John Bercaw’s journey to Vietnam started at the beginning of the Korean War when, as a young boy, he thrilled to see his first helicopter as it defied gravity and common sense by flying. A circuitous route through troubled teenage years and four years in the Marines led him to Fort Wolters, Texas, and the US Army’s Warrant Officer Rotary Wing Aviation Course. For the first time in his life, he felt a deep sense of belonging. John’s successful struggle to master the beast called helicopter earned him an all-expense-paid trip to South Vietnam and the opportunity to prove himself as a combat pilot. His year of war was not as expected. Awed by the lush landscapes of Vietnam and the unexpected moments of war’s savage beauty, Bercaw changed his mind about war and its effect on the men who fought in it. He found himself able to overcome fear and doubt in combat and do his job to the best of his ability. Based on the books he had read and the movies he had seen, he had not anticipated the addiction to the highs and lows brought on by the intensity of war. The difficult part came at the end. Leaving Vietnam before the war was over, the sudden end to the daily adrenalin rushes and the sense of being part of something important—aggravated by the shameful reception experienced by all returning veterans—initiated a period of depression that haunted him for years.
John has been a Marine, an Army helicopter pilot, and is a Vietnam veteran. In addition, he was an air traffic controller, a computer geek, and a computer-networking instructor at a community college. His interests have ranged from stamp collecting to skydiving, computers to scuba diving, motorcycles and, of course, flying. He now pursues more sedate, but nonetheless exciting, activities such as writing and photography. After having lived in the Chicago area for most of his life, he and his wife Cynthia now live in Northern Kentucky.
This account/view of the war was a bit different than most I have read. Mainly because his view was from above. He details his role in saving lives, flying in weather that he was not allowed to fly in, and his feeling about the war. His accounts of his exploits are hair-raising and why he wasn't awarded more was amazing. Mr. Bercaw is a brave hero for his actions and his caring for his fellow soldiers. This a good read for those who don't know about the Vietnam War and those who do. As always old men sitting behind desks making life and death plans like they were playing a game, costing more lives. Shameful.
As a Vietnam Infantry veteran, I have always held the chopper crews in the highest regard for always being there when needed. Without them, we would not have survived. I had jumped from choppers into hot LZ’s, finding the deepest depression or fattest tree for protection before returning fire - a real pucker moment! These pilots were relentless and continued to ferry and land reinforcements with not much protection for themselves. They flew their machines through steady streams of gunfire, and yet, they continued as if they were invincible. Dust off’s, ash and trash runs, troop deployments and evacuations and over-head support were all part of their everyday job.
Mr Bercaw does a wonderful job with this well-told story which offers the reader a glimpse of the everyday life of these flying warriors, which by the way, wasn't a nine to five job. The book is easy to read with short chapters, each highlighting a special event in his Vietnam Tour. I did, however, find somewhat of a disconnect between his career in the Marines and his ending up at Fort Wolters as an Army Helicopter pilot in training wondering how this change took place. The author has a fantastic sense of humor that sometimes caught me off-guard and made me laugh out loud. I particularly enjoyed the way John wrote about his first few days in Marine Basic Training…he was spot on with the way DI’s confuse and break down the new recruits. Funny now…not then!
There are a couple of times in the story when Mr. Bercaw and crew were asked to go out of their way to rescue wounded soldiers on the ground. The landing zones were totally socked in and these pilots took extreme risks to both themselves and the crews by attempting to retrieve these men and get them to hospitals for treatment. Then have these dying soldiers get up and walk off the chopper on their own – leaving me with my mouth agape.
After reading “Pink Mist”, I have bumped up these crews a couple of notches on my high esteem list. I also have a much better understanding of what these sky warriors had to endure in order to survive…sadly, many did not!
Great job Mr. Bercaw! Thank you for your service and Welcome Home sir!
John Podlaski, author Cherries - A Vietnam War Novel
A fantastic read - I couldn't put this book down!! As a former student of political science/international relations, I can't help thinking that this would make great college course reading. Had this been a book in my university curriculum I would have undoubtedly gotten better grades! This book really puts life into perspective. Any time I feel like whining about petty problems, all I have to do is read parts of this book to see how hard life can really be, as it was for soldiers in the Vietnam War. It reminds me of an expression the father of one of my former friends and co-workers at the CIA used to use when she complained about something trifling or had a fear of something. He would say, "How bad could it be? What are they gonna do - shave your head and send you to Vietnam?" Great book.
this is a non political view of helicopter pilots in Vietnam. The author tells it as it was without the mumbo jumbo of political correctness.
our country turned its objection to the war against the men who fought the war and forgot about the self righteous politicians who created it. I wish I could say that our military is treated better today, but it is not. This book is a good reminder of what really happens in the war.
