4.5 stars
This book is about grief, self discovery, family - whether biological or found - acceptance, and love.
There is more than one journey going on in this book and each one has their ups and downs.
Rhys is still struggling with the death of his sister, so one journey for him is finally getting some healing and peace.
Early is struggling with their identity and parents who want their 'boy' back, his journey to self acceptance was beautiful to see.
Finally, there is the journey Early and Rhys take together.
Early has had a crush on Rhys since they started working at Hawthorne House, but his complicated feelings and doubts about himself held him back. They are a really sweet, compassionate person, and they are accepted by the Hawthorne family, while their own only causes them grief.
Rhys has always been attracted to Early, but held back because he felt it would be inappropriate due to their thirteen year age gap and the fact Early works for his family. He is a talented painter and teaches a few classes at HH, but his emotions are still in turmoil, causing him to be filled with anger.
Surprisingly, it is when Early poses for one of Rhys' classes that Early starts to feel more confidence, and Rhys starts to feel more comfortable with the idea of being with Early. A lack of conversation causes a major hiccup for them, but it doesn't last long, and soon their spark of attraction becomes a deeper connection and genuine love flourishes between them.
The ARC I read still needed some editing, there were a few typos, the wrong day used, the wrong name .. etc, as well as an inconsistency that will hopefully be fixed for the final copy.
Overall, I really enjoyed this book, it was wonderfuly written and thought provoking. I found it a little more melancholy, but there were parts with levity that balanced it out nicely. Both MC's were likeable, but I personally like Early a bit more, and there were a plethora of secondary characters that added depth to this story, and some that helped each MC with their journey.
This review is my unbiased, honest opinion.
One last thing, did anyone else find it kinda weird to have wine and champagne at an event for CADD? (Campaign Against Drink Driving - they raise awareness for impaired driving in the UK).
I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.