A beautiful, compact book that addresses "who one is."
Gangaji talks about vigilance in discovering the truth of one being. She touches on the entrapments of mind, the "telling of stories", and how the mind has a way of grossly and subtly attempting to "know" that which is unknowable, unimaginable, cannot be thought, forgotten, or remembered.
This powerful text conveys with clarity the subtle games and strategies we as humans play to try and "understand" truth. Gangaji cuts right through these games with this book confirming that we are already "That." All it takes is the resolve to stop.
Here's an excerpt where she describes meeting her teacher, Papaji, in India:
"It was very good for my Western mind to be stopped in that way, and I can remember the subtlety of then attempting to make myself over to fit the new image. I stopped wearing all makeup. I didn't look in mirrors. I liked the new humbleness and wanted to be finished with all Western ideals. One day Papaji looked at me and said, "Why don't you fix yourself up?" He saw so clearly how I was attempting to grasp an image of truth and to look like that image. Then I saw that I had done that all my life. When a certain era would come in, I would attempt to fit into the image of that era, whether it was to look like a hippie, or to look spiritual, or to look like an intellectual--all the time knowing it was not quite the truth. Truth cannot be "looked like." It is wherever you are, in whatever form. It wears no lipstick and it wears bright-red lipstick. It wears no clothes, and it is clothed in golden robes.
Attempts to model truth are continual entrapments of the mind, which knows only images, concepts, and ideas. When we speak of freedom, we are speaking of what is inherently free from any image, concept, or idea. That is who you are. However you have imagined yourself in the past, whatever you hope you will become in the future, this is who you are already. You can immediately discover this by discovering what has never been touched by any of it. Truth is alive within you right now. There is nothing you have to do to get it. Since it is who you are, you are in this moment fully capable of realizing the inherent truth of your being. All that is required is to give up every notion of who you are for one instant."
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Here she explains how the arrogance of the human mind is to think it knows itself or to attempt to "achieve" what it already is. In this attempt, the truth of what we already are is overlooked.
Her message is simple and clear: All that is required, most paradoxically, is to stop for one instance the searching, achieving, imagining, knowing, conceptualizing, running towards, running away from, doing, etc... and directly experience the boundlessness of Being.