To be honest I didn’t want to rate it, this left me with a lot of conflicted emotions and thoughts about it. IT IS a good story. Heavily toxic? Yes. Concerning in so many emotional levels? Absolutely. Did I hate it? No. I couldn’t.
And in the end I was left wondering what would become of them in the future, with Tom so broken inside and Harry so messed up with guilt. It felt like as characters, they would take 4 steps forward and then go back to square one in a single chapter, and it made frustrated because it felt like they were close to becoming someone better and then BAM, pushed to where they started.
Anyways, I’m too conflicted to say more. I enjoyed it in an odd way but I will probably never read it again, not because it was bad, it was not, I will simply not re-read it because I can’t handle it emotionally, it’s complicated.
P.D.: The author warned about the toxicity and unhealthiness of their relationship but boy I did not expect it to be this much.