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日々残業漬けで疲労困憊、限界社畜の広告マン・黒岩直斗は同僚に勧められ、スゴ腕と絶賛される岸辺整骨ラボへ行くことに。
同い年だというモデル顔負けのイケメン院長・岸辺一舞の人懐っこくて積極的すぎる性格に圧倒されるも、施術を受けるとまさに異議なし天国！！
「とろっとろに・・・気持ちよくして差し上げますんで」
ねちっこい手つきと的確な指圧に思わず声が漏れ、心地よい手さばきに寝落ちてしまって気づけば翌朝・・・。
すっかり岸辺の施術の虜になってしまいラボへ通うようになるが、施術はまるで前戯かのようにだんだんと過激になっていきおかしいと感じつつも、じわじわと体の奥から作り変えられる感覚に抗えなくなっていく――。
しかし、幼少期に野球で右肩を痛めている黒岩は、岸辺がそこを避け施術していることに気が付いて――・・・？
人懐っこい溺愛執着整体師×限界社畜のズタボロ広告マン巧みな話術と施術でカラダの奥まで解される、陥落トラップラブ！
★単行本カバー下画像収録★
【電子限定で描き下ろしの６ページ漫画が収録されています。】
同い年だというモデル顔負けのイケメン院長・岸辺一舞の人懐っこくて積極的すぎる性格に圧倒されるも、施術を受けるとまさに異議なし天国！！
「とろっとろに・・・気持ちよくして差し上げますんで」
ねちっこい手つきと的確な指圧に思わず声が漏れ、心地よい手さばきに寝落ちてしまって気づけば翌朝・・・。
すっかり岸辺の施術の虜になってしまいラボへ通うようになるが、施術はまるで前戯かのようにだんだんと過激になっていきおかしいと感じつつも、じわじわと体の奥から作り変えられる感覚に抗えなくなっていく――。
しかし、幼少期に野球で右肩を痛めている黒岩は、岸辺がそこを避け施術していることに気が付いて――・・・？
人懐っこい溺愛執着整体師×限界社畜のズタボロ広告マン巧みな話術と施術でカラダの奥まで解される、陥落トラップラブ！
★単行本カバー下画像収録★
【電子限定で描き下ろしの６ページ漫画が収録されています。】
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First published March 17, 2021
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August 19, 2025
— Healing Paradox
Such an interesting premise. I adored Naoto for his earnestness, he is such a prey. And then we have Kishibe, walking the thin line between caring professional and terrifyingly obsessed man with a 20-year plan. The fact that his entire success was a love letter to Naoto... a little sick and twisted, but romantic as hell. It's not just an ambition but a religion. It’s devotion polished until it glows and cuts. And aside from the intricate storyline, the art is just immaculate. My god, I am so hooked!
— Healing Paradox: Deeper (Volume 1)
And I was so glad to find out it has a sequel. Kishibe’s gloves are off, heart bare. But instead of downhill spiral, Naoto is also finally slowly letting go of fear to meet Kishibe halfway. Every chapter was just absolute cinema. The calmness masking a desperation. There’s so much tension under the surface, so many little moments of emotional vulnerability hiding inside lines that feel like both confessions and challenges. Kishibe is begging for Naoto to want the same cage he’s offering. This is so PEAK. I don't want to talk so much so I don't spoil but this story is for anyone who wants their romance emotionally unhinged but deeply earned. Just read, I swear!
In light of this, Kishibe reminds me of Luo Binghe from SVSSS, and I love them both so much! Devoted, terrifying, patient. But underneath, a storm of longing that refuses to be denied.
— Healing Paradox: Deeper (Volume 2)
I'm so happy, it has another volume! Although this might be the last, but I'm just so obsessed! This volume is the descent of madness, omg. Kazuma's obsession grows so much more. But the most chilling, and yet most compelling, layer: Naoto is self-aware. He’s not in the dark about Kazuma’s madness, he acknowledges it, accepts it, and realizes he himself might already be sick because he can’t live without Kazuma anymore. It’s not just Kazuma dragging him into obsession, it’s Naoto choosing to stay, fully conscious of what it means.
