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The Ties That Bind Us #1
Holding On and Letting Go
Is there a way to describe the ties that bind us together? What
happens when one of those ties is unexpectedly severed? Can
everything else remain the same? Will the other ties hold strong?
Two years after her little brother's death, sixteen year old Emerson
Caulfield returns to a home that she spent the last two years missing.
In theory, everything should be the same. Her best friend, Matt,
still lives next door. Her house is in the exact same condition as
they left it. The scenery and hallways haven't changed, yet for
Emerson, everything is completely different. The place may be the
same, but Emerson is most certainly not. She returns home hurt,
angry, and miles away from the girl she once was.
The 60,000 word novel alternates between the perspectives of Emerson,
who is struggling to keep breathing on a daily basis, and Matt, who
wants to have his old best friend back so badly that he is willing to
overlook the fact that she has completely changed. Though their
friendship and relationship is a major part of the story, it takes
backseat to the unique bonds between siblings, what happens when your
worst enemy is in fact yourself, and the hardships that come with
growing up and changing.
happens when one of those ties is unexpectedly severed? Can
everything else remain the same? Will the other ties hold strong?
Two years after her little brother's death, sixteen year old Emerson
Caulfield returns to a home that she spent the last two years missing.
In theory, everything should be the same. Her best friend, Matt,
still lives next door. Her house is in the exact same condition as
they left it. The scenery and hallways haven't changed, yet for
Emerson, everything is completely different. The place may be the
same, but Emerson is most certainly not. She returns home hurt,
angry, and miles away from the girl she once was.
The 60,000 word novel alternates between the perspectives of Emerson,
who is struggling to keep breathing on a daily basis, and Matt, who
wants to have his old best friend back so badly that he is willing to
overlook the fact that she has completely changed. Though their
friendship and relationship is a major part of the story, it takes
backseat to the unique bonds between siblings, what happens when your
worst enemy is in fact yourself, and the hardships that come with
growing up and changing.
186 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 10, 2013
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April 24, 2013
OMG!! I absolutely loved this book! I was a gifted a copy from the author, Lucy Kelly in return for an honest review! Let me tell you, once I started it I couldn't put it down. I was totally wrapped up in all the character's lives. I felt like I was right there in the room with Em, going through all the emotions she was going through! I found myself cheering for her and her friends with every chapter. Em lost her little brother Peter to leukemia but it was as if he was always right there with her, cheering her on as well. I finished this book with tears in my eyes, a lump in my throat......it was so bad at one point I had to send an email to Lucy and let her know what she was putting me through! Job well done Lucy! I can't wait to continue on with this series so hurry up! Thank you so much for giving me the chance to read your book! Five stars all the way!! Read this book! You will not be sorry!!!
August 15, 2013
Holding On and Letting Go is a PHENOMENAL story. I mean I have never ever cried and laughed and screamed at a book all at once. I mean K.A. has written a story that will tug at your heart and leave you breathless. Right from the very first page I was enthralled by the story. The descriptions and the world we get to be a part of is just phenomenal.
Emmy and Matt have grown up next to each other. They are best friends sharing everything and doing everything together. Em's little brother gets sick and she and Matt stay by his side. When her little brother dies her parents up and move her overseas and she stops all contact with Matt. She drowns herself in grief for the loss of her brother. She starts acting up and doing things that are destructive to get her parents attention but they have turned off since their youngest child got sick and died. So Em is basically left to fend for herself. Em finally does one last thing to upset her parents and her parents give her up to her older brother. So she is moving back to the states with her older brother and she is excited because she will be able to be in her old room and her old house and be able to feel her younger brothers spirit.
Once she gets back to the states she feels better because she is with her older brother and she can go to her younger brothers grave site. What she is not looking forward to is seeing her old friends and especially seeing Matt. She stopped communicating with Matt but Matt is determined to get his old friend back and get her out of her funk. But Savannah is determined to stay in her own bubble and not make friends. But as she goes from class to class she makes friends with Eliza who she has known since grade school and she rekindles her friendship with Luke who is Matt's other best friend. Together with their other friend Tyler they are determined to get Savannah the help she needs to grieve properly and get out of her depression funk she is in.
Savannah soon starts to realize that she has great friends and she realizes that she is in love with Matt. Matt also realizes that he loves Em and he wants to be with her no matter what. He will love her for life. This is such a heart wrenching read about love, loss, and finding your way back from depression. This is a must read and I am grateful I was able to read an ARC copy of this book. I loved it so much that I stalked goodreads and the internet to see when the second book was coming out and I am happy to say that it is out and I am currently reading it. So go out and give this series a try because you will not be disappointed I promise!
Emmy and Matt have grown up next to each other. They are best friends sharing everything and doing everything together. Em's little brother gets sick and she and Matt stay by his side. When her little brother dies her parents up and move her overseas and she stops all contact with Matt. She drowns herself in grief for the loss of her brother. She starts acting up and doing things that are destructive to get her parents attention but they have turned off since their youngest child got sick and died. So Em is basically left to fend for herself. Em finally does one last thing to upset her parents and her parents give her up to her older brother. So she is moving back to the states with her older brother and she is excited because she will be able to be in her old room and her old house and be able to feel her younger brothers spirit.
Once she gets back to the states she feels better because she is with her older brother and she can go to her younger brothers grave site. What she is not looking forward to is seeing her old friends and especially seeing Matt. She stopped communicating with Matt but Matt is determined to get his old friend back and get her out of her funk. But Savannah is determined to stay in her own bubble and not make friends. But as she goes from class to class she makes friends with Eliza who she has known since grade school and she rekindles her friendship with Luke who is Matt's other best friend. Together with their other friend Tyler they are determined to get Savannah the help she needs to grieve properly and get out of her depression funk she is in.
Savannah soon starts to realize that she has great friends and she realizes that she is in love with Matt. Matt also realizes that he loves Em and he wants to be with her no matter what. He will love her for life. This is such a heart wrenching read about love, loss, and finding your way back from depression. This is a must read and I am grateful I was able to read an ARC copy of this book. I loved it so much that I stalked goodreads and the internet to see when the second book was coming out and I am happy to say that it is out and I am currently reading it. So go out and give this series a try because you will not be disappointed I promise!
June 10, 2013
I received a copy gifted from the author for an honest review as part of her blog tour.
This was such a deeply emotional read for me! After losing both my mom and maternal grandfather to brain cancer before I even hit high school, I'm all too familiar with the weight of grief that manifests in anger, sadness, loneliness, and just plain hurt. Every time Emerson visited her brother's grave and spoke to him, I cried. When she heard a girl making fun of her deceased brother, I cried. Who makes fun of a deceased little boy like that by the way?? I wanted to wring that girl's neck. Every emotion Emerson felt, I felt it too. We seemed to be kindred spirits.
The book alternates between Emerson and her best friend Matt's point of view. The way Emerson describes her pain resonated with me, and the things she said are things I've said before. I was particularly struck when she said she has a hard time even just breathing and getting out of bed in the morning - I know what she's talking about. There were times I had to put down the book to catch my own breath. There is no better way the author could have expressed the toll grief takes on a person.
Matt's deep love for Emerson shows the strength of his character. He wants to love Emerson through this time, and what else can you do when someone you love is suffering from something you can't change or take away? He isn't afraid of the depth of Emerson's despair, and he doesn't give up no matter how many times she pushes him away. It's obvious Matt is wise beyond his years and cares about what's really important in life and not the silly superficiality of high school. How many guys his age can you say that about?
I think there are times when a person becomes comfortable in his/her own grief - not that feeling miserable is what the person prefers but rather the person is afraid to move forward and do something to alleviate the pain. One worries that by letting go and accepting what's happened, the deceased loved one will be forgotten, not to mention that taking the first step forward is the hardest. This is why it's absolutely crucial that the person has all the support he/she needs. Matt was that support system for Emerson, and his perseverance in being there for her no matter what impressed me.
I just could not and would not put this book down. I went through the entire spectrum of emotions while reading, and it was cathartic for me. I found myself examining how much progress I've made moving forward in my own life since losing significant loved ones and was surprised to see I've come a long way from where I began. It's amazing! And this is just the beginning to a series in which I'm really looking forward to where the author takes us next. :D
This was such a deeply emotional read for me! After losing both my mom and maternal grandfather to brain cancer before I even hit high school, I'm all too familiar with the weight of grief that manifests in anger, sadness, loneliness, and just plain hurt. Every time Emerson visited her brother's grave and spoke to him, I cried. When she heard a girl making fun of her deceased brother, I cried. Who makes fun of a deceased little boy like that by the way?? I wanted to wring that girl's neck. Every emotion Emerson felt, I felt it too. We seemed to be kindred spirits.
The book alternates between Emerson and her best friend Matt's point of view. The way Emerson describes her pain resonated with me, and the things she said are things I've said before. I was particularly struck when she said she has a hard time even just breathing and getting out of bed in the morning - I know what she's talking about. There were times I had to put down the book to catch my own breath. There is no better way the author could have expressed the toll grief takes on a person.
