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Brooklyn Thomas Isn't Here
Her best friend is missing, her career is a disaster, she’s stuck living with her parents, and now her heart isn’t beating.
Can Brooklyn Thomas confront her past to save her present?
Summer is off to a bad start and getting worse. Brooklyn Thomas is pretty sure she’s mostly dead. She can’t feel her heart beat and she’s disappearing: her reflection keeps vanishing from mirrors. No one else seems to notice. Not her coworkers at the artisanal doughnut shop she works at after failing at her high-paying marketing job. Not her crush, whom she keeps humiliating herself in front of. Not her parents, whose basement suite she’s stuck living in now that she can’t afford rent anymore. To top it all off, she’s hallucinating stars from all her favorite TV shows who want Brooklyn to pull herself together and face the truth about what happened to her career, her best friend, and her relationship with her brother.
As her past collides with her present in painful and unexpected ways, Brooklyn must decide if she’s strong enough to confront what haunts her and get a second chance at a real life—before mostly dead turns into actually dead.
Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here explores how women contort and minimize themselves to fit the roles society and family offer them, and the serious price they pay for doing so.
Can Brooklyn Thomas confront her past to save her present?
Summer is off to a bad start and getting worse. Brooklyn Thomas is pretty sure she’s mostly dead. She can’t feel her heart beat and she’s disappearing: her reflection keeps vanishing from mirrors. No one else seems to notice. Not her coworkers at the artisanal doughnut shop she works at after failing at her high-paying marketing job. Not her crush, whom she keeps humiliating herself in front of. Not her parents, whose basement suite she’s stuck living in now that she can’t afford rent anymore. To top it all off, she’s hallucinating stars from all her favorite TV shows who want Brooklyn to pull herself together and face the truth about what happened to her career, her best friend, and her relationship with her brother.
As her past collides with her present in painful and unexpected ways, Brooklyn must decide if she’s strong enough to confront what haunts her and get a second chance at a real life—before mostly dead turns into actually dead.
Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here explores how women contort and minimize themselves to fit the roles society and family offer them, and the serious price they pay for doing so.
240 pages, Paperback
Published May 21, 2024
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Alli Vail
4 books11 followersAlli Vail is a former journalist for national and provincial award-winning community newspapers. She is a content writer and marketer for literary festivals and nonprofits, and has worked in tech, video games, and politics. She’s happy she’s no longer the only woman in work meetings. She studied creative writing at Simon Fraser University. Alli lives in Vancouver, Canada with her anxious dog (who she wrote about for The Globe and Mail) and her partner. Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here is her debut novel.
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June 19, 2024
Don't let the cover fool you, this book is anything but light-hearted and packs an emotional punch. It will also have you craving copious amounts of donuts. So while you're reading be sure to grab a dozen so you can eat your feelings! ;)
I spent so much of the book being angry for Brooklyn and wanting to reach inside the pages and hug her. I don't want to give anything away but will say, sometimes life is cruel and really sucks.
Shout out to the author for mentioning SCAD - Spontaneous Coronary Artery Dissection in the book. It's the first time I have ever seen it mentioned and I was so glad to see it!! So many people have no idea what it is and it's so important to know the warning signs. I had a SCAD heart attack 3.5 years ago and am very lucky to be alive.
My thanks to Alli Vail for this gifted copy!
I spent so much of the book being angry for Brooklyn and wanting to reach inside the pages and hug her. I don't want to give anything away but will say, sometimes life is cruel and really sucks.
Shout out to the author for mentioning SCAD - Spontaneous Coronary Artery Dissection in the book. It's the first time I have ever seen it mentioned and I was so glad to see it!! So many people have no idea what it is and it's so important to know the warning signs. I had a SCAD heart attack 3.5 years ago and am very lucky to be alive.
My thanks to Alli Vail for this gifted copy!
April 14, 2024
3.5/5
Having both thoughts and feelings after this one.
As a girlie who’s had some seriously low mental health moments, I found myself relating a lot to what Brooklyn was going through and sort of justifying her shittier actions for that reason. So, kudos to Alli Vail for making me root for this woman even when she was being (semi-rightfully) insufferable.
The single issue that I have with this book, and the reason I could not justify rating higher, was the Henry plot. I understand that practically every character in this book was flawed in one way or another, and that’s fine. I can work with that. More often than not, I love a flawed individual.
My problem is that being with Henry — and their entire affair arc — has just… no consequences. Yeah, Henry and Kashvi break up, and yeah Spencer takes the opportunity to be a dick, but I genuinely do not think that either Brooklyn or Henry learned a goddamn thing from this. Like. At all.
Instead Kashvi’s sort of made out to be the problem because she’s studying too much. In med school. To become a doctor. And after Brooklyn experienced SO much sexism throughout the book, you would think that maybe, just maybe, she might not be so willing to fault the woman for getting cheated on.
But no. Brooklyn’s totally fine with it being mostly Kashvi’s fault because she gets to have her happily ever after with knockoff Henry Cavill.
All in all, I enjoyed the book I just wish that the Henry plot would’ve been done different.
Having both thoughts and feelings after this one.
As a girlie who’s had some seriously low mental health moments, I found myself relating a lot to what Brooklyn was going through and sort of justifying her shittier actions for that reason. So, kudos to Alli Vail for making me root for this woman even when she was being (semi-rightfully) insufferable.
The single issue that I have with this book, and the reason I could not justify rating higher, was the Henry plot. I understand that practically every character in this book was flawed in one way or another, and that’s fine. I can work with that. More often than not, I love a flawed individual.
My problem is that being with Henry — and their entire affair arc — has just… no consequences. Yeah, Henry and Kashvi break up, and yeah Spencer takes the opportunity to be a dick, but I genuinely do not think that either Brooklyn or Henry learned a goddamn thing from this. Like. At all.
Instead Kashvi’s sort of made out to be the problem because she’s studying too much. In med school. To become a doctor. And after Brooklyn experienced SO much sexism throughout the book, you would think that maybe, just maybe, she might not be so willing to fault the woman for getting cheated on.
But no. Brooklyn’s totally fine with it being mostly Kashvi’s fault because she gets to have her happily ever after with knockoff Henry Cavill.
All in all, I enjoyed the book I just wish that the Henry plot would’ve been done different.
