After enduring an abusive relationship, I was sure that I was broken beyond repair - damaged goods if you will. I never thought I would ever be able to open myself up to someone again. After all, if the person whom I thought loved me could destroy me like that, then anything is possible.
Then I met Blake Robinson.
With his soft spoken words, his kind hazel eyes, and the patience of a saint, he managed to weasel his way into my heart and make me truly believe that maybe, just maybe, everything will be okay.
This book contains mature content not suitable for young readers. This is a LGBTQ+ BDSM romance novel
This was my first read in this genre, so I don't have anything to compare it to in terms of other books in that category. That said, the layered and nuanced characters, lovely writing, easy pacing--all of it would hold up favorably in *any* book category. What stood out to me in particular were the leads (Noah and Blake)—their kindness and gentleness just resonated with me, particularly against the backdrop of the violence Noah had suffered, and particularly against a real world that just isn’t so gentle most times. (I also learned a thing or two about the world S. Barker was introducing, and I suppose I'm still blushing ;). Finally, to me, themes of self-acceptance and finding safety were threaded throughout the novel, and I absolutely loved that. Bravo on a great debut, and I can't wait to read more from this talented author.
I’ll start by saying I’ve read my fair share of both MM and BDSM, and I’ve read a handful of DD/LG and DD/BB/LB stories, but this one had so many elements I’ve never read and while I’m a bit overwhelmed, I can’t deny I’m not intrigued.
I think the one thing I loved the most is though the dynamics were daddy/boy, the MMCs were only 3 years apart in age (daddy was 23 and boy was 20). I absolutely loved Blake. He was gentle and patient and so caring. He was exactly the kind of dominant Noah, sweet, naive Noah, needed. Noah’s first relationship as a sub/ was NOT right and he was heavily paying for it with low self-esteem and PTSD.
But Blake helped him through his attacks, guided him, cared for him, and loved him so hard. The relationship was sweet and funny and endearing.
Very little drama, and the angst was intense but wonderfully created. I’d say if you’re in the mood for a low-angst MM, kinky romance than this is a great start!