Matt's deep love for Emerson shows the strength of his character. He wants to love Emerson through this time, and what else can you do when someone you love is suffering from something you can't change or take away? He isn't afraid of the depth of Emerson's despair, and he doesn't give up no matter how many times she pushes him away. It's obvious Matt is wise beyond his years and cares about what's really important in life and not the silly superficiality of high school. How many guys his age can you say that about?
I think there are times when a person becomes comfortable in his/her own grief - not that feeling miserable is what the person prefers but rather the person is afraid to move forward and do something to alleviate the pain. One worries that by letting go and accepting what's happened, the deceased loved one will be forgotten, not to mention that taking the first step forward is the hardest. This is why it's absolutely crucial that the person has all the support he/she needs. Matt was that support system for Emerson, and his perseverance in being there for her no matter what impressed me.
I just could not and would not put this book down. I went through the entire spectrum of emotions while reading, and it was cathartic for me. I found myself examining how much progress I've made moving forward in my own life since losing significant loved ones and was surprised to see I've come a long way from where I began. It's amazing! And this is just the beginning to a series in which I'm really looking forward to where the author takes us next. :D
June 7, 2013
Book Review/Book Tour can be found at Jackie's Book World
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I absolutely love this book, it has a lot of the elements that make this story a page-turner. From the first page to the very end, I found myself completely immersed in the world of Emerson Caulfield, a sixteen year old whose life has been full of eventful events since the day she was born. Her parents have stopped acting as parents and she has lost her little brother as a young girl. Taken to France by her parents, Emerson leaves everything behind, including her best friend Matt. It wasn't long after that, that she comes back to where everything started and it doesn't take long before her life starts to take her into new a new path. What I like about this book is that the point-of-view changes back and forth between Emerson and Matt. It definitely helped me understand them more and their situations. Every single character in the book has its challenges and problems. I also like how everyone evolves and grows throughout the story. Not only were the characters easy to relate to, but they also had compelling backgrounds. The author does a very good job describing the story and it is also very well-written. There were moments were I found myself attached to the characters and as the story progressed it was very hard to put down. Matt and Emerson's story is one that everyone needs to read, not only is this book full of sweet moments between them, but it is also full of mystery that will leave you wanting to know more. I recommend this story to those that love contemporary young adult novels, full of romance and self discovery.
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I absolutely love this book, it has a lot of the elements that make this story a page-turner. From the first page to the very end, I found myself completely immersed in the world of Emerson Caulfield, a sixteen year old whose life has been full of eventful events since the day she was born. Her parents have stopped acting as parents and she has lost her little brother as a young girl. Taken to France by her parents, Emerson leaves everything behind, including her best friend Matt. It wasn't long after that, that she comes back to where everything started and it doesn't take long before her life starts to take her into new a new path. What I like about this book is that the point-of-view changes back and forth between Emerson and Matt. It definitely helped me understand them more and their situations. Every single character in the book has its challenges and problems. I also like how everyone evolves and grows throughout the story. Not only were the characters easy to relate to, but they also had compelling backgrounds. The author does a very good job describing the story and it is also very well-written. There were moments were I found myself attached to the characters and as the story progressed it was very hard to put down. Matt and Emerson's story is one that everyone needs to read, not only is this book full of sweet moments between them, but it is also full of mystery that will leave you wanting to know more. I recommend this story to those that love contemporary young adult novels, full of romance and self discovery.
March 29, 2013
I absolutely adored this book! I started this book one morning before work.... finished that night when I got home. I could NOT put it down. It was glued to my finger! Darn the convenience of reading on my iphone/ipad. LoL
The characters in Holding on & Letting Go are absolutely stunning. They're complex and very well-rounded. I honestly felt like I could bump into them walking down the street. Loved them!
Ug - Heartbreaking! 20 pages in, I was already in tears! This novel, warning, deals with siblings dealing with the death of their young brother. I honestly felt like Peter was there with them the entire time. Even though he had passed away by the time the novel picks up the story, you still felt like he was a moving, breathing, live character in the novel. It was heart-breaking & touching.
I wanted to reach out and hug the characters on several instances. It was THAT emotional.
Holding On & Letting Go is a beautifully written, emotional, tear-jerking tale of accepting the fact that you can move on without forgetting or betraying your loved one when they pass away. It's not fair (when is anything fair anymore), it makes you angry, sad, hateful, bitter, try crazy things, but eventually, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. It's just really damn hard to figure out how long the tunnel actually is before you reach the end.
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The characters in Holding on & Letting Go are absolutely stunning. They're complex and very well-rounded. I honestly felt like I could bump into them walking down the street. Loved them!
Ug - Heartbreaking! 20 pages in, I was already in tears! This novel, warning, deals with siblings dealing with the death of their young brother. I honestly felt like Peter was there with them the entire time. Even though he had passed away by the time the novel picks up the story, you still felt like he was a moving, breathing, live character in the novel. It was heart-breaking & touching.
I wanted to reach out and hug the characters on several instances. It was THAT emotional.
Holding On & Letting Go is a beautifully written, emotional, tear-jerking tale of accepting the fact that you can move on without forgetting or betraying your loved one when they pass away. It's not fair (when is anything fair anymore), it makes you angry, sad, hateful, bitter, try crazy things, but eventually, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. It's just really damn hard to figure out how long the tunnel actually is before you reach the end.
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May 1, 2013
Holding On and Letting Go, literally brought me to tears – not once but twice.
Emerson had been through the terrible tragedy of losing her little brother, and she was left to cope and pick up the pieces. She was stronger though than anyone, especially Matty, gave her credit for. I liked her ability to realize that she wasn’t the same person any more and that she wasn’t afraid to admit it. How could something like that not change you? Also I liked that she realized she needed help and asked for it. Her friends were an important component to her getting through such a difficult time.
Matty was Emerson's neighbor and long time best friend who only wanted to help Emerson. I loved it when he compared her to a Rubik's cube. And I quote, "The thing with Rubik's cubes, sometimes you make them worse when you try to fix them. I didn't want to make her worse, and I also didn't want know how to make her better." He was kind and patient with just the right amount of imperfections to make him a very believable character.
The book had several twists that kept me turning the pages. And I loved the ending where Lucy A Kelly tied it all together beautifully. I don't like to give spoilers, so that is all I'm going to say.
I would recommend this book to anyone who enjoys YA Romance with strong characters, binding friendships, and real life issues.
Emerson had been through the terrible tragedy of losing her little brother, and she was left to cope and pick up the pieces. She was stronger though than anyone, especially Matty, gave her credit for. I liked her ability to realize that she wasn’t the same person any more and that she wasn’t afraid to admit it. How could something like that not change you? Also I liked that she realized she needed help and asked for it. Her friends were an important component to her getting through such a difficult time.
Matty was Emerson's neighbor and long time best friend who only wanted to help Emerson. I loved it when he compared her to a Rubik's cube. And I quote, "The thing with Rubik's cubes, sometimes you make them worse when you try to fix them. I didn't want to make her worse, and I also didn't want know how to make her better." He was kind and patient with just the right amount of imperfections to make him a very believable character.
The book had several twists that kept me turning the pages. And I loved the ending where Lucy A Kelly tied it all together beautifully. I don't like to give spoilers, so that is all I'm going to say.
I would recommend this book to anyone who enjoys YA Romance with strong characters, binding friendships, and real life issues.
November 30, 2013
5 STARS!! Holding on and Letting Go by K.A. Coleman had me crying from the beginning. I knew this was a tearjerker. I stepped outside my wussy norm and risked my heart anyway. Emerson Caulfield lost the love of her life. If you're thinking some wild boy who died way too young, you're right. She lost her baby brother who had the most amazing spirit. He was the light of her life. Darkness swallowed her and kept her captive for two years until she returned home. Thing with letting light back in your life, any flicker hurts. Enter Matt, all american hottie, next door neighbor, and Emerson's long ago best friend. He's determined to be there for her. She's determined to continue putting on an act and mourning in private. Emerson's journey out of the dark is a painful, gritty one filled with angst and tears, but I couldn't get enough. I love Matt and Emerson's story. We all have one. We all lose our way at some point.
"Sometimes it's yourself that you lose, and that may be the worst loss of all."
location 1899
"Sometimes it's yourself that you lose, and that may be the worst loss of all."
location 1899
May 17, 2013
Solid book. Roll tide.
May 20, 2013
Blog Tour 2013 Holding On and Letting Go by Lucy Kelly
Release date: March 2013
Tour organized by Irresistible Reads Book Tours
@moringoreviews
Ohohohoh. I really…-like really - liked Holding On and Letting Go by Lucy Kelly. Yes, yes. Dear readers, this is definitely a green light.
Guilt can tear your soul and life apart. Friendship and love can mend the broken parts.
Synopsis from goodreads
Is there a way to describe the ties that bind us together? What happens when one of those ties is unexpectedly severed? Can everything else remain the same? Will the other ties hold strong?
