Suffering in Silence: August 15th, 2003

by Caleb Harris

Men have been known for bottling up their feelings instead of discussing them. However, not too many men realize this behavior is not normal. Oftentimes, Dad passes this behavior to his son unknowingly. The cycle continues and were left with a generation of young men that are raging alcoholics, drug addicts, and sexual deviants who mistreat themselves and potential partners. August 15th, 2003 addressed the complicated story of one 27-year-old Substitute teacher, Ricky Johnson. Ricky has just buried his loving but sometimes unruly mother which has left him heartbroken. However, nothing compares to his complex relationship with his father Tyrone Johnson. One minute he was a playful giant that Ricky idolized but when he drank, he became an unpredictable monster. Months later, Ricky reflects with himself then decides he has to make some drastic changes. His temporary discomfort changes into a radiant confidence within himself. Unfortunately, there’s still a hole in his heart from unanswered questions regarding his father’s actions on August 15th, 2003. Will Ricky Johnson get the answers he’s looking for? Or will this set him back into his old ways?

194 pages, Kindle Edition

First published August 15, 2020

Reviews

[Denise Monique · Rating 4 out of 5]

Bottled up feelings can be dangerous

Although, I don't generally finish books with lots of dialogue, I decided to give this one a chance. There were times I laughed and also got pretty angry.

The main character has endured maltreatment from those that should have loved and protected him. Those same demons caused him to react and put himself, and others, in dangerous situations. Men are often taught to be tough, not to cry because that's for girls. The writer gave us insight into the emotions of men and the cost of addressing it or not.