August 7, 2024
4.5!
Wow, right book right time for me for this one! This isn’t the perfect book, but i think it’s a strong debut, and i just felt so seen when reading it. I loved its message, the characters, and the way the story flowed. I can’t wait for more books from Alli Vail! 🫶🏻
Wow, right book right time for me for this one! This isn’t the perfect book, but i think it’s a strong debut, and i just felt so seen when reading it. I loved its message, the characters, and the way the story flowed. I can’t wait for more books from Alli Vail! 🫶🏻
May 12, 2024
Powerlessness and finding strength in strange places.
Brooklyn is dead - her heart isn't beating. She can't see herself in mirrors. She's cold. As her character spends the whole book interacting with others however, the reader will take this assessment with a pinch of salt.
She does have a world of troubles however, one can clearly see why she's unwell. Ousted from a high-flying marketing job for being a woman, stuck in a dead-end doughnut shop with a sleazy boss and sugar-coated skin, her best friend is missing from her medical aid job in Syria, and she's still traumatised by lifelong bullying and abuse from her doctor-in-training brother. None of which she talks about.
At least not until a whole series of TV actresses start appearing to her and making her open up and look at her life.
While that makes this sound breezy and amusing, the book is actually quite serious in its themes and Brooklyn's disengagement and traumatic reaction. I thought the book would have been just fine without the 'teen screen queens'.
It juggles the several strands well and includes a love interest (who is described as looking like Henry Cavill) - called Henry that I found quite sensitively written, as yet another moral question falls onto Brooklyn's shoulders.
The book made me quite angry many times, at certain characters, at Brooklyn's situation and at her for not reacting in her own best interests. It was also upsetting and gave a glimpse into both grief and the effects of long-term, hidden abuse.
I really didn't know how the author was going to end the story for Brooklyn, the feeling over being overwhelmed and not coping was nicely conveyed in the 'I'm dead' metaphor/symptoms.
Engaging and earnest, it says a lot about the weights we place on ourselves and how hard it can be to live for both ourselves and others while trying out best to smile and show we are thriving.
With thanks to Netgalley for providing a sample reading copy.
Brooklyn is dead - her heart isn't beating. She can't see herself in mirrors. She's cold. As her character spends the whole book interacting with others however, the reader will take this assessment with a pinch of salt.
She does have a world of troubles however, one can clearly see why she's unwell. Ousted from a high-flying marketing job for being a woman, stuck in a dead-end doughnut shop with a sleazy boss and sugar-coated skin, her best friend is missing from her medical aid job in Syria, and she's still traumatised by lifelong bullying and abuse from her doctor-in-training brother. None of which she talks about.
At least not until a whole series of TV actresses start appearing to her and making her open up and look at her life.
While that makes this sound breezy and amusing, the book is actually quite serious in its themes and Brooklyn's disengagement and traumatic reaction. I thought the book would have been just fine without the 'teen screen queens'.
It juggles the several strands well and includes a love interest (who is described as looking like Henry Cavill) - called Henry that I found quite sensitively written, as yet another moral question falls onto Brooklyn's shoulders.
The book made me quite angry many times, at certain characters, at Brooklyn's situation and at her for not reacting in her own best interests. It was also upsetting and gave a glimpse into both grief and the effects of long-term, hidden abuse.
I really didn't know how the author was going to end the story for Brooklyn, the feeling over being overwhelmed and not coping was nicely conveyed in the 'I'm dead' metaphor/symptoms.
Engaging and earnest, it says a lot about the weights we place on ourselves and how hard it can be to live for both ourselves and others while trying out best to smile and show we are thriving.
With thanks to Netgalley for providing a sample reading copy.
April 9, 2024
Thank you NetGalley and co for allowing me to read this in exchange for my honest review!
2.5🌟
I think I misunderstood the description of this book. So let’s get to it
Number 1. I never hated every single character of a book before. Maybe dad was alright, and kailey.
Number 2. Everything was so 🌬️🍃🍃 ?? Felt like everything was breezed though. Her self hatred her weird eating habits. KASHVI?? Brooklyn and Henry getting together. Her Freaking Character Development.
Number 3. Maybe I wouldn’t have minded the story and the execution of it if I was in a self hatred listless depressed state as Brooklyn was.
Number 4. I didn’t care for her blossoming relationship with Henry due to the journey there (like cmon..). I didn’t care for her character development at all (glad she told her dad though). Also kashvi being portrayed like a high school mean girl is so?? (I know that the pov is Brooklyn so she’ll look like that but.. she still got cheated on by her bf with some random girl) (why didn’t Henry just break up with her!!!)
Number 5. The dysfunctional heart and things.. what was that for. If it was for symbolism, there are greater devices for this. Anyways, I don’t think it fit that well with general fiction (?). It was constantly bothering me that there wasn’t really a reason for it.
Number 6. The social issues that were discussed were. Discussed, um. Again it felt like it wasn’t as impacting? Influential? As it was intended to be. The mother taking gender studies classes and still not going against societal norms or even standing no with her daughter annoyed me big time. Couldn’t tell you what actually happened at her marketing job if I wanted to (don’t know if she was tired of being treated the way she was because of gender roles/ sexism/ misogyny or if there was a real big incident. Don’t think I paid much attention)
Number 7. So yeah, there were parts I had to skim because there was just nothing holding me to it (probably why I didn’t catch a thing about her job/ heart problems). I was 67% and nothing was really happening, just felt like I was tagging along the most dreadful friend that I can’t shake because I’ll feel bad. Anything only happens around 80%.
Number 9. The ending was rushed to me. I wanted to see someone do something to Spencer. I had been hoping there was a conclusion to her heart like a schizoaffective diagnosis and not just “oh I have to accept who I am in order for my heart to beat”. So!
Number Ten. The hallucinations of the emilies reminded me of Hoover’s book where a character writes to Ellen ? Um.
Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here discusses women in corporate environments who endure systemic oppression namely sexism; how women have to conform to ideologies of men in authority in order to achieve their goals or simply keep their jobs; grievances and challenges of relationships, be it family, friends, or possible partners.
Idk
2.5🌟
I think I misunderstood the description of this book. So let’s get to it
Number 1. I never hated every single character of a book before. Maybe dad was alright, and kailey.