Two years after her little brother's death, sixteen year old Emerson Caulfield returns to a home that she spent the last two years missing. In theory, everything should be the same. Her best friend, Matt, still lives next door. Her house is in the exact same condition as they left it. The scenery and hallways haven't changed, yet for Emerson, everything is completely different. The place may be the same, but Emerson is most certainly not. She returns home hurt, angry, and miles away from the girl she once was.
The 60,000 word novel alternates between the perspectives of Emerson, who is struggling to keep breathing on a daily basis, and Matt, who wants to have his old best friend back so badly that he is willing to overlook the fact that she has completely changed. Though their friendship and relationship is a major part of the story, it takes
backseat to the unique bonds between siblings, what happens when your worst enemy is in fact yourself, and the hardships that come with growing up and changing
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To read or not to read? That was the question. Why was I hesitating? I can only think of one reason why. The cover. It was not ugly (I have seen worse)…nor awesome (I have seen way better covers). It was judge average… not sure if it is actually that either. In my opinion, the cover was rather plain and looked unprofessionally photoshopped (?). But well, do not judge a book on its cover because I can name many reasons why I decided to read Holding On and Letting Go and why you should too. (But I do hope that Holding On and Letting Go will get a nicer cover…in the near future.)
One: because it alternated between the perspectives of Emerson and Matt.
Emerson Kenzi Caulfield. Her mission: ‘struggling to keep breathing on a daily basis’. Finding a way through life and all. ‘I knew exactly who I would be, and I was excited to become that person. That saying about the best laid plans going awry? I think Steinbeck was underestimating how screwed up plans could become. My plans? They shrivelled up and died.’
Matthew Henry Fitzgerald. His mission: keeping the promise made between him and Peter. Find a way back to Emerson. So much about her had changed, but somewhere buried deep in there was my best friend, and I wanted her back. I had already waited two years for her to come back. I could easily wait a few more months even if it meant taking two AP classes that sucked and I wasn’t quite sure I could pass on my own.
I just love to read a story while getting to know both main characters. And because both characters turned out to be likeable in many ways, it was nice to follow their thoughts. They made the story so alive.
Two: it is only a 60,000 word novel. I am currently struggling finding some reading quality time as my first year in college is almost over and final projects and research papers are begging for more attention. So a short novel will always do for me. Great escape! Even though the story was short (186 pages), it got a steady pace. It did not rush the characters to do stupid things nor did it rush to the HEA. It was well written and I liked that.
Three: The author debuted with this novel in March. We are currently in the month May and there are still not so many reviews but other readers seemed to like it and I will not decline a free book for review of course! And last but not least four: reading about the ‘unique bonds between siblings’ just caught my attention.
I really enjoyed reading this one and am glad I got an e-mail from Irresistible Reads Tour asking me to join the blog tour. This is one of the perks of being a blogger/reviewer. You sometimes just suddenly have a good book offered to you which you actually may not have easily found because it has not reached the must-read status yet. And I do hope that other readers will find this one soon, because in my eyes this one is a must read because: The author did a great job in creating the right feelings at the right moments and expressing those feelings with the right words. What I should have been worried about was right under my nose the entire time, and I didn’t notice it. I should have noticed it. I really should have noticed it.
And the characters? Just gotta love them. Really.
And in addition to the four reasons why I decided to read it and why you should read it too, the story took me off guard and gave me goosebumps. I was wrong when I thought that everything would head to the right way… because everything seemed solved… I thought the next station was happiness our HEA. Never was I so wrong. Never. *cries in corner* that was nasty and sneaky!
To end this review I will mention some minor things.
So I figured out at the very last moment –again- that Holding On and Letting Go is part of a series? The story ended on a good note. There was no cliff hanger or whatever-hanger either. So what can we expect as a sequel? Another story about other characters? Matt and Em’s college life? Tell me tell me te-te-te-te-te-tell me. Where will we go from here?
I would also have loved some (more) childhood memories! Just how were they as kids? How did their friendship really start? I know they were neighbours but you know…details details…!
And I spotted some bad editing. OK. I am not a native English speaker… I do not think I can actually really judge someone’s grammar or spelling mistakes but I did see some mistakes and it just frustrated me a little bit if I can point it out. I am not perfect but I really do expect books to be perfect on that level.
But well it doesn’t matter anymore because I really liked reading Holding On and Letting Go!
Release date: March 2013
Tour organized by Irresistible Reads Book Tours
@moringoreviews
Ohohohoh. I really…-like really - liked Holding On and Letting Go by Lucy Kelly. Yes, yes. Dear readers, this is definitely a green light.
Guilt can tear your soul and life apart. Friendship and love can mend the broken parts.
Synopsis from goodreads
Is there a way to describe the ties that bind us together? What happens when one of those ties is unexpectedly severed? Can everything else remain the same? Will the other ties hold strong?
Two years after her little brother's death, sixteen year old Emerson Caulfield returns to a home that she spent the last two years missing. In theory, everything should be the same. Her best friend, Matt, still lives next door. Her house is in the exact same condition as they left it. The scenery and hallways haven't changed, yet for Emerson, everything is completely different. The place may be the same, but Emerson is most certainly not. She returns home hurt, angry, and miles away from the girl she once was.
The 60,000 word novel alternates between the perspectives of Emerson, who is struggling to keep breathing on a daily basis, and Matt, who wants to have his old best friend back so badly that he is willing to overlook the fact that she has completely changed. Though their friendship and relationship is a major part of the story, it takes
backseat to the unique bonds between siblings, what happens when your worst enemy is in fact yourself, and the hardships that come with growing up and changing
---
To read or not to read? That was the question. Why was I hesitating? I can only think of one reason why. The cover. It was not ugly (I have seen worse)…nor awesome (I have seen way better covers). It was judge average… not sure if it is actually that either. In my opinion, the cover was rather plain and looked unprofessionally photoshopped (?). But well, do not judge a book on its cover because I can name many reasons why I decided to read Holding On and Letting Go and why you should too. (But I do hope that Holding On and Letting Go will get a nicer cover…in the near future.)
One: because it alternated between the perspectives of Emerson and Matt.
Emerson Kenzi Caulfield. Her mission: ‘struggling to keep breathing on a daily basis’. Finding a way through life and all. ‘I knew exactly who I would be, and I was excited to become that person. That saying about the best laid plans going awry? I think Steinbeck was underestimating how screwed up plans could become. My plans? They shrivelled up and died.’
Matthew Henry Fitzgerald. His mission: keeping the promise made between him and Peter. Find a way back to Emerson. So much about her had changed, but somewhere buried deep in there was my best friend, and I wanted her back. I had already waited two years for her to come back. I could easily wait a few more months even if it meant taking two AP classes that sucked and I wasn’t quite sure I could pass on my own.
I just love to read a story while getting to know both main characters. And because both characters turned out to be likeable in many ways, it was nice to follow their thoughts. They made the story so alive.
Two: it is only a 60,000 word novel. I am currently struggling finding some reading quality time as my first year in college is almost over and final projects and research papers are begging for more attention. So a short novel will always do for me. Great escape! Even though the story was short (186 pages), it got a steady pace. It did not rush the characters to do stupid things nor did it rush to the HEA. It was well written and I liked that.
Three: The author debuted with this novel in March. We are currently in the month May and there are still not so many reviews but other readers seemed to like it and I will not decline a free book for review of course! And last but not least four: reading about the ‘unique bonds between siblings’ just caught my attention.
I really enjoyed reading this one and am glad I got an e-mail from Irresistible Reads Tour asking me to join the blog tour. This is one of the perks of being a blogger/reviewer. You sometimes just suddenly have a good book offered to you which you actually may not have easily found because it has not reached the must-read status yet. And I do hope that other readers will find this one soon, because in my eyes this one is a must read because: The author did a great job in creating the right feelings at the right moments and expressing those feelings with the right words. What I should have been worried about was right under my nose the entire time, and I didn’t notice it. I should have noticed it. I really should have noticed it.
And the characters? Just gotta love them. Really.
And in addition to the four reasons why I decided to read it and why you should read it too, the story took me off guard and gave me goosebumps. I was wrong when I thought that everything would head to the right way… because everything seemed solved… I thought the next station was happiness our HEA. Never was I so wrong. Never. *cries in corner* that was nasty and sneaky!
To end this review I will mention some minor things.
So I figured out at the very last moment –again- that Holding On and Letting Go is part of a series? The story ended on a good note. There was no cliff hanger or whatever-hanger either. So what can we expect as a sequel? Another story about other characters? Matt and Em’s college life? Tell me tell me te-te-te-te-te-tell me. Where will we go from here?
I would also have loved some (more) childhood memories! Just how were they as kids? How did their friendship really start? I know they were neighbours but you know…details details…!
And I spotted some bad editing. OK. I am not a native English speaker… I do not think I can actually really judge someone’s grammar or spelling mistakes but I did see some mistakes and it just frustrated me a little bit if I can point it out. I am not perfect but I really do expect books to be perfect on that level.
