Having suffered the unimaginable loss of her first husband and child, Lindsay Nicholson rewrites her story to become Britain’s most successful lifestyle magazine editor. But when a would-be suicide runs in front of her car, the pages of her picture-perfect life fall apart once more.
In just one year, Lindsay loses her marriage, job and home, and is even arrested. Suicidal and suffering from profound PTSD, she tries medication, therapy and New Age courses – until she finds the answer in the pages of her former magazines. Life isn’t about being perfect; it’s friendship and laughter, stitched together with the little things that truly matter.
Deeply moving, inspiring and sharply funny, Perfect Bound is an unforgettable story about resilience, recovery and what really makes life worth living.
I might be slightly biased as I do know Lindsay Nicholson; my mother used to work with her as part of that whirlwind of magazine publishing and they have stayed good friends (fun fact; both my parents are actually in the acknowledgements section which is kind of cool). I was at Lindsay's second marriage (although I was three years old, so I largely just remember the chocolate fountain), and whilst I have pieced together some of what she has gone through in her life over the years, I didn't know the full extent of it.
Whilst the language of this is very easy to read, like you're chatting to a friend on the sofa with a cup of tea, the topics are not. If this was a fiction book, you'd probably be thinking how unrealistic it is for all of these things to happen to one person. And yet it did, and Lindsay, and Hope, have come out of it the other side, not without difficulty, and rebuilt their own lives.
A very real and insightful exploration of grief and its lasting effects, as well as how people can disguise, consciously or not, their emotions and mental health, all wrapped up in the glamour of being a high-powered magazine editor.
cw// cancer, death, car accidents, infidelity, death of a child, suicidal ideation/attempts
I loved this so much it has encouraged me with writing my memoir of my chaotic childhood etc. I loved the way at the beginning she is saying what a good mother she is to go back to work the week after her husband's funeral to at the end apologising to her daughter for going back to work after her husband's funeral. It wasn't morbid even though loads of awful things had happened to her. She used humor and just life stuff to tell a really wonderful learning curve story filled with hope