the way that he has a lot of darkness hanging over him; everyone just knows not to f* with him. He is possessive, but softens for his girl only. And is definitely a top fave MC Amo has written thus far!
I loveee an MC Romance where that found family trope hits hard and I am so excited for the next installment in this series!!
As always, fave quotes ↓↓

sʜᴇ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴜɢᴀʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴘɪᴄᴇ ɴᴏᴡ, ʙᴜᴛ sʜᴇ'ʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʜɪᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄʏᴀɴɪᴅᴇ.

ɪғ ᴛʜɪs ᴠᴇʀʙᴀʟ ғᴏʀᴇᴘʟᴀʏ ɪs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴡᴇᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʀʏ sᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ. ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴘɪᴛ ᴏɴ ɪᴛ.

𝘐 𝘧______ 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
ʏᴇᴀʜ? sʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ.

ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ɴᴏ sʜᴀᴍᴇ ɪɴ sᴛʀᴜɢɢʟᴇ, ᴛᴏᴋᴜ ᴛēɪɴᴀ. sʜᴀᴍᴇ ɪs ғᴏʀ ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ. ʏᴏᴜ ʙʀɪɴɢ ɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ, ɪᴛ ʟᴏsᴇs ᴛᴇᴇᴛʜ.

ɪ’ᴠᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴛ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ ʜɪᴅɪɴɢ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ɴᴏɪsᴇ, ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ɢɪʀʟs, ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ sᴘᴇᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴜᴍʙ ᴊᴏᴋᴇs. ᴜɴᴅᴇʀ ᴄʜʀᴏᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴜᴍʙʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ ᴅɪsᴛʀᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ. ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇ ᴡʜʏ ᴍᴇʟɪssᴀ’s ᴇʏᴇs ᴄᴜᴛ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ’ᴍ ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ sᴋɪɴ.

ᴅᴀᴛɪɴɢ sᴏᴜɴᴅs ᴛᴏᴏ ᴄᴀsᴜᴀʟ, ᴛᴏᴏ ᴛᴇᴍᴘᴏʀᴀʀʏ. ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.
. . .ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ'ᴅ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ.

ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ɪᴛ.

..ʙᴜᴛ ʙᴀʙʏ? ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ʀᴏɢᴜᴇ ᴏʀ ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ɪɴ ᴅᴀɴɢᴇʀ? ɪ’ʟʟ sʟᴀᴘ ᴀ ᴄᴏʟʟᴀʀ ᴏɴ ᴛʜɪs ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴀᴛ sᴏ ғᴀsᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ɪᴛ’s ᴄᴏʟʟᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ᴄᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ʀᴜɴ.
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3,461 reviews155 followers
December 10, 2025
The moment this book was first posted about I could not contain my excitement for it! It always makes me happy to pick up more of this author's work. I dived into The Dark Outlaw Collection world as soon as I could. I loved it!  

Melissa and Hella's journey had me hooked! Hella is the VP of the Woodsmen MC and Melissa runs a bakery. As these two collide nothing will ever be the same for them.

I was all along for the ride with Melissa and Hella! As soon as these two met they had me glued to my kindle an diving into the darkness with them. From everything thrown their way and personal stuff to all that ignited between the two of them, I couldn't wait to see how it'd all play out for Hella and Melissa! 

Melissa and Hella were both kick-butt characters and their strength shined. It was great to get all of their layers. Hella and Melissa had me on edge, blushing, and going through ALL of the emotions throughout! I loved their chemistry, their back and forth, the ways they got to each other, and the realness between these two. So many moments in Melissa and Hella's journey got to me and kept me on edge!

With My Sweet Cyanide, Ms.Jones has created a fantastic and totally addictive enemies to lovers romance that brought bakery owner x MC Vice President, toxicity, love and hate, MC life and sweet treats, depth and darkness, heat, many moments I didn't expect, and all kinds of feels! 

She knows how to take us on an unforgettable ride of a journey that'll stick with us and have us feeling it all and did she ever with Hella and Melissa's story! I can't wait for more of The Dark Outlaw Collection! 💚🏍🧁

Check out the author's content/trigger warnings note.

*I volunteered to read and review a copy of this book from the author*
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1,491 reviews136 followers
December 7, 2025
MY SWEET CYANIDE is back with a whole new vibe — formerly Hellraiser in The Devil’s Own Series, now reborn in the Dark Outlaw Series with fresh twists, new faces, and plotlines that snap together like the world’s messiest (and most unhinged) puzzle. 👀✨
You can read these as standalones, but the chaos definitely hits harder in order.

