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Eight months into her marriage, Katherine Forrester has yet to share her husband's bed. Stricken terrified by the mere notion of giving her body, she has been incapable of consummating the union. Her once patient husband is becoming increasingly irascible, and her mother-in-law despairs that the marriage has yet to result in pregnancy. So, Katherine is sent to a doctor who specialises in the treatment of 'female hysteria'.

Intelligent and well-read on all manner of subjects, the young Mrs Forrester knows what to expect from the doctor's care and dreads the humiliating remedies that await her. Although her doctor, David Hershaw, assures her that he will do nothing against her will, she remains wary and guarded. Eventually, as her husband's bad moods turn to violent tempers and threats of forcing from her what she's unprepared to give, she believes there is no option but to place herself fully in the doctor's hands.

What she learns about herself is unexpected, thrilling, and terrifying for reasons she could never have envisaged.

256 pages, Kindle Edition

First published January 1, 2015

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Profile Image for A Voracious Reader (a.k.a. Carol).
2,159 reviews1 follower
February 12, 2015
4.5

*Book source ~ Picked up for free on Smashwords

Katherine Forrester has been married for eight months, but has yet to share her husband’s bed. At first he was kind, gentle and understanding of her marriage bed fears, but lately his temper has been escalating and she knows he is tupping one of the maids. She knows she should be upset, but secretly she’s relieved he’s finding sexual attention elsewhere. Sent to Doctor David Hershaw to treat her for female hysteria she dreads the treatments and also despairs that she’ll ever be able to have sex and produce the required heir. Her situation seems hopeless, but Dr. Hershaw is kind and believes he can help her. While doubtful, she decides she has no choice but to submit to his treatment.

I picked up this book because I thought it would be a bit of historical erotica. While it does have many sexy bits to it, the story is so much more. It’s about Katherine and why she is the way she is, her husband and his downward spiral and the Doctor who specializes in treating women. I came to think of Hershaw as one of the forerunners of gynecology as well as being part psychiatrist. There’s some mystery and suspense as well as romance and steamy bits. I was hooked from the beginning and couldn’t read fast enough to see how it all played out. All-in-all an intriguing historical love story.
Profile Image for Lin #Historical lover...❤️.
407 reviews
August 28, 2016
i reread this book on Saturday 27 August 2016.
For some reason i was questioning my initial response to this book (truth is i heard weird things from someone who allegedly read the book and since my memories were fading i chose to reread)

No regrets! this book was just as delightful the second time around. 5 stars.


I enjoyed this historical erotica thoroughly!!

I got a copy from the author in exchange for a review I doubt she really needs because the reviews are off the charts!!! Everyone likes this book!!! (as far as I saw skimming through) I am no exception! I unreservedly give this book 5 stars!!!

My mind was made up before halfway through.
The first 4 stars was for originality! This story has never been told.... or if it has I've never read it. The plot was well developed and the story remained focused. Two more stars.... Just when you think you know exactly where this is going she makes a twist and turn! Two more stars.... For building credible suspense... two more stars... for making me go back and reread that scene because I did not see that coming... two more stars. Add it all up = 5 totally well deserved stars!!! Lol
Profile Image for Andrea AKA Catsos Person.
790 reviews107 followers
June 27, 2015



*Disclaimer: At the beginning of reading this book I was struck by how nice the “psychiatrist” was and I made mention that I would like a shrink like Ayana. Prende’s character Dr. Hernshaw. I made this comment before I knew anything about his “treatments.” So, no, I do not have any of these, ah, “problems,” so to speak. Well, at least not anything like the issues that the h has that are found in the book. :)

My Comments about the Book

Due to the explosion of ePublishing, I think that more people are able to get published than ever before, and I hoard fiction eBooks (novels, novellas short stories etc.) Not all of this stuff that is available is worth reading and should never see the light of day. But Ms. Prende has crafted an HER (historic erotic romance) that is engaging, and skillfully written and well edited. Some readers are very concerned about grammar and typos, so I thought I mention the quality of the writing and editing early in my comments.

At one point while I read, I felt that I did not really know what the characteristics of HER were because this book was different from the examples in the genre that I have read thus far. So, I clicked into the GR HER discussion focused on thedifference between a steamy HR and HER. Yep, this book fits. I particularly liked how group-member Steelwhisper defined it in comment #17.


The book opens with the h in the office of a therapist who specializes in treating women’s issues, where she was unwillingly taken by her mother in law because after 8-9 months of marriage to a man selected by her family for their own financial benefit, she is not able to bring herself to consummate her union. Her husband and his family were losing patience.