Number 2. Everything was so 🌬️🍃🍃 ?? Felt like everything was breezed though. Her self hatred her weird eating habits. KASHVI?? Brooklyn and Henry getting together. Her Freaking Character Development.
Number 3. Maybe I wouldn’t have minded the story and the execution of it if I was in a self hatred listless depressed state as Brooklyn was.
Number 4. I didn’t care for her blossoming relationship with Henry due to the journey there (like cmon..). I didn’t care for her character development at all (glad she told her dad though). Also kashvi being portrayed like a high school mean girl is so?? (I know that the pov is Brooklyn so she’ll look like that but.. she still got cheated on by her bf with some random girl) (why didn’t Henry just break up with her!!!)
Number 5. The dysfunctional heart and things.. what was that for. If it was for symbolism, there are greater devices for this. Anyways, I don’t think it fit that well with general fiction (?). It was constantly bothering me that there wasn’t really a reason for it.
Number 6. The social issues that were discussed were. Discussed, um. Again it felt like it wasn’t as impacting? Influential? As it was intended to be. The mother taking gender studies classes and still not going against societal norms or even standing no with her daughter annoyed me big time. Couldn’t tell you what actually happened at her marketing job if I wanted to (don’t know if she was tired of being treated the way she was because of gender roles/ sexism/ misogyny or if there was a real big incident. Don’t think I paid much attention)
Number 7. So yeah, there were parts I had to skim because there was just nothing holding me to it (probably why I didn’t catch a thing about her job/ heart problems). I was 67% and nothing was really happening, just felt like I was tagging along the most dreadful friend that I can’t shake because I’ll feel bad. Anything only happens around 80%.
Number 9. The ending was rushed to me. I wanted to see someone do something to Spencer. I had been hoping there was a conclusion to her heart like a schizoaffective diagnosis and not just “oh I have to accept who I am in order for my heart to beat”. So!
Number Ten. The hallucinations of the emilies reminded me of Hoover’s book where a character writes to Ellen ? Um.
Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here discusses women in corporate environments who endure systemic oppression namely sexism; how women have to conform to ideologies of men in authority in order to achieve their goals or simply keep their jobs; grievances and challenges of relationships, be it family, friends, or possible partners.
Idk
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May 21, 2024
What sets this book apart is its unapologetic portrayal of a flawed protagonist. Brooklyn isn't your typical heroine; she's prickly, often self-sabotaging, and far from the epitome of relatability. Yet, it's precisely these imperfections that make her journey so compelling. As she grapples with the ghosts of her past, her journey towards self-acceptance is raw, authentic, and at times, uncomfortable.
The author skillfully weaves together Brooklyn's internal turmoil with a gripping external mystery, keeping you on the edge of your seat as you piece together the puzzle of her missing friend and unravel the secrets hidden within her own family. The supporting cast of characters adds depth and dimension to Brooklyn's story, each one playing a crucial role in her evolution as a person. From her well-meaning but clueless parents to the enigmatic stars from her favorite TV shows, every interaction serves to shed light on different facets of Brooklyn's psyche, allowing you to see her in a new light with each passing chapter.
Despite Brooklyn's initially abrasive demeanor, her transformation throughout the story highlights the pressures of a constant internal negative monologue that many women experience. As she confronts the painful truths of her past and learns to embrace her own worth, her journey towards self-discovery is undeniably powerful and deeply resonant.
"Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here" is a must-read for anyone who appreciates complex characters and thought-provoking storytelling. It's a reminder that sometimes the most compelling stories are found in the unlikeliest of places, and that true growth often comes from confronting the parts of ourselves we'd rather keep hidden.
The author skillfully weaves together Brooklyn's internal turmoil with a gripping external mystery, keeping you on the edge of your seat as you piece together the puzzle of her missing friend and unravel the secrets hidden within her own family. The supporting cast of characters adds depth and dimension to Brooklyn's story, each one playing a crucial role in her evolution as a person. From her well-meaning but clueless parents to the enigmatic stars from her favorite TV shows, every interaction serves to shed light on different facets of Brooklyn's psyche, allowing you to see her in a new light with each passing chapter.
Despite Brooklyn's initially abrasive demeanor, her transformation throughout the story highlights the pressures of a constant internal negative monologue that many women experience. As she confronts the painful truths of her past and learns to embrace her own worth, her journey towards self-discovery is undeniably powerful and deeply resonant.
"Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here" is a must-read for anyone who appreciates complex characters and thought-provoking storytelling. It's a reminder that sometimes the most compelling stories are found in the unlikeliest of places, and that true growth often comes from confronting the parts of ourselves we'd rather keep hidden.
April 8, 2024
Thank you to Alli Vaill and NetGalley for this ARC. I had such conflicted feelings about this story. First, I love Vaills writing style - it was easy to read and the right amount of descriptive. I definitely liked the development of Brooke- Vaill does this very well. She wrote about Brooke’s trauma, anxiety and depression so well that I felt like I carried it with me. However, from a mental health standpoint this was tough for me to read repeatedly about Brooke’s depression, panic attacks and generally just fading away. I do think that is a great testament to Vaills writing, but for me was very very heavy and was not what I expected when I picked this up. I think I expected more focus on what happened to Penny but it was not so much a plot point but adding to Brooke’s emotional trauma.
I really enjoyed the group of friends that is developed to rally around Brooke and her redemption and support she gets from them standing up to Spencer.
Something I did not care for was the way Henry and Brooke get together and the cheating. You do get the sense that you don’t like his girlfriend already but it almost felt like it was justifying the cheating. Brookes friends still pushing her forward to continue to spend time with Henry leading up to the cheating just didn’t sit well with me. That all just felt very icky and I wasn’t sure that love triangle part was needed.
Overall I would recommend this but readers should know going in that it is extremely emotional and heavy. I think anyone that has struggled with mental health will identify with Brooke but may have a hard time with that as well.
I really enjoyed the group of friends that is developed to rally around Brooke and her redemption and support she gets from them standing up to Spencer.
Something I did not care for was the way Henry and Brooke get together and the cheating. You do get the sense that you don’t like his girlfriend already but it almost felt like it was justifying the cheating. Brookes friends still pushing her forward to continue to spend time with Henry leading up to the cheating just didn’t sit well with me. That all just felt very icky and I wasn’t sure that love triangle part was needed.