But well it doesn’t matter anymore because I really liked reading Holding On and Letting Go!
January 30, 2021
I think with some editing this actually could be a five. Some of the dialogue felt a bit off, there were some grammatical issues/typos...and a smaller qualm, the president after Lincoln was Johnson, not Grant, lol. But the bones of the story were quite solid, and I got misty eyed at the ending, which hit somewhat close to home for me.
I was a bit skeptical that the mean girl was coming off as stereotypical at first, but was pleasantly surprised at the character development that occurred. Character development is actually what I would consider to be the book’s strength. Seeing Emerson’s development and healing from her trauma play out was impressive.
I was a bit skeptical that the mean girl was coming off as stereotypical at first, but was pleasantly surprised at the character development that occurred. Character development is actually what I would consider to be the book’s strength. Seeing Emerson’s development and healing from her trauma play out was impressive.
January 6, 2022
Very contrived, overly and unnecessarily dramatic, with dialogue that was beyond unrealistic- especially for the age of many of the characters.
May 24, 2013
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Plot:
Emerson Caulfield has returned home after her parents shipped her off to France when her younger brother died two years ago. Now home and living with her brother she goes through the motions to try and make it through the days without Peter. Visiting his grave every day and constantly dreading waking up in the morning though definitely doesn’t help on her first day back to high school.
Matt and Emerson used to be best friends until she ceased all contact with him after leaving. He didn’t expect her to come home but now that she is he’s going to do everything he can to make sure he’s there for her even if that means breaking up with his girlfriend to be with her. When the break up turns out to cause drama for Emerson Matt and his best friend Luke come up with a plan to fix it, Emerson and Matt start pretend dating.
While at first everything is okay Matt begins to realize that all his life he’s been in love with the girl he is now fake dating. Everything in his life seems to be coming together except Emerson doesn’t seem to be interested. When truths about Emerson come out in the open Matt realizes he may not even know the girl he fell in love with.
Now that the truths are out Emerson realizes she needs to get professional help and so she begins to piece her life back together. Everything couldn’t be more perfect until on the way to prom a disaster shatters everything and everyone. Matt and Emerson now need to decide if they can get over each-others changes and the tragedies that have hit them both enough to come together.
Characters:
Emerson: Emerson changes a lot throughout the story and the character growth makes her a likeable character. If she didn’t grow or change throughout the story then I don’t think I would have liked her as much but she did and she was a true inspiration.
Matt: While I really liked Matt in the beginning after everyone in the book started pointing out his flaws I began to see him in a different light and while it wasn’t always appealing he was a great friend and love interest.
Friends: The friends were a huge part of this story and I believe readers will fall in love with all of them for different reasons just as I did.
POV:
Holding On and Letting Go switches off between Matt and Emerson’s perspective and alternates chapter by chapter.
Overall:
Overall at first I found Emerson extremely annoying and that make reading this book insanely difficult for me. However, as the story went on I grew to love her as a character and I think she’s a great character to model after. Her gradual growth definitely made the story amazing and I really enjoyed how all the characters grew and how the story progressed. All in all Holding On and Letting Go turned out to be a phenomenal and inspiring story. I thought the story was well written and had a great message about how difficult loss is and how hard it is to move on.
Title:
I love the title I think it’s perfect for the story as well as the overall message of the story.
Cover:
Not a bit fan of the cover but I guess it is okay although a little plain in my personal opinion.
The Writing:
The writing was well done. I never felt like an idiot and I felt the language used was that of how teenagers would speak. I really enjoyed the writing and the characters and everything.
Recommendation:
Honestly while at first I didn’t truly get the message of this story after reading it I think everyone can relate in some way to this story. It deals with loss and with healing and I think everyone at one point in their life has dealt with something like that.
Favorite Quotes:
“I don’t know,” Emmy replied slowly. “Did you ever get checked for STDs after taking a ride on the town bicycle?” As soon as she said it, she clapped her hand to her mouth and her eyes got as big as saucers. “I’m sorry. Why do I keep saying things like that? It’s like I have an evil little elf in me that chirps out the meanest things at bad times.”
I thought this quote was a pretty accurate description of Emerson: “When has there ever been a rule that Em followed if she didn’t want to?” Mallory asked and rolled her eyes. She was right. Em often referred to “rules” as “mere suggestions”.
Plot:
Emerson Caulfield has returned home after her parents shipped her off to France when her younger brother died two years ago. Now home and living with her brother she goes through the motions to try and make it through the days without Peter. Visiting his grave every day and constantly dreading waking up in the morning though definitely doesn’t help on her first day back to high school.
Matt and Emerson used to be best friends until she ceased all contact with him after leaving. He didn’t expect her to come home but now that she is he’s going to do everything he can to make sure he’s there for her even if that means breaking up with his girlfriend to be with her. When the break up turns out to cause drama for Emerson Matt and his best friend Luke come up with a plan to fix it, Emerson and Matt start pretend dating.
While at first everything is okay Matt begins to realize that all his life he’s been in love with the girl he is now fake dating. Everything in his life seems to be coming together except Emerson doesn’t seem to be interested. When truths about Emerson come out in the open Matt realizes he may not even know the girl he fell in love with.
Now that the truths are out Emerson realizes she needs to get professional help and so she begins to piece her life back together. Everything couldn’t be more perfect until on the way to prom a disaster shatters everything and everyone. Matt and Emerson now need to decide if they can get over each-others changes and the tragedies that have hit them both enough to come together.
Characters:
Emerson: Emerson changes a lot throughout the story and the character growth makes her a likeable character. If she didn’t grow or change throughout the story then I don’t think I would have liked her as much but she did and she was a true inspiration.
Matt: While I really liked Matt in the beginning after everyone in the book started pointing out his flaws I began to see him in a different light and while it wasn’t always appealing he was a great friend and love interest.
Friends: The friends were a huge part of this story and I believe readers will fall in love with all of them for different reasons just as I did.
POV:
Holding On and Letting Go switches off between Matt and Emerson’s perspective and alternates chapter by chapter.
Overall:
Overall at first I found Emerson extremely annoying and that make reading this book insanely difficult for me. However, as the story went on I grew to love her as a character and I think she’s a great character to model after. Her gradual growth definitely made the story amazing and I really enjoyed how all the characters grew and how the story progressed. All in all Holding On and Letting Go turned out to be a phenomenal and inspiring story. I thought the story was well written and had a great message about how difficult loss is and how hard it is to move on.
Title:
I love the title I think it’s perfect for the story as well as the overall message of the story.
Cover:
Not a bit fan of the cover but I guess it is okay although a little plain in my personal opinion.
The Writing:
The writing was well done. I never felt like an idiot and I felt the language used was that of how teenagers would speak. I really enjoyed the writing and the characters and everything.
Recommendation:
Honestly while at first I didn’t truly get the message of this story after reading it I think everyone can relate in some way to this story. It deals with loss and with healing and I think everyone at one point in their life has dealt with something like that.
Favorite Quotes:
“I don’t know,” Emmy replied slowly. “Did you ever get checked for STDs after taking a ride on the town bicycle?” As soon as she said it, she clapped her hand to her mouth and her eyes got as big as saucers. “I’m sorry. Why do I keep saying things like that? It’s like I have an evil little elf in me that chirps out the meanest things at bad times.”
I thought this quote was a pretty accurate description of Emerson: “When has there ever been a rule that Em followed if she didn’t want to?” Mallory asked and rolled her eyes. She was right. Em often referred to “rules” as “mere suggestions”.
June 6, 2013
Lucy A. Kelly’s Holding On and Letting Go is a poignant tale about love, loss, and growing up. Two years after the death of brother, Emerson Caulfield returns home. There's one person excited to see her, her childhood friend, Matt, but he quickly realizes that the Emerson he knew isn’t the girl standing before him. Emerson's happy to cut ties with everyone who knew Peter and that means acting indifferent towards Matt. When Matt’s ex-girlfriend sets out to ruin Emerson’s reputation by spreading a nasty rumor, Matt steps up to the plate and he quickly realizes he’s never stopped loving Emerson. Will Emerson and Matt be able to put the past aside and rekindle their friendship or will they go their separate ways?
Holding On and Letting Go is told in both Emerson and Matt’s perspective. Kelly informs us when the narrative changes and it doesn’t distract the reader. I particularly enjoyed both point-of-views because it gives us the benefit of knowing both characters. It was important to know them separately because we are slowly fed information regarding Emerson’s move and ultimately why she stopped talking to Matt. Kelly also introduces us to a few secondary characters that you’ll love. Luke is Matt’s best friend, but in many ways he’s the rock that both Emerson and Matt need. He and Matt often discuss Emerson and he’s there to support Emerson as a friend and doesn’t judge her. Of course it being it high school, we need to have a girl that makes life impossible for Emerson and we get that with Savannah, Matt’s ex-girlfriend.
