Connie is only young when her parents die and she, along with her cousin Michael, are sent to live with their Grandmother. Michael's own mother, Connie's Aunt, having abandoned him to her sister's care already. Her Grandmother favours Michael and pretty much writes Connie off as a waste of air! Although once she falls ill, it is down to Connie to take care of her whilst Michael continues his education. Fast forward several years and Connie's daughter Esther is now grown-up and worried about her father who is on death's door. She feels alone as her best friend since childhood Selina and her had a falling out a few years since. Selina, a barrister is holding a secret from Esther, the reason for their distance, something Esther is unaware of. Could this secret be the reason that Connie has been mute for years? And, could its eventual exposure make or break the lives of several of the characters?
This book was a bit convoluted and I spent quite a while in the dark, floundering. But towards the end, when several layers have been peeled back and certain truths uncovered, it all started to come together nicely. OK, so I had to read through a mild discomfort in getting there, but the end was worth the journey taken and left me, on the whole, satisfied.
The characters were quite hard to get to grips with initially, probably due to the narrative and what the reader was privy to along the way. Again, as I learned more about them, I did start warming to them and I really did start to feel for certain ones along the way. It's hard to qualify this due to spoilers but you'll just have to take my word for it. I will just say that the book does take a bit of a dark turn towards the end but the whole subject is handled very sensitively.
The one thing that didn't quite sit right with me was Selina's part in the whole thing. I am not wholly convinced about certain decisions she made and some of the actions she did / didn't take along the way. Things that, well, could have made things turn out very differently indeed. It just didn't seem congruent with the rest of how she was portrayed.
All in all, a good read that kept me engaged even when I was completely confused. My confusion was never enough to put me off finishing. My thanks go to the Publisher and Netgalley for the chance to read this book.