Overall I would recommend this but readers should know going in that it is extremely emotional and heavy. I think anyone that has struggled with mental health will identify with Brooke but may have a hard time with that as well.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
March 18, 2024
Ironically, this book made my heart race while I was reading it.
A huge shout out to Alli Vail for the digital advanced reader copy of 'Brooklyn Thomas Isn't Here'.
Through the lens of the titular character, Vail masterfully captures the complexities of life, weaving together a story that is relatable, thought-provoking, and a little fantastical. This story skillfully navigates themes of self-identity, relationships (both social and parasocial), and expectations, shedding light on the nuances of women's experiences.
Through Brooklyn's journey, Vail confronts the challenges and contradictions of modern womanhood with honesty and sensitivity. From navigating the complexities of love to grappling with career expectations and societal pressures, Brooklyn's story resonates.
Alli Vail has crafted a compelling narrative, offering a poignant reminder of the resilience and strength when women find their communities and believe in themselves.
A huge shout out to Alli Vail for the digital advanced reader copy of 'Brooklyn Thomas Isn't Here'.
Through the lens of the titular character, Vail masterfully captures the complexities of life, weaving together a story that is relatable, thought-provoking, and a little fantastical. This story skillfully navigates themes of self-identity, relationships (both social and parasocial), and expectations, shedding light on the nuances of women's experiences.
Through Brooklyn's journey, Vail confronts the challenges and contradictions of modern womanhood with honesty and sensitivity. From navigating the complexities of love to grappling with career expectations and societal pressures, Brooklyn's story resonates.
Alli Vail has crafted a compelling narrative, offering a poignant reminder of the resilience and strength when women find their communities and believe in themselves.
March 26, 2024
Alli Vail has SUCH a beautiful way with words! I was sucked in from the moment I began reading ‘Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here’.
With some books, I’m constantly checking my progress, looking at how much I’ve read, or how much I have left to go. I can honestly say that I never found myself curious about how much I had left to read; I was that consumed with rooting for Brooklyn.
Brooklyn wakes to find she no longer has a beating heart.
Can she walk? Yes
Can she talk? Yes
Well, off to work she goes to go through the motions and tasks of her mundane, part time job at Cute Lil’ Doughnuterie.
Over the summer months, Brooklyn Thomas quite literally begins to fade away; her sense of taste, her reflection, her ability to find joy in everyday moments. She has been consistently let down by others; her negligent mother, abusive brother, sexist bosses and coworkers, past boyfriends. In addition to these let downs, Brooklyn has also been trying to cope with the news of her best friend, Penny, missing overseas.
With the help of a few “celebrity ghosts of the past” and a few new “friends in the making”, will Brooklyn find the courage to stand up to those causing barriers on her path towards peace and joy?
You can’t help but root for Brooklyn while also experiencing the pain, heartbreak, frustration, and excitement of her journey.
“I’m being forced to see myself, lately. At least, I’m being forced to see someone I could be.”
Thank you Alli Vail and NetGalley for this advanced reader copy.
With some books, I’m constantly checking my progress, looking at how much I’ve read, or how much I have left to go. I can honestly say that I never found myself curious about how much I had left to read; I was that consumed with rooting for Brooklyn.
Brooklyn wakes to find she no longer has a beating heart.
Can she walk? Yes
Can she talk? Yes
Well, off to work she goes to go through the motions and tasks of her mundane, part time job at Cute Lil’ Doughnuterie.
Over the summer months, Brooklyn Thomas quite literally begins to fade away; her sense of taste, her reflection, her ability to find joy in everyday moments. She has been consistently let down by others; her negligent mother, abusive brother, sexist bosses and coworkers, past boyfriends. In addition to these let downs, Brooklyn has also been trying to cope with the news of her best friend, Penny, missing overseas.
With the help of a few “celebrity ghosts of the past” and a few new “friends in the making”, will Brooklyn find the courage to stand up to those causing barriers on her path towards peace and joy?
You can’t help but root for Brooklyn while also experiencing the pain, heartbreak, frustration, and excitement of her journey.
“I’m being forced to see myself, lately. At least, I’m being forced to see someone I could be.”
Thank you Alli Vail and NetGalley for this advanced reader copy.
April 5, 2024
Thank you to NetGalley and Post Hill Press for the advanced electronic copy of this book.
First off, I loved the author’s writing style. I immediately felt connected to Brookie and thought a lot of the interactions were witty and engaging.
Secondly, the concept of her heart no longer beating and being visited by the Emilies is really funny.
Thirdly, I struggled with Brooklyn’s character development. I wish I didn’t but I did. Because I really loved her at the start! But I struggle with her and Henry not communicating openly about Kashvi. It felt icky.
Additionally, it was hard to stomach (personally) the stories about Spencer and his abuse on top of Brookie’s parents basically ignoring his behavior. It was hard to stomach the treatment that Brooklyn received in her career. I really wanted to see her stick up for herself. This may just be a personal thing for me - but no one was defending Brooklyn the majority of the book and it started to feel too heavy. I REALLY wanted to spend more time with a stronger Brooklyn. But at least Brookie got there eventually.
Again: loved the writing style and the wit! Didn’t love the heaviness of the storyline/ickiness of Henry and the other men throughout the book for what felt like the majority of my time spent with the characters.
First off, I loved the author’s writing style. I immediately felt connected to Brookie and thought a lot of the interactions were witty and engaging.
Secondly, the concept of her heart no longer beating and being visited by the Emilies is really funny.
Thirdly, I struggled with Brooklyn’s character development. I wish I didn’t but I did. Because I really loved her at the start! But I struggle with her and Henry not communicating openly about Kashvi. It felt icky.
Additionally, it was hard to stomach (personally) the stories about Spencer and his abuse on top of Brookie’s parents basically ignoring his behavior. It was hard to stomach the treatment that Brooklyn received in her career. I really wanted to see her stick up for herself. This may just be a personal thing for me - but no one was defending Brooklyn the majority of the book and it started to feel too heavy. I REALLY wanted to spend more time with a stronger Brooklyn. But at least Brookie got there eventually.
