reading two books i absolutely despised at the same time was a draining and unpleasant experience.
tbh i was already sceptical abt this one but a) i've been searching for more mecha books bc mechas are so interesting !!! i want more of that !!! but i either end up with abo or beastmem and like two mentions of the mecha,, so while this one obviously had beastmen b) it had one line in the description that kinda worked for me so i decided to give it a shot and oh boy did i regret. it was just so weird bc mgg was so obviously a panda and he was so naive and didn't understand human staff so it was uncomfortable reading about lxq'a affection towards him, especially when he was in child form??? that was so weird,, the writing was also so unpolished, how many times can i read about mgg's buttocks (is this the author's fetish or) and lxq'a pupils shrinking. idk what i hoped would be different/better about it since the description kinda let on that it would be like this but i guess i just had hope for the mecha but that wasn't explored either :<