➝ 1.5 stars
if there’s anything worse than someone with a bleeding heart, it’s someone with a bleeding heart
and
a martyr complex. and herein lies my main issue with our lead character, mia.
mia was aggravatingly stupid to an unreal degree. there’s obviously nothing wrong with being a kind or considerate person, but when your idea of kindness is something that affects your life on a daily basis, maybe you need to rethink some boundaries, bc this girl was for real the doormatiest doormat of all the doormats.
and tho i would never blame her for all of the horrendous ways jason would try and manipulate, control, or abuse her, i 100% can blame her for never ONCE trying to protect herself. from early on, mia would go on and on about how jason’s father was so powerful that nothing would ever come of her reporting him, but how tf do you know that if you don’t ever even try? if she had even just tried to talk to the police or file a report with HR once, even JUST ONCE, maybe i would’ve understood her reticence a little more, but this bitch straight up refused to do a single thing to protect herself!! she didn’t create a paper trail, she didn’t bother to tell a single one of the various people in her support system, and she sure as hell didn’t try to create any boundaries with jason, citing that she “felt guilty” about blocking his number, even after he had been harassing her nonstop for months. girl, are you fucking being for real rn? 💀
aside from mia’s incredible stupidity, i had a lot of other problems with this story. one big one being the fact that this was a book set in a college sports romance series, but it
wasn’t set in college.
what was the reason? WHAT WAS THE REASON?!?! i won’t even get into how annoyed i was once i realized that we weren’t even going to get any flashbacks from those years, but instead will move on to how long this book was. again, this seemed to be for no apparent reason bc by the halfway point everyone was already in love with everyone, and it was just a case of waiting for alex to catch up to the others and admit his goddamn feelings for river.
in terms of alex and river’s relationship, i’d have to say that particular aspect was probably my favorite part of the entire story. i liked that we got to see the two of them develop their relationship at the same time that they were building something with mia as it was a refreshing perspective that made the story all that much sweeter. all-in-all tho, the fact that this book was much steamier than the previous two did absolutely nothing to benefit the actual storyline or convince me that these three were perfect for each other. i honestly would’ve thought that anyway regardless of all the smut, so it just felt really excessive by the end.