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Ten personal narratives reveal the shared and distinct struggles of being Black in the Church, facing historic and modern racism.

It’s uncertain that Howard Thurman made the remark often attributed to him, “I have been writing this book all my life,” but there is little doubt that he was deeply immersed in reflection on the times that bear an uncanny resemblance to the present day, which give voice to the Black Lives Matter movement.

Our “life’s book” is filled with sentence upon sentence of marginalization, pages of apartheid, chapters of separate and unequal. Now this season reveals volumes of violence against Blacks in America.

Ten Black women and men explore life through the lens of compelling personal religious narratives. They are people and leaders whose lives are tangible demonstrations of the power of a divine purpose and evidence of what grace really means in face of hardship, disappointment, and determination. Each of the journeys intersect because of three central elements that are the focus of this book. We’re Black. We’re Christians. We’re Methodists. Each starts with the fact, “I'm Black,” but to resolve the conflict of being Christian and Methodist means confronting aspects of White theology, White supremacy, and White racism in order to ground an oppositional experience toward domination over four centuries in America.

“The confluence of the everyday indignities of being Black in America; the outrageous, egregious, legalized lynching of George Floyd; and the unforgivable disparities exposed once again by COVID–19 have conspired together to create a seminal moment in America and in The United Methodist Church―in which we must find the courage to say unambiguously ‘Black Lives Matter.’ To stumble or choke on those words is beneath the gospel,” says Bishop Gregory Palmer, who wrote the foreword to the collection.

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“This book made me shout, dance, rage and hope―all at once! As a "cradle Methodist," I have deep love for my church and bless it for nurturing my walk with Christ and my passion for social justice. At the same time, I lament that my church is also the place where I have witnessed and been most wounded by virulent racism, sexism, heterosexism, and ageism. Yet, I stay and struggle for the soul of the church because I am a Black Christian woman fired by the love of God-in-Christ-Jesus. I stay because this is MY church and the church of my ancestors. Although I regularly question my decision to remain United Methodist, it is stories like these―from other exuberant love warriors―that remind me that I am called by God to stay, pray, fight, and flourish!”
―M. Garlinda Burton, deaconess and interim general secretary, General Commission of Religion and Race, Washington DC

“Racism continues to be the unacceptable scandal of American society and the American churches. In spite of some gains such as the diversity of supporters for “Black Lives Matter,” even the best intentioned among us remain largely ignorant of the actual life experience of those who are other than ourselves. This collection of testimonies, edited by Rudy Rasmus, helps remedy that by simply recounting personal stories of being Black, Christian, and Methodist in the United States. White Methodist Christians in particular need to read these stories and take them to heart so that racism and its divisiveness is countered by shared experience and recognition of common humanity across difference. More White Methodists need not only reject racism in our society and church but become active anti-racists willing to do the hard work to create the beloved community, dreamed about by Martin Luther King in the 1960s civil rights movement.
―Bruce C. Birch, Dean Emeritus and Professor Emeritus of Biblical Theology
Wesley Theological Seminary, Washington DC

“This book is a powerful collection interweaving personal stories, denominational and intercultural practices, and Black lives bearing hopeful witness. Readers will have their consciousness raised, and they will think more deeply about the meaning of beloved community and the embodiment of the justice of God.”
―Harold J. Recinos, Professor of Church and Society, Perkins School of Theology/SMU, Dallas, Texas

“For hundreds of years, we have not listened. This book is our chance to hear the words of the Black leaders in our church. They will change us, remake us, and reform us. Get ready to be transformed by painful truth and deep love.
―Rev. Dr. Dottie Escobedo-Frank, Lead Pastor, Catalina United Methodist Church, Tucson, Arizona

" I’m Black gives readers a clear picture of the diversity and value of Black culture in church and society. After reading the dynamic stories told by these faithful, transformative church leaders, Black lives will be cherished, and systemic change for the better will take place.”
―Joseph W. Daniels, Jr. , Lead Pastor, Emory United Methodist Church, Washington, D.C.

"Dr. Rudy Rasmus and others give an ...

160 pages, Paperback

Published November 3, 2020

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February 12, 2021
This is a challenging book to read. Each contributor laid out a thoughtful argument on how their witness as a black, Christian, Methodist can help the church value and more importantly, empower people of color to proclaim Christ that will build the church up.
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September 18, 2021
Some of the essays are exceptional. They offer varying perspective for this particular moment (2020-2021) in the United Methodist Church and beyond. I especially recommend Tori Butler, Lillian Smith, Justin Coleman, Jevon Caldwell-Gross and Vance Ross. NOTE: Skip the first essay by Rudy Rasmus. It is poorly written and rambling. If this is the first essay you read, you may regrettably be put off reading the rest of the book.
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May 30, 2022
I've just finished this, but am halfway through reading it again. There is so much to take in here. Very rich source for discussions, and an eye-opening account for naive Methodists like myself. I learned more about the history of the Methodist church regarding race than I ever did in any class at church. I will probably start reading it again when I finish the second reading. I was also moved to watch the Zoom interviews the authors held about this history.
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December 29, 2022
Such a wonderful, powerful book. Recommended for anyone in the United Methodist Church (UMC). I really enjoyed the writing style of this book in that, rather be a systematic examination of racism in the UMC, it is written in testimonial form. This allows for people to understand how that systematic racism and oppression takes shape on the ground. So powerful to read.
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