Melissa Hart is just trying to heal, bake cute pastries, and mind her business… until her bestie drags her to an MC party and she collides with Braxton “Hella” Ward — VP, menace, walking red flag, certified “girl don’t do it” material.
Naturally… she does it. 🔥

Hella isn’t the “secret softie” type either. This man is an antihero carved out of pure trauma, loyalty, and “I fear no one except maybe my girl when she’s mad.” He was raised in hell, survived it, and now uses that darkness to protect his brothers.

Their chemistry? Atomic.
Their arguments? Feral.
Their situationship? A whole WWE match with kissing.

Melissa refuses to let another man break her — but Hella? He makes her feel safe in the most dangerously tender way. It’s messy. It’s unhinged. It’s addicting.

And listen… with where this series is headed? I already KNOW the author is about to scramble my last three brain cells and I’m absolutely here for it. 😭🔥💀

Things to know

SEXUAL ASSAULT (ON PAGE IN PROLOGUE, AND THEN TALKS/THOUGHTS OF IT THROUGHOUT), HUMAN TRAFFICKING, VIOLENCE, DOMESTIC ABUSE, SUBSTANCE ABUSE (ALCOHOLISM), SELF-HARM/SUICIDE IDEATION, CHILD ABUSE/NEGLECT, DEATH/GRIEF, OW/OM DRAMA, HATE TO LOVE, TOXIC LOVE, MOTORCYCLE CLUB, TOUCH HER AND DIE
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Author 2 books120 followers
December 4, 2025
💀 𝙼𝚈 𝚂𝚆𝙴𝙴𝚃 𝙲𝚈𝙰𝙽𝙸𝙳𝙴 𝚋𝚢 @darkromancemommy 💀

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝙾𝚞𝚝𝚕𝚊𝚠 𝙲𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗

“sʜᴇ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴜɢᴀʀ ᴀɴᴅ sᴘɪᴄᴇ ɴᴏᴡ- ʙᴜᴛ sʜᴇ’ʟʟ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʜɪᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄʏᴀɴɪᴅᴇ.”

“𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭.”

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛ
🧁 ᴛᴏxɪᴄ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
🖤 ᴍᴄ ᴄʟᴜʙ
🧁 ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴜᴏʟᴇs
🖤 ᴄʜᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ
🧁ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ʜᴇʀ & ☠️
🖤 ғᴏʀᴄᴇᴅ ᴘʀᴏxɪᴍɪᴛʏ
🧁 ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ "ᴘʟᴀʏs"
🖤 ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇs ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀs
🧁 ᴅᴀʀᴋ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛs
🖤 ғᴏʀᴄᴇᴅ ᴘʀᴏxɪᴍɪᴛʏ

“𝗦𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝘃𝗶𝘃𝗮𝗹 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗯𝗲 𝘀𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗿. 𝗖𝗿𝘂𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝗻 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲.”

5✨✨✨✨✨
ARC Review
My Sweet Cyanide is the first book in The Outlaw Collection. Originally published as Hellraiser but got a complete makeover. if you love a good dark motorcycle club toxic romance then this is the book for you. Hella & Melissa are toxic, messy, and fierce. Melissa is Feisty, stubborn and hates being told what to do. Hella loves to tell her what to do to, pissing her off and going toe to toe with her sassy attitude. This book takes you through all things. Amo never fails to give you as many plot twists and jaw dropping moments. always keeping you on your toes so you never know what’s going to happen next. Her MMCs are built different, they love to push your limits and piss you off but you love them anyways. Sub-plots and breadcrumbs are everywhere. Amo is the queen of fcking with your mind.. so buckle up because it’s always a fun ride. My Sweet Cyanide is everything you didn’t know you needed. & as always check your trigger warnings before reading.
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2,035 reviews20 followers
December 7, 2025
Hella and Melissa are complex and intriguing characters.
Both have trauma and ugliness in their past.
Both trying to move forward.
But the past has shaped and molded them into who they are in the present.
Melissa lives day to day trying to pretend all is well.
Hella lives day to day being nonchalant.
Until the day they can’t pretend or be nonchalant anymore.
Melissa is a warrior, a savior and her determination is astounding.
Her strength and resilience makes her courage and bravery shine through.
Hella is so much more than what meets the eye. To say he went through hell and back would be an understatement. His resolve to break free has turned him into a man of determination and getting things done.
These two together are absolutely explosive!
The energy that is between them comes to life off the pages.
It’s an entity in it of itself.
Everything with Hella and Melissa is off the charts.
Be it their conversations, their attitudes and the sexual tension between them.
They go to zero to full speed ahead.
It’s this intensity that had me gripping and captivated by them.
The plot and storyline is twisted, dark and depraved.
I was reading as fast as I could. While savoring everything going on.
So I could get to the next page to read what the next twist or turn would be.
It’s very intriguing and a whole lot mysterious.
I can’t wait for more of what’s coming in this world!
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520 reviews15 followers
December 4, 2025
Gritty, angsty, dark, and absolutely delicious.