During the earlier months of Kate’s nine-month marriage, (I know some HR readers do not care for HR H/h to be married or formerly married, but give this a chance!), which is not shown in the book, the reader is given to understand that her husband has exercised patience and consideration for Kate’s fearful reluctance to go through with “the marriage act.” Unfortunately, by the time the beginning of the story itself, this patience is beginning to unravel. Perhaps its dissolution is hastened external influences. None of which bode well for Kate.

There is drama because the h’s husband becomes increasingly erratic giving cause to fear for her safety. It is easy to get caught up in the fantasy world crated by HR and HER authors. However, but this book reminded me just once again how little recourse or rights women had in the past, not even ownership of their own bodies or support of their families of origin when they find themselves in an untenable or insupportable marital situation.

Frankly, as the situation seems to worsen for the h, and marriage during the Victorian era being what it was (especially for women), I couldn’t help but wonder how in the world the author would manage to work out a lasting solution/HEA (thank heavens I could not “figure” this out!), but work it out, she does, and I might add, in a way that is acceptable for HR/HER readers and is not at all anachronistic ( a major source of grief for HR readers!)

I am excited to have learned about this book and its relatively new author and I look forward to more good things to read from Ms. Prende in this genre. This book is a great promise of even more great things yet to come for HER readers!

**A free copy of this book was provided by the author in exchange for an honest review.
Profile Image for Andrea Smith.
Author 71 books1,965 followers
August 13, 2016
The Anatomy of Desire was a pleasant diversion from the norm. I was compelled to read this book after the author ... well, let's just say after she got my attention with her review of Black Balled. And though she thinks I'm in need of psychiatric help and stated the same in her review of B-B, I'm willing to acquiesce only on the condition that I'm treated by Dr. David Hershaw. Both the man and his methods of treatment left me panting for more!

If you're looking for tatooed bad boys with pierced junk, you won't find it in this book. What you will find is an exquisitely written Victorian Era novel with characters that unleash some of the most sensual erotica while facing some of the most rigid and unyielding social biases of that period.

Dr. Hershaw is handsome, intelligent, insightful and compassionate to his patient, Katherine. She's suffering from a malady referred to as "Female Hysteria" In other words, Katherine isn't giving it up to her husband, and hasn't once in the eight months since they spoke their vows. Dr. Hershaw's job is to cure Katherine, and he does so eventually, but his methods and the results will leave your mouth agape and your jaw slackened...trust me.

It's a beautiful story complete with love, trust, honesty, along with some secrets and a twist or two I didn't see coming.

I really enjoyed this book!
Profile Image for James Faro.
Author 28 books31 followers
July 8, 2015
Katherine Forrester has been married for eight months but has not yet had sex with her husband, Edward, and finds the very idea repugnant. Edward and her mother-in-law arrange for her to visit a doctor specialising in the treatment of female hysteria. Dr David Hershaw is young and progressive in his treatment, advanced for his time, and is a patient, kind and considerate man. Although ever conscious of the doctor patient relationship, he is unable to deny his growing feelings for Katherine.
This is a fascinating story, which says a great deal about the position of women in Victorian England and attitudes towards female sexuality. It deals with not only young women from privileged backgrounds such as Katherine, but also the position of young servant girls, who were often treated as nothing more than their master's possessions. The author has obviously carried out a great deal of research and the historical setting is authentic and totally believable.
Written in the first person, Katherine's voice is utterly convincing. Her confidence grows as the story progresses, as does her determination to escape her situation. Even in her darkest moments, she is considerate and loyal; always ready to help those around her.
There are many twists and turns in this book, and I was kept guessing until the final page. The erotic scenes which document Katherine's sexual awakening are skilfully done, and in the later stages of the book, help to convey the depth of feeling and passion between Katherine and David.
The writing is descriptive, the characters are interesting and well rounded and the story never drags. This is above all else, an engrossing love story.
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469 reviews11 followers
July 9, 2015
4.5 stars

I have read close to a thousand books in my lifetime. I don't remember the titles, the names of the characters, or sometimes even the plots....but what I do remember are moments...moments that define human emotions, that expresses the inexplicable need or connection to another human being, moments that I vicariously live with the characters, that enrich my life and expand my understanding of the world....in short moments that make me come back to read book after book to experience the joy that is experienced in losing yourself in a good story. This book was filled with endless moments like that.

What I enjoyed about this book the most was the fact it was not full of unnecessary descriptions of customes, time period, or history just to make it seem more sophisticated or fitting to the genre. David and Kate's relationship fills you with a poignant happiness...it teaches you that love like that is possible....it also fills you with a sweet longing because you want a love like that for yourself. This book also purifies the act of physical intimacy from a baseless act of lust to a meaningful and natural and earthy act of expressing your love to your beloved. I loved every single moment of it. I definitely recommend it.

