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281 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1947
”It is difficult to speak honestly about oneself. Difficult to speak honestly alotogether, perhaps. But about oneself? And one’s own youth?A book of layered recollection – it is set up as a series of papers written by the fictional protagonist. There is a set – framing the majority of the work – written in 1947. Most of this set provides backstory around the motivation for writing the other two sets of papers, but also provides some ruminations and concluding thoughts, and ties up some loose ends. The majority of the book though is a set of writings done by the fictional protagonist in 1943 and 1944, during the years of the German occupation of Norway. The papers are pretty evenly divided between the narrator’s “present day” activities with the Norwegian resistance and events of his youth, in the early 1920s in Norway.
“We forget. We distort. We misrepresent and idolize – and constantly falsify. Even at the moment we experience something we falsify it, tailoring it, trimming a heel here and slicing a toe there, to make it agree with our wishful thinking about ourselves and others.
“But we’re worst of all where the past is concerned. For there, as a rule, we don’t even have a checker, except ourselves.[“]
I realize that I’ll continue to pry and ponder. I perceive a hope, which I myself know to be wild and witless: namely, that by pondering, probing, and prying into the past, I’ll be better able to understand the present.The book does manage, to fairly great success, to explore the roots of present day decisions as filtered through past actions. And by that, I mean, that the book doesn’t actually provide easy answers to any of the questions it sets out to explore. It instead shows a multitude of answers to the same question, most of them more suggestions than answers, and leaves it to the reader to attempt to provide a unifying answer to the whole (ha! good luck with that). The examinations and descriptions of those individuals turned Nazi are all satisfying, and present a wide-ranging swathe of intellectual, economical, and social backgrounds that is successful in its subtlety. You’re not going to be presented with explicit cruelty or sociopathology from any of these characters – the seeds for turning traitor are buried deeper than that; and in many the seeds are simply not present to the outside observer.