I love how this story doesn’t romanticize sanity; it romanticizes the shared insanity of devotion. Kazuma builds the cage, and Naoto steps into it of his own will. Together, they create a world where their love is both terrifying and absolute. Thank you sensei! I'll be surely thinking about our couple from time to time.
Such an interesting premise. I adored Naoto for his earnestness, he is such a prey. And then we have Kishibe, walking the thin line between caring professional and terrifyingly obsessed man with a 20-year plan. The fact that his entire success was a love letter to Naoto... a little sick and twisted, but romantic as hell. It's not just an ambition but a religion. It’s devotion polished until it glows and cuts. And aside from the intricate storyline, the art is just immaculate. My god, I am so hooked!
— Healing Paradox: Deeper (Volume 1)
And I was so glad to find out it has a sequel. Kishibe’s gloves are off, heart bare. But instead of downhill spiral, Naoto is also finally slowly letting go of fear to meet Kishibe halfway. Every chapter was just absolute cinema. The calmness masking a desperation. There’s so much tension under the surface, so many little moments of emotional vulnerability hiding inside lines that feel like both confessions and challenges. Kishibe is begging for Naoto to want the same cage he’s offering. This is so PEAK. I don't want to talk so much so I don't spoil but this story is for anyone who wants their romance emotionally unhinged but deeply earned. Just read, I swear!
In light of this, Kishibe reminds me of Luo Binghe from SVSSS, and I love them both so much! Devoted, terrifying, patient. But underneath, a storm of longing that refuses to be denied.
— Healing Paradox: Deeper (Volume 2)
I'm so happy, it has another volume! Although this might be the last, but I'm just so obsessed! This volume is the descent of madness, omg. Kazuma's obsession grows so much more. But the most chilling, and yet most compelling, layer: Naoto is self-aware. He’s not in the dark about Kazuma’s madness, he acknowledges it, accepts it, and realizes he himself might already be sick because he can’t live without Kazuma anymore. It’s not just Kazuma dragging him into obsession, it’s Naoto choosing to stay, fully conscious of what it means.
I love how this story doesn’t romanticize sanity; it romanticizes the shared insanity of devotion. Kazuma builds the cage, and Naoto steps into it of his own will. Together, they create a world where their love is both terrifying and absolute. Thank you sensei! I'll be surely thinking about our couple from time to time.
June 14, 2023
Chinese title: 治癒悖論 Healing Paradox
This one has 神率 of 56.6% on Chil-Chil.
4.5⭐️
This book was #3 for Erotic BL in the 2022 BL Award. I originally hesitated to buy it as I’m usually not a fan of erotic category, other than Zariya Ranmaru sensei’s works.
This is Hirune Cyan sensei’s debut BL manga, please don’t judge a book by its cover and get distracted by the brief intro blurb. I really liked Hirune Cyan sensei’s 放課後のエチュード series, she knows human anatomy well, the body postures flow naturally and the muscle lines are beautiful.
The seme 岸辺一舞 (28) is the owner of a reputable chiropractor/physiotherapy clinic, he has been interviewed by TV programs and has many celebrity clients. His parents used to own a clinic and his dad used to treat the little uke after his baseball practices.
The uke 黒岩直斗 (28) is a poor guy drained out by work and severely lacking sleep, he’s been working for an advertising agency for the past 6 years. His colleague 服部 recommended the seme’s clinic to uke for urgent treatment.
Back in elementary school, the seme was short, skinny and weak. His parents didn’t love him and despised him. He was a loner and got bullied by other kids, uke was the only friend he had. The seme would practice messaging techniques on the uke.
The uke was a strong and bright kid, always the center of attention. His professional baseball dream got shattered when he injured his right shoulder during the first year of high school. After dropping out of the team, he’s lost the passion and spark in life, and grown up to be an ordinary adult.
The seme had long-term crush on the uke since they were kids, they made a promise when uke moved away, that uke will become a famous baseball player and the seme will be his sports therapist. The uke gave his glove to the seme as souvenir and it’s been well kept in seme’s bedroom.
