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246 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 20, 2021
The only contention between us is that Whiskey wants a house full of children. I don’t mean one or two. Nope, my woman wants six children close together. I don’t want children at all. I never have, and I don’t think I ever will. This is the only thing that might break the two of us apart.
Dad used to have a wife and a woman on the side. I’m not the kind of woman to be the little woman at home, and I have bluntly let Seal know that.
I need to let life just carry on and the best way to do that is find a woman to take my mind off Whiskey. I may not love the woman, that’s impossible, but she’ll take my mind off Whiskey for a while.
“Are you sure you’re ready to go there, brother?” I look at Trapper. “There are no claims as of this afternoon. I am a free man. This is Sensa, the new woman in our club.” I look at Sensa. “This is Trapper who is butting into my personal business. He’s our VP.”
Whiskey has nothing else to say about who I’m with. I wasn’t enough for her. She has little girl dreams and I need a grown woman to take care of my needs.”
“I guess that’s true.” I look at Sensa. “Let’s go.” I turn and leave the room. It’s time to make sure that Whiskey gets over me.
Seal… I walk out of my room with my arm around Sensa and walk her back to the common room. I take her to the bar and kiss her cheek. I see Max, Ryder, Liam, and Grinder walking in the door from the side of my eye.
I look at Sensa and I know she’ll be waiting on me when I come out.
“Is that the reason that you took the new woman back to your room this afternoon and kept company with her?” Trapper asks.
Seal, if you flaunt that other woman in front of my girl, there are going to be issues between us. I can’t say who she dates and doesn’t date but I can damn well tell all of you that I will hurt any damn one of you that hurts my girl.”
“My cock will go where it wants. I won’t flaunt anything in front of Whiskey but I’m not hiding it either. It’s time we both move on like adults.” I’m finished with this subject. “Anything else?”
When I saw Seal with Sensa my heart shattered again but then it felt like it froze. It’s like it has had all the pain that it can take, and it quit feeling.
If I go back to the clubhouse, I will end up with a bottle and Sensa in my room. It’s what I have been doing to forget the woman that I want but can’t have. I think I have made a big mistake.
My heart shatters at the thought of Seal with another woman. I won’t let him see it though. I had heard the rumors but hearing it from Seal himself has me on the verge of losing control of my tears.
“You take care of Sensa and let me worry about me. I told you that if you ever touched another woman that we were over and today let me see just how much that is true. It doesn’t matter to me that we were broken up. I can remember what I was doing that night. I was trying to piece my heart back together and you were making sure that I would stay away from you. I love you Seal but I am no one’s rug to wipe their dirty feet on. I won’t be the little woman that is always the last to know. You broke up with me before you took up with Sensa and for that I thank you, but don’t worry about me anymore. I’m not yours to worry about.”
I hurt Whiskey in the one way that she couldn’t accept or forgive. My only thoughts I had was to fuck Whiskey out of my system, as if I could. It only left me full of guilt and remorse. I used Sensa and I hurt the woman I love. That’s not right for anyone.
At least if you had feelings for her, then there would be a reason why you left me behind like yesterday’s trash. You threw me away and moved on to someone that meant nothing.