我的心迟到了

by Fernando Pessoa, 费尔南多·佩索阿

葡萄牙诗人佩索阿情诗集结

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葡萄牙“圣地亚哥宝剑勋章”获得者、澳门大学葡文系教授，诗人姚风葡语直译

葡萄牙诗人佩索阿疯狂地爱过，但又决绝地逃离了爱情，也写下大量关于爱情的文字。这本诗集选译了佩索阿本人以及三个主要异名者卡埃罗、雷伊斯、冈波斯有关爱情的诗作，佩索阿与恋人奥菲丽娅互写的七封情书，以及佩索阿以唯一的女性异名者玛丽娅·若泽虚拟地写给一位名叫安东尼奥的男士的情书。

特别收录佩索阿创作的民谣体四行诗。

230 pages, Paperback

Published January 1, 2020

About the author

Fernando António Nogueira Pessoa was a poet and writer.

It is sometimes said that the four greatest Portuguese poets of modern times are Fernando Pessoa. The statement is possible since Pessoa, whose name means ‘person’ in Portuguese, had three alter egos who wrote in styles completely different from his own. In fact Pessoa wrote under dozens of names, but Alberto Caeiro, Ricardo Reis and Álvaro de Campos were – their creator claimed – full-fledged individuals who wrote things that he himself would never or could never write. He dubbed them ‘heteronyms’ rather than pseudonyms, since they were not false names but “other names”, belonging to distinct literary personalities. Not only were their styles different; they thought differently, they had different religious and political views, different aesthetic sensibilities, different social temperaments. And each produced a large body of poetry. Álvaro de Campos and Ricardo Reis also signed dozens of pages of prose.

The critic Harold Bloom referred to him in the book The Western Canon as the most representative poet of the twentieth century, along with Pablo Neruda.

Reviews

[Grace · Rating 3 out of 5]

“生活……/饮白葡萄酒还是红葡萄酒都一样：都要呕吐。”（《乡间度假》）
是对人世极度悲观，抑或悟透了万物空性？
读佩索阿的诗,会感受到一种时间与生命的纵深维度，又凝重，又永恒。像不分晨昏的喃喃细语，对着有一副身体的自己，或对着一个假想中的你，（无论以什么名字出现，）怀着对虚无如影随形的清醒。然而那颗比宇宙大一点点的心，却又让人由不得疑惑了——他要飘往何处？
感觉在他心里，霸权与殖民无疑是既逻辑混乱也毫无意义的，诸神也无非不得已误收的一个概念。人如树叶，如万物，自然来去，各安天命。万物之外，没有一个可倚仗、可信赖、可供祈福或递小抄、法外开恩的神。
最喜欢那首《恋爱的牧羊人》。分阶段，跨岁月，生命翻山越岭。
读来感觉情感具唤醒与启智作用。情感体会与觉察越细腻越深遂，智慧生活也便越丰富越通透越连绵寥廓。尽管觉与不觉，醒或不醒，昨天或明天，每个都是“自己”。
可惜读不了原文。

[洋葱圈]

读完之后开始有点不喜欢佩索阿了…给我一种自卑又自恋的矛盾感。