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96 pages, Hardcover
First published March 18, 2014
This is an old man's poetryAncient of Days
written by someone who's spent his life
Looking for one truth.
Our history is the history of the City of God.
What's-to-come is anybody's guess.
Whatever has given you comfort,
Whatever has rested you,
Whatever untwisted your heart
is what you will leave behind.
To do what you have to do—unrecognized—and for no one.and
The language in that is small,
sewn just under your skin.
It's true, aspirations of youth burn down to char strips with the years.
Tonight, only memories are my company and my grace.
How nice if they could outlive us.
But they can't. Or won't.
I love walking into the setting sun
where nothing is visible but light,
And that nor really visible, just a sweet blinding.
Then coming back to the world
Unharmed, but altered slightly,
as though it were not the same setup anymore.
The condition of everything tends toward the condition of
silence.
When the wind stops, there's silence.
When the waters go down on their knees and touch their heads
To the bottom, there's silence, when the stars appear
face down, O Lord, then what a hush.
The deer walk out the last ledge of sunlight, one by one. –fm “Cake Walk”
Moon soft-full just over the tips of the white pine trees. –-fm “Life Lines”
When is it we come to the realization
That things are wandering away? -- “Waterfalls”
Contentment comes in little steps, like old age --fm “Chinoiserie VI”
Musician says, beauty is the enemy of expression.But much of what he writes in this book is distilled to its essence. So few words, so much meaning. He gets right to the heart of things.
I say, expression is the enemy of beauty.
God says, who gives a damn anyway,
Bon mots, you see, are not art or sublimity. --fm “Chinoiserie VI”
There’s an old Buddhist saying I think I read one time:
Before Enlightenment, chop wood and carry water.
After Enlightenment, chop wood and carry water.--fm “Ducks”
Beware of prosperity, friend, and seek affection.--fm “Heaven’s Eel”
This is an old man’s poetry,
written by someone who’s spent his life
Looking for one truth.
Sorry, pal, there isn’t one.
— from Ancient of Days
Cloud mountains rise over mountain range.
Silence and quietness,
sky bright as water, sky bright as lake water.
Grace is the instinct for knowing when to stop. And where.
- "Things Have Ends and Beginnings" (pg. 26)
The toadstools are starting to come up,
circular and dry.
Nothing will touch them,
Gophers or chipmunks, wasps or swallows.
They glow in the twilight like rooted will-o'-the-wisps.
Nothing will touch them.
As though orphans rode herd in the short grass,
as though they had heard the call.
- Toadstools (pg. 38)
They will always be with us,
transcenders of the world.
Someone will try to stick his beak into their otherworldly
styrofoam.
Someone may try to taste a taste of forever.
For some it's a refuge, for some a shady place to fall down.
Grief is a floating barge-boat,
who knows where it's going to moor?
- Toadstools (pg. 38)
A second time, and who can blame him?
If he disappears again, your mind's back on transubstantiation.
We live beyond the metaphysician's fingertips.
It's sad, dude, so sad.
There is no metaphor, there is no simile,
and there is no rhetoric
To nudge us to their caress.
The trees remain the trees, God hlp us.
And memory, for all its worth,
is merely the things we forget to forget.
- Dude (pg. 40)
There is a heaviness inside the body
that leans down, but does not touch us.
There is a lassitude that licks itself, but brings no relief.
There is a self-destructiveness no memory can repeal.
Such breath in the unstopped ear,
such sweet breath, O, along the tongue.
Cloud swatches brilliance the sky
Over the Alleghenies,
unpatterned as Heaven.
Across the street, Amoret's family picnic has ended.
Memorial Day,
the dead like plastic bags in the blown trees.
In Paradise, springtime never arrives.
The seasons
Are silent, and dumb, and ghost-walk outside our windows.
And so it is down here -
we grovel on our extremities
An rise, rise up, halfway to where the new leaves begin.
- Homage to Samuel Beckett (pg. 10-11)
The unforgiven are pure, as are the unremembered.
-- "Grace II"
Narrow road, wide road, all of us on it, unhappy,
Unsettled, seven yards short of immortality
And a yard short of not long to live.
Better to sit down in the tall grass
and watch the clouds,
To lift our faces up to the sky,
Considering -- for most of us -- our lives have been one constant mistake.
-- "Road Warriors"
It's 10 p.m. in New York, Eastern Daylight Standard Time,
whatever that is,
And then the divisional waters,
the North Atlantic humping toward Greenwich,
Where time's a still point.
Or it's not, arbitrary headwater.
The shadows don't care, they keep on inching across the meadow,
Unaware they might be going backward,
unaware
They might be seeping into themselves.
May the turn of the great star be with them,
may it tangle their fingers.
-- "Shadow Play"
Whatever has given you comfort,
Whatever has rested you,
Whatever untwisted your heart
is what you will leave behind.
-- "October, Mon Amour"
Waterfalls
When is it we come to the realization
that all things are wandering away?
Is it age, is it lack of adoration, is it
Regret there’s no ladder to the clouds?
Whatever, we inhabit the quotidian, as we must,
While somewhere behind our backs,
waterfalls tumble and keep on going
Into the deep desire of distance.