Absolutely gut-wrenching.
As the translator Meg Matich brilliantly explains it at the beginning of the book, every novel seems to lift a veil on a part of Ásta's life.
Poverty. Aborption. Rape. Alcoholism.
But a sentence comes again and again : "People are good". Letting us understand that, as the doctor tells the young pregnant woman in "Lilies", "Everyone has troubles, but every cloud has a silver lining."
I really loved the fact that every novel started in a way that didn't appeal to me : the real catcher always came at the third or fourth page, and at the end I was conquered, every single time.
Some sentences will stay with me and echo from within. Among them :
"I coudln’t trace a single track, and nobody could find me. I’d left nothing behind to lead them to me. I’d realized that the world I was searching for was gone, all joy was gone, and all company was gone." (The dream)
"My child was dead, I couldn't forget, my lover hated me, never again would I wish to die from pleasure in his arms, never, but I wanted to be dead now, to be dead here against the ice-cold iron." (The dream)
"He pulled out a bottle of black death and lifted it to the light. It was just under half empty.
- It's death, he said, a little arrogantly. Want some?
A little pick-me-up is never a bad thing, so without answering, I accepted the bottle and took a good gulp."
(The street in the rain)