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387 pages, ebook
First published July 13, 2013
He was definitely not the same boy he'd been ten years ago. She'd had a crush on that boy - that popular, gorgeous, unattainable boy.
But the man before her now was terrifying in ways that boy hadn't been. The man was empathetic, authentic - and far more appealing than the boy had ever been.
And far more dangerous.
...she hadn't understood how anyone could come from the kind of wealth and privilege he did, could have a beautiful home like Reynier's Retreat and a job as an oil executive waiting for him, and could choose instead to drive getaway cars, deflect bullets, and rescue little sisters.
But she was damn glad he did.
"You think people born into privilege shouldn't serve their country since they have the means to do other things? Should it only be the poor or disadvantaged who risk their lives?"
"I didn't mean that."
"Yes, you did."
Okay, probably she did. But it was unfathomable.
"I would have made different choices if I had your resources. I'm sorry if that offends you, but I refuse to believe there's isn't a better way to contribute to society, if that's what you want to do."
He was definitely not the same boy he'd been ten years ago. She'd had a crush on that boy - that popular, gorgeous, unattainable boy.
But the man before her now was terrifying in ways that boy hadn't been. And far more dangerous.


And here she stood ready to lose herself in him one more time. Because there'd always been more between them that just one night. Because they went back a long ways, and she'd loved him as a friend long before she'd ever fallen for him as a man.




).It’s very difficult to find a good or even a great romantic suspense. Most either lacks suspense or romance. So it’s rare to find a RS where the balance is just perfect.
Evie and Matt has quite a history. They grew up together, and were best friends until they drifted apart. Mostly because of Matt who got new friends, and didn’t really have time for Evie any more. Evie had a crush on Matt for many years and finally at sixteen she asked him to be her first. After which Matt crushed Evie’s heart by leaving but not before he drunkenly told his friends about deflowering Evie.
Now it’s ten years later and Matt has come home for a week, before he has to go back to HOT, where he has to face the consequences of a mission that went wrong.
Evie is at her lowest. She’s just lost her business after being betrayed by her partner, and was forced to return to her hometown. Matt is the last person on earth she wishes to see. But then her sister goes missing, and her life is in danger. The only person who can help her, is the last person she wants to turn for help – Matt, the boy who broke her heart.
While I really enjoyed the suspense of the story, and learning about HOT (Hostile Operations Team), I had trouble liking the romance. I’m not a big fan of second chance romances, because usually the hero didn’t appreciate or realise what he had, screwed up, and now suddenly I’m forced to believe he has seen the light, and has always loved the heroine. Really??? I prefer that my heroes know what they want from the start, and that they will do anything to keep the heroine. So, while I had no problem believing that Matt wanted to have sex with Evie, he made that quite clear right from the start, I just couldn’t believe that he thought she grounded him, and that he had loved her all along. And the fact that Evie gave in so easily to Matt, after all he put her through, just made me think her a little weak. Yes, they were very young when he betrayed her, but still, a little more grovelling would have worked for me.
But even though I didn’t enjoy the romance that much, the sexy times were very steamy, and I really enjoyed the suspense. A solid RS read, and if you enjoy second-chance romances, then you will definitely like this book. This is my first book by this author, and it definitely won’t be my last.