I am back!!
It's been really hectic lately, with my move from one home to the other and simultaneously studying a horribly theoretic course. Freedom tastes good and the reward for my hard independent work is writing about books! Let's start with Södergran who I read almost two months ago. Prior to that I did know who she was but I had no idea that she was like a myth! Very special in her time apparently, which I'm a bit skeptical about because in her time every woman who could write AS GOOD AS A MAN was considered a rare breed lol. But also she was rumored to have this luminous, out-of-this-earth presence which of course is fascinating to imagine. I figure she would have fit perfectly in our age.
Anywayyyy. About her poems! Because that's what matters! Damnit, I accidentally turned into that worshiper of the author instead of the text itself a little bit and this is not something I stand behind. I believe that one shouldn't rely on the person behind the work to enjoy or interpret it, but let the work speak for itself.
And without caring that much about who Södergran was, I can still say that her poems are spectacular. Fine, some were perhaps not so great but I just brushed past them and went on to the ones that really hit the nerves. And some I haven't had the time to read yet in this collection, but I can safely say that it wouldn't matter so much what these exceptions tell me. I've still got a treasure of poems from this poet that will determine what kind of "review" I want to give. Review is not even the right term her I feel, so I will not give a star rating. With poems, it's usually I like it or I don't - nothing in between. I mean I could get technical, but unlike with novels I don't feel like it. I only feel like quoting some beautiful words:
Nothing
Calm now, my child, there’s nothing there,
and everything is as you see it: the forest, smoke and ever-receding rails.
Somewhere far off in a distant land
there’s a bluer sky and a wall with roses
or a palm and a more temperate wind –
and that is all.
There’s nothing there except the snow on the spruce tree’s branches.
There’s nothing there to kiss with warm lips,
and all lips grow cold with time.
You say though, my child, that your heart is powerful,
and that to live in vain is less than dying.
What did you want of death? Do you feel the repugnance his clothes
spread,
and nothing is more repulsive than to die by one’s own hand.
We ought to love life’s long hours of illness
and oppressive years of longing
just as the brief moments when the desert is in bloom.
(I've stolen this translation from swedish to english off some website and then changed a few words and the format to fit the original a bit better. Unfortunately I'm not clever enough (or goodreads isn't) to know how to present these and following words graphically as they are on the paper.)
Here is another favorite:
By foot I had to cross the solar system
By foot
I had to cross the solar system
before I found the first thread of my red dress.
I sense myself ready.
Somewhere in space hangs my heart,
sparks from it flooding, shaking the air,
into other intemperate hearts.
And another:
Revanche
Skall det icke lyckas mig att störta
tornet uti verklighetens stad,
vill jag sjunga stjärnorna från himlen
såsom ännu ingen gjort.
Jag skall sjunga att min längtan stannar,
hon som ännu aldrig hållit rast,
att hon skjuter lyran bort ifrån sig
som om vore sångens uppgift löst.
This one in swedish, so to maybe get a sense of what kind of sound it's working with. And because it's so special to me in its original *.*
And the last one!
Death of the virgin
The soul of the virgin pure never lost sight,
she knew everything about herself,
she knew even more: of others and of the sea.
Her eyes were blueberries, her lips raspberries, her
hands wax.
She danced for autumn on yellow lawns,
she crouched, and swirling she sank - and was burnt out.
When she was gone no one knew that her corpse still lingered
in the woods...
They searched for her long and well among the terns by the beach,
who sang of little clams in red shells.
They searched for her long and well among the men by the glass,
who battled for shiny knives in the kitchen of the Duke.
They searched for her long and well among the lilies of the valley,
where her shoe had remained since the final night.
(This one I translated myself, I couldn't find one ready to copy. Yes I am pretty pleased with myself thanks for asking.)
This selection as you can see is a grand mix of motives and themes. But more often than not the poems share the same goal: to accomplish the unthinkable, the impossible, something of cosmic proportions.
It's a collection of poems for dreamers and less for doers, if I would boil it down for you. You're welcome.