The seme’s not been in touch with the uke since high school. He studied and trained hard, patiently waited until he’s mature and successful, then opened a clinic near the uke’s office. He plans to strategically make the uke fall for him after they meet again.
The uke’s mesmerized by the seme’s techniques, after relaxing his tense muscles he feels light all over and can finally have good night sleep. He couldn’t stop thinking about the seme and the pleasurable experience, so he’s becoming addicted to the seme’s touch and smell…
The uke who saved the seme when they were lil boys is now being healed by seme both mentally and physically. The seme is very devoted to uke and patiently waited for 20 years, although he’s flirtatious with the uke he’d kept professional distance with other patients.
The seme would take care of uke when he’s drunk, but not take advantage of the situation. He also supports the uke’s job by proposing new program content and appearing on the show to chat with sports celebrities. During busy season, he’d pick uke up from office late at night and bring him home to relax and rest.
When uke watched an interview clip of the seme, he finally realized that seme was the boy from elementary school. He then rushed over to the seme’s home and confronted him. The seme explained that supporting uke is fulfilling his dream. The seme didn’t want to reunite and just be good friends, he waited for the uke to become attracted to him and can’t live without him.
This one has 神率 of 56.6% on Chil-Chil.
4.5⭐️
This book was #3 for Erotic BL in the 2022 BL Award. I originally hesitated to buy it as I’m usually not a fan of erotic category, other than Zariya Ranmaru sensei’s works.
This is Hirune Cyan sensei’s debut BL manga, please don’t judge a book by its cover and get distracted by the brief intro blurb. I really liked Hirune Cyan sensei’s 放課後のエチュード series, she knows human anatomy well, the body postures flow naturally and the muscle lines are beautiful.
The seme 岸辺一舞 (28) is the owner of a reputable chiropractor/physiotherapy clinic, he has been interviewed by TV programs and has many celebrity clients. His parents used to own a clinic and his dad used to treat the little uke after his baseball practices.
The uke 黒岩直斗 (28) is a poor guy drained out by work and severely lacking sleep, he’s been working for an advertising agency for the past 6 years. His colleague 服部 recommended the seme’s clinic to uke for urgent treatment.
Back in elementary school, the seme was short, skinny and weak. His parents didn’t love him and despised him. He was a loner and got bullied by other kids, uke was the only friend he had. The seme would practice messaging techniques on the uke.
The uke was a strong and bright kid, always the center of attention. His professional baseball dream got shattered when he injured his right shoulder during the first year of high school. After dropping out of the team, he’s lost the passion and spark in life, and grown up to be an ordinary adult.
The seme had long-term crush on the uke since they were kids, they made a promise when uke moved away, that uke will become a famous baseball player and the seme will be his sports therapist. The uke gave his glove to the seme as souvenir and it’s been well kept in seme’s bedroom.
The seme’s not been in touch with the uke since high school. He studied and trained hard, patiently waited until he’s mature and successful, then opened a clinic near the uke’s office. He plans to strategically make the uke fall for him after they meet again.
The uke’s mesmerized by the seme’s techniques, after relaxing his tense muscles he feels light all over and can finally have good night sleep. He couldn’t stop thinking about the seme and the pleasurable experience, so he’s becoming addicted to the seme’s touch and smell…
The uke who saved the seme when they were lil boys is now being healed by seme both mentally and physically. The seme is very devoted to uke and patiently waited for 20 years, although he’s flirtatious with the uke he’d kept professional distance with other patients.
The seme would take care of uke when he’s drunk, but not take advantage of the situation. He also supports the uke’s job by proposing new program content and appearing on the show to chat with sports celebrities. During busy season, he’d pick uke up from office late at night and bring him home to relax and rest.
When uke watched an interview clip of the seme, he finally realized that seme was the boy from elementary school. He then rushed over to the seme’s home and confronted him. The seme explained that supporting uke is fulfilling his dream. The seme didn’t want to reunite and just be good friends, he waited for the uke to become attracted to him and can’t live without him.
July 1, 2023
i’m weak for spicy yandere fuckery
December 7, 2024
Kuroiwa unwittingly crosses paths once more with a childhood admirer turned osteopath, Kishibe, who was set on this career by his desire to help Kuroiwa in their youth, and achieves his dream about 15 years too late since Kuroiwa’s baseball career never took off.