Again: loved the writing style and the wit! Didn’t love the heaviness of the storyline/ickiness of Henry and the other men throughout the book for what felt like the majority of my time spent with the characters.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
dnf
May 27, 2024I didn't dislike this book, but I couldn't get into it and found myself moving from indifferent to dreading.
I think this book just needs to find the right readers for 5-star feels!
Why did I want to read it?
-Speculative/weird literary vibes
-LIkely to have insufferable, annoying, cringey, complex characters
-Hoping for 'Her Own Worst Enemy' main character with awkward but heartwarming character development
-Commentary or exploration of sexism, depression, mental illness, life falling apart, arrested development
Why did I DNF?
-I didn't feel anything for Brooklyn. I struggled to relate to her, I wasn't cheering against her, but I also couldn't get to a point where I was invested in her outcome.
-It was kinda depressing. I know, I know, that sounds so stupid of me to say given the synopsis, but I mean it was written with too much 'meh, everything is going to shit' Eeyore-type energy (that's just a me thing, it's not like the energy didn't suit the story).
-The symbolism around the heart stuff wasn't hitting for me. It just felt added on to really drive home how horrible Brooklyn's life situation is.
Format: Advance Reader's Copy from Post Hill Press and NetGalley
DNF @ 15%, skimmed through until the end.
I think this book just needs to find the right readers for 5-star feels!
Why did I want to read it?
-Speculative/weird literary vibes
-LIkely to have insufferable, annoying, cringey, complex characters
-Hoping for 'Her Own Worst Enemy' main character with awkward but heartwarming character development
-Commentary or exploration of sexism, depression, mental illness, life falling apart, arrested development
Why did I DNF?
-I didn't feel anything for Brooklyn. I struggled to relate to her, I wasn't cheering against her, but I also couldn't get to a point where I was invested in her outcome.
-It was kinda depressing. I know, I know, that sounds so stupid of me to say given the synopsis, but I mean it was written with too much 'meh, everything is going to shit' Eeyore-type energy (that's just a me thing, it's not like the energy didn't suit the story).
-The symbolism around the heart stuff wasn't hitting for me. It just felt added on to really drive home how horrible Brooklyn's life situation is.
Format: Advance Reader's Copy from Post Hill Press and NetGalley
DNF @ 15%, skimmed through until the end.
June 30, 2024
Thank you NetGalley for the eARC!
Finished this a couple weeks ago now and have been struggling with how to review it. I think I’m going with 2.5⭐️…
This was my first magical realism book… if you call it that? Or maybe it was just a way of physically representing trauma, grief, etc. I’m not really sure.
The concept was interesting enough. Brooklyn Thomas can no longer feel her heartbeat. She’s disappearing from mirrors, feeling weak, and cold, and thinks she may be dying if not already dead.
The concept was unique to me and is what pulled me into the story. There were many emotional topics covered so check trigger warnings. I enjoyed the writing style as well.
But I think that’s where my enjoyment ends. I found myself skim reading through parts which in ever so because it started to feel completely redundant. I know that grief is so unique and challenging for every individual, but every waking moment being focused on her lost friend almost a year later became draining. And lastly, but most importantly for me, I just didn’t connect with the characters. I didn’t care for either of the main characters or how their story played out.
By all means, I know many have loved this book and that makes me happy. It just wasn’t for me.
Finished this a couple weeks ago now and have been struggling with how to review it. I think I’m going with 2.5⭐️…
This was my first magical realism book… if you call it that? Or maybe it was just a way of physically representing trauma, grief, etc. I’m not really sure.
The concept was interesting enough. Brooklyn Thomas can no longer feel her heartbeat. She’s disappearing from mirrors, feeling weak, and cold, and thinks she may be dying if not already dead.
The concept was unique to me and is what pulled me into the story. There were many emotional topics covered so check trigger warnings. I enjoyed the writing style as well.
But I think that’s where my enjoyment ends. I found myself skim reading through parts which in ever so because it started to feel completely redundant. I know that grief is so unique and challenging for every individual, but every waking moment being focused on her lost friend almost a year later became draining. And lastly, but most importantly for me, I just didn’t connect with the characters. I didn’t care for either of the main characters or how their story played out.
By all means, I know many have loved this book and that makes me happy. It just wasn’t for me.
April 12, 2024
⭐⭐⭐.5/5
Brooklyn’s career is going downhill; she’s living in her parent’s basement, and her best friend is missing. Brooklyn believes she’s dead since her heart isn’t beating.
I really liked the concept of no heartbeat. Her being continuously visited by different celebrities named Emily was funny.
Brooklyn is trying to hold herself together, but she’s been let down by others. I really liked how the author has written Brooklyn’s character and her development; I was rooting for her from the beginning. I enjoyed her standing up for herself and her interaction with the new friends she made.
Brooklyn’s relationship with her family was difficult to read, especially with her abusive brother Spencer and her mother, who knew everything was going on with Spencer and Brooklyn and didn’t try to stop Spencer.
Brooklyn and Henry started developing feelings for each other, but Henry never openly talked about his girlfriend, nor did Brooklyn try to bring her up in their conversation, even after knowing who his girlfriend was.
I liked the plot; it was easy and quick to read. It was a thought-provoking and hopeful read.
Brooklyn’s career is going downhill; she’s living in her parent’s basement, and her best friend is missing. Brooklyn believes she’s dead since her heart isn’t beating.
I really liked the concept of no heartbeat. Her being continuously visited by different celebrities named Emily was funny.
Brooklyn is trying to hold herself together, but she’s been let down by others. I really liked how the author has written Brooklyn’s character and her development; I was rooting for her from the beginning. I enjoyed her standing up for herself and her interaction with the new friends she made.
Brooklyn’s relationship with her family was difficult to read, especially with her abusive brother Spencer and her mother, who knew everything was going on with Spencer and Brooklyn and didn’t try to stop Spencer.
Brooklyn and Henry started developing feelings for each other, but Henry never openly talked about his girlfriend, nor did Brooklyn try to bring her up in their conversation, even after knowing who his girlfriend was.
I liked the plot; it was easy and quick to read. It was a thought-provoking and hopeful read.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
March 10, 2024
This book has secured a spot as a TOP 2024 READ! It's so good!
