1.5 stars. This book was ridiculous, but not in a good way. The gist of it is a new hockey coach at a high school meets the hotshot hockey team captain (who is 18) and they have mad chemistry, sparks fly, they can’t resist each other, etc., etc. So like a forbidden romance, teacher/student thing. I can get behind that, I mean, it’s not okay, but like I could enjoy a fictionalised take on it. But this book was just a god damn mess. Firstly, both MCs are terrible people. The student (Damon) is an arrogant, entitled dickhead who uses people, and he relentlessly pursues his (ostensibly straight) coach despite being told numerous times that it is inappropriate. Jonah, the coach, is a confused wreck who just cannot get his shit together. I found neither of them particularly endearing, and I was not rooting for them at all. They also go from hating each other's guts to falling into bed to declaring undying love in like an insanely short amount of time. The romance felt fatuous and not worth the risks they were taking. Also, there was no critical thinking on Jonah’s part regarding the fact that he is fucking a teenager who is also his student. Like they worry about getting caught, but there was no moral exploration of his actions at all. I get that this is a romance, but I kind of wish authors would actually just properly explore this dynamic and its repercussions rather than just romanticising it.
My main problem with this book, however, is that not one single character acts like a normal person. Literally every single time someone had the opportunity to make a sensible decision, they do the exact opposite. Everyone is like this, from the MCs to the least important side character. It was just bizarre decision after bizarre decision. I could not stop rolling my eyes. I guess it reads a bit like a soap opera in that way, so if you enjoy that kind of thing this may work for you, but I really wasn’t feeling it.