This manga requires you to ignore the following:
▬ stalking and highly manipulative behavior from Kishibe
▬ extremely questionable customer “handling”
▬ Kishibe’s crazy, crazy, crazy eyes
▬ how their extremely coincidental reunion came about considering that Kishibe pursued his ~dream to support Kuroiwa but never actually figured out how they were going to meet again
▬ basically absolutely all the red flags that Kishibe is raising
But honestly, for some reason, Kishibe’s frank obsession had me going, “He’s crazy, but I like this guy.” There’s no rationalization of “this is for his own good, my dream is to help him blabla” — no. Kishibe is THORSTY.
And you know what I say?
Let him drink.
Actually, I’m far enough into this that I am looking forward to the sequel, ヒーリングパラドックス deeper. I’m ready to read about how crazy a stalker can be when no one has asked him to reevaluate the life and purpose he’s been dedicated to for the past 15 years.
Also he apparently legitimately has like God’s Hands and can turn any cement block into jelly. He can’t quite do 7 minutes to heaven, but 25 minutes is a pretty decent turnaround.
This manga requires you to ignore the following:
▬ stalking and highly manipulative behavior from Kishibe
▬ extremely questionable customer “handling”
▬ Kishibe’s crazy, crazy, crazy eyes
▬ how their extremely coincidental reunion came about considering that Kishibe pursued his ~dream to support Kuroiwa but never actually figured out how they were going to meet again
▬ basically absolutely all the red flags that Kishibe is raising
But honestly, for some reason, Kishibe’s frank obsession had me going, “He’s crazy, but I like this guy.” There’s no rationalization of “this is for his own good, my dream is to help him blabla” — no. Kishibe is THORSTY.
And you know what I say?
Let him drink.
Actually, I’m far enough into this that I am looking forward to the sequel, ヒーリングパラドックス deeper. I’m ready to read about how crazy a stalker can be when no one has asked him to reevaluate the life and purpose he’s been dedicated to for the past 15 years.
Also he apparently legitimately has like God’s Hands and can turn any cement block into jelly. He can’t quite do 7 minutes to heaven, but 25 minutes is a pretty decent turnaround.
January 29, 2025
3.5 stars
I went into Healing Paradox expecting some tension, but I did not expect Kishibe to be this unhinged. The man is completely unhinged: possessive, obsessive, and just a little too enthusiastic about cracking Kuroiwa’s spine (and his personal boundaries). But somehow, instead of being terrifying, he’s weirdly endearing? Like if a lovesick stalker and an overenthusiastic chiropractor had a baby lmao.
Kuroiwa never stood a chance. Now I’m just sitting here, waiting for the sequel so I can watch Kishibe be even more insane lmao.
I went into Healing Paradox expecting some tension, but I did not expect Kishibe to be this unhinged. The man is completely unhinged: possessive, obsessive, and just a little too enthusiastic about cracking Kuroiwa’s spine (and his personal boundaries). But somehow, instead of being terrifying, he’s weirdly endearing? Like if a lovesick stalker and an overenthusiastic chiropractor had a baby lmao.
Kuroiwa never stood a chance. Now I’m just sitting here, waiting for the sequel so I can watch Kishibe be even more insane lmao.
