This writer rarely disappoints...this is a rich emotive story. Damon and Olivia are married under a cloud of what Olivia assumes, was a drunken one-night stand amidst an impromptu Vegas celebration. Instead Damon orchestrated a chain of events meant to bond them together. Damon tracked her down, stalks her to Vegas, marries her and then tries to invade her life. The state of his sanity and grief is evident from the offset.
They barely know each other and he wants to hand over access of his money, name, and assets.
Olivia wants an annulment, Damon wants her to uproot her life in Pittsburg, a place her family, closely-knit friends and business is located, and move to New York. Olivia is Olivia Harlow, as in Harlow Cakes. She’s been featured in wedding magazines and on Television shows, she’s very well-known.
The clinic mixed up his file number with an anonymous donor. During one month, his supply was used in three separate procedures, there were three others involved in the mix up, but only Olivia’s insemination resulted in conception. Hers was the only one resulted in a pregnancy.
Each of the women chose the same donor and they all received his supply instead.
Liv lost Isaac in a motorcycle accident and then their unborn baby. It’s been three years since Damon lost Rebecca and DJ, his sanity shaken by the tragedy. The two connect on a level because of the pain they’ve both endured.
Both trying to be strong, but the debilitating losses left them wounded, recognising these qualities in each other and connecting on a different level. Olivia is resistant to the marriage. The stalking, disruption to her life, threats, intrusion, plotting and lying. Those aren't as easy to overlook and accept.
Damon was frustrating but vulnerable. He’s a witness in Olivia’s life.
Where he’s mourned his loss and wants to live with love in his life again, she holds on to her ghosts. The invisible scars left by such pain, that will always be there. Now, he must learn patience, as she must learn to heal and live with her scars.
Damon made regretful decisions, multiple times. However, they were emotionally driven circumstances as he tried to find healing in any way he could. He found that with Olivia and Alex and Olivia found that quality in him as well.
~ His late wife Rebecca paid a technician to discard his sample, not keen on having another child.
~ His mother paid the doctor to tamper with his semen, her actions following her to the grave unless they succeed in locating the missing, Dr. Phillipson. A woman that didn’t share her motives or intentions and definitely did not offer an explanation much less an apology, completely lacking remorse.
The technician unaware, hence, the wrong samples were switched. Turns out, there are at least three others involved in the travesty. Couples with children who most likely aren't from whom the parents think, other people completely unrelated to either Damon or Olivia. Simply innocent bystanders.
His mother was unconscionable, she personally knew Vivianne, setting her machinations in motion resulting in tragedy... the night his mentally and emotionally unstable wife took their innocent child and got behind the wheel of a car.
They were at a business dinner and ended up at the bar, just Vivianne and himself. Her advances were subtle but then a part of him that needed to be comforted, took over and fed his ego. He welcomed Vivianne's attentions. They got a hotel room but his conscience prevailed, he was wrong and unfaithful, but he didn't sleep with her.
Damon still has a lot of healing to do as he uncovers the depths of his mother’s betrayal and deception, she was instrumental in his demise and destruction.
This is not a book for everyone, it involves doctoring semen samples, an incomplete act of infidelity, a mentally unstable woman that results in the death of his very young child.
If you’re not a fan of manipulative, controlling men, pass this one by, as Damon can leap off the pages as overbearing, however, he suffered tremendous loss, at the hand of his vile, contemptible mother. A woman with only disdain for her only son.
Damon and Olivia erected walls, both trying to be strong, but their losses left them wounded and they recognise this in each other and connect. In Olivia and Alex, Damon recognises that they heal his wounds, balms his soul and makes him feel alive. She and Alex replaced the meaningless depths of nothingness and anger with a deep connection. There is an irritant - her ex boyfriend, Erik, that seems to become transfixed with Olivia.
I ventured into this blindly, not expecting to be enraptured by the host of emotions.
This was thought-provoking.