My thoughts are jumbled for this one.
As always, spoilers ahead, don't read further if you don't want me to spoil it for you.
H is a musician who profited on the songs written by him about his brother who went to jail on a drug charge and his gf(h) who supposedly helped him. h claims the songs are hurtful to her that she can't even listen to them. He hates her for two reasons, one being that he thinks she helped his brother cook drugs and two being that he blamed himself and her for cheating on his bro, even though h herself was adamant on assuring him that her relationship with his brother wasn't what it looked like. Still doesn't excuse h for sleeping with him when he thinks otherwise
H comes back home after a decade, learns that h is running for mayor so he decides to run against her just out of spite. Even though he hates her so much and wants 'revenge', he is not close with his brother, at all. If anything that dude hates him very much for abandoning him and is very close with h.
The fact that H still lusted after h for months and slept with her all the while believing she was his brother's girlfriend gave me the ick. And then we have this lovely scene on page with ow, who is in his bed when h shows up at his house complaining about the theft done by his bed partner. ow is his high school gf/fuck buddy btw 🤢🤢
Very much later, the said ow also buys a plan B at h's pharmacy letting her think that H was raw dogging it. He tells her that he didn't actually fuck her but slept with her in the same bad. Like dude, seriously, is that supposed to make her feel better? 🥴🥴🥴
"Did you sleep with Sabrina?”
Her words broke the bubble of longing encircling us. For a moment, I didn’t move, processing her words. Frowning, I rocked back on my heel, examining her face. She was serious. “No. Not since I’ve been back.”
“Why was she at your house?”
Grimacing, I hesitated and laced my fingers with Maggie’s, my thumb caressing the back of her hand. “I made a poor choice and let her spend the night.”
“But you didn’t sleep with her.”
I shook my head, meeting her gaze. “I slept beside her. We didn’t have sex.”
“Like with me"
ewww 🤮 - he slept beside ow on the same damn bed in which he slept with h a few days later the exact same way 🤡🥴
Once the big secret and the truth about h's relationship a decade ago with his brother comes out, its fairly a short read after it. They bang, all is good and done.
note 1 - h was a virgin and he was her first although he has been with many other people before her. He recalls talking about women, bedposts and debaucheries, so pretty good to say he was a manwhore. No mention of other people during the decade gap. For h, she dates men in short period of time and broke up with one just before H came back into town
note 2 -There is clearly ow drama, as above his ex gf/ fuck buddy from a decade ago shows up at his place and even though he claims he had no intention to have sex with her, i'm not so sure. Cause he says When she showed up here, I almost fell back into long-dead habits. Hanging out with her was easy; we had a rhythm, even after all these years he only felt guilty cause h showed up and saw her
note 3 - h was sober and H was drunk when they slept together the first time. Make of it what you will but imo cheating is cheating, no matter if the relationship is 'real' or not