I rated it 4.5 because I wanted a few glimpses from David's POV. The entire story is told beautifully from Kate's POV but I wish there was something from Daivd as well....even an epilogue in his voice to convey his depth of emotions.

Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book; however, was not expected to write a review or express my opinion.
Profile Image for Michael Aloysius O'Reilly.
Author 7 books17 followers
May 15, 2015
I was given this novel by the author with a request that I honestly review it.
An erotic genre novel, this is a steamy tale of Victorian sexuality, male cruelty and an honest telling of a stumbling toward love. The author writes effortlessly and intimately in the protagonist's voice. Her struggles against a violent husband within a world where the woman lacks protection carries the reader on and on. She has never experienced love with a man and as a relationship develops, the protagonist has to come to terms with the social mores and prejudices of the late 19th Century--and the cruelty of her husband. Well told. The author's prose is detailed and replete with blushes as she observes in fine detail the thoughts and actions of a woman becoming authentic--when such was not allowed.
Profile Image for S.J. Higgins.
Author 1 book27 followers
June 25, 2015
Oh my goodness! I thoroughly enjoyed this book. Set in the Victorian times this story is about a young girl who has a strong aversion to sex, so much so that eight months after her wedding she has yet to consummate her marriage. Termed hysteria in those times, her mother-in-law insists she sees a doctor in order that they cure her. Can you imagine your mother-in-law getting involved in your sex life? Again I am glad to have been born in this day and age.

This was a unique and fascinating read which kept me intrigued from the get go.

There were just a couple of things that niggled me.

Spoiler alert and cursing alert as a result of a direct quote.

On the day of her third visit to Dr Hershaw, Katherine is trying to explain to him that she found her husband in a very compromising position with the maid. Due to her upbringing and station she’s understandably mortified and battles with verbalizing what she saw. I quote...

I come to a halt, unsure how to define what he had been doing. “Well, he was…um…”
“Fucking her?” David offers frankly.

Now I highly doubt a doctor in this day and age would say that to a patient, let alone a doctor in the Victorian times.

My second gripe is a big one for me. Again this is a HUGE spoiler.
When Kate was seventeen she was raped by her brother’s friend, this has left her traumatized and is the very reason she cannot be intimate with her husband. However, after only five consultations she agrees to allow Dr Hershaw to touch her intimately and bring her to orgasm whilst giving her a lesson on self-stimulation. I find it very hard to believe that any woman suffering from the trauma of rape would allow a relative stranger (because really, how well can you know your doctor after five visits?) to touch her in that way. Don’t get me wrong, that scene was totally hot, but surely if she trusted the doctor enough she could have afforded her husband the same opportunity. After all in the first chapter we learn that her husband was concerned, compassionate and accommodating of her fears initially. It was only eight months down the line and due to an addiction to opium that he became unsympathetic.

Right, let’s get back to the stuff I loved. I found Dr Hershaw to be the kind of hero that makes you swoon. Kind, compassionate and understanding with just the right amount of sexy. Did I mention how hot the self-exploration lesson was? You know I did, but I’ll mention it again. Hot! Hot! Hot!
As for Katherine, what a sweetheart, she is truly a kind soul. Even after finding the maid having sex with her husband her first instinct was to council the maid because she was genuinely concerned for the girls feeling. I don’t know many women who would do that. Katherine was strong, determined, kind, protective and an all-round likable character.

The story was captivating and entertaining and I will definitely be recommending this story. I will be looking out for more titles by this author.
Author 2 books8 followers
May 20, 2015
I have to start this review by saying I really enjoyed this story. It is well written, the plot drives forward with pace, the primary characters are well rounded and the voice of the female lead, Katherine Forrester is believable and compelling.

The storyline itself flirts with the potential to be unbelievable – essentially Katherine Forrester, having ‘failed’ to consummate her marriage after eight months, is forced by her husband and mother in law to seek a medical intervention at the hands of Dr. David Hershaw. From this point, the plot is only going to go in one direction. Ms Prendre, however, not only pulls this off, she does so in a style and manner that suspends belief and draws you in.

The plot drives forward with great efficiency, and yet the two main characters are beautifully drawn, and there is enough detail to establish the novel’s Victorian credentials. I would perhaps have enjoyed a little more by way of historical context but its lack did not detract from my enjoyment overall.

Characterisation is excellent. David Hershaw, in particular, emerges from the pages through a deftness of touch that I have rarely come across in a novel. He has a magnetic quality and presence from the very first moments he appears in the story. Katherine too, is very well written. It is her voice and her eyes through which the story is told and this is very well done. There are also some well-written secondary characters although I would have liked a little more on the husband but the maids and the cook are well rounded and are a good source of conflict and sub plot.

