I left my comfort zone to read this book, but it's always a gift to read someone's redemption story and the title really got my attention. Garza managed to grab my attention from the first page and I literally pulled an all nighter to finish reading it (I think I did it in about 5 hours) :)
Amy is struggling to get on with her life after a troubled and disturbing teen life. She has the ideal home life with two parents who love her deeply and a younger brother that I instantly adored (LOVED it when he snuck her a cookie and he basically supports her in every crisis she goes through). This is the kind of story where the brother is more heroic than the boyfriend and I treasure that kind of story.
Despite the loving and sheltering home she lives in, she considers herself an outcast because she doesn't fit in with her church or her school. Then she meets bad boy Blake and she is sucked into a world of isolation, addiction, and abuse. And the more involved she gets, the more she loses herself and the hopes of escaping. There are several scenes with abuse and even some violence that made me very uncomfortable, but I do believe it was realistic to the story.
Thanks to a mysterious character named Michael (a guardian angel?? I'm believing so *smile*) and the prayers of her family, Amy finally gets the help she needs. Then one day she finds the police at her door saying a little girl is missing and she is forced to face her past once more. Once she does, she will discover betrayal, devastation, and she has the privilege of seeing it through someone else's perspective. Amy will once again be sucked into a world where she miraculously escaped all for the sake of finding this child, but she also finds her closure and the ability to finally let it go.
Garza brilliantly writes about a world most "Christians" frown upon or judge with raw honesty, respect and redemption. There is no profanity or sex (sex is implied but nothing is detailed) and even though I disagreed with Amy the adult's decisions and discernment, I loved her heart. She risks everything to love her students and help the missing child even when she herself is thrust into danger. Even though this book is about teen issues, I believe it's for an older audience and once again I'm thankful for leaving my comfort zone.
Thank you Amber Garza for sharing your story with me, I now understand Isaiah 49:16 in a new way :)