Imagine being faced with the decision of whether or not to let go of absolutely everything and everyone one you have ever known, even who you are. The author underwent these experiences after suffering a traumatic brain injury. They were so vivid, real, and intense he insists he was there. Through humor, through critical, abstract, and real thought, through looking into a mental mirror, through trying to make two and two add up to four, through asking real questions and giving real answers, and through considering the opinions and teaching of others, the author is sharing what these experiences refreshed and taught him about life.