This book was given as required reading in advance of a group spiritual direction workshop I am attending next month. As I read, I became aware of a slow burn growing inside of me. And when the author described later in the book the structure and guidelines for a "faith sharing group" I recognized this to be my life dream for community.
Over my lifetime, I have experienced such vulnerable, intimate self-disclosure in a group setting in varying measure. Only to the degree that any of the multiple small groups I have experienced or led in my churches over my life-time have measured up to some of the criteria offered in this book, have they satisfied this longing. Even the "Bible study" group materials I have selected as a leader were often chosen on the basis of how well I anticipated that they would facilitate this in-depth self-disclosure.
In the last 10 years, my growth and belonging in a Christian contemplative community, which included my training in spiritual direction, has only deepened this longing. It has also expanded my understanding of how attentive listening for the ever present voice of the Spirit is the true gift of a 'faith sharing" group.
But sadly this longing is unmet at this stage of my life. I am not in such a group nor I am aware that any exist in a community of churches that continue to emphasize Bible study and the acquisition of knowledge for their small groups. But perhaps the experience of reading this book, and the workshop I am about to experience, will translate into a prayer that my longing to belong to a contemplative faith sharing group will be satisfied in these years ahead, especially as my retirement approaches and time and energy cease to become barriers to seeking out this experience.