The writing is good and the language used is how your average teenager would talk. There are some heavy issues discussed including anorexia and dealing with grief. Ultimately, Kelly delivers the message of asking for help and it’s okay to ask for it. We’re given two characters that desperately need help, but can’t find a way to ask, while those around them are helpless. There’s also the underlying issue of people changing and not knowing them fully. There’s one particular scene where Matt realizes Emerson isn’t the girl he’s put on this pedestal; she’s different and she’s done some things that make you raise your eyebrows, but what he didn’t realize is, that was Emerson’s call for help. Her parents may have been oblivious to her actions, but Matt should have realized what Emerson was asking for. After all, he’s known her his entire life, but then again maybe that’s the message all along, that we really don’t know the people we love.
What I particularly enjoyed was the character development and how everyone including the secondary characters changed. It’s not easy being friends with people who treat you badly and the fact that Kelly made Savannah remorseful especially at the end was a breath of fresh air. I loved the importance of siblings because unless you have them, you can’t understand the special bond. Kelly also showcases the importance of friendship and how the people we call friends can become part of our family. This is especially true regarding Luke asking Emerson to help him with his sister. I was in tears in the end, which I won’t spoil, because I loved how Emerson took his sister on and adopted her as her own. I wish I could touch upon the ending, but I don’t want to spoil it, but let’s just say, Peter, would be smiling at Emerson and thanking her.
I have several favorite scenes, but the one stands out is the fishing spot scene. What Matt did was incredible and I was happy that Emerson was given that special treat. I do wish Kelly had given us a scene with Emerson and her parents even if it was from Emerson’s perspective. I’m not a parent, but I can sympathize with the Caulfield’s and I suspect their indifference to Peter’s illness wasn’t because they didn’t care, but rather the inability to save him. They are doctors after all and it must have been devastating to know they couldn’t heal him.
I really enjoyed Lucy A. Kelly’s Holding On and Letting Go. We can all associate with Emerson and at some point we’ve experienced a loss in our lives. It’s a beautiful heartbreaking book. Do keep tissues on hand because you’re going to need it.
This review is posted at Literary, etc.
Holding On and Letting Go is told in both Emerson and Matt’s perspective. Kelly informs us when the narrative changes and it doesn’t distract the reader. I particularly enjoyed both point-of-views because it gives us the benefit of knowing both characters. It was important to know them separately because we are slowly fed information regarding Emerson’s move and ultimately why she stopped talking to Matt. Kelly also introduces us to a few secondary characters that you’ll love. Luke is Matt’s best friend, but in many ways he’s the rock that both Emerson and Matt need. He and Matt often discuss Emerson and he’s there to support Emerson as a friend and doesn’t judge her. Of course it being it high school, we need to have a girl that makes life impossible for Emerson and we get that with Savannah, Matt’s ex-girlfriend.
The writing is good and the language used is how your average teenager would talk. There are some heavy issues discussed including anorexia and dealing with grief. Ultimately, Kelly delivers the message of asking for help and it’s okay to ask for it. We’re given two characters that desperately need help, but can’t find a way to ask, while those around them are helpless. There’s also the underlying issue of people changing and not knowing them fully. There’s one particular scene where Matt realizes Emerson isn’t the girl he’s put on this pedestal; she’s different and she’s done some things that make you raise your eyebrows, but what he didn’t realize is, that was Emerson’s call for help. Her parents may have been oblivious to her actions, but Matt should have realized what Emerson was asking for. After all, he’s known her his entire life, but then again maybe that’s the message all along, that we really don’t know the people we love.
What I particularly enjoyed was the character development and how everyone including the secondary characters changed. It’s not easy being friends with people who treat you badly and the fact that Kelly made Savannah remorseful especially at the end was a breath of fresh air. I loved the importance of siblings because unless you have them, you can’t understand the special bond. Kelly also showcases the importance of friendship and how the people we call friends can become part of our family. This is especially true regarding Luke asking Emerson to help him with his sister. I was in tears in the end, which I won’t spoil, because I loved how Emerson took his sister on and adopted her as her own. I wish I could touch upon the ending, but I don’t want to spoil it, but let’s just say, Peter, would be smiling at Emerson and thanking her.
I have several favorite scenes, but the one stands out is the fishing spot scene. What Matt did was incredible and I was happy that Emerson was given that special treat. I do wish Kelly had given us a scene with Emerson and her parents even if it was from Emerson’s perspective. I’m not a parent, but I can sympathize with the Caulfield’s and I suspect their indifference to Peter’s illness wasn’t because they didn’t care, but rather the inability to save him. They are doctors after all and it must have been devastating to know they couldn’t heal him.
I really enjoyed Lucy A. Kelly’s Holding On and Letting Go. We can all associate with Emerson and at some point we’ve experienced a loss in our lives. It’s a beautiful heartbreaking book. Do keep tissues on hand because you’re going to need it.
This review is posted at Literary, etc.
July 23, 2013
Original quick review: I love nothing more than finding a story that truly moves me, that truly sticks with me and this book did exactly that. I loved every moment of this book; the good, the bad, and the ugly. I loved these characters and their stories. They went through hell, at times, but they found a way to make life worth living. Such a touching story. I'm so glad the author offered me a free copy for an honest review, which you just got. I would gladly have bought it and I do intend to buy any subsequent books that follow.
More thorough review: Wow! I've found another book that I got so emotionally invested in that I felt I knew the characters. I've had so much good luck lately finding such excellent books. Holding On and Letting Go is definitely going on my favorites shelf. I couldn't put this book down. I started it late at night thinking I would just read a little to get started. Needless to say I stayed up all night to finish it.
I absolutely loved Emerson. She was such a well written character. She had been through hell and back, yet she didn't let it ruin her. She fought to get through the pain and come out a better person, and that she did. And Matty, oh Matty, such a sweetheart. His love for Emmy was palpable. His growth as a character was intriguing as well. Granted he needed a push from Emmy to see the new and improved version of herself. Of course he did accept her and love her for it. And Luke...I'm holding back tears. I loved that guy. He was broken by his mother's disappearance and he tried not to let it show. But Emmy saw it and called him out on it. He manned up and did right by Eliza which was very commendable. Speaking of Eliza, she was just what Matty needed. Kind of a slap in the face to straighten up when it came to Emmy. And last, but not least there was Savannah, the quintessential mean girl. It was a thrill to watch her grow as a person and I can't wait to read her story in the next book. Oh yeah, can't forget Brad. He really touched me when he called Emmy "his Peter". It made tears well up in my eyes. He loved Emmy but he had to play both sides to keep his parents happy. And the parents. Wow. What assholes! The only good thing I can say is I'm glad they seemed to be coming around when it came to their relationship with Emmy at the end.
I've very glad there were alternating POVs between Emerson and Matty. It was nice to know what was going on in each of their heads. The grief that Emerson went through was so believable and relatable. She grew so much during the course of the book that it was inspiring. She knew she needed to work on herself before she tried a relationship with Matty. That takes a lot of maturity. Also, I could totally see her acting out in France trying to get her parents to notice. It must have hurt so much to have parents who seemed to never care about you. Actually, her parents pissed me off a great deal. When Emerson talks about how they wouldn't visit Peter on his deathbed, it just broke my heart. Peter deserved better than that. I'm pretty sure I'd be in the same boat as her, hating my parents forever.
This book was an emotional roller coaster and so worth the ride. I'm very appreciative of the author giving me a free copy for an honest review, which you just got. If you want a book to open your mind and heart about the relationship between loving and losing people then this is the book for you. You won't regret picking up this book.
More thorough review: Wow! I've found another book that I got so emotionally invested in that I felt I knew the characters. I've had so much good luck lately finding such excellent books. Holding On and Letting Go is definitely going on my favorites shelf. I couldn't put this book down. I started it late at night thinking I would just read a little to get started. Needless to say I stayed up all night to finish it.
I absolutely loved Emerson. She was such a well written character. She had been through hell and back, yet she didn't let it ruin her. She fought to get through the pain and come out a better person, and that she did. And Matty, oh Matty, such a sweetheart. His love for Emmy was palpable. His growth as a character was intriguing as well. Granted he needed a push from Emmy to see the new and improved version of herself. Of course he did accept her and love her for it. And Luke...I'm holding back tears. I loved that guy. He was broken by his mother's disappearance and he tried not to let it show. But Emmy saw it and called him out on it. He manned up and did right by Eliza which was very commendable. Speaking of Eliza, she was just what Matty needed. Kind of a slap in the face to straighten up when it came to Emmy. And last, but not least there was Savannah, the quintessential mean girl. It was a thrill to watch her grow as a person and I can't wait to read her story in the next book. Oh yeah, can't forget Brad. He really touched me when he called Emmy "his Peter". It made tears well up in my eyes. He loved Emmy but he had to play both sides to keep his parents happy. And the parents. Wow. What assholes! The only good thing I can say is I'm glad they seemed to be coming around when it came to their relationship with Emmy at the end.
