A woman in need of rescuing.A man with a tortured past.The shadow who haunts them both. Rescued as she flees her abusive family by the mysterious Nicholas Brewer, Trissa Kirk is charmed by his kindness. But Nicholas has a dark past to hide and a fierce determination to retain full grasp of his present. Always the shadow of his other self, Cole threatens to overtake him. It is Cole who guards his most dreaded memories and Cole who has stolen great swatches of his time when Nicholas ceases to exist. Throughout his adult life Nicholas has sought the magic to ward off those blank times . When he thinks he has found such magic in Trissa, what desperate measures will he take to make it last? Together, in a boarding house filled with an eclectic group of people, Trissa and Nicholas patch together a substitute family they hope will buffer them from a world that has not been kind to either of them. Their progress toward this goal is threatened by a confrontation which ends in murder and the reemergence of Cole. Now Trissa must summon the strength to discover which of her two loves is man and which is shadow.
Nicholas Brewer holds a secret, a dark part of himself that often takes over until his other self appears known as Cole. The problem is that one doesn’t remember what the other has done and on wants to feel loved and needed, while the other is happy keeping people at a distance. When Nicholas rescues a young woman brutally beaten, he sees her as a fresh start pretending to be her husband in order to keep her safe.
Trissa Kirk has been trying to avoid her father when he is drunk, often she hides but one day she is not that lucky. Now in the hospital and refusing to say who beat her, Nicholas becomes an unexpected ally who is willing to continue the façade and give her a chance at a fresh life. With a new home filled with a unique group of people everything is going smoothly until a murder has Cole reemerging and trying to push Trissa away.