This book addresses multiple issues that women experience at home, the workplace, in friendships, relationships, and views of self in a way that is sure to make you feel. Author Alli Vail has a true gift for diving into these tough topics without drowning you. She will leave you feeling seen and encouraged.
I want to take a moment and be silly... pointing out that any MMC described as looking like "Henry Cavill" will be an instant must read for me :) Manly beefcake aside, it's truly Brooklyn who captured my heart. The dry humor and quick retorts (most of which she says internally), paired with the heart wrenching feelings you go through as she progresses from a shell to a vibrant woman, makes for a page-flipping book you can't put down.
Possible CW/TW include: sibling abuse, brief mentions of physical abuse and drug use, loss, anxiety, brief mentions of sexism/ageism in the workplace, parent neglect — none of these CW are written on page in graphic or overly descriptive detail
This book addresses multiple issues that women experience at home, the workplace, in friendships, relationships, and views of self in a way that is sure to make you feel. Author Alli Vail has a true gift for diving into these tough topics without drowning you. She will leave you feeling seen and encouraged.
I want to take a moment and be silly... pointing out that any MMC described as looking like "Henry Cavill" will be an instant must read for me :) Manly beefcake aside, it's truly Brooklyn who captured my heart. The dry humor and quick retorts (most of which she says internally), paired with the heart wrenching feelings you go through as she progresses from a shell to a vibrant woman, makes for a page-flipping book you can't put down.
Possible CW/TW include: sibling abuse, brief mentions of physical abuse and drug use, loss, anxiety, brief mentions of sexism/ageism in the workplace, parent neglect — none of these CW are written on page in graphic or overly descriptive detail
May 19, 2024
"Brooklyn Thomas is pretty sure she is mostly dead." This line made me so keen to pick up this engrossing book, which really delivered on this engaging premise.
Based on the premise, I expected more sci-fi, but the narrative about Brooklyn's near-death state incorporated magical realism to make tangible her experience of trauma, societal oppression and the minimisation of her person. While unexpected, the story quickly grew on me, due to Alli Vale's compelling writing, and the growing feeling that understanding of Brooklyn's plight was just around the corner.
The story dealt with challenging topics (check trigger warnings), and truly positioned the reader in Brooklyn's experience. I loved the female friendships, and the nuanced interpersonal characteristics of Brooklyn's past and present relationships. For me the writing, the personal resonation and relatability of the story, and the ending were what made this a five star read. I look forward to the Alli Vale's future work.
Thank you Post Hill Press for a copy of this book. Opinions expressed are my own.
Based on the premise, I expected more sci-fi, but the narrative about Brooklyn's near-death state incorporated magical realism to make tangible her experience of trauma, societal oppression and the minimisation of her person. While unexpected, the story quickly grew on me, due to Alli Vale's compelling writing, and the growing feeling that understanding of Brooklyn's plight was just around the corner.
The story dealt with challenging topics (check trigger warnings), and truly positioned the reader in Brooklyn's experience. I loved the female friendships, and the nuanced interpersonal characteristics of Brooklyn's past and present relationships. For me the writing, the personal resonation and relatability of the story, and the ending were what made this a five star read. I look forward to the Alli Vale's future work.
Thank you Post Hill Press for a copy of this book. Opinions expressed are my own.
June 23, 2024
This is not a light-hearted read, as the bright “sprinkly” cover might suggest! It was a deep dive into some very big topics, some very hard moments, and seemed to be filled with hardship followed by pain.
It’s a story about friendship, about resilience, and about finding your strength in immense pain.
The looming question of where Penny was- and when or if she would come back- seemed to be the one tether holding Brooklyn from fully collapsing.
I felt like her health issues were all a mental health crisis she was having, hallucinations perhaps, and she needed to work through so much trauma.
I felt sickened by her brother Spencer and her boss Matt, and wanted to see her stick up to them & for them to somehow be punished for their behaviours. I’m sure so many people, women especially, will (unfortunately) connect with Brooklyn’s hardships with the men in her life.
“Everything needs to die to come back”
Wow.
The ending made the whole book worthwhile- because, as it needed to be, it was tough to read at times. But I appreciated where the story ended up.
It’s a story about friendship, about resilience, and about finding your strength in immense pain.
The looming question of where Penny was- and when or if she would come back- seemed to be the one tether holding Brooklyn from fully collapsing.
I felt like her health issues were all a mental health crisis she was having, hallucinations perhaps, and she needed to work through so much trauma.
I felt sickened by her brother Spencer and her boss Matt, and wanted to see her stick up to them & for them to somehow be punished for their behaviours. I’m sure so many people, women especially, will (unfortunately) connect with Brooklyn’s hardships with the men in her life.
“Everything needs to die to come back”
Wow.
The ending made the whole book worthwhile- because, as it needed to be, it was tough to read at times. But I appreciated where the story ended up.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 4, 2024
I’ve been trying to find the words to express how reading this book felt. It started off slow, and I didn’t realize right away how invested I was in this story. It drew me in without me realizing it. That is the mark of a brilliant author. I don’t want to discuss it too much because I don’t like to spoil a read.
The FMC is Brooklyn who is going through a lot of trials in her life. It is about her struggles with grief and learning to stand up for herself. I had a love/hate relationship with Henry, the love interest. This did show how fallible people are. Brooklyn’s heart had an interesting role in this book and for me it worked well.
This book is a heavy read. It deals with mental health, anxiety, abuse, sexism, grief and parent neglect. The grief was so tangible in this read. Brooklyn fights her way through all of this to become whole again.
Thank you to the author Alli Vail and Net Galley for the electronic advanced copy of the book!
The FMC is Brooklyn who is going through a lot of trials in her life. It is about her struggles with grief and learning to stand up for herself. I had a love/hate relationship with Henry, the love interest. This did show how fallible people are. Brooklyn’s heart had an interesting role in this book and for me it worked well.
This book is a heavy read. It deals with mental health, anxiety, abuse, sexism, grief and parent neglect. The grief was so tangible in this read. Brooklyn fights her way through all of this to become whole again.
Thank you to the author Alli Vail and Net Galley for the electronic advanced copy of the book!