I've very glad there were alternating POVs between Emerson and Matty. It was nice to know what was going on in each of their heads. The grief that Emerson went through was so believable and relatable. She grew so much during the course of the book that it was inspiring. She knew she needed to work on herself before she tried a relationship with Matty. That takes a lot of maturity. Also, I could totally see her acting out in France trying to get her parents to notice. It must have hurt so much to have parents who seemed to never care about you. Actually, her parents pissed me off a great deal. When Emerson talks about how they wouldn't visit Peter on his deathbed, it just broke my heart. Peter deserved better than that. I'm pretty sure I'd be in the same boat as her, hating my parents forever.
This book was an emotional roller coaster and so worth the ride. I'm very appreciative of the author giving me a free copy for an honest review, which you just got. If you want a book to open your mind and heart about the relationship between loving and losing people then this is the book for you. You won't regret picking up this book.
April 1, 2015
I don't even know where to begin....this book was truly breathtaking. It is for sure top book I have read this year and is definitely in the list of top books I've ever read as well.
This book is a soft spot for me. I may not have lost a sibling, but I lost a father, and I know the pain very well from that. It is hard to move on in life with this big gaping hole inside you. It never goes away, you just learn to get through it on a day to day basis.
Emerson is a train wreck, swallowed in depression and guilt of her brother's death. She feels if maybe she had noticed sooner she could have been able to stop his cancer from taking his life. Through most of the book Emerson struggles with this. She tries to not get too close to anyone again because she no longer feels worthy or even emotionally able to let anyone else into her life, even old friends.
I pity Emerson and also loved the way she progresses in the story. Emerson isn't the only character though, there is many you learn to love in this book. Matt is the other full main character. He tries to be there for Emerson no matter if she is different than she used to be. Matt doesn't have any childhood memories that do not have Emerson in them and Matt doesn't plan to just let that type of friendship go. poor Matty gets jerks around emotionally as well throughout the book, but no matter what he holds strong for Emmy.
As those two go through the relationships in the book, you are drawn in to love them both and they have you biting your nails till the bitter end trying to find out what happens. The emotion throughout the whole book is truly amazing. I don't think I've ever cried so much from a book in my life.
There are also the characters, peter(her brother--just flashbacks), Luke, Lexie, Savanna, Eliza, Tyler, Brad, and her parents. Obviously some are more involved than others, but every one I just named is an important part of the story as well as for the growth of Emerson.
This book I hated having to put down but sadly work made it difficult to make it true. Any chance I could read this I could. My days revolved around being able to pick this book back up and read more. I don't care who you are, I think you should read this book. I am so glad I decided to do the blog tour for this.
I am sad about one thing. I have a tradition....If I read a book on my kindle, and I love it very very much...I buy it in a hard copy. I sadly can't do this. This book is Kindle only, but I hope one day that they will put this awesome book onto paper because that is where it belongs. It needs to be shared to all not only through e-book but also onto paper.
This book gets a 5 out of 5 stars from me but if I was able to rate it any higher, I would. I see that it says this is the first book, so that gives me hope that there will be more to come for me to devour!
This book is a soft spot for me. I may not have lost a sibling, but I lost a father, and I know the pain very well from that. It is hard to move on in life with this big gaping hole inside you. It never goes away, you just learn to get through it on a day to day basis.
Emerson is a train wreck, swallowed in depression and guilt of her brother's death. She feels if maybe she had noticed sooner she could have been able to stop his cancer from taking his life. Through most of the book Emerson struggles with this. She tries to not get too close to anyone again because she no longer feels worthy or even emotionally able to let anyone else into her life, even old friends.
I pity Emerson and also loved the way she progresses in the story. Emerson isn't the only character though, there is many you learn to love in this book. Matt is the other full main character. He tries to be there for Emerson no matter if she is different than she used to be. Matt doesn't have any childhood memories that do not have Emerson in them and Matt doesn't plan to just let that type of friendship go. poor Matty gets jerks around emotionally as well throughout the book, but no matter what he holds strong for Emmy.
As those two go through the relationships in the book, you are drawn in to love them both and they have you biting your nails till the bitter end trying to find out what happens. The emotion throughout the whole book is truly amazing. I don't think I've ever cried so much from a book in my life.
There are also the characters, peter(her brother--just flashbacks), Luke, Lexie, Savanna, Eliza, Tyler, Brad, and her parents. Obviously some are more involved than others, but every one I just named is an important part of the story as well as for the growth of Emerson.
This book I hated having to put down but sadly work made it difficult to make it true. Any chance I could read this I could. My days revolved around being able to pick this book back up and read more. I don't care who you are, I think you should read this book. I am so glad I decided to do the blog tour for this.
I am sad about one thing. I have a tradition....If I read a book on my kindle, and I love it very very much...I buy it in a hard copy. I sadly can't do this. This book is Kindle only, but I hope one day that they will put this awesome book onto paper because that is where it belongs. It needs to be shared to all not only through e-book but also onto paper.
This book gets a 5 out of 5 stars from me but if I was able to rate it any higher, I would. I see that it says this is the first book, so that gives me hope that there will be more to come for me to devour!
March 4, 2015
*ARR (Advance Reader Review) - copy provided as a gift in exchange for an honest review...
The Cover: The cover is ok, simple and to the point. It drew my attention.
The Characters: The characters were good but I had a hard time connecting with a couple of them (might be a fault of my own).
The Story Line: The story line was simple yet intricate.
The Writing Style: It was fine, however there were some minor spelling errors that made me double read.
The Ending: the way the ending played out was surprising but probably the best part of the book.
...I didn't get to start this book right away when I received it so when I did get to it I had forgotten what it was about, thus no expectations from it.
It started off alright and was very interesting. Gave you some questions you needed answers to and drew you into the story line.
I found the characters to be good but lacking in some aspect and I can't quite put my finger on what it is. I had a hard time picturing Matt and Emmy but that may be a fault of my own since there was description and traits given.
I loved the story line and how it relates to real life and young people today and it was well written in that aspect. I just wish it was a little more of a roller coaster ride. After the first few chapters it seemed to lull in the middle then towards the end it got exciting and I couldn't put it down. I enjoyed the spike towards the end.
This book was good and I would recommend it to anyone, and I will - to my 16 year old daughter :)
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1 star - I did not like this book or did not finish it and do not recommend it. 2 stars - It was ok, I finished it but would not recommend it unless you were completely bored. 3 stars - It was ok and I am not sorry I read it but I could have lived without reading it. I would recommend it if you had some time on your hands and nothing else planned to read. 4 Stars - I really like this book and would recommend it to anyone. It captivated me and kept me intrigued. 5 Stars - I loved this book and everything about it. I would like to jump into it and join the characters in their story. I would recommend it to anyone any time any place. (5 stars is very hard to get from me).
The Cover: The cover is ok, simple and to the point. It drew my attention.
The Characters: The characters were good but I had a hard time connecting with a couple of them (might be a fault of my own).
The Story Line: The story line was simple yet intricate.
The Writing Style: It was fine, however there were some minor spelling errors that made me double read.
The Ending: the way the ending played out was surprising but probably the best part of the book.
...I didn't get to start this book right away when I received it so when I did get to it I had forgotten what it was about, thus no expectations from it.
It started off alright and was very interesting. Gave you some questions you needed answers to and drew you into the story line.
I found the characters to be good but lacking in some aspect and I can't quite put my finger on what it is. I had a hard time picturing Matt and Emmy but that may be a fault of my own since there was description and traits given.
I loved the story line and how it relates to real life and young people today and it was well written in that aspect. I just wish it was a little more of a roller coaster ride. After the first few chapters it seemed to lull in the middle then towards the end it got exciting and I couldn't put it down. I enjoyed the spike towards the end.
This book was good and I would recommend it to anyone, and I will - to my 16 year old daughter :)
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1 star - I did not like this book or did not finish it and do not recommend it. 2 stars - It was ok, I finished it but would not recommend it unless you were completely bored. 3 stars - It was ok and I am not sorry I read it but I could have lived without reading it. I would recommend it if you had some time on your hands and nothing else planned to read. 4 Stars - I really like this book and would recommend it to anyone. It captivated me and kept me intrigued. 5 Stars - I loved this book and everything about it. I would like to jump into it and join the characters in their story. I would recommend it to anyone any time any place. (5 stars is very hard to get from me).
June 16, 2013
Okay. So despite my favorite genre to be dystopian and all, and sci-fi, I also really like contemporary and romance. And now, I even have no problem reading new adult. ;) Just not adult, thank you very much.
Emerson Caulfield - Emerson's nickname is Em. Although Emerson sounds like a guy name, I feel like it fits her. This strong, stubborn girl. Yep. Totally fits her. It reminds me of Miranda Keneally's Jordan. Okay fine. Jordan can be a girl's name, but it seems more like a guy's name to me. Emerson just reminds me of a college name. Or a last name. Emerson has two siblings. An older brother whose currently I dunno what he's doing. Grad school? College? Interning? Working? Somewhere around there. And a younger brother, yeah, I forgot both of her brothers' names, who had cancer and died two years ago. His death is a really sensitive subject to Emerson and she like REALLY cared about him. Like really. She did drugs and even tried to take her own life.
