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278 pages, ebook
First published May 18, 2014
I loved harder than any person should be allowed. If I’m being honest with myself, I still love her like that. It’s been almost five years and Manda Baker still owns my heart.
“Like rain from the sky, a million emotions randomly fall over me. I’m down, done for, lost, and ensnared. There is no going back from Emmy.”
"Hold on to the headboard, baby."
“I don’t know the what, when, where, or why about my life, but… I suddenly know the who.”
“I loved her harder than any person should be allowed. If I’m being honest with myself, I still love her like that. It’s been almost five years and Manda Baker still owns my heart.”
“My fingers glide over the indentation of her name. I hate this fucking headstone, and not just because it has the date signifying the end of her life. I hate it because it says ‘Manda Baker.’ No matter how many times I see it, it always burns… Her headstone should read Jones. She was mine, and the entire world should know it.”
“Damn it, why the fuck does she have to be Sarah’s sister? That one relationship complicates everything… I can’t touch Emma. No matter how much I want to. It would be seven million shades of fucked up when things got messy.”
“Hey, Caleb?… I’m serious about Manda. I don’t have an issue with you having a past. I’m not an insecure girl who is trying to compete with her memory.”
“So you love me, huh?” I smile.
He holds up his fingers about an inch apart and says, “Little bit.”
“You have ink!”
“Do you have a problem with that?”
Sweet Mother of Hotness. “No. I love them.” Are there seriously women out there who have issues with tattoos? Because they shouldn’t be allowed to run loose in society.
“I’m going to kiss you… Then I’m going to make love to you… And then we are going to make plans to spend the next one hundred years together.”
"Damn it, Caleb. Grow up.".
Forgiveness is a very abstract term.
It doesn't erase the past.
... hate, pain, remorse, and grief ruled my life. But now, love, acceptance and forgiveness have led me to this minute ...
“Okay. The truth. Fine. You’re as sexy as fuck, and I can’t stop thinking about drilling into that smartass mouth of yours … you can add your ass to that list too.”
“Wow. That was really honest.”
I want this with Emma so God damn badly. I have no idea what this is, but I know for certain that it’s real.
I don’t know the what, when, where or why about my life, but as I stroke her hair on the way home, I suddenly know the who.
“We are officially together. I don’t care about the rest of the bullshit we have going on. We’re going to figure this out one way or another. No one comes near this but me. Yeah?”
“Love me more than you hate her. Please.”
“Our relationship is not simple or straightforward. It’s not perfect the way young couples dream about. It’s rough and flawed, but it’s ours. And sometimes, if you get really lucky, something truly beautiful can come from the imperfections.”
"My eyes never leave the body that used to house my soulmate."
EMMA "At this junction in time, I happen to believe neither one of us will be left standing when this ends."
CALEB "Well, I've been on my knees for a long time, Emmy. I'm ready to f*ng stand again, even if it means I have to fall when this ends."
"I just can't figure out how to let go of the past and embrace the future. I feel like I'm nailed down. The world keeps passing me by, but I'm rooted without any way to let go."