May 13, 2024
"Brooklyn Thomas Isn't Here" is a raw and unflinching portrayal of a woman grappling with past trauma and societal pressures. Alli Vail doesn't shy away from difficult topics like abuse, loss, and the insidious ways women are often forced to minimize themselves. Brooklyn's journey is one of pain, self-doubt, and, ultimately, resilience.
While the hallucinations of dead celebrities might seem like a quirky addition, they serve to highlight Brooklyn's internal struggles and offer unexpected guidance. The supporting cast of characters, including the infuriatingly harmful ones, are vividly drawn, adding depth and complexity to the story.
Though the path to healing is far from easy, Brooklyn's story is ultimately one of hope and self-discovery. This powerful and thought-provoking read will resonate with anyone who has ever felt lost or unseen. Thanks to NetGalley, Post Hill Press, and Alli Vail for the ARC. #BrooklynThomasIsntHere #NetGalley
While the hallucinations of dead celebrities might seem like a quirky addition, they serve to highlight Brooklyn's internal struggles and offer unexpected guidance. The supporting cast of characters, including the infuriatingly harmful ones, are vividly drawn, adding depth and complexity to the story.
Though the path to healing is far from easy, Brooklyn's story is ultimately one of hope and self-discovery. This powerful and thought-provoking read will resonate with anyone who has ever felt lost or unseen. Thanks to NetGalley, Post Hill Press, and Alli Vail for the ARC. #BrooklynThomasIsntHere #NetGalley
May 18, 2024
Thank you to Net Galley and Post Hill press for this ARC in exchange for an honest review.
It was a lot of fun to read, took a while to get going but the characters and story development soon begins to shine through! Some great descriptions and very relatable characters that grounds the piece.
A good debut novel and holiday read.
I understood the symbolism of Brooklyn’s absent heartbeat and her lost friend and family secrets but I think I personally might have been a little disappointed because the blurb made me expect something a little spookier or sinister at play.
I wasn’t sure if the depiction of Kashvi. Brooklyn knows full well the experience of being a woman and it’s very much a part of her character to call out slights against women in general. So the disdain for Kashvi felt a bit ‘pick me’ and inauthentic.
Overall I enjoyed it and look forward to the authors next book!
It was a lot of fun to read, took a while to get going but the characters and story development soon begins to shine through! Some great descriptions and very relatable characters that grounds the piece.
A good debut novel and holiday read.
I understood the symbolism of Brooklyn’s absent heartbeat and her lost friend and family secrets but I think I personally might have been a little disappointed because the blurb made me expect something a little spookier or sinister at play.
I wasn’t sure if the depiction of Kashvi. Brooklyn knows full well the experience of being a woman and it’s very much a part of her character to call out slights against women in general. So the disdain for Kashvi felt a bit ‘pick me’ and inauthentic.
Overall I enjoyed it and look forward to the authors next book!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
May 8, 2025
This is a tough read. It’s not the coming of age arc with a loving support cast that the cover might hint at.
Brooklyn has slowly sunk into herself to the extent that she is no longer exactly alive. She’s given up and it shows in the way she leads her life. She’s not making the best choices and her horrible home life is not as straightforward as with some books. It was terrible when the whole of it came forward. Since it’s resolved in a manner worth cheering, it helped me come to terms with things overall.
There’s abuse in the story, one that affects the whole narrative and that’s something people need to be aware of going in. I think the author did a great job writing darker topics in a simple manner without losing out on the impact.
I received an ARC thanks to Netgalley and the publishers but the review is entirely based on my own reading experience.
Brooklyn has slowly sunk into herself to the extent that she is no longer exactly alive. She’s given up and it shows in the way she leads her life. She’s not making the best choices and her horrible home life is not as straightforward as with some books. It was terrible when the whole of it came forward. Since it’s resolved in a manner worth cheering, it helped me come to terms with things overall.
There’s abuse in the story, one that affects the whole narrative and that’s something people need to be aware of going in. I think the author did a great job writing darker topics in a simple manner without losing out on the impact.
I received an ARC thanks to Netgalley and the publishers but the review is entirely based on my own reading experience.
April 3, 2024
Thank you to NetGalley and Post Hill Press for allowing me to read an ARC of Brooklyn Thomas Isn't Here by Alli Vail, in exchange for my honest review.
3 1/2 possibly, 4 stars...
I enjoyed this book, although it did start slowly for me. It wasn't until about a third of the way in that I understood what was happening and became a little more invested in the story. Once I understood, the story seemed to flow a bit better. I'm not sure if it was me, the format, or maybe a little of both? PDFs are harder to read as the font is so tiny in the NetGalley app, and the little formatting it did have wasn't compatible with Kindle.
It was a great story/concept, so I think I will read it again after it's published to see if I enjoy it more.
3 1/2 possibly, 4 stars...
I enjoyed this book, although it did start slowly for me. It wasn't until about a third of the way in that I understood what was happening and became a little more invested in the story. Once I understood, the story seemed to flow a bit better. I'm not sure if it was me, the format, or maybe a little of both? PDFs are harder to read as the font is so tiny in the NetGalley app, and the little formatting it did have wasn't compatible with Kindle.
It was a great story/concept, so I think I will read it again after it's published to see if I enjoy it more.
April 5, 2024
Brooklyn Thomas Isn't Here captures the absolutely chaotic and challenging experience life is, especially when facing loss, toxic bosses, starting over, harmful relationships. I felt this book really shines a light on how tough your 20s can be and drives home the feelings so many of us experience when life feels like it has gotten away from us.
Brooklyn is a character who is used to being walked all over, and throughout this book she slowly regains her autonomy comes into herself, which is relatable.
Despite some tough subject matter, it's also a hopeful story with a wry, good-natured tone. You root for Brooklyn to overcome her challenges and come out on top. The magic realism really ups the ante and provides some comedy. Thoughtful and timely.
Brooklyn is a character who is used to being walked all over, and throughout this book she slowly regains her autonomy comes into herself, which is relatable.
Despite some tough subject matter, it's also a hopeful story with a wry, good-natured tone. You root for Brooklyn to overcome her challenges and come out on top. The magic realism really ups the ante and provides some comedy. Thoughtful and timely.