After her little brother's death, I think his name was Paul or something. I'm probably way wrong. Blame my memory guys, Emerson was sent to live with her two important, up-high doctor parents. They deal with cancer and stuff. Emerson finds it irony, and so do I, that her parents are doctors and they can't even heal her brother.
Anyways, to the main point. The main point is basically Matt. Or Matty. However you want to call him. He was Em's best friend. He was the boy next door. And yep. They are definitely going to fall in love. In fact, they did. This book is about Em's and Matt's twist and turns. The way they got through that ugly bumpy road of love and romance.
There was two point of views. One Matt. And the other Em. But I feel like it's kind of more like an Em's story. But you'll get to meet both main characters.
This was a really quick read. I finished it in one sitting! The beginning really did pull me in.
It's really sweet guys. And what I call a great contemporary romance read. ;D So if you want some good romance book, this one is great for you!
I rate this an 8~
Emerson Caulfield - Emerson's nickname is Em. Although Emerson sounds like a guy name, I feel like it fits her. This strong, stubborn girl. Yep. Totally fits her. It reminds me of Miranda Keneally's Jordan. Okay fine. Jordan can be a girl's name, but it seems more like a guy's name to me. Emerson just reminds me of a college name. Or a last name. Emerson has two siblings. An older brother whose currently I dunno what he's doing. Grad school? College? Interning? Working? Somewhere around there. And a younger brother, yeah, I forgot both of her brothers' names, who had cancer and died two years ago. His death is a really sensitive subject to Emerson and she like REALLY cared about him. Like really. She did drugs and even tried to take her own life.
After her little brother's death, I think his name was Paul or something. I'm probably way wrong. Blame my memory guys, Emerson was sent to live with her two important, up-high doctor parents. They deal with cancer and stuff. Emerson finds it irony, and so do I, that her parents are doctors and they can't even heal her brother.
Anyways, to the main point. The main point is basically Matt. Or Matty. However you want to call him. He was Em's best friend. He was the boy next door. And yep. They are definitely going to fall in love. In fact, they did. This book is about Em's and Matt's twist and turns. The way they got through that ugly bumpy road of love and romance.
There was two point of views. One Matt. And the other Em. But I feel like it's kind of more like an Em's story. But you'll get to meet both main characters.
This was a really quick read. I finished it in one sitting! The beginning really did pull me in.
It's really sweet guys. And what I call a great contemporary romance read. ;D So if you want some good romance book, this one is great for you!
I rate this an 8~
July 21, 2013
A copy of this book was provided in exchange for an honest review.
Wow, that was emotional.
Let me tell you one thing. If you start the book and you don't like it, do not mark it as a DNF. Because this book just gets better as it progresses. The beginning was a bit slow for me, but as I plowed on I started falling in love with the characters, and I couldn't help finishing it in one day!
Emerson is a very complex character. After two years, she is still grieving her younger brother's death. Before Pete died, Emerson was an outgoing and bubbly person. But when Pete, she turns into a whole new person. I loved her character because it was realistic. She knew that she cant go back and rewrite her mistakes and turn back into her old self, yet she still tried to get better. She knew that she's not magically going to heal, but that it will take time. She has temper issues, which kept me thoroughly entertained. But towards the end, she used it as a weapon, an advantage and not a weakness.
Matt is probably my favourite completely flawed character. He can be judgmental, overprotective and acknowledges the flaws of a personality before the perks. But he does it all in order to protect those whom he loves. It usually backfires, but still he has pure intentions. Plus, he's really sweet when he's not confused or oblivious.
Luke was probably my favourite character. He's the wise stoner of the group. The comic relief. The tension breaker. But behind all that lies a heartbroken boy who was abandoned.
Even though Pete isn't really in the book (he only appears in flashbacks), I fell in love with him. Especially after Oscar's story.
All the other remaining characters were relevant to the story, although I felt that some were more progressed and developed than the others.
Heartbreakingly funny, this book answers two questions :
1-How can you fall in love with someone over again, after they've completely changed?
2-How can you let go while still holding on?
May 28, 2013
Holding On and Letting Go was a very emotional read. It really tugged at my heartstrings and dealt with the overwhelming grief that surrounds someone when they lose a loved one. This book truly delves into the sibling bond and the unwavering love siblings share for one another.
Emerson has been through a lot in her young life and the loss of her little brother had a profound affect on her. It truly changed her as a person and no matter how much she wants to or how much Matt wants her to, she can never be the person she was before she lost Peter. I really liked the way she opened up to Matt and her friends again and she really grew and strengthend throughout the book. She was so fragile and broken but she made the decision to live for Peter because it is what he would have wanted and she started the healing process. Her strength really shined in the last few chapters, which were very emotional and heartbreaking.
Matt had lost his best friend and when she came back, he could instantly see the changes in her and how broken and devastated she was. He so desperately wanted to fix her and bring back the old Emerson that he only ended up pushing her away. Matt went through some very difficult situations himself and in the end, I think he really grew as well.
The sibling bond really shined through in this book, not just in Emerson's life, but in Matt's and Luke's as well. Emerson's parent were really terrible and it was easy to see why she was so broken. She could handle their disappointment and coldness with indifference but after Peter, it really broke her down. In the end, coming home and finding comfort and support in her friends is what helped her heal and learn to live again. I really enjoyed the heartwarming bonds between siblings and friends and even though there was some heartbreaking moments, the end was really beautiful and sweet.
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Emerson has been through a lot in her young life and the loss of her little brother had a profound affect on her. It truly changed her as a person and no matter how much she wants to or how much Matt wants her to, she can never be the person she was before she lost Peter. I really liked the way she opened up to Matt and her friends again and she really grew and strengthend throughout the book. She was so fragile and broken but she made the decision to live for Peter because it is what he would have wanted and she started the healing process. Her strength really shined in the last few chapters, which were very emotional and heartbreaking.
Matt had lost his best friend and when she came back, he could instantly see the changes in her and how broken and devastated she was. He so desperately wanted to fix her and bring back the old Emerson that he only ended up pushing her away. Matt went through some very difficult situations himself and in the end, I think he really grew as well.
The sibling bond really shined through in this book, not just in Emerson's life, but in Matt's and Luke's as well. Emerson's parent were really terrible and it was easy to see why she was so broken. She could handle their disappointment and coldness with indifference but after Peter, it really broke her down. In the end, coming home and finding comfort and support in her friends is what helped her heal and learn to live again. I really enjoyed the heartwarming bonds between siblings and friends and even though there was some heartbreaking moments, the end was really beautiful and sweet.
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February 22, 2017
To be quite honest, this review is difficult for me to write. Not because this was a book I didn't like, but because it's a book that's left me completely speechless, and touched me in a way I wasn't expecting. This contemporary realistic fiction novel is, by far, one of the best books I have ever read. I can't remember a story that's made me cry as much as this one has, and I loved every minute of it. The situations and events in this story are so real, and so deep, it's impossible not to be moved.
The main character, Emerson (Emmy), is a young woman I can relate to very well. Many of the things she went through in this story hit close to home, and I loved connecting to her throughout this book. I think she would be a very relatable character to anyone who's lost a loved one, especially a sibling. All her friends are characters with personalities I think anyone can relate to as well, and associate with someone in their own life. The depth of the realism these characters have, and that this story has created, is truly breathtaking. Every single character grows, and overcomes obstacles in their lives, which fills this story with inspiring triumphs and achievements.
This is truly one of the best books I have ever read, it both in story, and simply in the writing. It flowed smoothly, and while there were editing mistakes, they were no match for the powerful story Mrs. Coleman created. Overall, this is a book I plan on keeping for a long time to come, and plan on reading many more times. I'd recommend this story to anyone who enjoys young-adult realistic fiction with innocent contemporary romance.
*I was given an ecopy of this book, from the author, to read in exchange for an honest review.
September 9, 2016
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It’s hard for me to review a book like this because it hits so close to home. I cried a lot while reading it, but mainly because it reminded me of my own memories. Like Emerson, I too lost my younger brother about four and a half years ago. However unlike Emerson, I didn’t have a best friend looking out for me.
The thing that I really loved about this story was the characters. I can understand Emerson and I sympathized with her feelings. Half way through the story I started to wonder if things were ever going to get better for her. I was glad to see her coming out of her “funk” near the end. While Matt had his own demons to deal with he never left Em’s side. I think when we are dealing with something so devastating we need someone there to help guide us out of the black hole that we see.
The way the story was written so well done it made it feel real. Unlike a lot of young adult books out there, the way the characters spoke was natural to the way teenagers speak today. There was no “Dawson’s Creek” speak where they talk in only words that are 15 letters long. The alternating view points so flawless and I was never confused about who was speaking.