June 10, 2025
🌹精心策劃20年的局，耐心佈好的精美陷阱，只為了將你拆吃入腹。
被工作壓迫到喘不過氣的黑岩，經由同事介紹，來到岸邊整骨工作室。在院長岸邊的巧手按摩下，黑岩久違地感到放鬆，並睡了一場好覺。自此之後，黑岩對岸邊的按摩逐漸上癮，但是岸邊的「治療」手法卻也愈來愈刺激⋯⋯
亂許終身與童年長歪系列，前面超想打110請喔咿喔咿（？？？
看到後面能理解岸邊扭曲又執著的愛，他為了得到黑岩，忍耐了20年。重逢後要一邊壓抑內心狂暴的慾望，一邊要小心翼翼地引導黑岩依賴、愛上自己——甚至發現真相😇
但我覺得黑岩也一樣瘋，他明明發現岸邊在自己不知情的情況下，得到自己的手機號碼，卻在後面順著氣氛，用很ㄎㄧㄤ的方式告訴岸邊自己早已知情。總而言之是精神很強大的社畜呢⋯⋯
就像老師在後記裡說的，黑岩雖然順著情勢走，卻仍然保持自我與自尊。
黑岩這種看起來在親密關係裡被動，但實質主動，甚至掌握主導權的樣子真棒👍
被工作壓迫到喘不過氣的黑岩，經由同事介紹，來到岸邊整骨工作室。在院長岸邊的巧手按摩下，黑岩久違地感到放鬆，並睡了一場好覺。自此之後，黑岩對岸邊的按摩逐漸上癮，但是岸邊的「治療」手法卻也愈來愈刺激⋯⋯
亂許終身與童年長歪系列，前面超想打110請喔咿喔咿（？？？
看到後面能理解岸邊扭曲又執著的愛，他為了得到黑岩，忍耐了20年。重逢後要一邊壓抑內心狂暴的慾望，一邊要小心翼翼地引導黑岩依賴、愛上自己——甚至發現真相😇
但我覺得黑岩也一樣瘋，他明明發現岸邊在自己不知情的情況下，得到自己的手機號碼，卻在後面順著氣氛，用很ㄎㄧㄤ的方式告訴岸邊自己早已知情。總而言之是精神很強大的社畜呢⋯⋯
就像老師在後記裡說的，黑岩雖然順著情勢走，卻仍然保持自我與自尊。
黑岩這種看起來在親密關係裡被動，但實質主動，甚至掌握主導權的樣子真棒👍
May 6, 2023
Where to Read: Mangaplaza, Bookwalker, Coolmic, Renta!
August 30, 2024
I wasn't expecting someone so obsessive, red flag, seductive and sexy. A red flag at first sight, a totally crazy person... but at the same time impeccable and phenomenal! Am I making sense? I don't even know. But I loved every bit of this story. Smut (trust me, it's sexy smut and full of chemistry), love, an engaging story and incredible characters. And the art is gorgeous.
November 2, 2024
I swear I read this before. But I just think it reminds me of something else.....
Unhinged smut with plot....kinda. If you like crazy eyes and an obsessed top
Unhinged smut with plot....kinda. If you like crazy eyes and an obsessed top
Read
February 3, 20250☆
Dropped b4 finishing ch1. Disgusting SA
Dropped b4 finishing ch1. Disgusting SA
August 18, 2025
not my cup of tea.
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October 20, 2025
สยิวมาาก แต่ปูปมตลค.ดี พล็อตก็เลยไม่ได้เน้นขายโป๊จนโยนความเมคเซ็นไปจนหมดเหมือนบางเรื่อง
ทำถึง อ่านเพลินๆ
ทำถึง อ่านเพลินๆ
January 10, 2026
J'avoue je m'attendais à mieux.. C'était psychologique mais pas assez bien écrit à mon goût?? Ça aurait pu être mieux
January 26, 2026
best ever
May 2, 2025
Someone somewhere described this as 'one-sided psychopathic love' and I lowkey agree with that. The ending of chapter 1 almost made me drop the story and send Kishibe straight to jail. But, I kept reading (obviously). I'll say that the smut and dirty talk were A1. Absolute chef's kiss - I still think that Kishibe needs jail time though - and some therapy
April 19, 2025
3.5 stars
Pretty interesting! I’m not sure why so many BLs center relationships where one MC just never got over a crush they had during middle/high school. In this case, I think the characters were in middle school before one MC moved away.
Anyway, the spicy scenes were hot, the dynamic was interesting, though there were some moments that definitely fall more into the dub-con realm.
Pretty interesting! I’m not sure why so many BLs center relationships where one MC just never got over a crush they had during middle/high school. In this case, I think the characters were in middle school before one MC moved away.
Anyway, the spicy scenes were hot, the dynamic was interesting, though there were some moments that definitely fall more into the dub-con realm.
January 28, 2025
So good
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