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152 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2023
The bartender, though cute, is, alas, an ill-tempered devotee of that which he serves, the caterer has telltale needle tracks up both her arms, the saxophonist is rude and, like my husband, is all too full of himself, and the crazed pianist never actually plays anything recognizable, just keeps his fingers moving fast and his body bouncing, as though that’s all that popular music is: overwrought gesture. A fake; he can’t be trusted, none of them can.
“We cannot let such evil prevail.” I ask her, massaging my bruised thumbs, if she has the least notion of what evil truly is, and she replies coolly, as something else is taken away, that it is whatever disturbs the way things are.
If this were one of my stories, I’d probably imagine this penthouse as the melancholic setting for the universal metaphor, the experience of nothingness, afloat in or on darkness. A romantic image, to be sure; melancholy is romantic.