While reading this book I kept saying “It does get better, it never goes away but it gets better.” Luckily for Em, she does end up seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s not without sever moments of pain. I recommend this book to anyone whose suffered a heartbreaking loss before. If you’ve been lucky enough to never know this pain, I still recommend that you read this book so you can better understand how to help your loved ones when they experience it. Either way go out and buy this book now.
I received a copy of this book in return for a review.
It’s hard for me to review a book like this because it hits so close to home. I cried a lot while reading it, but mainly because it reminded me of my own memories. Like Emerson, I too lost my younger brother about four and a half years ago. However unlike Emerson, I didn’t have a best friend looking out for me.
The thing that I really loved about this story was the characters. I can understand Emerson and I sympathized with her feelings. Half way through the story I started to wonder if things were ever going to get better for her. I was glad to see her coming out of her “funk” near the end. While Matt had his own demons to deal with he never left Em’s side. I think when we are dealing with something so devastating we need someone there to help guide us out of the black hole that we see.
The way the story was written so well done it made it feel real. Unlike a lot of young adult books out there, the way the characters spoke was natural to the way teenagers speak today. There was no “Dawson’s Creek” speak where they talk in only words that are 15 letters long. The alternating view points so flawless and I was never confused about who was speaking.
While reading this book I kept saying “It does get better, it never goes away but it gets better.” Luckily for Em, she does end up seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, but it’s not without sever moments of pain. I recommend this book to anyone whose suffered a heartbreaking loss before. If you’ve been lucky enough to never know this pain, I still recommend that you read this book so you can better understand how to help your loved ones when they experience it. Either way go out and buy this book now.
I received a copy of this book in return for a review.
March 1, 2015
Emerson Caulfield has had a difficult time dealing with the death of her brother. When she returns home after being away for 2 years the people of her past life are a constant reminder her of all the mistakes she's made in her life. Matt Fitzgerald was Emerson's best friend until she left, and when she returns he wants to go back to the way things were before.
Matt and Emerson's story of finding themselves told in alternating perspectives shows readers how the loss of a loved one can impact your life.
I picked this book up from the library with no prior knowledge other than I thought the cover was pretty. Which I feel is the best strategy to go into a book, with no expectations. I was pleasantly surprised when I meant Emerson. She has obvious past issues that she has not fully dealt with yet her sheltered attitude is very relatable to me. She doesn't show emotion anymore because the people in her life don't seem to care. Matt is the only one who sees her like she was before her brothers death, but is that expecting too much of her. Will the pressure of being the girl she once was bring up too many past demons? Or will she finally find the closure she's wanted?
K.A. Coleman does a great job making the characters relatable and shows how with the right support how a person can finally find happiness in themselves no matter what they've gone through.
Matt and Emerson's story of finding themselves told in alternating perspectives shows readers how the loss of a loved one can impact your life.
I picked this book up from the library with no prior knowledge other than I thought the cover was pretty. Which I feel is the best strategy to go into a book, with no expectations. I was pleasantly surprised when I meant Emerson. She has obvious past issues that she has not fully dealt with yet her sheltered attitude is very relatable to me. She doesn't show emotion anymore because the people in her life don't seem to care. Matt is the only one who sees her like she was before her brothers death, but is that expecting too much of her. Will the pressure of being the girl she once was bring up too many past demons? Or will she finally find the closure she's wanted?
K.A. Coleman does a great job making the characters relatable and shows how with the right support how a person can finally find happiness in themselves no matter what they've gone through.
April 24, 2013
Although I am an adult, one of my favorite genre's is young adult fiction. All kids of YA fiction. This is a FANTASTIC book. Seriously. I sometimes wonder if i see YA fiction differently than actual Young Adults, because i've lived more years of "life" than they have, i guess that question is not one that can really be answered.
This book was a gift from the Author, Lucy A. Kelly, so first I want to thank her for her generosity! I have no idea if i would have stumbed onto this fantastic piece of literature if i had not been gifted it.
I am giving this book 5 stars because, 1) The writing is very very good, 2) it has a great AND believable story and 3) I became part of the book as I read. Meaning I felt their emotions, their fears, griefs and joys. I actually cried and i haven't done that in a long time while reading a book. And 4) It deals with real issues of siblings, parental relationships, friends/enemies and how we deal with LOSS. It gave me hope that maybe i can recover from my personal losses before i die. Any book that can pull you in that completely deserves 5* over and over.
I am very excited that this is in a series and I can't wait to get to read the rest of them.
If you read it I hope you experience as much pleasure and fullfilment as I did!
This book was a gift from the Author, Lucy A. Kelly, so first I want to thank her for her generosity! I have no idea if i would have stumbed onto this fantastic piece of literature if i had not been gifted it.
I am giving this book 5 stars because, 1) The writing is very very good, 2) it has a great AND believable story and 3) I became part of the book as I read. Meaning I felt their emotions, their fears, griefs and joys. I actually cried and i haven't done that in a long time while reading a book. And 4) It deals with real issues of siblings, parental relationships, friends/enemies and how we deal with LOSS. It gave me hope that maybe i can recover from my personal losses before i die. Any book that can pull you in that completely deserves 5* over and over.
I am very excited that this is in a series and I can't wait to get to read the rest of them.
If you read it I hope you experience as much pleasure and fullfilment as I did!
August 27, 2013
Review contains some spoilers.
Although the book was a little slow off the ground, I grew to really quite enjoy it. I thought it was emotional but realistic.
The main character, Em, realised pretty quickly that she needed help to change who she had become, and so I was quite surprised when about a quarter of the way through the story, that problem was sorted. However, K.A Coleman was good in that she then followed the character through her whole journey, navigating the twists and turns of her new life.
And then there was the unexpected bit (SPOILER!!! where Luke ends up dying). I didn't actually see the point of that bit. What did it achieve?
Matt was a bit annoying, but I suppose he realised he needed to change too, and so that was all alright in the end.
I wanted to hear a bit more about Brad, Em's brother, and also Em's parents. Possibly a reunion? (SPOILER!! Also, I thought maybe Brad could have ended up with Mallory.)
But, yes, it was a good book, that I read at night because it was a nice (!), relaxing story.
Although the book was a little slow off the ground, I grew to really quite enjoy it. I thought it was emotional but realistic.
The main character, Em, realised pretty quickly that she needed help to change who she had become, and so I was quite surprised when about a quarter of the way through the story, that problem was sorted. However, K.A Coleman was good in that she then followed the character through her whole journey, navigating the twists and turns of her new life.
And then there was the unexpected bit (SPOILER!!! where Luke ends up dying). I didn't actually see the point of that bit. What did it achieve?
Matt was a bit annoying, but I suppose he realised he needed to change too, and so that was all alright in the end.
I wanted to hear a bit more about Brad, Em's brother, and also Em's parents. Possibly a reunion? (SPOILER!! Also, I thought maybe Brad could have ended up with Mallory.)
But, yes, it was a good book, that I read at night because it was a nice (!), relaxing story.
February 12, 2015
Holding On and Letting Go is a great debut novel; actually for me it is the debut surprise of the year. Told from dual POV’s this is a story about different kinds of relationships; ones between friends turned boyfriend girlfriend, ones between friends, ones between enemies turn friends, and those between siblings and family relationships.
The story is not surprising just because it is well written or because it is a highly emotional read, but because it was able to completely take me in different directions and surprised me by doing the unexpected.
Full review available on Night Owl Reviews
The story is not surprising just because it is well written or because it is a highly emotional read, but because it was able to completely take me in different directions and surprised me by doing the unexpected.
Full review available on Night Owl Reviews
March 27, 2013
This is an incredible story about various relationships between siblings, friends and significant others. The reader is able to view various character perspectives along the way. The characters are smart, witty, and full of life. I actually felt as I was a part of each character's journey. The book is so addicting... I couldn't put it down and I didn't want it to end. This is a must read! Tell your family, friends, and colleagues about it! This is a book club discussion waiting to happen!!!
March 29, 2013
I loved this book. Writing about teenagers in a realistic way is a difficult task. Writing about teenagers in a realistic way without turning adults into some ridiculous, two-dimensional caricature is even more difficult. I love the way this novel deals with the issues that teenagers face without making it seem as if life's problems get less difficult more manageable as an adult. . Truly this is the novel that all teen lit should strive to emulate.
April 26, 2013
I sometimes have a hard time getting through reading a book. I must say this book will hold your attention until the very end. You do not want to put this book down until you're finished. I fell in love with the characters and can't wait to see what is next for this debut author. What a masterpiece.
March 29, 2013
I really enjoyed this book and the characters. I found myself lost in the book and couldn't wait to get back to it. It is believable situations that make your heart go out to the characters. I can't wait to read the second book to see where the characters end up!
July 30, 2013
I want to say first, that this is a really good book.
Death is a very real thing. I am a sibling with out --just as Emerson is. This book would bring me to the verge of tears
I will have to come back.
I do recommend this book.
Death is a very real thing. I am a sibling with out --just as Emerson is. This book would bring me to the verge of tears
I will have to come back.
I do recommend this book.
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