Sweet Cyanide—formerly Hellraiser—follows Hella and Melissa’s explosive, unforgettable journey, and I was thrilled to dive into this newly revised version of their story.

The twists were dangerous and delectable, but the real standouts for me were the side characters. Each one added so much depth that I couldn’t help imagining future pairings and wondering who might earn their own book next.

Melissa has spent her life surviving, fighting her demons in silence. Hella pushes her—first to her limits, then far beyond them. Dangerous, tempting, toxic, and somehow exactly right for each other. When Hella loves, he loves with every piece of himself. Watching him open up to Melissa—stepping up when it mattered and loving his girls with a fierce, terrifying loyalty—was compelling and emotional, even when it meant losing parts of himself along the way.

Hella is one scary MC—loyal to his brothers, devoted to the people he loves, and relentless in his pursuit of what matters. And Melissa? I loved how she stood firm, challenged him, and met his darkness with her own. Their secrets are heavy, but they don’t run—they chase them together.

This book serves dark romance, sharp banter, spice, and mind-bending twists that keep you guessing until the very end.
390 reviews1 follower
December 18, 2025
This book didn't flow for me

I understand that this book was a rewritten version of a previous story, so I was expecting great things. Well, it really wasn't that great. While other people raved in reviews, I have to be honest, if I knew so many loose ends were left I probably would have skipped this one.
Hella was part of a secret organization that trained operatives and killers. He and best friend Beast escape and find Beast's father who is president of an MC. So begins the next chapter of their new lives.
Melissa has a troubled past with the trauma of a sexual assault. She runs a bakery and is friends with another chapter of the MC.
That is how she meets Hella and has a one night stand. Melissa drinks too much and likes to use men basically before they can use her.
At first I didn't like either character. For adults their decisions were very juvenile and plain stupid. I warmed up a little as the book progressed. Characters were suddenly storming in the book so fast I scrambled to place them.
Listen, I love dark romance, but this book felt choppy and the ending rushed. You have Hella and Melissa together, then apart, kids thrown in, siblings showing up, then apart again, a kidnapping, then unresolved issues, no make up scenario, but a somewhat happy ending. Just didn't vibe.
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293 reviews3 followers
December 6, 2025
🖤ARC REVIEW🖤

"This shouldn't make sense. Being owned, being his-it should terrify me. Should make me run. Instead, my broken pieces shift, realigning into something that might actually hold this time......

Mine."-My Sweet Cyanide (Book 1 Dark Outlaw Collection) By Amo Jones

This book was unhinged and dark and wild and depraved....and I loved every freaking moment of it!!!!!

This is top tier Amo Jones! The angst, the tension, the games, the mind f that this is! Absolutely genius!!!!! Like on the edge of my seat the ENTIRE TIME.

This is Hella and Melissa's book. He is a VP of an MC & she is a bakery owner running from her super dark past. They are so attracted to each other whewwww you could feel it jumping off the pages. They don't do commitment, but they also feel this magnetic force they can't turn away from. As stubborn as they both are. He wants to protect her and she wants to be owned.....eventually lol.

Literally soooooo good! Massive massive book hangover!!! Amo this is why you are the Queen of Darkness sis. Thank you for this ARC. Cannot wait for the next book in this series!

Guys! Don't sleep on this one, out everywhere now!!!