Love scenes are well written and there is a real sense of a journey of self-discovery and expression for Katherine, that we are witnesses to. For me this is one of the most compelling aspects of the story.

Perhaps my only grumble and the primary reason for the rating I have given is the ending, which I will not say too much about because I don’t want to spoil it for other readers. I will just say I found the resolution a little too convenient.

In summary, a well written novel with engaging characters in a well crafted storyline, and interesting historical context. I would highly recommend and award 4.5 stars.
Profile Image for Lou LaJeunesse.
79 reviews4 followers
May 24, 2015
The Anatomy of Desire
by Ayana Prende

I was given a copy in exchange for an honest review.
The story takes place in the Victorian Era. We begin with a young woman who is married for about 3/4 of a year. Her marriage still has not been consumated. She has an avrsion and fear of the marital sex act itself. It is one that is reminiscent of shear terror.
Young Catherine's husband is becoming more and more adamant that she submit to his rights and do her duty as a wife. The marriage is one her parents wanted as part of a business proposition. It was the norm for that era.
Because of her reluctance, her mother in law covinced her husband that she needs to see a doctor. She chooses to have her see a doctor other than their usual one. He would probably be akin to a psychiatrist today. I say that because I got the sense that this novel was pre 1850 but durning Victorian times. (My assumption).
The fear associated with bing labeled inferior and mentally ill gave Catherine a great deal of anxst. the idea of what was causing her repulsion to marital sex was not even part of the equation. Like most wives of that time, it did not matter, she was requird to do her duty..
Her husband, on the other hand, was demanding, and of the opinion that he was unaccountable for his actins. As he assaults and rapes the female staff, he believes they are employees and deserve no better.
Makes you think, who is the lunatic here.
Catherine's doctor assures her he will protect her and try to help.
Eventually in the story you find the secret behind Catherine's fear and the doctor's secret also.
The story is a bit diffrent than most erotic novels, even of that era. It is eroctic, but you do not have page after page of sex. Thre is plenty of it butwell placed and done in a way that allows you to understand where the doctor is coming from andhow she finds her own sexual being.
The story comes to an abrupt and convenient conclusion. This did not diturb me too much. It left me with a twing of desire to find out what bcomes of Catherine in the future. Maybe a sequel to the story could be in the works.
Profile Image for Rabid Readers Reviews.
546 reviews25 followers
February 12, 2015
Katherine is a woman with deep-seated trust issues. Her husband is a kind and patient man by all accounts before the novel begins. She was urged into a marriage for the financial benefit of both her husband and family, which was not so unusual for the day. What is unusual for the era and for a character who has already acquiesced to the pressure of family is that Katherine sees no reason that her feeling shouldn’t be considered and respected in a relationship. She has deep seated doubts that relations between man and woman can ever be pleasant for the partner expected to submit. She fears the violence of her husband but is willing to do what she has to do to stand against him to protect herself and others. Katherine reads as a woman deeply convinced of her own damage so bringing a doctor in that may act as a sounding board seems a natural progression in the plotline. Enter the handsome and also progressive Dr. Henshaw.

The author called The Anatomy of Desire in her e-mail request for review “unquestionably erotica.” I would disagree with that designation. There is a fair amount of sex in the novel (mostly between four people in independent couples) but having read hundreds of romance novels and dozens of works of erotica and would say that The Anatomy of Desire falls very firmly into the romance category.

The Anatomy of Desire is well written if not always engaging though in whole quite interesting. If you like romance and insight into the human psyche, The Anatomy of Desire is the novel for you.
Profile Image for J.C. Stockli.
Author 3 books10 followers
May 31, 2015
I received a copy of this book from the author in exchange for an unbiased review.

The Anatomy Of Desire is a beautiful depiction of what women were subjected to in Victorian society. The life of Katherine Forrester is shrouded in misfortune, even for her well upbringing. The plot and writing style is stunning.

The main character is a strong woman/protagonist, and those various supporting characters/antagonists are well-developed. I can say, I felt bad for some of the other characters – even the ones I’m sure I likely wasn’t meant to feel anything for. The LI of the story was intriguing from the beginning, a perfect fit. The conclusion was spot-on, and I found no loose strings - Bravo!

I experienced a range of emotions throughout the story, which is precisely how I like my reads. I believe Prende did a very good job teetering along delicate subject matter in rather truthful and healing ways. Not an easy thing to do, so that is to be commended.

