5/5
everytime i review a book of poetry by Sáenz i basically just say “wow, this was amazing.” this book will be no different because wow, this was amazing. the way he writes is so emotive and tender and vulnerable. i didn’t realize this was his first book of poems prior to reading it but just…man. every poem in this novel seems to tell an important story. looking forward to reading the two books of his poetry that i haven’t consumed. the only novel of his that i’ve read is “Aristotle & Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe,” which i’m anxious to change. i fell in love with that book, and it’s so satisfying to be in love with his poetry as well.
also, who is this good at writing both novels and poems? what the hell?
some poems/lines i enjoyed:
“She journeys every day. The journey is easy, never takes a long time, and always it is sunny. When it rains, the people who live here praise God—but she, she curses him for the spit that soaks her skin.”
— Journeys
“The quieting earth is turning
uncomfortable in its new position. Tired insomniac uttering moans
of sorrow and repentance, begging”
— Aftermath
“Your daughter will be bleeding soon.
She will smell like the rain
in a drought.
Your voice
cracks in grief
for your aging self
aware that as your dark daughter
grows,
you will start to wither—
aware that you
will no longer be
the only woman
in your house
And yet, your grief
Is more than for the passing of your time.
Your grief is for
your child
who must learn
too soon
the price she must pay
for her power”
— Your Daughter
“She is in tears, but the sat
that flows from within her
seasons her face with hope”
“His wife fed us food and forgiveness. She knew
About boys, about men, and knew the needs of both.
When she grew weak, I begged her to live. “Take him
Instead!” I’d pray, preferred his death to hers—
And cursed God for his choice. She left us poor,
Left us before we had learned the necessary skill of love.”
— Prodigal Men
(not quoted, but the poem “at thirteen” was one of my favorites as well.)