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Explorations: Emily's Dark Gift

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The fifth story of Emily Tilton's Explorations finds Emily herself narrating her ultimate yielding of her most private, most shameful place. The time has come for her to surrender her eighteen-year-old bottom for the ravishment she longs for and dreads. Charles, cast in the role of the ideal dominant husband, is by turns rough and gentle, helping his submissive bride through the ordeal she must now undergo.

As always, Emily Tilton herself is there behind the scenes, breaking in on her own story to explore the themes of dark fantasy and its exciting, taboo elaboration, and to continue to make her case for love and trust as the victors over guilt and shame. Her frank examination of her own fantasies as she lays them out for the reader gives hope for our ability to separate fantasy from reality in the end.

10 pages, Kindle Edition

First published March 1, 2013

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Emily Tilton

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Emily Tilton, whose books have hit number one on Amazon in six different erotica categories, wishes she could live out her fantasies of submission the way her characters do.

Emily's erotica is a narrative version of her nearly lifelong quest to reconcile her submissive erotic orientation with her ethics. She writes erotic romance, but her books are always frankly and unashamedly about sex, because writing about sex helps her understand that fundamental part of her life better. She hopes maybe it does the same for her readers.

Over the many years since Emily became aware of her sometimes unbearable craving for spanking, ravishment, and all the shameful things that go with it, she has tried to come to terms with that craving in more ways than she can count. The first of the ways was by reading, voraciously, every piece of BDSM erotica she could find.

Eventually, she read "Story of O." As is reflected throughout her work, it changed her life, though the change has been gradual, and continues to this day. The idea that other women might share the lusts she has by turns been ashamed of and defiantly proud of, that a woman like the real Pauline Réage might write so beautifully of those lusts, and work them out so thoroughly and even pitilessly on a character, put Réage's famous pencil in her right hand. Or, to put it in the terms of EXPLORATIONS, which she considers her magnum opus, it put her left hand on the keyboard of her laptop and her right hand in her lap, if you know what she means. Emily started to write spanking stories.

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July 26, 2023
I love this book - it is book 5 of a 5 book "book" - this is my review of the 5 books
This is 5 "books" - in my mind it's like 5 chapters - each "book" is about 10 pages! BUT there is a LOT in these 5 books. It is Emily's wedding night and she is just learning to submit. She has had dreams (and searches) on the subject and she is happy her new husband is taking her in hand. I love the way the author (Emily) tells the story. The way the book starts I thought it was taking place in the 1912 not 2012! I love the thoughts and actions of Emily and her husband. Can't wait to read the next book - Emily's First Caning.
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May 23, 2013
Over the years since I first started writing erotica for myself (I was writing slave and spanking stories long before puberty), I have narrated acts of anal sex many, many times. The reason I'm happiest with this one out of them all (and don't worry, reader, for there will be a great many such episodes over the course of my EXPLORATIONS!) is that I feel I captured both the fantasy and meaning of that fantasy--its relation to submission. I also managed to work in a bunch of Story of O allusions, which always makes me happy.
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February 4, 2014
Yuck, not my idea of a turn on at the end but each to their own. But a good ending to the first part of the series.
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