Over the years I have read numerous biographies and memoirs written by Vietnam vet (male and female), war correspondents and/or photojournalist who experienced the war first hand. Some of these accounts became quite popular and were even made into movies (i.e., Born on the Fourth of July; We Were Soldiers; etc). Others were simply survivors sharing their story, maybe for no other reason than maybe their children and grandchildren might better understand what dad or mom, uncle or aunt, grandpa or grandma experienced when they were young.
Bercaw takes a totally different approach in presenting vignettes that show us what helicopter pilots faced doing their job, the surrealistic and insanity of war, the human aspects of constantly being among the dead and wounded, and those poignant moments of serendipity and beauty and humor interwoven with the stark realities of combat. Well worth the time to hear what he has given us.
One of the more enjoyable Vietnam memoirs I've read.
A fairly quick read but I really liked it. He doesn't dwell much on the day to day miseries of war; he mostly just jumps from anecdote to anecdote, hitting the most memorable points of his wartime experiences. Anyone with enough experience can probably tell he has seen a great deal more than what's included in this book, but he censored in ways that are nearly unnoticeable while reading it. All in all, the author is a masterful storyteller, and this is definitely among the best quality of writing as I've seen in war memoirs, and I've read hundreds of them.
I really enjoyed this memoir. The love/hate relationship with the danger of combat is well stated. I highlighted many of the magnificent quotes from this book. The short chapters make this easier to read than other books. The quick remembrance of the wounded boy smiling at the author was an impactful story. The impact of seeing the young NVC dead in a bunker was well told. John's experiences were much different than the infantry soldiers or even the REMF's who served in Vietnam. I would read anything from this author again.
John Bercaw gives voice to many of us that served. As a Huey Slick pilot, he takes us along for many adrenaline fueled rides. He is every bit as good at serving up vignettes of camaraderie whether they be glad or sad, irreverent or inspirational. The camaraderie remains the most lasting experience while the inhumanity of war we attempt to respectfully set aside.
Good job, no baloney, how it was. WO Bercaw, couldn’t have made this up. For someone dumb enough to fly helicopters in combat, excellent writing skills. K Carlton RVN 69-70, Phase two of flight school was at hunter AAF 1968 my Instrument Instructor saved my life many times over Retired COP/Pilot
Thank you. I rode the huey in 71. Shake and bake e-5. 1/22 infantry 4th division recon. I'm happy we both made it home. I enjoyed the read. You guys were a godsend.
The very best example of Viet Nam pilots I’ve found. I actually laughed out loud as I read Bercaw’s experiences in flight school and later in Nam. I remembered my USAF flight school and was surprised that we suffered the same.
I highly recommend this book. It reflects the clear choices we all make In order to survive terrible circumstances. Thank you but for your service John Bercaw!
Excellent read. Outstanding story of what a courageous helo pilot experienced in Vietnam. Pilots such as he are lifelong heroes to all of us Grunts that are still here today due to there extraordinary courage.. We shall never forget their heroics. A million thanks to all of them will never be enough for what they did for us!
Told with a dry, self-deprecating humor, this is a well written account of the author's experiences as a young helicopter pilot in the Viet Nam war. His tour of duty ran from 1967 - 68 and included the Tet offensive. His service took him from one of South Viet Nam to the other. Even though told in the first person, the vignettes he recounts are often edge-of-your seat exciting. The writing is very well done. For example, describing an experience that occurred while he was sitting in bar one hot, humid afternoon, he says the solitary fan "only angered the humidity."
I listened to A Pink Mist on audiobook. The narrator did a very nice job. I highly recommend this book or audiobook to any reader. (The book largely avoids the politics of the war. It focuses on the experience of being a young pilot in a war zone.)
Loved, loved, loved this book! My husband’s mother took care of the author's mother, and that is where we have a signed copy from. I was lucky enough to read it, and it was such an amazing read! Bercaw wasn’t trying to sound smart or even make the reading a certain way, he just wrote his stories from Vietnam! He did it amazingly well and I highly recommend this book! It helps that I love Vietnam/war stories and anything military-enlisted, since I always wanted to enlist and my husband currently is!