DUAL VIRGINS!! *booty shake, happy dance, booty shake with a big grin on my face!*
(Mattia was in the mafia world since he lost his family at age 7, so he never has been with a woman until he meets his little mouse)
Quote,
"I don't have time for women or dating. Actually, I've intentionally
never made time. Women and kids are collateral damage in my
world."
end quote
Quote,
""Are you asking if my cock will belong to you, Aurelia?" He brushes
his thumb along my bottom lip. "My body?"
I moan.
"Do you want to hear me say that you'll be the only one who
touches me, cara mia?"
end quote (and yes it only belongs to her and she only belongs to him)
My favorite exchange,
Quote (their first time),
"I'm claiming what belongs to me now, Aurelia," he says. "And I'm
giving you what belongs to you. Do you understand?"
"I…" I shake my head.
"You asked if I'd belong to you, and I said yes. I'll belong only to
you, Aurelia." He brushes his thumb along my bottom lip. "No one
else has ever had this part of me. It's all yours, little mouse."
My core clenches, a blast of heat ripping through me. "Mattia," I
whisper, stunned.
"Every inch of you is mine to possess. And I'm yours in the same
way." He positions himself at my entrance, and I feel the hot head of
him pressing insistently. My heart pounds against my ribcage, anticipation coiling tight in
my belly. With one hard thrust, he's inside me, tearing through my
barrier"
end quote
Safe
No cheating
No OM/OW
Short separation (a few hours after she left after a misunderstanding, the misunderstanding quickly resolved but highly emotional)
No gross condom use
No pushing away (except in the dubcon play kinky way *wink wink*)
No third act break up, (but she leaves because of the misunderstanding but it is remedied right away. I did not like her choice though and I explain it below in my summary of events)
HEA
This was so good, so emotional! I clasped my hands to my chest and audibly sighed at the DV revelations and the swoon worthy hero Mattia, and just how deeply he loves his little mouse. I cried at how much our heroine suffered, at how Mattia suffered, and how they bond with one another. I swooned at how they instantly fell for one another, Mattia fell for her full on, with zero resistance and he never EVER wavered in his love for her, but I was mad for a short time at Aurelia for not trusting him fully, but a part of me understood her. I got hot under the collar at the dirty talk this man can bring to the bedroom and my cheeks reddened at their sex play. All the emotions, just all the emotions, including a very satisfying one I am feeling (not like that you pervs!), at how everything ended with a beautiful, happy ever after that left me with a smile on my face and happiness in my heart. This is darker and more serious than we are used to, and I have to admit, that I prefer the lighthearted NR romances better, even her mafia romances have not been this dark, but there is that familiar Nichole Rose sweetness all throughout and the Nichole Rose alpha OTT, hero who is so intense and passionate and growly and just...*sigh* perfect. Mattia is just perfect. He is so drunk with love for his woman that it made me swoon some more. The beginning, when Mattia said in his inner monologue that he never touched a woman, made me feel comfortable that it was a DV, so it made me relax and read with fervor as I was quickly sucked into this world. It NEVER fails to make me feel a burst of just pure joy whenever I read that they are each others one and only, I can't help it! It made me happy and even hopeful that Nichole Rose will give us more one true love Vcard romances in future, because we love her for it, and she writes them so well.
The story is straight forward so here it is with a few spoilers. (This is so I can remember the story in the future.)
Aurelia is Rafe and his brother's, sister. The four brothers did not know they had a sister, but she knew she had brothers. Her mother is sick and she grew up poor with only her mom but they were happy. She sought out help and talked to someone she thought was from Rafe's entourage, but he wasn't, he lied to her and instead of taking her to Rafe, he kidnapped her and gave her an ultimatum. She was a prisoner in a gilded cage so to speak for two months and that is where the story starts. Mattia is part of Rafe's mafia family and took control of the decision making when Rafe and the other guys wanted to back off to focus on their wife and kids. He finds her and decides to kidnap her. Suffice is to say this man fell for her hard and I loved seeing him fall in love! Her eyes widened as well at the sight of him! We witnessed love at first sight, but Aurelia, although a bit scared and at the same time titillated, holds her ground refusing to go, but that only makes her future man want her even more. He wasn't going to leave without his future wife.
As all the feelings courses through him, all at the same time he decides to drug her, marries her and more events unfold throughout the story. I know I know! This is unconventional, even shocking, but it reminded me of the old fashioned historical romance forced marriage trope. For me, I thought him taking control like that was hot. The reason he did that is because of one thing. He knows that she is it for him and wanted to bind her to him without wasting a second. The second reason is that with his last name, she is protected and so is his mafia family. The truth is he fell instantly in love with her and wanted her bound to him in holy matrimony for life. It took a bit longer for her to get on board fully, but she is also swooning at her feet for this handsome, take control, obsessed man and she is enjoying these new feelings. These two fit perfectly, in all aspects and she fell for him just as hard, as she felt a strong pull for him. I love Mattia and I love Aurelia (for the most part), but there was a part with the misunderstanding that made her run and I did not like that she did not trust Mattia, so I was mad at her in that moment and even angrier with her when she told him that she wanted him to feel the heartbreak she felt. I was all a classic, phone conversation misunderstanding. She heard only parts of the phone call between Mattia and Coda and thought Mattia married her as a move to protect his mafia family and that he faked his love for her. But she couldn't be more wrong. I understand her heartbreak thinking that Mattia was faking it when he didn't, but I did not like that she wanted Mattia to suffer like she did when her heart broke. She should have confronted him, so part of me hated that. She did beg for forgiveness even though Mattia understood right away what happened and went to Rafe to help find her only to find her there with her brothers, crying. He knew that she overheard and that she is out there heartbroken believing he doesn't love her, so he went in search of her to clear the air. Her brothers confronted him and that scene was so epic I can understand the choice to leave in order for that scene to happen. She was so sorry she didn't just confront him, and she told Mattia that she feels really bad and regretted not trusting him and how much she hated seeing him in pain. He of course never held it against her and understood how she must have felt only hearing part of the conversation and misunderstanding it. I am telling you Mattia is a such a fantastic hero!! It's ok, because it lead to such an emotional scene of Mattia wanting to get to her just to be near her by trying to get past her brothers taking hit after hit, only to get up just to get to his wife. That scene just broke me in the best way. It was so gut wrenching and just so romantic I cried and clasped my hands to my chest. It broke Amalia too hating the fact that this was her doing, and she hated to see him suffer! Just trust me on this it was so moving and I forgave her afterwards. I don't like when one character turns on the other, so I still did not like her choice to leave and wanting him to feel pain, that is my only little complaint, but in order for that epic scene to happen, I get it. So much more happens before and after, this is just a memorable moment for me to remember. I only wanted to write some highlights for me to remember when I refer back to the book in future.
I recommend it highly! You will go through all the emotions on this one, in a good way! Mattia is the best part of this romance, and we get to see all the couples in this world. It is worth the read! My heart soared with happiness that we got our Nichole Rose back giving us Dual v-card/one true love goodness like she did in the past and swoon worthy heroes we fawn over, and I pray this NR is here to stay to give us more.
Happy reading everyone!