Stylistically, the writer’s descriptions are gorgeous. Any quips I have with regard to certain terminology are characteristic of the genre, and certainly not how the author employed them. I think there were more adverbs than needed, and I think the dialogue was strong enough that it could have stood out quite well on its own without so many descriptors.

Overall, this was a beautiful tale. I will be very happy to continue to anticipate any new releases that Ms. Prende produces.
Profile Image for James Sillwood.
Author 24 books352 followers
July 13, 2015
It is generally acknowledged that the rights and freedoms of Victorian women, from all social classes, were few and far between; an issue which is explored at depth in this thought provoking novel.
The story is of a journey of self discovery undertaken by Katherine, a young woman trapped in a loveless marriage; a marriage which is entered into as a business arrangement to benefit her father. The author takes us inside Katherine's mind and vividly portrays her world; a harsh and unforgiving place, bound by rigidity and strict codes of behaviour. As the marriage had not been consummated Katherine is sent to Dr. David Hershaw, who, nowadays, would be described as a therapist.
David and Katherine, who are both forward thinking and progressive in their attitudes, inevitably become attracted to each other. The detailed, imaginative and sensual erotic scenes are an integral part of this story and essential in describing their growing relationship.
This novel has been well researched with a convincing historical setting. The plot is unpredictable with a surprising twist which is totally believable and brings the story to a swift and satisfying conclusion.


Profile Image for Lorine Thomas.
Author 2 books65 followers
June 9, 2015
I received this book in exchange for an honest review!

At first, I didn't know what to expect. The few books I have read in the historical romance genre had too much historical and not enough romance for me. This book was not like that! I was immediately captivated by the author's subtle details, which left my mind to completely envision the time period for myself.

Now for the meat of the story. Katherine is a married woman who can't bring herself to "give" herself to her husband and is shuttled off to a doctor to "cure" her. Throughout her treatment with Dr. David Hershaw, several discoveries are made and Katherine finds herself at the crossroads of who she think she is and who she wants to be.

Without giving much away, there is a beautiful love story, a crippling secret and a wonderful self awaking that will leave you wanting more. This book is defiantly worth the read and I highly recommend it.
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Author 15 books26 followers
April 26, 2015
This book was a true delight. I hadn't known exactly what to expect, but was recommended it by a friend, and I'm so glad I got it.

The book follows Katherine, who is married to Edward and terrified of sex. Her mother-in-law has found a therapist for Katherine to see, Dr. David Hershaw.

The book explores Katherine's horrific marriage and her exploration of her own sexuality. The book works on every level. As a historical novel, it is accurate and well done. As an erotic novel, it brings spice and verve to a unique romance. As a romance, it leaves you wanting nothing but an HEA for the two lovers. In every other way, it works, too. Minor players in the book shift in wonderful ways and come into play in awesome manners as the book closes out.

Well done by Ms. Prende. Can't recommend this enough.
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364 reviews13 followers
June 4, 2015
This book was a surprise for me. I simply wasn't expecting what I got. Anatomy of Desire so well written, with characters who are written true to their historical time. The patient/doctor visits were well portrayed. The author shows us a very professional Dr Henshaw. The home life portrayed was heart wrenching. This is not a happy place to be. I absolutely did not know the direction this story was going to follow until it was time for me to. A very fresh read.
"I received a copy of this book from the author in exchange for an honest review"
Profile Image for Sophia Scarlet.
Author 7 books172 followers
April 9, 2015
Loved this novel. The prose, the characters, the experience of the time, the exploration the nature of sexual relationships and force, all beautifully rendered. I especially loved Katherine's overabundance of compassion. She was a beautiful character and I would be delighted to be her best friend. All of the characters even the secondary and tertiary characters were compelling. The story was compelling and I was thrilled by the HEA! I highly recommend this novel to anyone interested in a woman's discovery of her own sexuality.
Profile Image for Phoenix.
545 reviews10 followers
March 27, 2015
Prende really hit the mark with this book. It was full of heartache, passion, ,and love. Kate has endured so much and my heart just broke for her pain and troubles. She is such a good girl who just deserves to be truly loved. Prende has an incredible talent for writing twists. I thought I knew how the book would develop, but I was wrong many times. Just when I thought I had it figured out, Prende threw me a curve ball. Very sexy yet proper in many ways historical romance. Give it a try!
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10 reviews1 follower
February 26, 2015
I was given a copy of this book in exchange for my review and I really loved it. I was intrigued from the beginning, straight throughout the book, I was rooting for Katie and David, and I am always a sucker for a happy ending. As for the hot and steamy parts, well they were terrific too. A must read for those who enjoy romance/erotica and historical fiction too.
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