“Nightly there hangs a gentleness that is not tangible far from the nightly groping of our eyes while probing the darkness
For our gentleness was never unending and God be praised never without sin the dear lies and the true ones stood entangled like hopeless seaweed became a truth — one that crawled within the seaweed of hopeless hope
Where green hope and black seaweed are disentangled and rigid for reasons of greater embellishment
Where all hope was dispelled with gentleness we are patients of a diseased life now and forever given up as useless” — “This is the last passion of autumn as he flames himself in the flamboyance of the autumn that wave — perhaps as we wave goodbye — and rise then rise in their own glow in their own flood and glow once more once more to flame ourselves
At the pond's edge the ducks are duck-still because the steps we take are aimless and our shadows cannot put out the flame that circles the pond
This is the last passion of us all and still as ducks we stay at the edge because the flame cannot kindle our shadows” — “This is, so be it, the last note that I shall, will, can, play in the last life that I live, on the last keys of my body. An instrument hard as a safe from which I have squandered the craziest pennies, from which I have pulverized the most expensive spider webs. The dust has stuck to my bones. It will be buried with me. The worms will not eat it, the poison is only intended for me. I can, I could know that each beautiful song decorates itself with a conclusion, as each conclusion decorates itself with a prayer after eating, and that this end, now or never, must be called beginning.”