@darkromancemommy #arcreview #darkromance #mcromance #enemiestoloversbooks #booksandchatswithnickib #hellaandmelissa
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261 reviews6 followers
December 8, 2025
🏍️𝑴𝒀 𝑺𝑾𝑬𝑬𝑻 𝑪𝒀𝑨𝑵𝑰𝑫𝑬🏍️

— 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔇𝔞𝔯𝔨 𝔒𝔲𝔱𝔩𝔞𝔴 ℭ𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 —

“𝘐 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺, 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦. 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘦’𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥. 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴. 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐’𝘮 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘪𝘵. 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶.”

ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛ:
🧁ᴛᴏxɪᴄ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
🖤ᴍᴄ ᴄʟᴜʙ
🧁ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴜᴏʟᴇs
🖤ᴄʜᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ
🧁ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ʜᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅ!ᴇ
🖤ғᴏʀᴄᴇᴅ ᴘʀᴏxɪᴍɪᴛʏ
🧁ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ”ᴘʟᴀʏs”
🖤ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇs ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀs
🧁ᴅᴀʀᴋ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛs
🖤“ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ” (ᴡʜᴇᴛʜᴇʀ sʜᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇs ɪᴛ ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ)
🧁ғɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ ᴀs ғᴏʀᴇᴘʟᴀʏ
🖤ᴅᴇʀᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ᴘᴏssᴇssɪᴠᴇ ᴍᴄ

“𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙜𝙖𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙬 — 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙚’𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙘𝙮𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙙𝙚”

★ ★ ★ ★ ★
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️

this is the first book in the dark outlaw collection, originally published as hellrasier but now has a complete makeover. this book was absolutely amazing. I couldn’t get enough of the banter and the angst. everything amo threw into this book had me coming back for more scraps. I’m officially reinvested in this world and it’s brand new makeover. I’m obsessed but that’s an understatement. I can’t wait for what comes next and I can’t wait to devour another amo jones book like it’s the air I breathe. this book is everything you didn’t know you needed. buckle up and enjoy the ride.

“ᥒ᥆𝗍һіᥒg s᥆𝖿𝗍 ᥱ᥊іs𝗍s ᑲᥱ𝗍ᥕᥱᥱᥒ ᥙs—᥆ᥒᥣᥡ 𝗍һіs ᥎і᥆ᥣᥱᥒ𝗍 һᥙᥒgᥱr 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 ძᥱmᥲᥒძs ᥕᥱ ᥴ᥆ᥒsᥙmᥱ ᥱᥲᥴһ ᥆𝗍һᥱr ᥕһ᥆ᥣᥱ.”
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1,069 reviews126 followers
December 15, 2025
3.5 stars

First I need to mention, that I haven't read this story while it was published as Hellraiser. So this re-written story is my first encounter.

My Sweet Cyanide is dark and unhinged. It gave me whiplashes while I went back and forth between loving and hating Hella and Melissa. Amo Jones for sure knows how to write her controversial characters and how to test my limits.

And while I was totally invested in the world of the Dark Outlaw series I have some issues with this book that prevent me from giving it a higher rating.
Maybe it's just me, but I feel like I encountered some inconsistencies in the story. Some time jumps that didn't make sense to me. Sometimes it felt like information was missing. Sometimes information drops while never hinted at or mentioned before. That made my reading experience a bit bumpy.
The end was... I don't know. Rushed might be the wrong word. It feels more incomplete. We spent so much time with Hella and Melissa being too stubborn to figure things out and then BAM, they are the happy couple. I miss the part where they actually figure things out.

It's not my favourite book written by Amo Jones, but she caught me in the web of this world and I for sure want to know where this all is leading to. So, I'm ready to continue this journey!
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250 reviews1 follower
December 16, 2025
Amo just did it again. If you read this story in its original version, you know she made some changes, polished it to be its best version, and I fell in love again. It has the same Amo vibe, iykyk.

I literally ate it up. One of the biggest changes is that this series starts with a different couple than it did before, so I'm really excited to see what comes next because I know she will twist and turn it to be the best.

I loved the characters, the different dynamic between each of them, and it's so exciting to see them shine again after years. As we all know, MCs can be a little rough around the edges, but seeing Hux with a kid, any kid, just made my ovaries do a happy dance. This book does not contain such dark elements, which I like that the author kept that way. It's still not a rainbow and sunshine kind of read, but I think it's a great start if you're new to dark romance.

The main storyline is so freaking good, and we just got to another twist right before the end, so I'm eager to read the next book as soon as possible. I got the same feels as when I first read it, but it still feels like the first time, if you know what I mean.

If you like MC romances with dark secrets and mind-blowing twists, this is the perfect book for you.
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