December 25, 2024
I cruised through this book. I pretty much just read it straight through. The book deals with mental health, depression, panic attacks, grief, verbal and physical abuse, sexism in the workplace, and other subjects in that realm. I felt sympathy and empathy for the main character and her confusion and heartbreak as events in the story unfolded. Little bits of her past are uncovered as the plot advances, deepening the characters and giving insight to why and how these events are unfolding. It is a very introspective book- not a whole lot happens as far as external events, but there are so many feelings here. For the majority of the book, I ruminated on thoughts and feelings that came up for me while reading. Very much a bildungsroman, even though the main character is 29.
August 1, 2025
One of the best books I’ve read in a long time. You start off laughing and end up crying. The book appears to be lighthearted but packs a heavy punch!
I heard about this book from the Whistler Writer’s Festival and picked it up at Independent Bookstore Day. It wasn’t long after that before I picked it up and devoured it.
I loved the insider Vancouver jokes and the self deprecating comments by Brooklyn. The various Emmaleigh, Emily, etc. reminded me of an ancient tv show Joan of Arcadia that I LOVED!!
This is a highly relatable book about a young woman who lives her life fulfilling everyone else’s dreams only to come unraveled when a whole boat load of trauma piles on at once. I feel like Brooklyn’s thought and feelings will resonate for a lot of readers.
I’m so happy I found this book and that it was as good as I hoped it would be.
I heard about this book from the Whistler Writer’s Festival and picked it up at Independent Bookstore Day. It wasn’t long after that before I picked it up and devoured it.
I loved the insider Vancouver jokes and the self deprecating comments by Brooklyn. The various Emmaleigh, Emily, etc. reminded me of an ancient tv show Joan of Arcadia that I LOVED!!
This is a highly relatable book about a young woman who lives her life fulfilling everyone else’s dreams only to come unraveled when a whole boat load of trauma piles on at once. I feel like Brooklyn’s thought and feelings will resonate for a lot of readers.
I’m so happy I found this book and that it was as good as I hoped it would be.
March 23, 2024
Brooklyn Thomas Isn’t Here by Alli Vail stayed with me for a while after I finished it, in all the best ways.
Brooklyn Thomas thinks she might be dead, but keeps on going through a crappy job, missing her best friend, a hard relationship (putting it mildly) with her family, and what she thinks is embarrassing herself in front of her crush.
I’ve experienced anxiety and can relate a to some of what Brooklyn went through and it gave me so much joy to see her find herself, her people, and most importantly in the last few pages, her heartbeat.
It made me laugh and it made me cry.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC. All views are my own
Brooklyn Thomas thinks she might be dead, but keeps on going through a crappy job, missing her best friend, a hard relationship (putting it mildly) with her family, and what she thinks is embarrassing herself in front of her crush.
I’ve experienced anxiety and can relate a to some of what Brooklyn went through and it gave me so much joy to see her find herself, her people, and most importantly in the last few pages, her heartbeat.
It made me laugh and it made me cry.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC. All views are my own
May 1, 2024
This was a hard book to read in the emotional sense. Brooklyn is not in a good place and I felt for her throughout the story.
There's a lot of trauma in this tale and I definitely wouldn't call it a light read, but there's also some humor sprinkled in. I liked all the Emilys and the girls at the donut shop. The romance felt like kind of an afterthought to me and didn't add much.
The ending is more hopeful than happy. The part of me that likes seeing bad guys get what's coming to them would've liked to see more there. I guess it's more realistic this way though.
I read an ARC of this book from NetGalley. All comments are my own.
There's a lot of trauma in this tale and I definitely wouldn't call it a light read, but there's also some humor sprinkled in. I liked all the Emilys and the girls at the donut shop. The romance felt like kind of an afterthought to me and didn't add much.
The ending is more hopeful than happy. The part of me that likes seeing bad guys get what's coming to them would've liked to see more there. I guess it's more realistic this way though.
I read an ARC of this book from NetGalley. All comments are my own.
May 20, 2024
It's rare that I am totally engrossed in a book as soon as I start reading. Alli Vail has such a way with words that I feel like I am sitting right there with main character Brooklyn Thomas.
Brooklyn Thomas Isn't Here is a super unique fiction that really depicts the way women are not seen, not heard, and live with the true fear of not being believed especially by those closest to us. This book tackles grief, abuse, and corporate America in a fresh way. I loved all of the characters except a few (they know who they are!). I highly recommend this read. Thanks to NetGalley and Alli Vail for this eARC.
Brooklyn Thomas Isn't Here is a super unique fiction that really depicts the way women are not seen, not heard, and live with the true fear of not being believed especially by those closest to us. This book tackles grief, abuse, and corporate America in a fresh way. I loved all of the characters except a few (they know who they are!). I highly recommend this read. Thanks to NetGalley and Alli Vail for this eARC.
December 29, 2024
It took me a minute to get into this book. After an intriguing start, I thought for sure it wasn’t for me and I’d drop it. But I didn’t and I couldn’t be more happy that I stuck. Alli Vail has crafted a weird and compelling novel about one woman’s journey through life as female that most women will see at least some of themselves and their experiences in. It is a story of community and friendship as well as family trauma —the first two being helpful and necessary steps to the recovery from the later. Throughly enjoyed the absolute quirkiness of address hard ass topics using plot devices like a missing heart beat and nightly ghost visitations. Highly recommend.
September 12, 2024
I found myself unable to finish this book after the first chapter, as I found it to be a struggle to get through. The story is written in first person POV with Brooklyn as the narrator, but she seems disconnected from reality and repeats herself in various ways, making her character seem one-dimensional. After reading over a dozen pages, I still had no idea where the story was heading. Frustrated, bored, and feeling like the plot was going nowhere, I breathed a huge sigh of relief at the end of chapter and am marking this one as not for me.
April 28, 2024
Brookie is having a rough year. Her friend is missing, she had to leave a job she hated, she has a new job she hates, and her brother is an asshole. Throw in a dose of magical realism as her heart stops beating and she starts to disappear - what a great metaphor for the limbo state she's in.
This is a great read, full of little insights - I don't think I've made this many highlights for ages. Nicely paced, well written, easy to read.
(Read via Net Galley in exchange for an honest review)
This is a great read, full of little insights - I don't think I've made this many highlights for ages. Nicely paced, well written, easy to read.
(Read via Net Galley in exchange for an honest review)
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